Quarksire’s Operation Mindcrime in Mikeys Empty Rewm
My empty Room ! the night she died 😦 an ever since i been cryin’
2001 a space oddessy it was….as she lied there on the floor….
every day goes by ,,,i rememebr more and more…….
Is a cryin shame; Death that is when love is left apart; holding a cold hand.
Rolled her over cold ya know; her soul entered me; did not want to let go
evry time i see things i see; i see things that remind me of her
like memories wrapped round my throat;
i seen her for months inside me;
till she one day so gracefully; left me;
told me to go find and seek the eyes of a
i tapped memories beyond this time as a result of her
and my day of future passed and the dayz she lived inside me
In a weird way; well she’ll always be inside me
as i stare off my mountaintop where we should have
landed together here and me
now she became a bird so free
and went off into the universe to find a new destiny
although she was proud to have known me
and Will come to my side whenever i call her, soulfully,as she come to me in this silence, in my empty rewm, no speep today – i can’t pretend
even if i do have the eyes of a stranger with me
she was then always…jest lewking back at me….
here alone in my Empty Room….i sit an ponder?
What justice was in this fer her an me??i wunder now,,what universal justice…
Growing old,,,one day closer to seeing her once again
– Universes so mightingly willing -willing on this still chilly morning
i lewk back on thee,,,,and still see here
sitting on that hilltop with me.telling me…days before….
No matter what happenz mikey – I’ll always be over ur shoulder
watching .yes watching…..over YOu .over YOU!..
Ur free,i’m free..an i’ll always be with thee..Jest call on me
Says my Angel so dear when i call upon thee..
She everlastingly tells me
,,,remember my name,,,
an never forget me
Through and through Eternity
I shall see u In Infinity
Indifinitely – Intensely – effervessently – Equally –
One day again We Shall become ONE…
She told me……….
The Night before she died~~~~~
so now i Sit here …
in this Empty room , all in all out
I hear her voice even sumtimes flying in the wind
I lewk ,,no ones round,,in this empty room or about iwhilst in da’ air
she Keeps me there…
Always telling me…..
She might even one day be there…..
In the eyes of a stranger
once again years after seeing the mind,,,in this mt rewm well,,,destiny still has this holy charge for theee……no matter what where who or when i play the rest of my life out,,jest one of many angels voices i can call upon to myself through-out all of eternity,,the way i see it the quarked way now,,in the quasicle, quintiscent werld of Q
believe it er not poem frum Q…about Q an Once 4 evr an angel, an once said,yes widowed for life….Go find a new wife! after me she said, so to this day i am still ,,in My empty rewm!…….
Frum a true story of a heart torn apart,,by alcohol, drugz , and Insanity! in 2001 ,,,Quarks Space Oddessey …he’s been on evr since,,,knowing new better different realities…..besides my physical hereditary disease…I still of the realities, of the past, war, pain, and tragedies,,that have happened to thee over a lifetime of watching people’s die but having them 4 evr on ur mind…holding onto and keeping forgiveness….an realizing …….
of keeness, in perception and an overwhelming reality, that we are quantum in nature and once we know we might never forget that truth,,,an for me well thats something to Live for ,and also something to be willing to die for also..so one can alwways be re-born to live again.One truth .one forever ..one destiny, for all and all ya see..ok over an out frum Q
Hope all who follow me ….reach their very own personal Destiny – Yes there is a reason for all things..if nuting else an education to me ,,,those gone are my teachers,to the fact that what will be will be ,,,can’t control people places and things, but graciouslu accept and honor all that is offered to theee,,and to the very best one can.and be the very best man one can ,be…tillll death becomes over me;evry time i think im over it i have memories that remind me of U angel..lewkin back at me!
Above disertation by Quarksire aka Mikey in Colorado
13 years after 2001 a spaced out tragedy for Q
PS: YA DON’t Jest Die , as sheri tells me ya simply change ur adress,,in this place and time of universal 4 evr mind
even if it was a mindcrime – the way it turnt out fer me..perceptively
forgiveness has to rule # 1
Queensrÿche Lyrics below…….to the song that keeps her voice alive 4 evr in my head…
some angels voices ya will recgonize yes in eternity and heaven er wherever ya go 4 evr i do so believe……correct me if im wrong lol….ok once again over an out frum Q
jest another part of me eternal destiny!
LOVE LIFE AND FORGIVENESS
WITHOUT SPIRITUAL STRIFE
ACCEPTANCE IS A GREAT KEY FOR THIS HEART IN ME!
qUARK qUARK SAYZ
Empty room today
And here I sit
Chalk outline upon the wall
I remember tracing it
A thousand times, the night she died.
Why? [why? ]
Theres no sleep today, I cant pretend
When all my dreams are crimes
I cant stand facing them
Now who will come
To wash away my sins
Clean my room, fix my meals
Be my friend?
17 links here below jest click on the time
01. Freiheit Ouvertüre – 0:00
02. Convict – 1:36
03. I’m American – 1:45
04. One Foot In Hell – 4:38
05. Hostage – 8:51
06. The Hands – 13:21
07. Speed Of Light – 17:56
08. Signs Say Go – 21:09
09. Re-Arrange You – 24:26
10. The Chase – 27:36
11. Murderer? – 30:46
12. Circles – 35:20
13. If I Could Change It All – 38:19
14. An Intentional Confrontation – 42:45
15. A Junkie’s Blues – 45:18
16. Fear City Slide – 49:00
17. All The Promises – 53:58
Geoff Tate – vocals
Michael Wilton – guitars
Mike Stone – guitars, vocals
Eddie Jackson – bass guitar, vocals
Scott Rockenfield – drums
Miranda Tate – backing vocals on “The Hands”
Ronnie James Dio – Vocals on “The Chase”
8 thoughts on “Mikeys Empty Room with Da’ Mindcrimes”
SO I WAS NOTHING BUT “HER” LOOKING THROUGH MY EYES ??? THE DEAD ONE YOU STILL LOVE SO MUCH??? THAT MEANS YOU NEVER LOVED ME AT ALL, JUST “HER” LOOKING THROUGH MY EYES,,,,,,,GO FUCK YOURSELF MIKEY, YOU YOU YOU ARE THE MIND CRIME,,,,,SICK PSYCHO YA YOU ARE A MURDERER BECAUSE YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF AND YOUR SICK DELUTIONAL WORLD !
hey werld lewk what i got to deal with for 5 years aint this so very kewl 😦 angel not :(my reply to this is> quark sire: misintepret it however yoiu wish to make ur ego glorified,,,u havent a clue do u ,,,loved u and do as much as i did her ever,,,so the deal is u jest cant accept that i have history that u dont that i dealt with and u cannot handle as the truth but u have to make up lies jest like this,,,prove what you wish to urr ego so the ego can win and edge god out is ur very own deal,,i not dillusional ,,,and dont have a mental problem ,,ur the one with the mental problem and lack of acceptance and self obliterating selfish feelingz u call love……..sorry u feel so very sick mentally!
quark sire: ur karma will eat a hole in ur heart like none other since u cant see love nor accept it …….
quark sire: lie to urself foeever is ur choice my dear ur loss ur stupidity and ur thieving heart has no excuse like the crap u jest said above is true u have no f’n compassion,jest wait till ur daughter dies before u er whateever, happens in ur life, once u have experienced it u will know,,i know what it feels like to be down and experience things u have never imagined lady!..for i am the shepard of fire that promises paradise, then ull know what i =had to deal with and put into perspective…i am going to post ur retaliative byullshit to the world abngel not u suck,incompassionate soul i believed in u ya know,all u want is proff to ur self i dont love u so u have so sick excuse to believe all ur lies u have made up
quark sire: KARMA BE URS UR CHOICE TO ACT LIKE A BIG K
quark sire: all there is to it ur a selfish incriminating liar .anbd all for ur fear based egos delight pert mental if i mudst say
LEAVE MY DAUGHTER OUT OF IT, YOU SICK FUCK
i will post a reply to what i said to this laters werld! insanity i deal with from another….who claimed to be an angel in my life! 😦
EXPLAINS YOUR LIFE WHEN I WAS THERE OBSERVING IT FIRST HAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u mmean when u were here misjudging it…….take this away from my blog werld 😦 incompassionate soul 😦
i’m sorry “i love you” god forgive U ! have a karma filled life woman!