Paradoxical Choices and old Habits

When one in their own mind makes a choice…they can sometimes feel…

stop thinkin stop time!…. nope is what it is!? so have a good time! whatevr u do!

overwhelmed , cranky or annoyed.tired or a bit spaced out well?.
it is usually as a result of a habit on of thing or another..that caused them to reflect an make the choice in the manner in which they did..out of old habit!..Habits of belief are also of the kind also …when fate – destiny – pomp – circumstance – being in the right or wrong place at the wrong er right time? ha…er jest plain un-awareness (ignorance) sumetimes…all also play a part in the picture show ya develop in ur mind..verses the ones that happen in real life that ya didn’t expect er whatnot..

One may recognize this craziness of the emotional weather in the mind an judge it, but i say try not to do that….some may have the impulses or urges to overeat, or to avoid certain things they have for years….facing the past an releasing it is good for the health; although holding onto the past full of resentments are sure killers an lead right back to the same problem that created the problem..the habit…whatevr it was… habitual thinking ..i call the thinkin’ dis ease..then habitual doing….. it is why many people fall apart at the seams when they really have it all together ..viewed frum another set of eyes…
what a lot of folks got to realize to me is that if they get rid of that judgemental part of the mind that wants to win over the holy spirit, (the ego)…a realization a day keeps the doc away i used to say…an i was always talking bout the mental doc….
once one realizes that what we pay mind to! makes up our mind with all things…TRULY!…

so point for the day is that if ya have certain things in ur mind that are always pushing ur buttons….well is like the storms that come an go …when they come ya jest got to hunker down an deal with it realistically an accept..the good bad an even horrible truths ya make up bout the event in ur mind….remember it is all bout perception!…EVERYTHING!….

result is; we change our perception (the way we lewk @ the werld) the world can an will change accordingly to our truest desires…it will inevitable unfold itself eventually to be what it is or is not for ur everness..4 evr er not….is a choice of the mind how we choose to perceive the world we live with in …an how we change it if we desire to change it…that is the world we live in..however it might be…
each an everyone’s experience will be the difference of tha same set of choices ultimately!…an ignorance is NO EXCUSE!
Also being too smart for the counselor is also not a good idea also…being the victim is the wrong answer also…jest being in truth with all things…well thats the hardest part most people have in accepting reality as to be what it is an what it is not….
So bottom line for me today is i have a choice to perceive things in the “light of love” or the “darkness of storms” is my choice how i choose to view a certain event place or person or happening in the world …past present or future! positive er negative – my choice! ur choice indeeD!

anyway think once think twice in an instant 2 make the correct choice an have a great day er night whatevr it is in ur part of the world..

Believe in the good thoughtZ! an remember a dream is a wish the heart makes ..SO???.


Please don’t make ur self ur own choice to remain in that ol’ thinkin disease 4 evr…not a good place to to get back to my own motto Move forward without hesitation! to infinity an beyond!.

Release all the B.S. an even the important stuff that keeps ya frum being able to live @ they say in A.A. …don’t force nutin…but will it to be ..the good that ya been seeking towards for so long now…that goal is closer than ya think…More than a desire now it has an will become part of ur life to such a degree that well..simply said……because U want to live

Ya want to LIVE!!!
HappY Joyous an Free……….cuza ur “new Vision of” Ur NEW ” REALITY!”….same ol’ but jest a bit more refined an better ya see….life…..”one Day @ a Time”….w/remembrance!……….

………………………and “Beyond! :)”

peace out to one an all whom might come across the paradoxical Quisicale world of the Q 🙂

take care for now over an out!

Know thyself – cuz Ya Never Know!

  So whats the point he said she said??? there are 2 many points to this subjekT! lol.
although it is mostly bout what one loves…whatevr that is!…

Ten years ago i loved what i thought was an angel ? only to find out after months that the angel loved the devil more than life itself…what do i mean buy the devil..”D evil” well to me definition of EVIL is simply ..anything that is opposite to LIVE in well the “devil;” lol..has to be …against lived.or da’ live…….

then 3 years laters the same kind of scenario trips up my life to no end….by another so-called angel, one i have a hard time forgiving for not being an honest human an taking me for Time, energy, money, direction and sending me into a downward spiral emotionally for years! 😦 Yeah that was love ……I am still today at this moment paying for that wunderful adventure….guess i was cheap entertainment 4 a year o the internet, an a few months sex for her…whatevr is all i can say now…cuz i have to accept that there are people who are against live….an all out for themselves in evry way? money wise though being the most important to these kinda lovers it is more important than all the fears that they behold in life$$$$… much for angels…..
So, point of this is one thing . “YA NEVER KNOW” bout anything or anybody really truly.i did not choose for them to be selfish or greedy or to rip me off for cash an time an life an emotions whatever 4?..or do ya bout them?..? or do we jest have to make better choices? wtf? i do not know what the answer is but my present relationship does not exhibit or even come close to or have any tendencies to be against live…an definitely is not against lived, because her lived is what makes her that person that she is today!…..

well one in many millions to me my lady is…nothing of the sort or kind against live…wtf for she says…why be against ur life? an if ya are well ur close to suicide…i guess…anyhow an against live Evil…why be that now when what we have lived brought us to be who we are today? why join up with the “devil” against lived an whom is Evil? …..what on earth for really? $$$$$ in the end with these greedy selfish people…they do not care what the causal effects of their taking frum u for their own personal benefit…very cold an self centered in my book of life ..unto death when we part! yep!…as they walk round talking bout how they notice all the self centered people etc etc? like wtf..Hippocratic to the max i see in so many people these days…hurting on others? finding humor in it an then saying they are innocent in all their false judgements an taking frum ya?…

BACK 2 the POINT! YA NEVER KNOW!….I simply want to live an love …simple right…..LIFE!

what is it ya never know…well, lotsa things in this life of pomp an circumstance, good choices vs. bad etc etc fate er destiny? which is it an why? YA WILL PROLLY never know where ya come frum really….other than jest one thing really …love an desire to live! that’s bout it!…other than that ya prolly will never know ? when fate ? destiny? luck bad er good? or pomp or circumstance by being in the wrong place at the wrong time??? Fact; some things an people in my life will be part of my infinity 4 one reason er another!


WELL? YA NEVR KNOW …BOUT ANY OF THAT IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS AN WILL BE WHAT IT IS ALSO? MY point is a LOT OF IT IS SIMPLY ABOUT CHOICE; why should human being be so inconsiderate to others as to take a child of theirs away frum them an not ever let that child see them after 6 years of life? moving to another part of the state? an disappear…but on the back side of life stalk ya for $$$?.an reprogram the child with nonsense!….why would sumeone go nuts an kill my lady and her father an rape her an steal car an money an drive off 500 miles away to then kill a group of 4 in a campground ???wtf? then when they find this guy an pull him over he puts his cig out in the middle of his forehead? before they take him off to jail? nope he wasn’t drunk or on drugs either ..jest a crazy who should not have been let out on parole but was an ex-murder who should have never been let out? as far as i am concerned in the furst place ..system failure to me…an welp is bout it..the whole good system is collapsing upon itself cuza the bad? is a trip how society as a whole don’t want to get a grip an get along, truly sad really……so wtf is what i am saying to U today is ya NEVER KNOW when shit will or can happen in ur life…My experience though is that if ya fear the crazy people they will be attracted to ya…so HAVE NO FEAR! ..most important though is one has to KNOW THYSELF an be able to get a grip when crazy shit does happen in their life…….
Why would someone intoxicated to the max choose to take a drive with the 4 year old in the car to the races! lol. such alcoholic stupity auctually!..@ well @ i know by personal experience an everyones is different because of choices of habits..once again i choose today LOVE instead of fear!..(an alcoholism).(escapisms) an ism’s in general!
but really ! Ya NEVER KNOW ..either after the habits ya might choose in life what will become of it or because of the HABIT! everything bout ya changes 4 ever…cosmic cosmology in a sense to me is where one recognizes that happening in their life! that is to be lived! once ya turn round ur perception and analysis an stop being a selfish human as the doers that hurt ya well, ya see the HABITS one chooses are of most important to their very own existence an life itself! in all and every ways everything is bout HABIT! an choosing the correct ones…ya only got so much room in ur brain an so much time in ur life so depending upon the HABITS u choose is what will become the outcome in this standpoint alone…..

So on that note well, i have in my lifetime learned to choose certain habits that were good for me rather than badhabits that were good for me rather than bad! habits like my addiction to flying, driving, Riding an experiencing FUN things….an doing my photography, old to scare the shit out of myself an rock climb though lol…been there done that i got hurt more than once doing it…so having an addictive personality an having healthy habits is a good thing! in Q’s book of life….over the years i have traded my BAD habits for so called better or gooder habits lol…as a child would say!…an for that fact i am grateful ..i have chosen to not disengage frum my personal reality anymore..which i did every day 4 about 26 years as a functioning alcoholic an businessman in the worlds workforce…if i would have continued that HABIT of drinking i would have killed my self or another doing it …having to come to terms with that an quit was hard..very hard…but well, i am alive today because i do not as a result i can still fly my ultralight or drive my car or ryde my motorcycle to my hearts delight @ long @ i don’t get sick over my latest adventure with dis-ease an the bodys (PKD) is a dna flip and a genetic flaw they say that causes mine…as with many debilitating diseases, they are all jest a genetic flip…with different causes of symptom in different places based upon the flip…for 10 years now i have had my kidneys failing in a bad way an knew it ..they the kidneys in my abdomen are bout 4 times the size of the normal persons kidneys..maybe 5…covered with polycysts they are…an the cycts are spread all over in my abdomen also???oh did i say it hurts? …well has come to the point of dialysis…in my werld…an thats a whole nother post it…
THE point of this post it was to give preponderance to the fact that well….YA NEVER KNOW! ….bout anything really or anybody! as la live learn an grow ya know better..but that does not save ya frum the THEN…an point of that is ya forgive the THEN so ya can live in the now! even if someone ya knew 5 10 er 20 years ago is still negatively affecting ur mind with negative energy 😦

SO KEEP THE GOOD, IS ALL I CAN SAY….when in recovery..because…


all i can say is one should always keep hope in their higher power within themselves to pull them thru if they really want to get thru is really tough ? indeed it is a lot to accept that some people are simply selfishly programmed an so addicted to their programming that they will never change…bred by fear live by fear so to say….therefore that is not love an my objektive as of late is one thing LOVE….an well till i die i am going to live my very own version of the great american dream…an hopefully fly an ryde an well, live an have fun with my love, an simply experience a few good fun things in life instead of focusing on the bad an the past …



The Twin Flame Test LoL jest 4 fun!


“Twin flames are our mirrors. They reflect back to us our every strength, insecurity, weakness and shadow element. The purpose of the twin flame relationship is to help us undergo soulwork and become the best version of ourselves possible.”   

~Mateo Sol

LOL: hey i passed the test? wow…now what?

Believe it er Not“!

Results: You found your twin flame! says the website. Well i took the twin flame test an this is s what happened 🙂 lol….. so is it smoke er mirrors u tell me? ur guess is good as mine at this point! this is what the answer to the test said to me!


What an immense blessing. You are both like two sides of the same coin: you compliment each other’s strengths, weaknesses, light and dark sides perfectly. Your twin flame is someone who you completely trust and feel a sense of inner expansion around. Your life may have changed drastically since meeting your twin flame and you can’t help but feel that this person has inspired you to become better as a whole. And although you both tend to mirror each other’s unresolved wounds, sometimes leading to conflict, you both accept each other unconditionally. Deep down, you feel that you have known this person for eternity, and you both share the same spiritual calling.


I guess u can take the test ur self flame on or flame out  i don’t have a clue anymore…lol cept for well, i passed the test; yeppurz;  with an A+ lol. now what 🙂

have a splendid’ one


an see what u come up with thinkin’ of ur mate u want in life



Soulmates, Twin Flames and Kindred Spirits — What’s the Difference?

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“Soulmates, Twin Flames and Kindred Spirits — What’s the Difference?”

Love. It exists within all people, places and things. It is inextricably linked to God or Spirit. It is the most powerful force in the universe. 

In the grand scheme of things, Love encompasses all, so why is there a need to distinguish one type of love from another? The answer is that in order to spiritually evolve as individuals, we often need to label what we feel and experience. This helps us to better understand what we’re going through on the physical plane.

Before you continue please know that all unconditional forms of love are no better or worse than each other. They all bring their own unique gifts and lessons. They are equal.

The Difference Between Soulmates, Twin Flames and Kindred Spirits


Soulmates, twin flames and kindred spirits are all phrases that have been used to describe relationships that touch our souls and change our lives forever. But what is the difference between all of these terms? I’ll share my interpretation below. Please note that I’m revealing my own experience (and yours might differ). In my life I’ve had the good fortune of experiencing all three types of love. Mateo Sol, my partner and co-writer of this website, is what I would consider both a soul mate and twin flame. So the people in our lives can definitely overlap these definitions!

Kindred Spirits


Kindred spirits are individuals that resonate at the same level, or frequency, as us. As everything in life is composed of energy, we often feel attracted to some people and repelled by others. Have you ever spoken to a person who just seems to “vibe” or “click” with you? That person was probably a kindred spirit vibrating at the same energetic level as you.

Physically, a kindred spirit could be anything: a close friend, a confidant, a family member, a teacher, a lover, a pet, or even a land form.

Kindred spirits often play a very passive role in our lives. In other words, they do not play a very major part in our spiritual growth, but they do comfort and support us. Often kindred spirits share the same personality types as us, as well as similar tastes, interests and passions. While not all kindred spirit connections are necessarily deep and soulful, some can be (these can be thought of as “soulfriend” connections).


Soulmates are people in our lives whom we connect with on a deep level. As the name implies, soulmates are primarily friends of the soul. If you have found your soulmate they will likely be the best, and truest friend, you will ever have. You’ll be able to share everything with your soulmate, from your wildest dreams, to your most shameful secrets. Nothing is off limits.

Spiritually, soulmates usually play a major role in your development. It is possible for soulmates to be platonic, romantic and/or sexual in nature. You can also have multiple soulmates in one lifetime, hence the many love triangles we see and experience.

There are a few different types of soulmate. Sol narrows them down in this article, but you can read a summarized version here:

Soul friends — Soul friends are very similar to kindred spirits. However, the essential difference between the two is that kindred spirits are more personality-based, and soul friends are more essence-based. In other words, soul friends share our deepest dreams, values and drives (not just similar personalities and tastes). This is the most common type of soulmate.

Soul teachers — As the name suggests, soul teachers appear in our lives to help teach us vital life lessons. Sometimes these lessons are taught deliberately, and other times these lessons are unintentional. Soul teachers often appear in the form of ex-lovers, family members, friends and even enemies.

Soul companions — This type of soulmate is a combination of both friend and teacher. In fact, soul companions most closely match people’s perception of what a “soul mate” is. As confidants, soul companions deeply understand, love and cherish us. The depth and blissful harmony that you experience in this relationship will outshine any other that you’ve ever had.


Twin Flames

Many people have asked me whether it’s possible to have more than one twin flame. My response is that it could be possible, but I doubt it. As the word “twin” implies, we only have one twin flame in this life. Sometimes we don’t even meet our twin flame in this incarnation, but rest assured, we have always been connected to them on the level of Spirit.

Twin flames are our mirrors. They reflect back to us our every strength, insecurity, weakness and shadow element. The purpose of the twin flame relationship is to help us undergo soulwork and become the best version of ourselves possible. But here’s the thing, at first twin flame relationships can be intense and tumultuous. This can carry on for many years. But once both egos surrender to their purging and purification, the gifts of humility, empathy and unconditional love are finally obtained.

Our twins reflect the disowned parts of ourselves; they are the yins to our yangs, the suns to our moons, and the light to our darkness. They propel us into shadow work, deep self-discovery and the fulfillment of our potential.

Your twin flame could be your greatest dream or your worst nightmare (or both). They will test you, provoke you and love you fiercely all at once.

Among many tell-tale signs, the greatest proof of a twin flame relationship is its capacity to stimulate the deepest and most beneficial changes within you.


At a fundamental level, all souls are connected, all souls flow back to the One Spirit. We have all been given the opportunity to experience at least one soulmate, twin flame or kindred spirit connection in life. These relationships teach us so much about ourselves, our gifts and our unique potentials. In the end, if we’re lucky, we are brought back to the one great truth: that we have been Whole and Complete all along. Soulmates, twin flames and kindred spirits merely help to remind us of that.


“Believe it er Not!”


da’ quest of conquering FEAR in ones life

well, my last prolific lol…post-it… i did here, spent 30 minutes on an it did not save so for another day i assume i shall have to re-write. Such as life in Q’s werld.. 🙂 So: This post-it is bout the quest of conquering FEAR in ones life!….well, best i can come up with here off da’ cuff @ 3 am lol. 🙂


Q sayz? …….do i? did i? will I? can I? should I? could I? would I? er well, what should one do when cunfused sayz da’ Q…Q? well, dat is well, da’ quantum equation thats makes it all werthwhile..when ya find the questions will ya see or hear the answers an then there is the next question, an whats it matter? an when ya get 20 answers which one is the right choice of things to do? gewd – bad – er indifferent! ?

Will it matter in 100 yearz?
does it matter? did it evr ? an should it once again? round the rosey rosey complex of the fragmented mind. creations/vs/reactions…..well if ur not familiar with what; i am talkin bout I am talkin bout the “thinkin disease” or the paradox of the over active mind that cannot be controlled? or thinks too much bout too much too often… {the analyze this complex} .an can’t figure out why most of the time? an what to do bout it? .. alot of the time the minds like this {like mine used to be} and are suffering frum fear memories when one gets down to the bottom of the well, what is the solution? an is there an answer? they ask? well, yes indeed says da’ Q…….an to find da’ answers one might even go back to when they were way way young!


an the child chose dat special rock jest for U!

it’s a one day @ a time process to realize sumtimes that some drugs an alcohol have twisted ones mind…well that is; if ‘n ur like me an finally have hard fought for sobriety after many years of tormoulchulous drinking …after 26 plus years of drinkin’ i now got almost 20 years…sober alcohol free…wowza how my life has changed for the better since i quit escaping my very own personal reality wit booze…..

but not always sumtimes; it got werse an the challenges were harder , sumtimes i jest wanted to go back to drinkin’, but well, i thought drinkin’ would be the death of me! so i didn’t…only thinkin that did stop me frum drinking was fear itself???!!! how funny! so i used the force of negativity an fear i had in my heart, through meetings etc etc an all in my life to possess fear a hatred for alcohol that it kept me frum drinking…but eventually it caused lotsa stinkin thinkin! an reinforced the fear!
well in the end that wasn’t good for my soul because i still had what caused the alcoholism in the furst place…guess what that was .LOL..


was the force that was still fucking me up mentally..
an boy that has been the ultimate challenge to conquer!…
Then well after bout 10 years of being alcohol free i had to spend the next 10 years learning not to have fear based thinking as a way of thinking.They also taught me that in sobriety lol…..
is a hard thing to explain to people, so is another reason why i started an created this blog werld, so when anyone ever asked me what i meant by that i could jest lead them to one of my articles bout it lol…then i would not have to re-peat forever what i previously thought bout the specific things, an i could be freer an move on with my life without having to always go back in time……so ultimately, i would write what i thought, leave the rest behind an go forward to a new better future without denying the past or judging it or miss judging it also…

so! it has werked for me an has been quite a progression…a few things also come up over an over in my werld like…

crashing is not an option….an

…change the way ya think an the werld will change….

an think b 4 u act…

an dont’t belayte.

an a realization a day keeps the doctor away…

one step @ a time –

one day @ a time …. etc etc etc etc……

well all thoughts are gewd thoughts to live by once ya’ engrain good thoughts in the brain the way i see it…but well, if ur brain still has the same ol’ thoughts that caused the strain in the furst place ur jest going back in time over an over an need to jump out of that program an into a better one for urself …is bout the end of that like when aa stops werkin for ya but ya want to stay sober u will find a better cause an won’t need aa anymore etc etc..jest an example..always finding a better cause for the next best step if u are moving forward in life an are not wishing to jest stagnate where ya are in the routine ur stuck in, whatevr that might be…for some they are victims to the werld they create,,,some are warriors, some are fighters, some are haters,, some are runners…, some are lovers, BUT.. everyone has a different way of doing it what i am saying is; no ON WAY is the only an best way! There are always multitudes of options an well, it is always up to U whether ya make the next best right choice at any particular junction in life…if u did not then u can always change ur direction the way i see it…

am i makin any sense ? well to many i am an to many more i am not…so i can only hope to make sense to the ones that matters right now…an hope to make sense for the ones to matter in the future that care to think an article bout staying sober matters or not! lol
whatevr it matters an however ..enjoy ur week an er night er day er whenevr u read this,,,whatevr it is ,,,jest get up off ur arse an do something constructive…4 ur self an another an well,,,,it might make ur day feel a bit better..Much better than watchin’ tv er sitting on the internet..unless ur reading some juicy provocative mind blowing stuff er whatnot..when done go play an play have a good one!…jest help urself stay sane an forget bout the force of fear!!!!!! an the past!….all i gotz to say 2 day!………
Keep on keepin on !
…..may all of ur tomorrows become ur kewl ………….yesterdays…………

in da’ many  days of da’ future past!

… PS: keep dreamin an wishin an hopin’ …
for deep down inside…

A dream is only a wish the heart makes!


Embracing ur suffering an holding onto the good thoughtz is what matters the mostest!

Embracing ur suffering an holding onto the good thoughtz is what matters the mostest! with reference to Past, Present an the Future:

an article bout superconsciousness, perception an living Mutidimensionally with harmony! written 4 U by Quarksire…an as alwayz, take watz gewd an toss out da’ bad! jest my 2 cents werth 4 what it’s werth!


An so what is ur state of mind when it is enveloped in “pure consciousness”?…well, ya might get my drift on this subjekt…if ya make it to the end of this article.hopefully it is humorous, enlightening, entertaining, provocative…an eye mind opening fer ya…an not a waste of ur time readin !
if u can visualise a shift the way i see it a shift might occur, on many levels if not jest one: like a time warp er somethin’ of alike.
When the result of ur thinking an “not thinking” but observing an not analysing but jest realizing, then this sort of shift can occur in ones life. Where dramatic changes in not only thought but also in many times physical reality exist. One can see that there are more than one er 2 er 3 answers to a specific question, an possibly more then jest one “reality” could exist!…the fact is that being able to see the many sides of the coin so to speak has been labeled “bi-polar” or dual diagnosis or dual personality, or multiple personalities etc etc…so as a result of getting labeled thata way they are perceived as “BEING WRONG’ for the way they think, when in all actuality it is not wrong to be able to perceive one reality in many different ways, with many different outcomes in the end, all depending upon which choice of perception was chose. Still with me? well for many i had already lost ya at the bakery before we even got started. Many are stuck in a thought process of only lewking at things in “ONE WAY’ the way they were taught to perceive an lewk at those sort of things being viewed. Ever hear the term ? Change the way u perceive the situation or lewk at it an the situation itself can change?….well, in my eyes it is true that that is how life werks for many of us to go through the experience “WE CHOOSE” to to be able to learn the lesson out of it that was intended by “THE MIND” …not ur mind but THE MIND! i call it the mind of god, or the holy spirit, the one that talks to ya…and is very intelligent, so intelligent that when really put to task to analyse any particular situation well, it can come up with a myriad of ideas for the “future”… or not….


not a gewd idea to judge ur past; Forgive it an ur self instead!

If one is established in fear based thinking they can always see the werst in everything they observe, in many different ways, an the choices become overwhelming not narrowed down an can cause much confusion in our limited brain…So my suggestion to people with “OVER ACTIVE” OVER ANALYTICAL” minds is to slow down , take it easy with the thought system an take things one thought at a time. Fot a super intelligent brain this is hard to do because they are so busy doing the random pick an choose things they have to as they think bout things faster than they are even subjeckted to!…what i mean is they down slow down enuf to make the intelligent decision frum the mind a lot, they can make the quickest, most logical choice frum the brain instead, even when the mind is giving them 100 other choices. an vice a versa in a way when the mind is yelling one thing exclusively “immediately” the furst thought! an the brain resists through fear based analysis.

coming back to life
So, when one becomes aware that they can sense an visualize even all possibilities of choice very quickly in the mind, where many possible outcomes exist based upon the choice of the action that would be taken for the specific event!…well, sumtimes when these kind of people become aware that they are aware of so much it is then that life becomes sometimes distracting an overwhelming for them. kinna like a squirrel stuck in the middle of the road with a car coming at him, he can’t figure out which way to run, knows he has to but can’t figure out which direction to go…if miraculously he goes in the right direction he might miss the oncoming vehicle, But most normally if u have evr seen this behavior then u realize the squirrel is clueless? Is it because he is stupid? no it is because maybe he is in a circumstance he has never been in before an is indecisive to as which direction he must take to survive. But perchance, if he is to survive by the correct choice, he learns over time of doing it over an over which way to run to avoid the oncoming vehicle. But don’t misunderstand what i am saying cuz i don’t believe repetition is the key to learning because if so we would keep learning how to do the wrong things over an over! fact is whats important, is remembering, an EXPERIENCE. I am only experienced by what i do truly by fucking up a lot in the past, or how else would i know not to do what i need to do to fail or win in any situation. Unless i was a good listener an applied all the smart, right good things to my life i ever heard, well experience is the only way one can remember that .”OH THAT WAS THE WRONG WAY TO DO IT! IFI DO IT THATA WAY BY EXPERIENCE OF PAST MISTAKES I MIGHT GET HURT, so one learns not to do the same shit ass things they did in the past! bout that simple but also bouyt that complicated also,,,,so what i attempt to do based on past experience is the best answer to any given situation how i want the outcome to turn out how i go about doing it whatevr it is in life. What ever did not werk in the past i have to remember to throw away an not try again, an well, without analyzing jest try another way which might werk better this next time, it does not guarantee success but at least i won’t make the same shit assed mistakes i made in the past!……
So, what i am trying to say is that there are many different realities! {ways of perceiving things} its important that we choose the correct reality based on correct love based thinking an self preservation in contrast to fear based delusional thinking of the negative way to create the particular reality…back to my many post-its of before back in time……..LOVE er FEAR? u choose?…in other words is the decision u are making love based or fear based? is the reaction or creation gonna be love based or fear based also…those that are in a state of fearbased thinking well, they will have a hard time with most of the outcomes…because it is usually not the positive choice that transpires in the end…so they end up in ruins…an have to start all over rebuild frum all the damage frum the last fear based decision, based on fear based thoughts. In my experience if i choose the LOVE BASED thought of the 2 direction i can go with almost any thought, well i am usually better off, much better off.
So this brings one to the fact that quantum jumping within the mind is possible, what one has to be able to do is discern frum love based or fear based thoughts….is my experience anyhow…an well, if i pick the negative fear based thoughts to fight or flight or flee, the situation er whatevr , usually the love based one gets knocked out of the movie an i get the creation of fear based negative results…so all i can say is think before ya think Leap! an think before ya act? an ask urself? is this a love based thought i am thinking or fear based thought, then move on frum there to the action an the ask urself is this a love based re action or creation? or a fear based one? if both the thoughts are onthe love side well, usually in the end the effect will be LOVE BASED IDEAS. IDEALS< OR FUTURE EVENTS TO BE A HAPPENIN’ !…….

So, point is, if u are one of those LABELED? a dual personality er whatnot? well? it’s not a bad thing……’s really a good thing to be able to percieve an also react an act according to many different facets of the same diamond viewed, if ya get my drift… is what one does with the multitude of thoughts that pour through with an over active over analytical mind till they learn how to slow it always choose the love based decision an loved based thoughts to view an act upon…cuz truly there is nothing to fear cept fear itself when one gets down to no one has to ever get saved frum anything or anyone BUT THEMSELVES…unless they are held prisoner, then it is simply going back to ground zero,,,,,,,,,an doing whatevr it is necessary to get out of that kind of hostage of the mind situation!……
Still so very hard to explain in writing but if we were purfekt now-centric beings, with no worries for the future or regrets and misgivings about the past…then well, it would be much simpler to jest choose to make that love based decision…but if we fear past events etc etc…then those past events could come into play in the that’s the last thing one really wants to do in the end.or in the beginning of a new beginning lewking forward to a different kind of ending for ones very own personal life.The challenges of jumping to a new reality become clear when we start doubting ourselves based on who we think we are based on what we’ve already done and what we think we can do.
so, all i can say is be MINDFUL! in a positive way ! an the mind will bring one positive things most of the time, but if an when ya fear it will usually turn out to be the winner, so i say NO FEAR…..JUMP.OR LEAP as i would to a new flight a new future,an a new life another day! being positively positive instead of positively negative….another post-it to come concerning that i suppose…….
Take care one an all an i hope ya got a tidbit er 2 of the drift i was attempting to take ur mind in reading this…Jump to a new future….an do it positively positive! for positively positive well, it jest might turn out thata way fer ya.whatevr it is ur contemplating doing?….
PS: ONCE AGAIN:! Don’t let ur past steal ur future!

PSS: I have used my depression to actually inspire myself into future events that are more positive in outcome than the events of the past that caused my depression!

PSSST: also in my experience if i visualize the werst thing that can happen an dwell upon itr or fear it happening it usually does,an the other way round if i visualize the most positive outcome, well that most likely will be what will come to pass.when i lewk back frum the future to the now!….living in thios new godlike consciousness of multi-diminsional awareness!…FOR IT IS NOT REALLY A DIS-EASE as so they have labeled….MUltidimensional is not a dis-ease! awareness is good, jest depends upon the perception u choose to act upon! right!..


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