Sending money by Paypal is free

 

Did u Know u could send money free on the internet to anyone in the werld with paypal?

well, ya can an it is really awesome …within seconds ya can send someone cash…….if i did not have the internet……..be it that it is jest “what it is presentlY” an i am lucky i do! weekly i travel the werld with all my subscribers…has become my full time job now…and am hoping my quarksire.com an all the articles an time i have put into this is werth something to someone out there in the world….

I know it has been worthwhile when someone that came across my page found sobriety an some extra strength out of reading the right article at the right time in their lives…i have had e-mails regarding that an warms my heart to know i made the correct decision years ago when i was on a limited budget in life…Internet or T.V.? well i chose the internet an for that am very thankful…so at this point in my life i need help keeping internet an myself alive it appears……any help at all would be appreciated 4 life by me…….4 every 20 bucks extra i got adds up to another 2 days of life for me… the gas ability to get to dialysis an back rides on this very fact!..So; out of the choices i have made over the years..this is one that means a lot to me…I have the internet still…but i keep loosing it every month cuza cash flow problems an go da last week er so without… cuza expenses related to kidney dialysis an operations an hospital visits etc etc..an traveling is costing me 300 plus a month. So here i am thinking bout; what if i DID NOT HAVE THE NET? i would have lotsa money for my expenses….
i have prolly bout 10,000 dollars of time an money invested into this site over the years…I do not have cable tv or streaming tv as a result of this choice also….

ckick here to help keep quarksire an his web werld alive!

https://www.paypal.me/quarksire

  or if ya prefer the old way well, the mailing adress 4 da Q is Quarksire aka mike weed @ 1112 gunbarrel rd. pagosa springs ; colorado 81147
so now i feel it is time to put a donate here button on my page for those long term readers that have got something positive outa my post-it werld here…….if ya got a paypal account it is easy an free to send $$$ cept the amount u are sending lol…

Recently a relative sent me some money by wire an it cost them 25 bucks ; well with paypal it doesn’t cost anything to send money to anyone on the planet if they have an account! an within seconds also ; is 2 kewl fer skewl really!.

     So, ?  If per chance? ya have any extra resources i am in serious need to say the least,,,am literally fighting for my life on a weekly basis now…. I actually love my life as fuked up as it is it jest is that “IT IS WHAT IT IS!” BOUT IT!


In recovery every other day frum dialysis so i do not get a lot done anymore cept water my garden etc etc an werk on my car so i can get back an forth…..sleep till noon a lot. Then in the middle of the night i do internet stuff a lot. research, reading an blog posting etc etc…an e-mailin i get prolly 25-50 e-mails a day now frum different people around the werld an follow a lotta blog post-its also is my fun in my spare time an recovery …a way i can travel the werld in a way an reflect upon others lives etc etc an places an things.is quite rewarding ..rather than watching tv……..so for that i pay – an in the end i am hoping i can get some kinda return on my investment….

………………………………………….wish i could !…………


So…if ur a long lost friend that owes me money or a debt now is the time to pay up lol. an if ur a newfound reader please do not be sidetracked by me asking for help “IT IS WHAT IT IS” DATS ALL FOLKS…by the way i am also doing a go fund me site asap to help with this endeavor to LIVE…some more before i leave this ol’ planet…..read more bout da’ plight of my pkd below….da fight of my life……

Chronically Speaking

polycystic kidney disease

Donate 2 this Website here

12 Steps to Recovery

Whats it matter?

~On a dark day thinkin bout…Whats it all about?

~ Does it Matter er not:)?
will it matter in 100 years?

I say it do 🙂 ~ an it might!

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~So…I say to U 🙂
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*******Live A Life That Matters*******
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Ready or not,
someday it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises,
no minutes, hours or days.
All the things you collected,
Whether treasured or forgotten,
will pass to someone else.
Your wealth,
fame and temporal power
will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned
or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations,
and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans,
and to-do lists will expire.
The wins and losses
that once seemed so important
will fade away.
It won’t matter where you came from,
or on what side of the tracks you lived,
at the end.
It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.
So what will matter?
How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought,
but what you built;
not what you got,
but what you gave?
What will matter is not your success,
but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned,
but what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity,
compassion,
courage or sacrifice that enriched,
empowered or encouraged others
to emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competence,
but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew,
but how many will feel a lasting loss when you’re gone.
What will matter is not your memories,
but the memories that live in those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered,
by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident.
It’s not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
~SO?~~~~~~~
Choose to live a life that matters.

its ur choice >

 over & out:)

A DELTA Winged Flyer da’ Quark is

*** Variations on a theme ***

**** da’werd of da week is Delta.

an is sumpin i think about a lot..but in a different sense…than the rushing of water going out to sea for my kinaa thoughts of DELTA are those of my wings i fly…da’ delta wing…damn i want to get back in da air soon! Being grounded sucks! Truly………so i spend a lotta time in recovery thinking bout the cool days i got to fly my DELTA wing i da past…lotsa hours upon da’ wizard wings …an bout 40 er 50 hours on da ol’ butterfly in da garage an bout 20 0on a wrecked 21.5 golf strutted wing in da garage i got to fix an repair sumday another projekt yep! lol …jest sortin thru some pics of da past here!……an rememberin.”crashin is not an option” but if one must do it gracefullY! 🙂 ***

Delta

For this week’s photo challenge, share a picture that symbolizes transitions, change, and the passing of time.

~Bottom Line is at all facets of my life @ present …Reality has it i have been in recovery for the last week not able to hardly stand the pain, very humbled here to say the least..when everyday chores become a challenge let alone going out to fly lol….. ~

check out last weeks post-t if’n ya missed it bout Transient things Photographed in Time

My heart is like a rock 4 my best friends ever!

I

might live on the edge of life itself….but my best friend well, she lives on the edge also…an as a result well;

red light green light ..

well..da’ holy spirit gave me da green light fer dis thing called love ! 2017 ! 4 that i am grateful!

I hold onto dis’ heart solid as a rock! cuza she is a friend that treats me right!

AN AN AFTERNOON KISS AN A SHOWER DID JEST THE TRICK!

MONSOON SEASON IS HERE IN DA’ ROCKIES…ALSO MEANS FOR SOME MORE KEWL

LIGHTNIN’ PHOTOGRAPHY

THIS YEAR I AM SURE

🙂

My love solid as a rock for her an 4 my ever ness is bout it!

in da’ quasicle werld of da’…an a bonus is she has offered me a kidney! if the transplant team thinks thay can make it werk ..we shall see …

Q

Enjoy ur week….an to see more worldwide friends shots frum fellow werdpress bloggers ..click here :)amazing how far wordpress photo challenge has growd up in the past few years…is a pert kewl getaway to lewk @ photos frum friends all round da werld! Indeed!

453 Responses; june 2017

WordPress Weekly Worldwide Photo challenge

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/photo-challenges/friend/


..my werld, her werld, their werld, our werld, whatver werld, it is it is a great werld this week to me 🙂 in dis’ here ol’ multiverse i live within lol…well: I’M ALIVE!”

Quantumely speaking that is ! ha! 🙂

……Q……

https://quarksire.com/

 

….. 🙂 ! STAY KEWL ! 🙂 ….This post also is dedicated to friends long far gone that Q has had…an people, faces an good times for to always be in da’ ol memory!..here is an old friend vic .big bear cali! wunder if he is still alive i do! old long lost friend!

 

…an walter Omstead ? where are u will the internet find ya over there in swiss german ville!?will the internet spider find ur name an u find me lol ? we shall see 🙂

as the hummingbirds well they also consider me as their friend since i provide food for them to come back evry year frum 3000 miles away to visit me an make babies every year! ?

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an i sure miss my best friend evr in my life mr. crow aka gary hedinger twas an awesome guy an a cherokee healer..whom…yep could talk to the animals in some very kewl wayz 🙂 those whom knew crow know what i am talkin bout here above is a clearcut pic of what i am talking bout talking with the animals!.an well dis’ here page full of links! for those whom come by the werld of Q an read his stuff..touchin infinity microwerlds beyond space an time!.

EnjoY!

Peace-out to one an all! an a cherokee blessings‘ er 2 2 yaz as he would say.*****

*****poof i be outa here fer now!*****

……Q……

2 all dads 4 2017

COUPLE Lucky fathers day wishes to one an all frum the Quasicle werld of Q 2 good luck an best wishes to u this 2017.cuz ur a dad!

~~~~~~~~~a view frum Quarksires front yard… 🙂

all u fathers out there that read my stuff…an don’t woory if ya haven’t heard frum ur son in a long time it will be okay….Everyone needs time to grow up 18 or 25 ….peace out frum da Q…….an if ur a Father remember “U are blessed” jest keep on keepin’ on an make the next best correct choice i say!……….namaste’ once again all dads an know u are lucky to be dads……so be grateful .go on frum there take a big breath of thanks ya made it this far! right .so .have a good one an may ya have all the good luck in the world hangin with ya wherever ya go in whaterv ya do .cuza ur good Attitude!……

🙂 peace-out.! 🙂

an chow!

an concernin karmetic realities lol…well…...

Telekinesis is a life force of of the 4th an 5th dimensions an the mental mastery of such is a many years long process for most people…in my werld a realization a day keeps the doctor away lol….. the psyche that is lol…..once one finds this bliss of feeling that is overwhelming in the soul to the human spirit well, they can be attuned to life as it was meant to be..in love with love an loving life the way i see it..even the part of life they hated cuz it taught them what is now an what they want for the NOW!…It is a mental mastery that takes years cuz sumtimes it takes years to wash away all the karmetic realities that have been handed to us frum our past to hold in our minds.for me the trick was to get all that shit outa the mind an move on. how could i do that well, i had to forgive it an ask every day to forgive myself an it for being the way it was till it disappeared…this note here or blog is typed off the cuff..so to say frum thoughts that come flowing across like well, coffee spilling offfa my counter.an well i try to keep it clean but every now an again one has to spill the coffee.its how ya clean it up an what ya do bout it an how ya react to it that matters in my werld now that i have this way of lewking at things jest a bit differently!…many of the werds i have used in this post i could do a complete post about jest one of them!…so complicated as it sounds.release it all.forgive all the bs. move on move forward an don;t let yesterday or the past get ya down anymore..the big question is ? will it matter in 100?years? an well…if not……jest DO IT! an do it the best way one can..whether ya can see interdimensionally er not..truth is ur inner being can see it! . U jest don’t know it yet .an yes u can re write certain partsd of ur movie an ur reality an the part or many parts u wish to play within the spectrum of the PLAY!.so PLAY HAPPY AN BE HAPPY ..

AN IF NOT FAKE IT TILL YA MAKE IT SO YA CAN SEE IT WASn’t werth ever being sad over.well, unless it truly was…if ya kept up with me on this one till now then u know what i mean if not well till next time..we try try again an again.is there anyone out there? is there anyone that is truly listenin? hmmmmmmm? say da’ inquirin mind…… 🙂 peace-out 4 now frum da””quantum guy u might call Q 🙂 ……… whooooooooooooo hoooooo
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furthermore: Quantum mechanics has questioned what we perceive to be the ‘material’ foundations of the world by showing that subatomic particles and atoms are not really solid objects, and has brought human consciousness into the equation.

frum Q 2 U
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heres a quote frum max fer ya today!

I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative from consciousness. We cannot get behind consciousness. Everything that we talk about, everything that we regard as existing, postulates consciousness.” – Max Planck, theoretical physicist who originated quantum theory, which won him the Nobel Prize in Physics in 1918
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Intuitive mindwerks 4 treatment-resistant unipolar and bipolar major depression

Intuitive mindwerks lol. Indeed..do u suffer frum anxiety er depression? well come on a journey with me…an envision ur separate reality!..

frum da’ moment of inception!

Psychedelic psychotherapy works…- i can say having been there done that i can say so myself….werks for a variety of people with many different issues both mental an physical…

was sent this one today frum integrallife.com and they had Alex Greys Artwerk as a header …so, i decided to open a Alex folder here i have an share a few of his fantastic hand drawn artworks thru out this post. all art by alex grey, no, he does not use a computer ..he does all his stuff freehand …he is a visionary artist ….who does art shows all over the world – many of the paintings here were done over a couple of days at an art exhibition etc etc…live ..is pert amazing to me …anyhow jest of the story today is this….an that lol an an excuse top show off alex grey artwerk…to see more of his stuff see his website or jest type his name in ur browser an click on photos @ any major web server ..is pert amazing…alex grey artwerk that is ….an what a bita’ mindwerk will do fer ya………

……….. frum da’ mind above {she} came to me..2 help heal us!

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Many continue to think of lightworkers as being only those spiritually gifted individuals doing healing work, teaching, or channeling. This belief is a facet of the belief in separation for in truth everyone is a spiritual being and every activity becomes Lightwork when done with awakened eyes and ears.

~

Lightwork is the natural effect of an evolved state of consciousness, one that without conscious effort can lift the energy of those receptive. Even the most seemingly insignificant of daily interactions are Lightwork when they flow on energy streams of true Love and Light.
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so ……..
treatment-resistant unipolar and bipolar major depression is a dis-ease…that is curable!!!!.please…read on ….

………………………….she is hanging in dere’!…………………

Psychedelics have a long history in shamanistic ceremonies, transformational work, psychotherapy, and trauma treatment. When Albert Hofman accidentally discovered LSD in 1938, he set off a cascade of research and case studies. By the time the US war on drugs declared LSD illegal in 1968, the therapeutic community had generated thousands of articles about their usefulness in change work, transformational work, and treatment of trauma. depression an anxiousness.

when 2 become one lotsa healing occurs a devine union of souls!

Today psychedelic drugs like MDMA, ketamine, psilocybin, and Ayahuasca are being used by therapists and shamans around the world with promising results to treat PTSD as well as a variety of anxiety, depressive, chemical dependence, end of life, and trauma related disorders. As this research has become more mainstream, practitioners have been developing protocols for treatment–for example the California Institute for Integral Studies has developed a program to certify practitioners in facilitating psychedelic experiences.

In this episode, special guest Dr. Elliott Ingersoll joins Doctors Keith Witt and Mark Forman to share their personal and professional experiences with psychedelics while reviewing relevant research, current practices, and the amazing potentials of these treatments. Therapists need as many tools as possible to remediate symptoms, enhance health, and support development. The way we see it therapies utilizing psychedelics will become increasingly available and likely useful in the years to come.

Bobo, W.V., Voort, J. L., Croarkin, P. E., Leung, J. G., Tye, S. J., & Frye, M.A. (2016). Ketamine for treatment-resistant unipolar and bipolar major depression: Critical review and implications for clinical practice. Depression and Anxiety, 33, 698–710.

https://integrallife.com/psychedelics-in-psychotherapy/

Jest some food 4 thought 4 da’ day

  • an some kewl artwerk –

an a few blessings of love an light 2 ya!

dats all!

keep ur chin up an design the future u wish 2 see!

hopefully, best one can do anyhew..

over an out frum da’ Q

addendumm:::

Alex Grey (born November 29, 1953) is an American visionary artist, author, teacher, and Vajrayana practitioner. His body of work spans a variety of forms including performance art, process art, installation art, sculpture, visionary art, and painting. Grey is a member of the Integral Institute. He is also on the board of advisors for the Center for Cognitive Liberty and Ethics, and is the Chair of Wisdom University’s Sacred Art Department. He and his wife Allyson Grey are the co-founders of The Chapel of Sacred Mirrors (CoSM), a non-profit church supporting Visionary Culture in Wappingers Falls, New York.

Paradoxical Choices and old Habits

When one in their own mind makes a choice…they can sometimes feel…

stop thinkin stop time!…. nope is what it is!? so have a good time! whatevr u do!

overwhelmed , cranky or annoyed.tired or a bit spaced out well?.
it is usually as a result of a habit on of thing or another..that caused them to reflect an make the choice in the manner in which they did..out of old habit!..Habits of belief are also of the kind also …when fate – destiny – pomp – circumstance – being in the right or wrong place at the wrong er right time? ha…er jest plain un-awareness (ignorance) sumetimes…all also play a part in the picture show ya develop in ur mind..verses the ones that happen in real life that ya didn’t expect er whatnot..

One may recognize this craziness of the emotional weather in the mind an judge it, but i say try not to do that….some may have the impulses or urges to overeat, or to avoid certain things they have for years….facing the past an releasing it is good for the health; although holding onto the past full of resentments are sure killers an lead right back to the same problem that created the problem..the habit…whatevr it was… habitual thinking ..i call the thinkin’ dis ease..then habitual doing….. it is why many people fall apart at the seams when they really have it all together ..viewed frum another set of eyes…
what a lot of folks got to realize to me is that if they get rid of that judgemental part of the mind that wants to win over the holy spirit, (the ego)…a realization a day keeps the doc away i used to say…an i was always talking bout the mental doc….
once one realizes that what we pay mind to! makes up our mind with all things…TRULY!…

so point for the day is that if ya have certain things in ur mind that are always pushing ur buttons….well is like the storms that come an go …when they come ya jest got to hunker down an deal with it realistically an accept..the good bad an even horrible truths ya make up bout the event in ur mind….remember it is all bout perception!…EVERYTHING!….


result is; we change our perception (the way we lewk @ the werld) the world can an will change accordingly to our truest desires…it will inevitable unfold itself eventually to be what it is or is not for ur everness..4 evr er not….is a choice of the mind how we choose to perceive the world we live with in …an how we change it if we desire to change it…that is the world we live in..however it might be…
each an everyone’s experience will be the difference of tha same set of choices ultimately!…an ignorance is NO EXCUSE!
Also being too smart for the counselor is also not a good idea also…being the victim is the wrong answer also…jest being in truth with all things…well thats the hardest part most people have in accepting reality as to be what it is an what it is not….
So bottom line for me today is i have a choice to perceive things in the “light of love” or the “darkness of storms” is my choice how i choose to view a certain event place or person or happening in the world …past present or future! positive er negative – my choice! ur choice indeeD!

anyway think once think twice in an instant 2 make the correct choice an have a great day er night whatevr it is in ur part of the world..

Believe in the good thoughtZ! an remember a dream is a wish the heart makes ..SO???.

MAKE IT SO!

Please don’t make ur self ur own choice to remain in that ol’ thinkin disease 4 evr…not a good place to be..got to get back to my own motto Move forward without hesitation! to infinity an beyond!.

Release all the B.S. an even the important stuff that keeps ya frum being able to live @ they say in A.A. …don’t force nutin…but will it to be ..the good that ya been seeking towards for so long now…that goal is closer than ya think…More than a desire now it has an will become part of ur life to such a degree that well..simply said……because U want to live


Ya want to LIVE!!!
HappY Joyous an Free……….cuza ur “new Vision of” Ur NEW ” REALITY!”….same ol’ but jest a bit more refined an better ya see….life…..”one Day @ a Time”….w/remembrance!……….

………………………and “Beyond! :)”

peace out to one an all whom might come across the paradoxical Quisicale world of the Q 🙂

take care for now over an out!