CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz

…………CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz ……

12-12-2014 by quarksire

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Frum years of counSOULing others for alcohol an drug addiction
i learn many things bout myself as a counselor, not to be a hypocrite – Practice what i preach – do as i say an say as i do, mean what i say an say what i mean!
an to live life to the fullest at every extent with indubitable courage. To practice what i preach is firstly most important, cuz what i see in others , well is only because i am able to find that same Dis-ease in myself 🙂 or have experienced it an got rid of it.,,, for we all reflect the truth back an forth from one another; or lies depending upon perception an the game of life being played. Because i have experienced it i can see it easy in others also! i also have to keep realizing. I Laugh a lot at these well educated! teachers an counSOULers that are drug abuse counsolers an or alcohol counselors an have never drank or used drugs? Is crazy the way i see it cuz these guys in town are so ignorant bout the DIS-EASE which they are counseling the person for…How can ya teach anyone something bout something if ya have never experienced it? i really wunder ? oh “i read it in college” wow great, if they never done it how do they have any clue how it feels or how the recovering or using client feels? an i also see many whom so to say “hide the bottle” or whatevr it might be they are addicted to, frum the other…an lie by deception for months on end only to find when they die the “STASH” they had that kept em going “RIGHT up an to THE END”
One of the main things i attempt to teach my friends that complain a lot an don’t have it together in their lives or are locked into a belief system or lifestyle they cannot get out of. Whether that is, frum believing that a God is “out there!” somewhere… or to believe in fear over love, or to be co-dependently unhealthy in releationships with others also. Dishonst…? i call it
HOnestly dishonest!…
Or sometimes i deal with the addict in denial, for weeks on end in many different scenarios and situations that need a solution in their mind before thay can move forward in life. They get stuck in their own victimization of their own mind and if they do not attend to the addiction before it gets a grip on their life ; even a lightweight addiction, even an overdose of something “good” like over meditating ! yep yep , can be hazardous for ur health. I say yep yep, even too much light can be a serious thing in ones life enuff to make one seriously ill in “BODY”.is really all bout balance in all areas… but well for we are not of this body but a cosmic light being inside really, an if people realize there is a subatomic werld that governs in a way how their whole life werks based on their responses and RE-ACTing to certain situations thrown at ya in life. i feel that if it is not good for ya in the end, it is something addictive personalities have to take a good look at, whatevr it is…….
Theres are old adages when i was younger that all the enablers in the bars an what not used to say; ” IF IT FEELS GOOD DO IT! ” & ” too much is NOT ENUFF ” …. well shortly into an alcohol and or drug addiction that is outa control. {usually within a few years} the character of the ego an person changes, an they become blind even to their own actions and talk whilst under the influence. I see alcohol a LOT take young people who were soul mates an meant for each other etc etc. an eventually after a 3-4-er 5 year stint destroy the marriage and the family structure all around that also. If both people in a relationship are drinking an drugging “together” well, i have seen in the end that either they grow through the dis-ease of over use, an learn how to handle it or they totally go out of control and loose their lively hoods an all they own possibly before they hit rock bottom, an have to start all over. Some of the rock bottom ers! nevr recover also because of the mental destruction of the substance they abused, depending upon what the substance is is the answer to what the effects in the end will be,, for instance if ya are a speed head for many years, eventually u will end up being a neurotic wreck an possibly UNREPAIRABLE damage also, for it shortens the nerve endings at the bone connections throughout the body, which makes them not able to communicate very with with the adjoining limbs. This shortening of the nerves due to certain HYper substances that increase nerve communication for a time being, after a certain amount of degeneration is Usually NEVER repairable….Although with prayer hard werk a lotta walks an exercise it is possible to repair all these things i believe….. …
Point of the post here for the day is bout whether a person is repairable or not, after they have had certain afflictions of addiction,,,,i call it the ADDICTION AFFLICTION, for see everyone on the planet is ADDICTED to a certain group of things that make them whole in a way! In the ARAMAIC bible before KING JAMES f_cked with it , it said brethern chooose ur rackma<sp> wisely !…. they translated in king james to “choose ur friends wisely” an as a result lost it MEANING THAT IT WAS!… for what it really mean was Rakma<sp> = Habits……… It mean originally for to choose ur habits wisely, an in addendum it said we only had so much room for so many habits, so choose em wisely… for the habits u choose for ur life shall be the habits u live ur life for!
I know some folks throughout my life ; they suffer frum “NOT ENUFFITIS!” an “ME-ITIS” very beautifully charged people whom on the outside are bright loving wunderful and smiling individuals…but deep down are very selfish hearts an hurt people inside, they always need a reflection for the negative side an a person to blame it on an say it is their fault! an usually they are a victim to their own ego winning the war over the mind!….They “THINK” they are happy joyous and free, with their things that they got over the years by always using the next best person with the most for their own advantage, without regard to whom they hurt , they make excuses an blame it on the other party, all of the crazy actions of neglect abuse or irresponsible denial etc etc whatever it might be this particular week, every week the story will change, there will be a new victim, an another person hurt on by the selfish ways of people like this, an they don’t really have a clue because their ego say HA HA i know ME i know i am,they say! purfekt i am lewk @ me {an really they are not} ,,,an the negativity is U not me …that is why i am going to deny u an neglect U ya see…well isn’t that crazy the way i see it to make up excuses to neglect or deny others,,, an also excuses to actually take from others in one way or another an more than was giving spiritually and or monetarily ,,,either way is in a way criminal for minds to betray an deceive others for their own selfish reason of habits that are not in check…Some People are used to Being the “VICTIM” for many years… they seem to put themselves into the position to be the Victim all the time so they have someone to blame for the position that are in!…a living dichotomy of sorts is the divine dichotomy of opposites that exists in everything that exists practically, the way I see it.
Those who can see both sides of the mind at all times when they think an cannot distinguish from whether it is the positive system of love or the negative thought system of fear ruling their lives…..Science calls these kinna folks BI-POLAR…..
To me a Bi-polar person is simply a person that has mistaken the stimulus for the mechanisms in lifes doings…. In other words there are 2 ways to look at everything ,,it is what I believe to be the divine dichotomy…of though,,an which side we choose to focus upon is what makes us whom we are as a personality… if we choose to focus on the fear based side of thought the negative outcome it will prevail,,,an vice a versa,,,but well always focusing on the positive side of reality is the correct way to be if utr partner is not alike an kind an does not focus on the good but always on the bad an perceives thoughts of naught even {thoughts never even dreampt up let alone thought up} ….well there can be serious results an problems as a result.
Where there is no presence of love but only fear is but a sick mind.
For a Darkened mind in this negative fear based lie based state of loving that more than love itself, well, in the end the dark mind will sabotage itself plus the relationships it is affecting without honor an truth at hand all else fails…for then they hide in fear of making retribution an reconciliation for the wrongs they have done , many jest sweep em under the rug to pull out some rainy day….when hungry for pain they so do seek subconsciously from someone somehow…
So, I say if the light of their perceptual reality goes out then it is time to put the foot on the brakes to all the hostility an fear visible an invisible,,, for a fear based mind is NOT A SANE MIND!
Time to make a Choice I’d say for some
Love life or Fear Life
Yep
Ur choice
Which is it gonna be?
As u live in dis’
Divine Dichotomy
LIFE!

Thinketh before talking – say what ya mean- mean what ya say an don’t be mean! & practice what ya preach, if ya can talk the talk – be sure u can walk the walk!
Bottom Line is; can’t fix another if they don’t wanna fix themselves  sad but true
……..FACT: Time is a limitation, eternity is limitless. Time stands within and
functions through its definition,
rather
Eternity adheres to no
definition in its infinity
.

All that you experience within this form
has been allowed for your to be able to learn,. It has been placed forth simply so that you can learn
that you are not the self you perceive yourself to be.

Therefore its tools, as limited as they are, have been made useful so we can journey beyond all limitations.and the ..tools of words!

Time is a Limitation, Eternity is Limitless, eternity has no definition….

within disertations of and through this space this time:)…So…..

Time,,,,is an Eternity, Eternity – Limitless……..dichitomys? noway?

have a splendid day .either way! I say!

Over an out frum da’ Q

🙂

 

6 thoughts on “CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz

    • hard to keep the subjekt in tact a lot when dealing with , sometimes multiple personalities, caused by either addiction, habit, or inheritance, nit sure of the point ofr my day really , cept ya can’t fix or help others if they don’t want fixed er helped… sad but true,, peace out frum Q

    • yeah i find , over the years thgat for many werds are jest werds no matter how provocatively or intillegently thought up , lotsa people can talk the talk , – but is very hard to walk the walk for those afflicted with fear based realities….an until they get on the right side well, it keeps happening over an over to them “whatevr IT is ” .thanks for commenting, I so agree with ya 🙂 Q

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