Mikeys Empty Room with Da’ Mindcrimes

Quarksire’s Operation Mindcrime in Mikeys Empty Rewm

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Meanwhile

My empty Room ! the night she died 😦 an ever since i been cryin’
2001 a space oddessy it was….as she lied there on the floor….
every day goes by ,,,i rememebr more and more…….
Is a cryin shame; Death that is when love is left apart; holding a cold hand.
Rolled her over cold ya know; her soul entered me; did not want to let go
evry time i see things i see; i see things that remind me of her
like memories wrapped round my throat;
i seen her for months inside me;
till she one day so gracefully; left me;
told me to go find and seek the eyes of a
loving stranger
i tapped memories beyond this time as a result of her
and my day of future passed and the dayz she lived inside me
In a weird way; well she’ll always be inside me
as i stare off my mountaintop where we should have
landed together here and me
now she became a bird so free
and went off into the universe to find a new destiny
although she was proud to have known me
and Will come to my side whenever i call her, soulfully,as she come to me in this silence, in my empty rewm, no speep today – i can’t pretend

even if i do have the eyes of a stranger with me
she was then always…jest lewking back at me….
here alone in my Empty Room….i sit an ponder?
What justice was in this fer her an me??i wunder now,,what universal justice…
Growing old,,,one day closer to seeing her once again
– Universes so mightingly willing -willing on this still chilly morning
i lewk back on thee,,,,and still see here
sitting on that hilltop with me.telling me…days before….
No matter what happenz mikey – I’ll always be over ur shoulder
watching .yes watching…..over YOu .over YOU!..
Ur free,i’m free..an i’ll always be with thee..Jest call on me
Says my Angel so dear when i call upon thee..
She everlastingly tells me
,,,remember my name,,,
an never forget me
,,,….Dear …..Q….
Through and through Eternity
I shall see u In Infinity
Indifinitely – Intensely – effervessently – Equally –
One day again We Shall become ONE…
She told me……….
The Night before she died~~~~~
so now i Sit here …
in this Empty room , all in all out
I hear her voice even sumtimes flying in the wind
I lewk ,,no ones round,,in this empty room or about iwhilst in da’ air
she Keeps me there…
Always telling me…..
She might even one day be there…..
In the eyes of a stranger
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once again years after seeing the mind,,,in this mt rewm well,,,destiny still has this holy charge for theee……no matter what where who or when i play the rest of my life out,,jest one of many angels voices i can call upon to myself through-out all of eternity,,the way i see it the quarked way now,,in the quasicle, quintiscent werld of Q

believe it er not poem frum Q…about Q an Once 4 evr an angel, an once said,yes widowed for life….Go find a new wife! after me she said, so to this day i am still ,,in My empty rewm!…….

Frum a true story of a heart torn apart,,by alcohol, drugz , and Insanity! in 2001 ,,,Quarks Space Oddessey …he’s been on evr since,,,knowing new better different realities…..besides my physical hereditary disease…I still of the realities, of the past, war, pain, and tragedies,,that have happened to thee over a lifetime of watching people’s die but having them 4 evr on ur mind…holding onto and keeping forgiveness….an realizing …….
of keeness, in perception and an overwhelming reality, that we are quantum in nature and once we know we might never forget that truth,,,an for me well thats something to Live for ,and also something to be willing to die for also..so one can alwways be re-born to live again.One truth .one forever ..one destiny, for all and all ya see..ok over an out frum Q
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Hope all who follow me ….reach their very own personal Destiny – Yes there is a reason for all things..if nuting else an education to me ,,,those gone are my teachers,to the fact that what will be will be ,,,can’t control people places and things, but graciouslu accept and honor all that is offered to theee,,and to the very best one can.and be the very best man one can ,be…tillll death becomes over me;evry time i think im over it i have memories that remind me of U angel..lewkin back at me!

Above disertation by Quarksire aka Mikey in Colorado

13 years after 2001 a spaced out tragedy for Q

PS: YA DON’t Jest Die , as sheri tells me ya simply change ur adress,,in this place and time of universal 4 evr mind

even if it was a mindcrime – the way it turnt out fer me..perceptively

forgiveness has to rule # 1

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🙂
Queensrÿche Lyrics below…….to the song that keeps her voice alive 4 evr in my head…
some angels voices ya will recgonize yes in eternity and heaven er wherever ya go 4 evr i do so believe……correct me if im wrong lol….ok once again over an out frum Q

jest another part of me eternal destiny!

LOVE LIFE AND FORGIVENESS

WITHOUT SPIRITUAL STRIFE

ACCEPTANCE IS A GREAT KEY FOR THIS HEART IN ME!

qUARK qUARK SAYZ

Q
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Empty room today
And here I sit
Chalk outline upon the wall
I remember tracing it
A thousand times, the night she died.
Why? [why? ]
Theres no sleep today, I cant pretend
When all my dreams are crimes
I cant stand facing them
Now who will come
To wash away my sins
Clean my room, fix my meals
Be my friend?

17  links here below jest click on the time

01. Freiheit Ouvertüre – 0:00
02. Convict – 1:36
03. I’m American – 1:45
04. One Foot In Hell – 4:38
05. Hostage – 8:51
06. The Hands – 13:21
07. Speed Of Light – 17:56
08. Signs Say Go – 21:09
09. Re-Arrange You – 24:26
10. The Chase – 27:36
11. Murderer? – 30:46
12. Circles – 35:20
13. If I Could Change It All – 38:19
14. An Intentional Confrontation – 42:45
15. A Junkie’s Blues – 45:18
16. Fear City Slide – 49:00
17. All The Promises – 53:58

Line-Up:

Geoff Tate – vocals
Michael Wilton – guitars
Mike Stone – guitars, vocals
Eddie Jackson – bass guitar, vocals
Scott Rockenfield – drums

Miranda Tate – backing vocals on “The Hands”
Ronnie James Dio – Vocals on “The Chase”

No Pain No Gain

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SUFFERIN SUFFERJETZ!

Killing Pain…NO pain-No Gain well,….so, yeah call me a daily murderer LoL, Cuz gotta find a way to Kill The Pain that ALWAYS IS NOW!:(

Somehow sumway, whether it be by meditating, sleeping, flying, riding my bike, or even yes doing DRUGZ when i have to, It jest is what it is when ya live with chronic pain. Only those that live with chronic pain issues can even relate to this i know, or someone that lives with another that has these kind of issues also,
So  well
in the end all i know is i gave it my best shot!

Life that is!…even when the pains and trials and tribulations were so that i could not even walk or stand…was what it was is all i can say in the end…
Suffering from chronic internal pains….
Whats werse sometimes is having to deal with on top of my physical pains and the depression that it causes to start with is when i allow another to affect my life in a negative way. Is better for me to jest go off an RYDE ALONE! like i did today to SUFFER some of the pains away!…Yes i say suffer, cuz well in the end it is suffering sufferjets sometimes when i get home from my adventures whatevr it is i do, even if it is a simple task like driving to town and doing my laundry..is fun whilst i do it but the pain grows and grows throughout the day depending upon how much physical energy I exert, In the End it is always Pain,,,so i call it Suffering the pain. All the same….day in day out jest gets werse throughout time as time rolls along, some days are good some are bad and some are werse. The Pains of the Mental Games sometimes from others cause more pains than my real DISEASE,,,it is jest added to on top of it all.

ALL THE SAME SUCH AS LIFE HUH, well acceptance of others fears and faults is something i have to learn how to do no mattrer what no matter when so as to not have the pains of others get to me , so werd of ther day for Q is ACCEPTANCE…..
Accept that what evr i do there is pain, an get on with the show! and well as the old saying goes….no pain no gain well… SUCH AS LIFE IN Q’s werld…is what it is!
Hoping sumday i can see the Gain Again:),,
So no matter what!..Even if no gain, make the best of it Q… all one can do right! ……can’t control people, places, or things, sumtimes, another fact to accept every day as i go bout my business of life in the werld of Q…hope this weekend treated u with less pain and, if u had more pain whomever ya are, believe me there is something to gain from this thing we call life:) jest don’t let it drive ya insane! peace out.
Q
ONE DAY AT A TIME!
PS: if i give it all up to god like i did today,,and jest go for a ride or fly or a drive er whatnot or even jest sit and meditate on it er whatevr<IT is, it seems in the end MY higher order of things will werk it all out:)
An it appears to me that LOve — Real Love —might be all that one learns
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an i know its all 4 U an love

IN THE END!
ONE DAY AT A TIME:)
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Q


related:
Cure for Cancer anyone? an a thousand more DIS-EASES?


https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/11/08/cure-4-cancer-anyone/


sometimes i jest got to pine away
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/11/30/pining-reflection/

werking on my stuff: towards forgiveness and love:
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/02/24/chaos-has-no-laws/

LIvin a life that matters is what is important:
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/02/21/whatz-it-matta/

where being a victim to ones own plight is jest not right…
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/03/07/victimship-denied/

Let bygones be bygones with love and grace: in the end
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/12/03/anomalous-deviations/

moving-forwardMoving Forward Without Hesitation!

Q