Prompted to Post About Koko cuz i Remember! an love bears an gorillas!


I was prompted to post this today! A Conversation With Koko The Gorilla: Full DocumentarY; all because i saw another post-it with this photo below an i was very disturbed. was sad to see that….

Life is life to me an sentient beings are sentient beings to me also . so WTF? good they caught the guys but bad it has to happen; insane really!??


Russian customs seize 500+ bear paws heading to Chinese black market

Preview Customs officers carrying out an anti-smuggling operation in Russia’s Far East came across a grisly discovery – 525 bear paws headed for China.
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Vía RT News

jest seeing that pic without ever even readin da’ story was enuff for me to want to share Koko’s story, cuz well i love bears an gorillas also…. i am old enuff to remember when Koko was born, an have followed her life evr since. Was in high skewl then….an have followed a few bears lives also! this is a very kewl video doc concerning Koko, so if ya don’t know whom she is, watch this vid an meet Koko…..she is 45+ years old these knows more sign language than i do! .

An Incredible an wunderful  Conversation With Koko The Gorilla: Full Documentary

🙂 bonus fer da day if ya nevr saw this…

Koko the Gorilla meets Robin Williams

an i guess if u watched both those vids ur going to tell me that animals don’t have feelins..well my dogs are wunderin lol ?

Koko the Gorilla Mourns Her Friend, Robin Williams



Bi-Polar People are yes Very Hard to LOVE & Live With Be Patient with them

Impossible Worlds is sumtimes what it feels like having  bi-polar mates an friends…
Somehow my genetics an everything i attract them…over the years, lived with quite a few. Those whom know they are bi-polar an also those that do not know they are, it is a very weird dis-ease….an i believe it is totally curable! even if those whom have it don’t believe me or do have it an will not read me….theres always 2 sides 2 every story the way i see is what i like bout bi-polars, they can also see both sides! .which side {love er fear} er {positive verses negative}is correct an how to deal with it is whats important to me.
EVERYTHING WILL BE TURNED INSIDE OUT! for the person whom might have it an agree with me that there is a way to correct the symptoms an even the causes in over an with a bit a time, for those whom do not know anything bout bi-polar ilness here is an some info that might help shed some light on what they term as bi-polar…I truly feel for the opnes out there that been told like me an others they might be suffering frum this disease, well it might jest be a simple case of the jimi disease! Manic Depression…an yes it is curable…i know many folks whom have corrected the problems an live a normal lifestyle in my book…others well, they don’t even have a clue they have the disease, an others have been diagnosed with it but ignore the gravity of the situation they are in and disobey docs orders ..etc do the program their own way or no way at all…an escape with alcohol, which only makes the problem werse, well it did for me, so is why i had to stop drinking years ago, so i would not have 2 distinct personalities, an also so i could do normal things like fly – ride my motorcycle an drive my car..although many folks i know with the disease, well, some simply do not wish to be cured, is sad cuz they are such beautiful ladies an guys inside, sad to see them in the viscous cycle of not being able to get a grip on the situation..others i am very proud of cuz they have a grip on life good, even if they don’t think so, an a very unique way at lewking at the werld, one gewd thing to me bout a good bi-polar that is aware is that they know the difference between right an wrong an always choose the mostest correct thing to do even if might be what their mind wants them to they know the difference between love an fear always choose love..over the anger an laugh off the anger…”believe it er not” …so..heres a bit of info on this disease…..correct me if i am wrong an add any input u might wish…I know what i can do is Pray for the ones i choose to love, whether or not they have bi-polar illness or not, the ones that do, well in time i hope they find their way to their own soul, learn to love themselves as much as i might an well, then it ‘ll be all good then……...
“Believe it er not!”

Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in mood, energy, activity levels, and the ability to carry out day-to-day tasks.

There are four basic types of bipolar disorder; all of them involve clear changes in mood, energy, and activity levels. These moods range from periods of extremely “up,” elated, and energized behavior (known as manic episodes) to very sad, “down,” or hopeless periods (known as depressive episodes). Less severe manic periods are known as hypomanic episodes.

  • Bipolar I Disorder— defined by manic episodes that last at least 7 days, or by manic symptoms that are so severe that the person needs immediate hospital care. Usually, depressive episodes occur as well, typically lasting at least 2 weeks. Episodes of depression with mixed features (having depression and manic symptoms at the same time) are also possible.
  • Bipolar II Disorder— defined by a pattern of depressive episodes and hypomanic episodes, but not the full-blown manic episodes described above.
  • Cyclothymic Disorder (also called cyclothymia)— defined by numerous periods of hypomanic symptoms as well numerous periods of depressive symptoms lasting for at least 2 years (1 year in children and adolescents). However, the symptoms do not meet the diagnostic requirements for a hypomanic episode and a depressive episode.
  • Other Specified and Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorders— defined by bipolar disorder symptoms that do not match the three categories listed above.
  • Signs and Symptoms

    People with bipolar disorder experience periods of unusually intense emotion, changes in sleep patterns and activity levels, and unusual behaviors. These distinct periods are called “mood episodes.” Mood episodes are drastically different from the moods and behaviors that are typical for the person. Extreme changes in energy, activity, and sleep go along with mood episodes.

    People having a manic episode may: People having a depressive episode may:
    • Feel very “up,” “high,” or elated
    • Have a lot of energy
    • Have increased activity levels
    • Feel “jumpy” or “wired”
    • Have trouble sleeping
    • Become more active than usual
    • Talk really fast about a lot of different things
    • Be agitated, irritable, or “touchy”
    • Feel like their thoughts are going very fast
    • Think they can do a lot of things at once
    • Do risky things, like spend a lot of money or have reckless sex
    • Feel very sad, down, empty, or hopeless
    • Have very little energy
    • Have decreased activity levels
    • Have trouble sleeping, they may sleep too little or too much
    • Feel like they can’t enjoy anything
    • Feel worried and empty
    • Have trouble concentrating
    • Forget things a lot
    • Eat too much or too little
    • Feel tired or “slowed down”
    • Think about death or suicide
    Sometimes a mood episode includes symptoms of both manic and depressive symptoms. This is called an episode with mixed features. People experiencing an episode with mixed features may feel very sad, empty, or hopeless, while at the same time feeling extremely energized.Bipolar disorder can be present even when mood swings are less extreme. For example, some people with bipolar disorder experience hypomania, a less severe form of mania. During a hypomanic episode, an individual may feel very good, be highly productive, and function well. The person may not feel that anything is wrong, but family and friends may recognize the mood swings and/or changes in activity levels as possible bipolar disorder. Without proper treatment, people with hypomania may develop severe mania or depression.


    Proper diagnosis and treatment help people with bipolar disorder lead healthy and productive lives. Talking with a doctor or other licensed mental health professional is the first step for anyone who thinks he or she may have bipolar disorder. The doctor can complete a physical exam to rule out other conditions. If the problems are not caused by other illnesses, the doctor may conduct a mental health evaluation or provide a referral to a trained mental health professional, such as a psychiatrist, who is experienced in diagnosing and treating bipolar disorder.

    Note for Health Care Providers: People with bipolar disorder are more likely to seek help when they are depressed than when experiencing mania or hypomania. Therefore, a careful medical history is needed to ensure that bipolar disorder is not mistakenly diagnosed as major depression. Unlike people with bipolar disorder, people who have depression only (also called unipolar depression) do not experience mania. They may, however, experience some manic symptoms at the same time, which is also known as major depressive disorder with mixed features.

    Bipolar Disorder and Other Illnesses

    Some bipolar disorder symptoms are similar to other illnesses, which can make it hard for a doctor to make a diagnosis. In addition, many people have bipolar disorder along with another illness such as anxiety disorder, substance abuse, or an eating disorder. People with bipolar disorder are also at higher risk for thyroid disease, migraine headaches, heart disease, diabetes, obesity, and other physical illnesses.

    Psychosis: Sometimes, a person with severe episodes of mania or depression also has psychotic symptoms, such as hallucinations or delusions. The psychotic symptoms tend to match the person’s extreme mood. For example:

    • Someone having psychotic symptoms during a manic episode may believe she is famous, has a lot of money, or has special powers.
    • Someone having psychotic symptoms during a depressive episode may believe he is ruined and penniless, or that he has committed a crime.

    As a result, people with bipolar disorder who also have psychotic symptoms are sometimes misdiagnosed with schizophrenia.

    Anxiety and ADHD: Anxiety disorders and attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) are often diagnosed among people with bipolar disorder.

    Substance Abuse: People with bipolar disorder may also misuse alcohol or drugs, have relationship problems, or perform poorly in school or at work. Family, friends and people experiencing symptoms may not recognize these problems as signs of a major mental illness such as bipolar disorder.

    Risk Factors

    Scientists are studying the possible causes of bipolar disorder. Most agree that there is no single cause. Instead, it is likely that many factors contribute to the illness or increase risk.

    Brain Structure and Functioning: Some studies show how the brains of people with bipolar disorder may differ from the brains of healthy people or people with other mental disorders. Learning more about these differences, along with new information from genetic studies, helps scientists better understand bipolar disorder and predict which types of treatment will work most effectively.

    Genetics: Some research suggests that people with certain genes are more likely to develop bipolar disorder than others. But genes are not the only risk factor for bipolar disorder. Studies of identical twins have shown that even if one twin develops bipolar disorder, the other twin does not always develop the disorder, despite the fact that identical twins share all of the same genes.

    Family History: Bipolar disorder tends to run in families. Children with a parent or sibling who has bipolar disorder are much more likely to develop the illness, compared with children who do not have a family history of the disorder. However, it is important to note that most people with a family history of bipolar disorder will not develop the illness.

    Treatments and Therapies

    Treatment helps many people—even those with the most severe forms of bipolar disorder—gain better control of their mood swings and other bipolar symptoms. An effective treatment plan usually includes a combination of medication and psychotherapy (also called “talk therapy”). Bipolar disorder is a lifelong illness. Episodes of mania and depression typically come back over time. Between episodes, many people with bipolar disorder are free of mood changes, but some people may have lingering symptoms. Long-term, continuous treatment helps to control these symptoms.


    Different types of medications can help control symptoms of bipolar disorder. An individual may need to try several different medications before finding ones that work best.

    Medications generally used to treat bipolar disorder include:

    • Mood stabilizers
    • Atypical antipsychotics
    • Antidepressants

    Anyone taking a medication should:

    • Talk with a doctor or a pharmacist to understand the risks and benefits of the medication
    • Report any concerns about side effects to a doctor right away. The doctor may need to change the dose or try a different medication.
    • Avoid stopping a medication without talking to a doctor first. Suddenly stopping a medication may lead to “rebound” or worsening of bipolar disorder symptoms. Other uncomfortable or potentially dangerous withdrawal effects are also possible.
    • Report serious side effects to the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) MedWatch Adverse Event Reporting program online at  or by phone at 1-800-332-1088. Clients and doctors may send reports.

    For basic information about medications, visit the NIMH Mental Health Medications webpage. For the most up-to-date information on medications, side effects, and warnings, visit the FDA website .


    When done in combination with medication, psychotherapy (also called “talk therapy”) can be an effective treatment for bipolar disorder. It can provide support, education, and guidance to people with bipolar disorder and their families. Some psychotherapy treatments used to treat bipolar disorder include:

    • Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT)
    • Family-focused therapy
    • Interpersonal and social rhythm therapy
    • Psychoeducation

    Visit the NIMH Psychotherapies webpage to learn about the various types of psychotherapies.

    Other Treatment Options

    Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT): ECT can provide relief for people with severe bipolar disorder who have not been able to recover with other treatments. Sometimes ECT is used for bipolar symptoms when other medical conditions, including pregnancy, make taking medications too risky. ECT may cause some short-term side effects, including confusion, disorientation, and memory loss. People with bipolar disorder should discuss possible benefits and risks of ECT with a qualified health professional.

    Sleep Medications: People with bipolar disorder who have trouble sleeping usually find that treatment is helpful. However, if sleeplessness does not improve, a doctor may suggest a change in medications. If the problem continues, the doctor may prescribe sedatives or other sleep medications.

    Supplements: Not much research has been conducted on herbal or natural supplements and how they may affect bipolar disorder.

    It is important for a doctor to know about all prescription drugs, over-the-counter medications, and supplements a client is taking. Certain medications and supplements taken together may cause unwanted or dangerous effects.

    Keeping a Life Chart: Even with proper treatment, mood changes can occur. Treatment is more effective when a client and doctor work closely together and talk openly about concerns and choices. Keeping a life chart that records daily mood symptoms, treatments, sleep patterns, and life events can help clients and doctors track and treat bipolar disorder most effectively.


    i personally find that people that have been struggling with or are possibly bi-polar an or has the symptoms..that well.pot seems to stabalize it an make one more normal than all the different drugs they give one for “THE CURE” seems to calm down all the symptoms..when they are forced by the system not to smoke pot,,,they are WAY WERSE OFF! JEST MY 2 CENTS WERTH BY LIVING WITH EM FOR SO MANY YEARS! 🙂


    Finding Treatment

    • A family doctor is a good resource and can be the first stop in searching for help.
    • For general information on mental health and to find local treatment services, call the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) Treatment Referral Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).
    • The SAMHSA website has a Behavioral Health Treatment Services Locator  that can search for treatment information by address, city, or ZIP code.
    • Visit the NIMH’s Help for Mental Illnesses webpage for more information and resources.

    For Immediate Help

    If You Are in Crisis: Call the toll-free National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. The service is available to anyone. All calls are confidential.

    If you are thinking about harming yourself or thinking about suicide:

    • Tell someone who can help right away
    • Call your licensed mental health professional if you are already working with one
    • Call your doctor
    • Go to the nearest hospital emergency department

    If a loved one is considering suicide:

    • Do not leave him or her alone
    • Try to get your loved one to seek immediate help from a doctor or the nearest hospital emergency room, or call 911
    • Remove access to firearms or other potential tools for suicide, including medications

Banned -frum TV- Disney UFO Documentary – Alien Encounters

Another one fer the

“BELIEVE IT ER NOT!” category!

This film was shown only once, and with no advance notice on stations in only five US cities. The original Michael Eisner intro hit me right in the nostalgia. is a fun watch…an well, if i don’t call ya back an ya had my # an tried, i didn’t get abducted, but did get to pay another visit to ER LoL .same ol chit diff month an week is all…..So,  jest no phone outgoing calls here till 8-3-2016…my tele bandwidth got all eaten up by an unhappy texter an caller the other day.


Lost Walt Disney UFO Documentary, Alien Encounters: In March of 1995, Walt Disney Television aired an intriguing UFO special. This highly unusual UFO video special presents UFOs and alien visitation to our planet as a matter of fact.

At first glance, the special appears to be a promotion of the “New Tomorrowland” area, in particular the new “Alien Encounters” ride. This was in the mid 90’s. (This venture was cancelled almost immediately)

However, upon closer inspection…it is much more. The entire program, which opens with a short segment by Disney CEO Michael Eisner, does not even question the existence of UFOs and a major UFO cover-up. In fact, at times it has A Tone Of ridicule Towards Those Who Still Deny That UFO’s exist; quite unique ___
“”It’s easily located today online, but the circumstances of its production and (highly limited) distribution, and its oddly firm view of the reality of the phenomenon, make it decidedly weird and unique.””

“”If all Disney wanted to do was promote its new theme park ride with an alien theme, they needn’t have gone to nearly as much trouble. As it is, it’s almost like the ride-promo mission was used as a Trojan horse / excuse to deliver a lot more subversive and revolutionary information. Maybe this really was a disclosure exercise gone awry, maybe it was out-of-control filmmakers who produced an end product the Disney chiefs didn’t know what to make of. But it sure is fun speculating, and the show has since become a UFO conspiracy’ staple — another tantalizing hint of the truth, allegedly.”

I’ve died twice an come back 2 tell bout it – an more frum Quarksire

Posted this cuz i had a conversation wit my mother last night bout these happenings in my life an were still on my mind. Feel free to comment, i’d love to hear what some of my serious readers think an er believe. So, A few unbelievables for those skeptics of mikeys life here! 4 i have somehow had the fortunate or unfortunate experience to have experienced these things i shall post about here!…”believe it er not”
ONLY FER DA SERIOUS READER AN FOLLOWER I GUESS OF DA” Q….Will try not to get to graphic fer ya..or make this too long or bore ya!.an well attempt to watch my grammer! lol…

…Once upon a tyme;around 3 am
I left my body: but;
I waz not alone;
i was suspended in air
while a nurse ran screaming for the
medics an staff to bring da KIT!
She had realized i was Flat Lined________________
watching frum above doctors came a scrambling
medics an nurses poured in all to help
Watched them break out the KIT…
The Defib machine…..
Watched them jolt this body on the table
which i then realized was me!!!!!
Think i didn’t believe er something…being in another state
shaking my senses it did, a feeling i cannot describe
I watched as They geared up an did it again, the defib jolt……
that was when i blacked out so to say…….
I aroze awake the next morning……
with 180 staples an stiches across my scalp an head…..
an a turbine i wore for weeks till it healed……lol.
Told the doctors what i saw an what happened in the operating room….
they claimed i was flatlined all that time…..
but my accounting of what happened correlated with what did!
they were amazed truly… prolly the only ones that truly believed in me
then an even to now bout this subjekt….


Well that fact is that was the second time in 2 years that they had to shock me back to life…the time before that I thought i was dreaming er something when it happened….Jolted out of my body by a barstool upside the head, I was again then dead…..for 12 minutes plus they say,,till the medics got there an fibbed me back with a couple of jolts then….The furst time that time was not so vivid of being out of my body with a memory….I didn’t hover above the scene etc etc…but was like i was simply gone on a voyage…hard to explain, but that was the first time i ever had the sensation that I DO NOT DIE……. for some this seems unbelievable…well, is what it is to me,

UFO Triangle Recorded Over Pagosa Springs, Colorado
Just as true as the night i saw an watched “alien” crafts of some kind fly all over my community here ….they did it for a couple of hours;;;;;;;;.any national news coverage.NOT!!!!! it was even captured on video an available to watch at you tube, but no one still believes……these lightballs came right ionto my front yard,,,became small an dense little rectangle things bout 4 er 5 ft apart flew round my place a bit …rose up outa the trees got bigger an turned bluish white an sped away at a very fast rate of speed..friends were calling me from town etc etc telling me what they were seeing also…some of the light balls would merge an change colors

Part 2 of 3 – Spectacular Light Ships (New Edition) Over Roof Tops Pagosa Springs CO June 17 2011

also..never seen anything like it….

Another night i was standing in the wilderness here doing what bears do best…taking a “P” in da woods…an i lewked up an silent a could be a big giant triangle black objekt,,,,twice the size of a b2 bomber flew over my head very slowly bout 300 feet above the ground er so, “NO SOUND AT ALL!” absolutely quite…but it was there, i was not imagining this it was jest what it was….a big giant triangle black objekt the size of a football field or more….what was it i don’t know..but i know what i saw!
Another believe it er not incident……I could write a book bout an jest might some day if i evr get “roundtuit” are the incidents where till death do us part kinna things take not i assume…..I was only 22 years old at the time “the first time this happened” an well it was a terrible experience an morning for me….I had spent the evening before with my fiance helping her get home after a drug over dose…someone had spiked her cocaine with pcp….an she had a bad trip…got her home bout 2 am finally after a bad evening etc etc is a book in itself…at 7am i woke to VIVID REAL LIFE LIKE DREAM OF ME BEING WITH HER….in another spot on the planet, where we spent a lot of dream time..i remember the dream vividly still today!…i was shocked awake with fear that something was wrong at her place…across the desert from me…i was 10 miles away…i called out there no answer… so i drove out there to trade her truck for my motorcycle…on the way out there her fathers Cadillac passed me going th opposite direction going very fast,,, i thought it was jest pops heading to the store…when i got there i noticed the back door open…proceeded to walk in an without getting to graphic well found dad in the furst bedroom with his hand on the shotgun an laying dead….then walked into the living room to find my fiance’ on the floor naked raped an dead..shot in the middle of the head with a 22…When i touched her to roll her over an cover her i t was at that moment i realized “WE ARE A HOLY SPIRIT” I WAS ZAPPED so to say….Believe it er not.besides being floored by the situation an disaster in my mind i was going through, i realized she jest entered me……she clamed my senses believe it er not an i got a grip an called the proper authorities…When the cops got there well, they arrested me, thinking i did it? an was making up a story…….i spent next 12 hours or so in interogation and they drove me to los angeles an gave me a lie detector test..during which time they spotted the cadillac of the fathers hundreds of miles away, an the guy had killed some people in a they took me back to the ranch…all the while i kept hearing this voice tell me I told u it would be okay mikey??.all the time this happened an for the next few months there was another “VOICE” in my body an head .use to get so bad i would have virtual arguments an conversations with this spirit…an i was always “wrong” or being corrected?..was about 3 months at the ranch taking care of it alone after her death, til i got her to get out of ME!!!! BELIEVE IT ER NOT!!!! was crying one day an told her inside i could not handle this anymore no matter what our agreements were…an would she please find her way home to god…..instantly i felt in my chest a release…and physically saw a orange bluish bright light leave my chest an fly across the desert.i fell to the ground weeping!!!!!!! BUT SHE WAS GONE!!!!!! no one believed me bout this for years especially my furst wife after her…she resented that i had evr had a “CRAZY” experience like this…..
Well, time rolls forward an after being shocked back to life twice…guess i still didn’t believe in this holy spirit thing!!!!!!!That we are a spirit living inside this body of ours..another 2 be wife in 2001 an i had made agreements bout to death do us part also, an well, one night i rescued” her drunk frum our local bar an took her home…was a trying experience, she was like 3.0 on the alcohol scale…the police showed, helped get her into the house, which pissed her off…i let her be inside, she passed out on the bed, figured i’d go to my place an get some stuff an come back after she rested a few hours, was like 3 am…i went to my house, napped out a few, knowing she was ok on the bed at her house right? well, once again I had vivid dreams for which seemed like an eternity, i was with her an we were flying al over the werld in our dreams….When i woke because of my past 20 years before i rushed to her house when she did not anser the phone..i walked in to find a bottle of anti psychotic pills..her psyche had given here…all over the floor an her on the floor dead also, she had woke in the night drunk an took some 😦  I could tell she had been dead a couple of hours when i rolled her over, but guess what? same thing that happened 20 years before happened again…when i touched her an rolled her over i got felt like something new was in my chest!!besides pain an every other emotion i could have….i heard her yell at me even DON”t get mad mikey!..well i did ,,i busted up over it an even hurt my hand an all beating on her truck!!!!.Kinna hard to write this even, a few years ago, i wasn’t healed enuff to evr have wrote bout this….Anyhow…point here is that well, for about 3 months i was talked to yelled at an corr4eected by this “HOLY SPIRIT” inside me…i could not handle it anymore.i had an argument inside my head with this spirit one night, an the spirit told me i should go meet this person i was shown a pic of in “PERU” of all places….i drove frum where i was staying out to our land we had where her an i made our “to death will we part” agreements…an well grabbed a pic of her an threw it down on the coffee table an asked her to go home where she belonged an leave me alone i could not a handle it anymore….INSTANTLY.whaM..OUT OF MY CHEST.same thing….a whitish bluish light streamed out of me across my front yard an up the mountainside an into the sky! i felt relief.layed there an cried.went to peru 3 weeks had the time of my life…an there also learned many things bout humankind an culture that changed & shocked me 4 evr……..In da museo de of gold in peru..i get chills typing bout it here.was the coolest stufff…on the 4 level down..there were decomposed bodies in glass enclosures,,,that well, were 30,000 years old..but strange thing is the bodies, showed signs of operations, screws in legs skull plates made out of gold etc etc an bones repaired with gold screws…they even have all the medical instruments of the time used then also on display, much similar to ours today same tools….amazing…there was one body in particular which dated itself there had both copper an gold all through out for various repairs…the lady giving the presentation, said this man obviously lived through the age where they found copper to be bad in the body an changed over to gold, an that it was most likely all hios copper repairs an plates that killed him.amazing stuff…an got lotsa lessons whilst in Peru bout the UFO CULTURE THERE AN what they say the UFO’s created thousands of years was a believe it er not trip…an ever since i have had different perceptions bout my life an the life of humankind also…..

SO, longer story made short here…….The point of this post-it is to inform my readers of how my mind werks to a certain extent…an also to let anyone that reads me know well, WE DO NOT DIE!!!WE JEST CHANGE OUR ADDRESS IN THE UNIVERSE!! THAT IS ONCE WE CHOOSE TO LEAVE THIS REALM….
sINCE THEN I HAD MY SHAMAN FRIEND CROW DIE ON ME .I RETRIEVED HIS BODY FRUM HIS ROOM, OPENED HIS HOUSE AN FURST TO TOUCH HIM AN ROLL HIM OVER ALSO.after he a was dead fer  a day plus! AN GUESS WHAT!?? WELL, IS ANOTHER STORY COMPLETELY DIFFERENT BUT VERY SIMILAR…I could write a book bout the next 3 months after he died also, till he left LOL>..all the nights he gave me massages etc etc.believe it er not!!!!!!!!He taught me more than any master ever did or ever will prolly i believe…AN ALL THE BEFORE EVENTS HAD TO HAPPEN TO BRING ME TO THE NOW!!!!!!I DO NOT PRESUME TO KNOW IT ALL BY ANY MEANS.I ONLY KNOW WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED….But as crow my healer shaman friend once told me…….Its very subtle, mikey but right here, this Quantum Human energy field…frum da’ subspace….!!!!!..Can see it feel it sense it smell it even in a way when u get SENSUAL!” ENUFF!..
He used to say
PAY ATTENTION…….to the NOTHINGNESS.then u shall hear it all!






“NO FEAR!”oh an stop drinking if u do! simple as that!

Thata way ya can


Consciousness – The Unified Field


Consciousness – The Unified Field

Keith R. Holden M.D, Guest
Waking Times

What follows is a theoretical explanation of how energies interact in our universe to create what we know, and also what we don’t know. Some of the content is scientifically proven, while other parts of this essay are based on my intuition. This is not meant to be a purely scientific article, so bring your curiosity, and come along while I take a stab at explaining the unexplainable. Keep the parts that resonate with you, and leave the rest alone, but remember the take-home message at the end.

Energy of Consciousness – the Great Influencer

Energy is the fabric of the Universe, and all matter originates from energy. Energy is information, including thoughts, prayers, intentions, and beliefs. Regarding this, some of the highest energetic frequencies in consciousness are universal spiritual truths found in all of the sacred texts.

Consciousness is the omniscient information field that connects everyone and everything. The energy field of consciousness includes:

  • Subconscious and conscious thought forms of all humans
  • Consciousness of the soul – Higher Self
  • Consciousness of all that is created by the Divine – Universe
  • Consciousness of the Divine

Concepts in physics relating to energy are evolving based on new findings in the cosmos, which may require a complete rethinking of Einstein’s law of relativity.(1) Not only is the concept of energy shifting on the physical plane of mathematical laws as new discoveries are made in our universe, but a major shift is occurring in global consciousness. Researchers at the Institute of HeartMath say “Humankind is in the middle of a great paradigm shift from a mentality of competition to one of cooperation.”(2)

(1) Not only is the concept of energy shifting on the physical plane of mathematical laws as new discoveries are made in our universe, but a major shift is occurring in global consciousness. Researchers at the Institute of HeartMath say “Humankind is in the middle of a great paradigm shift from a mentality of competition to one of cooperation.”(2)

As the human race goes through the Great Change of transformation in consciousness to create new systems of cooperation and unity on earth, the energetic push comes from the frequencies encoded in your DNA. These frequencies include lower vibrational shadow frequencies associated with fear, and higher vibrational gift frequencies associated with love.(3) As you transcend your fears and come into a state of unconditional love, you transform your consciousness to a higher frequency band that energizes your DNA creating profound healing in your body-mind. DNA is a biologic quantum field computer, and as such, connects you to the energies of the spiritual dimension and consciousness.(4)

All energies influence each other, sometimes in subtle, but more often in highly significant and unusual ways. If energy waves come together in coherence forming a constructive interference pattern, they create an energy wave of higher amplitude, thus increasing the amount of energy carried by the wave. Increasing the energy of a wave has the potential to amplify its effect on matter, including your body-mind.

Quantum coherence, or coherence of energy at a subatomic level, adds the quality of entanglement. Entanglement is the ability of energy particles, such as photons, to communicate even if on opposite sides of the universe. Einstein described this phenomenon as “spooky action at a distance.” Entangled energy particles, even when separated by great distances, don’t exist in a specific state until measured, but once measured, are able to communicate their state to each other instantaneously.(5) Einstein thought it was spooky because this happens faster than the speed of light, which violates his theory of relativity.(6)

Energy in many forms is constantly influencing your physical body. Epigenetics is the study of how your environment affects gene expression, or how genes are turned on or off. Energetic waveforms predominating in the body are the ones that potentially have the strongest epigenetic influence. Meaning if you are constantly in a state of anger or dissatisfaction, then that prevailing emotion experienced as an energetic thought form may create an overriding epigenetic influence on how your genes are expressed. Gene expression triggered by stressful emotions can be harmful, whereas gene expression triggered by thoughts and practices inducing relaxation can be beneficial.(7)

As a quantum intention, every thought has the potential power of prayer. This is because all energy contains information, and as an intention, it also contains consciousness. When an energetic waveform of a specific intention comes into coherence with another waveform, its impact on matter results in conscious creation. Learning how to transmute negative thought forms is a powerful way to positively influence your environment, especially your body-mind.

There are ways to create coherent waveforms in your body that positively influence core parts of you associated with intuition and non-verbal communication. The main regulator of these abilities is your heart’s energy field.(8) Regular practice of creating coherent energy fields in the heart through techniques developed by HeartMath®, much like practicing to play the guitar or learning how to speak a new language, can be honed. And with regular practice, it becomes second nature.

Fractals – the Great Stabilizer

So what stabilizes all of these energy waves flying through our universe? The answer could be found in fractals, which create an efficient and structured energetic highway upon which to travel. Fractals originate as an alignment of repeating energy vectors that provide for a stable interconnectedness of all energy systems in the universe. Since these fractals are energetic in origin, and since energy influences matter, they leave their mark in matter by creating repeating patterns seen throughout nature.(9) These repeating patterns are also found in the human body serving as a reminder that we all originated from the same source, and we are all connected.

Fractals display self-similarity with the ability for objects to exhibit the same type of structure in all scales, large or small. Fractals give sacred geometry and snowflakes their structure. You can also find fractal patterns in the branches of a tree, fronds of a plant, crystals, ocean waves, earthquakes, and even DNA.(10) Not surprisingly, since fractals originate as energy vectors, they are also observed in coherence patterns of brain function and in heart rate variability analysis.(11,12)

Dark energy existing in dark matter, consists of energy vectors creating repeating fractals, and is what gives our universe energetic stability through similarity in structure. On the earth plane, the energetic influence of fractals is represented mathematically, allowing for the actual measurements of the physical components of these fractals.

Mathematical expressions of fractals are seen in the Golden ratio, Penrose tiling, and the Fibonacci sequence. The Golden ratio is a number found by dividing a line in two parts so that the longer part divided by the smaller part is equal to the whole length divided by the longer part. Roger Penrose, a professor of mathematics and physics, established that a surface could be tiled in an asymmetrical, non-repeating pattern using five-fold symmetry with two shapes based on the Golden ratio. This pattern named Penrose tiling, and was later discovered to exist in nature as the structure of quasicrystals. The Fibonacci sequence is a series of numbers in which each number is the sum of the two preceding numbers, and is represented in nature by the petals of a flower and the bracts of a pine cone.

Nature includes the cosmos, so let’s consider the very controversial topic of astrology.

Astrology – the Language of the Cosmos

The entire cosmos has an energetic influence on you as an individual. While the moon’s gravitational force stabilizes the earth’s rotation and influences the watery tides, lunar cycles also influence our bodies.(13) But gravitational forces alone cannot account for all of the moon’s effects on human physiology. While the exact mechanisms of how the moon influences human physiology is unknown, its scientifically documented impact does make us consider how other parts of the cosmos may also affect us.

Astrologists say that the unique planetary alignment at the time of our birth provides a template upon which to base the potential impact that future planetary alignments may have on us. While many theories regarding astrology have been scientifically disproven, one must keep in mind that the laws used to disprove them don’t apply to all aspects of the cosmos. The classic example of this is how generally accepted laws of physics don’t hold true inside a black hole. This is like using the laws of physics to prove that God doesn’t exist. The laws of physics can’t account for all of the possible energies in the spiritual dimension, much less that of all the energies in our known universe.

Energy fields, including those created by planetary alignments, are made of tiny subatomic particles. Since all of the subatomic particles in existence haven’t yet been discovered, scientists and engineers built a massive particle collider, called the Large Hadron Collider, to flesh them all out. Because some subatomic particles are still unknown, science can’t mathematically account for all of the possible information- packed energies contained in astrological alignments. The poetic language of astrology is written so as to make sense of the symbolism inherent in the components of these cosmological alignments, such as trines and squares.

Consciousness, as a highly intelligent and powerful force, is the common influencer of energy in the spiritual dimension and in astrological alignments. Consciousness contains energetic information existing as multiple potentials for outcomes as far as how they may impact matter and other energies. These multiple potentials come into existence through the creation of coherence driven by consciousness. This is why people born on the same date and time can have different outcomes associated with astrological predictions based on specific planetary alignments. The unique aspects of our consciousness at any given time influences the outcome of astrological predictions due to specific resonating energy waveforms coming into contact at any point in time.

It is the combination of the unique energy contained in your consciousness that locks in the memory of the energetic combinations of the fractal energy vectors at the time of your birth. The information contained in that memory serves as the energetic template upon which the energy of future planetary alignments may potentially influence your life.

Coherence in Consciousness – the Great Facilitator

It is the energy fields of fractal vectors that provide the information highway upon which consciousness travels, and when coherence patterns are formed in these fields, you will experience deja-vu, synchronicities, and even miracles. Keep in mind that the energy of consciousness is the major player in helping to create coherence.

Human thought forms, as a part of energy in consciousness, are some of the most influential of all energies in our cosmos, much greater than that of the combined energy of all the suns in our universe. This is because thought forms always contain consciousness, and consciousness is part of the original source energy for the existence of all that is.

Learning to harness the power of your thoughts through practices like meditation, contemplation, and prayer, along with increasing high vibrational thoughts associated with unconditional love and compassion will facilitate the Great Change in global consciousness. This Great Change is simply a remembering of this universal truth – we are all One Love.

We all originated from the same source of Love that permeates everything, and beckons us to reunite to create a new energy on earth. This new energy that will make war, famine, poverty, and strife something we only read about in history books, and will make us wonder – Why did we wait so long?

About the Author

Keith R. Holden M.D – Dr. Keith Holden is a physician who is board certified in Internal Medicine and trained in Functional Medicine. He has a special interest in parapsychology, mind-body medicine, and spirituality in medicine. His popular course on, “Power of the Mind in Health and Healing,” teaches how to use the power of your mind to heal your body and maximize your intuition.


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Neuroscience Journal Confirms Adverse Effects of Fluoride on Brain Development


By Sarah Landers, Natural News

(NaturalNews) Fluoride is commonly found in tap water thanks to a process called fluoridation – which the U.S. government has been repeatedly telling us is a safe and effective way to protect teeth from decay, according to Global Research.

But a recent study published in The Lancet, the world’s most renowned medical journal, has actually classified fluoride as a neurotoxin – something which has a negative impact on brain development – alongside other extremely toxic compounds such as arsenic, lead and mercury.

A large number of cities within the U.S. are pumping their drinking water systems full of fluoride, and the government is claiming that there are no health risks to this unnecessary practice.

Why is fluoride added to water?

Fluoride is added to water because of an outdated notion that it prevents dental decay, according to Scientific American. If applied frequently in low concentrations, the U.S. is being led to believe that it increases the rate of growth and size of tooth enamel – which helps to reverse the formation of small cavities.

But, modern studies show that dental decay rates are so low in the U.S. that the effects of water fluoridation cannot actually be measured. This means that the benefit of water fluoridation is not clinically relevant, according to Fluoride Alert.

There are many safer ways to provide fluoride for your teeth if they are deficient. In fact, there is a very easy one time gel treatment that takes only 15 minutes and lasts a lifetime, according to Ye Olde Journalist. Teenagers and young adults that have dental fluoride deficiency can easily be tested – although it is likely that their dentist will have noticed the problem and already suggested ways to improve the condition.

What little benefit fluoridated water might actually provide comes entirely through its topical application – meaning that fluoride does not need to be swallowed to benefit teeth, as reported by Fluoride Alert.

So what are the dangers of drinking fluoride?

Fluoride is an industrial-grade chemical that is commonly contaminated with trace amounts of toxic heavy metals – such as lead, arsenic and radium. These trace elements accumulate in our bodies over time, and are associated with causing cancer, among other health complications, according to Fluoride Alert.

Toothpaste labels commonly contain warnings regarding the dangers of swallowing too much toothpaste at one time; this is due to its fluoride content. Meanwhile, fluoridation isn’t actually a common practice in Europe, with countries such as Austria, Belgium, Finland, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Norway and The Netherlands opting out of adding fluoride to drinking water, according to Alt Health Works.

As noted in the latest study, published in The Lancet, and reported on by Ye Olde Journalist, “A systematic review identified five different similar industrial chemicals as developmental neurotoxicants: lead, methylmercury … arsenic and toluene … Six additional developmental neurotoxicants have also now been identified: manganese, fluoride …” The study notes that neurodevelopmental disabilities, including attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder, dyslexia and other cognitive impairments, are now affecting millions of children worldwide – a “pandemic of developmental neurotoxicity.”

Over recent years, more and more people have joined the movement to remove industrial fluoride from the world’s water supply, thanks to an increased awareness of the dangers to human health caused by drinking this toxin for a prolonged period of time. If you are concerned about the amount of fluoride you are putting into your body, you can switch to fluoride-free toothpastes and help spread awareness about the dangers of fluoridation.

Fluoride Poison

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Bill clintons shady meeting with loretta Lynch

Optical Collusion yes indeed Justice yeah right? ha 🙂 what a joke…


stretchin it out till after the election…state dept. expects 27 months before they can releasse any information…can we stretch timelines anymore folks….she married a rapist an he became president, she tried to become a attorney once upon a time to fail at that…an so many other falsities an stories…

Did lorretta make a bad judgement call, well i think so , to the max degree, of corrupting a system that was set up to prosecute guilty people for crimes they commit, an well lewk what happens now…

Insanity at it’s best the way i see it…Does any of it matter??well, ?

watch optical  Collusion!

an see what u think U tell me :)…

till then, have a splendid one!

… Q …


Bill clintons shady meeting with loretta Lynch

Donald Trump reacts to FBI’s Clinton decision

Tony Hawk Lands a 900 At 48! years old

Jest a Quick vid to show that old guys still gots it!.

yep yep…an for my sk8 buddies that follow my werld,


tony has been a household name since my last child was born, that was over 20 years ago…an inspiration to my son evr since he could watch tv an ryde on a sk8board 🙂

..Goes to show what TRY TRY an TRY again means.Truly! 48 years old he can still pull off a 900


how bout that !!!


Micro V-8 Engines that run!

The world’s smallest v8 Engine


is what this vid claims…sure is kewl…so on da same note as da’ last post-it….

another couple of kewl vids fer the “small” engine enthusiast!


World’s Smallest Supercharged V8

……have a splendid week, 2 one an allzzzz…

….an @ da gewd guys car show….Mini engines 🙂 galore 🙂 .

an check this out….da’ Worlds smallest  V12 engine that runs on fuel…

 see yesterdays related post-it below

 World smallest V12 engine



World smallest V12 engine

World smallest V12 engine:


A vid fer all my wrench turners an anyone whom might want to know how an engine werks…


Is a fun 10 minutes to watch, an yep is like building a timex watch, a miniature 12 cylinder engine built frum scratch…


Is perty amazing really to me the craftsmanship an well, jest love those mini pistons, an that hand built crank an cam…mini valves an springs an all, an all them little itty bitty screws