Great Gig In the Sky

Since l Lost to her great Gig in Da’ Sky and Because there are Echoes frum da past present today and always prolly will still forver be, i guess i have to write and say my piece since i am not replied to for over a week, is what it is, not a lot i can do from 1500 miles away……so i gotz a couple of pieces i have written here..maybe they explain sumpin , maybe they don’t , but no matter what i got it stated how i feel! bout the imposition on my heart , mind , soul and pocketbewk this relationship has taken me over the past 5 years 😦 Since i have been alone an stranded for a week since i got out of hospital last week, she helped me the day before by paying for my meds and told me the day after i got out she would call the next day, then signed out of my life for 8 days plus now with only a werd on messenger that i am a controller?,an a couple of wordpress blogs bout her perception of me and the werld i guess?

  well i had no internet for a couple of weeks for my christmas 🙂 yippy…another x mas with my dogz lol.. So,have done a lot of listening to my hardrives and what i have the most of besides queensryche and tool and Zep ids the Floyd here, so is on my mind for all the floyd lovers out dere at least they can like that bout this so called “blog”


Great Gig in da Sky

She knows who she is 😦 too bad i did not 😦

Silly games she played against me ; as she judged her Werld away; An mine too 😦

Suicidal sick dellusional judgemental thinking is what causes ripples across this world

This world of Mine, so blatently deceived, for so many years 😦

Who’d ever expected LOVE to do this 😦 i never did…….
her goal for the past 40+ moons now:(

Proving indifference to the world  

From lies to insults to blatent neglect

Her treadmill rolls over and over on others she says she loves 😦
her perception of the world a suicidal plight. 😦

thousands of hours of love –
thousands of dollars in money
 thousands of wishes for truth,,,,,,,
and well,
in the end a powerplay for control – and was really for a few dollars more

 the total destruction of a man that could change the world,,,,,
at least the one she lived in .lol…………

so ~  too bad she had to come change mine
 for the worse now 😦
  { it will get better yes,indeed}

NO excuse in the world can ever
nor will ever
justify her ever ever hurting on me ever 😦

That will be on her heart and soul 4 ever !

So This is what i know now this fine day, that which is not 😦

May each and every one somehow find peace of soul for a moment today
and realize all u see
is not all ur fault!

An go on with ur day
~ forgiving those who do and do not know what they do ~
against the better half of YOU!

For as long as u stay tru
to urself and others u shall always remain
The Divine Being u are

No matter whom ya are
wherever u are
2 day!

over an out frum

Lost in confusion and total self bliss
I’ve found the relation between dream and wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope – or so it would seem
But still I’m confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.
With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You’ve become such a fantasy with realistic tones
I long for your love and time spent alone
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war – a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win
What should I do? Where shall I begin?
Should I ask for your love or remain a dear friend?
In my dreams youre my lover and my world is complete
But in life your a martyr to hope so elite
I’ve grown to know you and care with a passion
But fear lies within mutual attraction.
If I am to approach you with some indication
Would I strengthen our friendship or cause detonation?
This is the confusion, the struggle, the fight,
Until I am sure, youll remain a dream in the night
not sure where this came from…:)? but it was buried
deep in ones self…!
so to that end here sumpin’ i like to share whenever i get a chance
and its been a year er so:) so here it be:)
hope ya enjoyed ur visit & Remember !
if and when u feel like u jest got kicked in the head

and ya get out of bed and into recovery
and if’n ur all tired
of jest being fed up with pestilence
well, 🙂
🙂 So Be It Make it So Q 🙂

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