a FISTULAGRAM or a PlastiOgram

BELIEVE IT ER NOT!:)well; it’s true an it hurtz 2  😦 geez….An Whats a FISTULAGRAM or a PlastiOgram?

……..it be bout like being hit in the arm by this train! lol

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..da’ before dialysis investigatation breakfast 8:00 am choo-choo time.

The Durango Silverton Daily line!.

COOL! ya say well not so cool 2 me dis past week…….an stuff! jest keepsa’ happening bout everything but my heart is broken now…an that’s a gewd thing :)……. ❤ an i ate a good breakfast an watched the train roll out of town!

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Well; a fistulagram or a plastiogram..is another vein mapping lewk at my arm..where they inject dye into …an inspect all the damage an see if i have collapsed blood vessels or blood clots that are not healing!….oh did i say that it was also painful…and i needed a driver an could not drive for 24 ……..jeezzzzzzzzzzzz.

well the head nurse i had today was jest awesome..an i am sure i oput a smile on her face for the day!..i begged the doc to let me take her home with me an she’d be my driver …an medicare would pay for it but he wasn’t buying it lol..she jest laughed! was werth the taunt! haha……so this awesome young lady well, she stuck with me frum beginning to end an made all the diff in the world, i was venturing into..a werld of pain an sensations i hadn’t evr felt whew! i will forevr be grateful for her kind an awesome an highly skilled services…………….wow she stuck me jest fine today………in the other arm that doesn’t even have the fistula.she did so awesome TWICE ……..once in da upper an a main one down by wrist for the IV! 🙂 ……
So, bruised up an bandaged up again i am ……….but the bruises are frum last saturday ..not today!…today i managed right fine.but my arm is like real heavY! pain level is bout a 6 .not as bad as it was for the last week recovering frum the infiltrations ….out of 14 dialysis days…i have had 11 days of it werking …an 3 fails………..so lets see if after this heals an i go back to dialysis they will do better next time round with me…….when i go back to my 3 days a week routime..
This week i meet with the transplant services team an see what i have to do to qualify for a transplant! we shall see……i will prolly need dental werk an skin problems cured by then they say ….so another we shall see….an next week or so i get to meet the gurls with the knives lol…..who want to cut me up in 5 places for basil cell skin cancers……..so much fun….an now my nissan blows a power steering belt an runs hot now an i have to fix.an my truck is still broke also….frum a collision with an elk on night at 55 mph!…So, if i feel like it i will werk on it the next few days.an hopefully get a back-up gong here for transportation!..My live donor is all for it an we are of similar genetics so i believe it will possibly werk..another we shall see deal…an coming up with the $$$ to get her to denver etc etc whan the time arrives an afford her the meds necessary to make it all compatable an also me 2 the meds are something we might not be able to afford without a donate er fund me page..another we shall see huh!
Okay .jest an update fer all my friends that i know that follow me.an anyone else that might care. ThanX for reading me ! an well, on that Exact note an thought…i have been asked by a couple of people how they can help me financially for offering my blogs for re-post etc etc an photos for free… an so i believe i will set up a donate button on my site for that in the days ahead …got a mystery check in the mailbox yesterday an sure was a blessing to be thought of! ur jest 2 kewl for skewl….thank you!…You know who u are!..Love ya ! ….
Peace-out an Namaste’ 2 one an all

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frum da’ Quark…….

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Keepin it Clean – Could be werse! Plugged in

Keepin It Clean!    …. Plugged in! once again!

welp, another dialysis day……whew….


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Hookin up to clean out my blood system every 2 days is what it is bout in me werld now….120 miles plus of driving an well, today was a good day to be driving round the 4 corners….not many folks out on the colorado roads for the weekend cept the travelers an the bikers….I ran with them all the way home today an made record time….
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Message the other day was bout the fact that someone else is always werse off than you when ya are in pain er whatnot came to play today, a guy came into the center an well he has no legs…so i felt very grateful that i did not have that sorta problem yet!……
I am on 4 hours now every visit….an since i do not have T.V. that streams channels at home, (gave that up years ago) i can sit 4 that time and watch tv. so? Wow, quite the shows on TV now i would say ….amused at the show Naked an Afraid…what a trip….I would not make it the 15 days that is for sure i would perish an go down in history …. My hats off to the strong souls that can make it.
But today was lucky since it was a weekend i got to watch my motocross an car shows an some skateboarding an the U.S.A loose in a round at the Americas cup race an wow, since i have had T.v They have added hydrofoils on them there world cup sailboats…is amazing….
caught up on some news also………car show and indian motorcycle rally  in Durango today but after 4 hours in the chair i decided i was 2 whacked out to go. so another time i guess……check out the bruise frum all da pokin…tomorrow i go buy some lavender oil like Margarita suggested….to help deal with this….


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So, Anyhew the message of the day to me again was no matter how bad i think i got it someones got it werse than me…..not a lot of consolation but is a relief to know that i am not that bad yet…….
So; werkin on it One day at a time here one hour at a time and for those that know sumtimes one minute at a time……..An to anyone out there that suffers frum chronic pain my heart an soul is with ya.i know how ya feel…it is a boat that is going somewhere sumtime …not in the real distant future i am afraid to say…but hopefully i can get some years out of the new schedule in life that i have to be dialised every 2 days no matter where i go in the world .jest another is what it is deal .*
Take care evryone, Jest thought i’d check in again for some of my close friends that are callin’ now wunderin how it be goin! etc etc…an for my mom an my lady whom i am eternally grateful for …they have been the greatest support in so very many many ways.thanks to the both of UUUUUU
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Namaste’ 2 one an all.will keep ya posted as to wats up every so often thanks for comin’ round

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A Sabatical Sunday

Twas a sunday sabaticle for like 2 weeks plus now..
Indeed…..an well not a lota activity at all at my site since i was gone…

Ever now an again someone re-blogsd my stuff or someone will re write something i have written lol also…an ever now an again i will get a day where i get hundreds of web views….an then another day where web page views are rarely read by anyone at all….is a trip how the web werks an also how people werk..who cares bout who etc etc….
Seems as when i post a lot i get a lotta traffic …but well the last couple weeks i have not had internet!….and i am now very busy…jest attempting to SURVIVE!…yes survive…..
In order for me to survive now i have to do kidney dialysis 3 times a week now…if not they say sure thing i will die….so i have been on this mission for the past couple of weeks…an is quite the routine…Since my dialysis machine is an hour plus away….I have to drive 130 miles every other day to be able to accomplish this…GAS alone is like killing me now 😦 financially…i am not a rich person an do not charge for my photos or the internet i have…. am thinking a fundme site might be apprapo in this kinna situation …now the medications they are going to give me are going to cost me more than i can afford!…Is a trip ….they say ..well give ya dialysis an even a new kidney…but well, u have to pay for transportation an getting the donor to ya etc etc an even pay fopr the expensive meds to take to make ya solvent an match when the operation is done…so what is a poor guy supposed to do to make that happen…i am not really to sure cept i need to be able to accomplish that or i well die soon…..is all there is to it…..I can’t be living on the edge of life for the rest of my life even though i live on the edge literally! lool…….HAH so only in america huh! land of the free……….well….I have not freedom any more…i am locked into the medical dialysis system till i get a new kidney or i die…so i believe i shell start a fundme website for my kidney werld…4 WHATEVR IT COULD BE WERTH..YA NEVER KNOW IS ALL I KNOW……but what i do know an realise is that time is well….all anyone ever has got …..HOWMUCH? no one really knows……but in my werld i want to get as much time out of life as i possibly can!…
I need my new kidney an need to get back that freedom once again…even if it is only for a few years er whatnot …every minute of every day NOW MEANS A LOT TO THIS GUY!……1 in 20.000………
So —- heree it is back to werk with the rife machine….werkin on me skin cancers…..they did 13 biopsies a couple of weeks ago…an they want to do sugery on like 5 er 6 spots….well..they gave me the name of the type of cancer it is so i am attacking it with the rifemachine right now to see what happens.will keep ya all posted……

My arm left arm with the fistula is very bruised an sore right now…last saturday was a fail…poking an poking an not being able to get the needle into the upper blood vessel……..so was a fail that day….an could not do dialysis….last run here though …the head nurse was in control…an took over an did it herself …an last round werked…so i am on round seven next time round……..five successful dialysis treatments…an one fail….so we shall see what the future has in sore right.
Twas an up[date to let anyone that knows me personally what is happening now!….an over coming the depression that comes with this program an disease…well, thats a whole nother post!
Take care evryone …an keep a positive attitude no matter what ..it could be werse….WHATEVR IT IS IN UR ARENA ER MINE!….

Finding balance in these times is most important for me right now in my lifes jurney!….accepting change an going with the flow an not resisting it .WHATEVR IT IS AT THAT POINT IN TIME LOL!….may i know change is also always happening an to make the next best correct choice in that change an may u so do the same also! ..hoping that the power of the human spirit an prayer an fortitude will pay off is all one that has a serious dysfunction can hope for..accused condemned blessed or not whatevr it is in whatevr fashion ones own past…is what to do with the future that counts…no matter whom ya be!..Namaste’ to one an all………
Quite a humbling experience this is for a tough guy not so tough no more livin’ on da’ edge of life…..today was hard…2 say the least felt like real wimp….an my arm is all hurt an bruised up now…an they say i’lll get used to it.bah humbug to that i want my new kidney! asap……….this is hard to do every other day……whew…..an round 7 now done …time fer recovery once again..is what it is!!!!!!!!

take care evryone that reads me

….Q….

Then Came da’ Internet

Then there was this thing called the internet! wow………..This is an awesome landmark lol…

I now have 900 posts an all on one web page imagine that…IT JEST GOES ON AN ON AN ON AN ON LOL…Quarksire.com LoL….

so becomes another long article by the Q…read it er not have a splendid day! Er eve’ dependin’ on what part of the world ya reside upon 🙂 ………. 🙂

Than there was the intranet…er internet! Er what ..oh ic …THE WEB!

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and the whole world changed overnight, has been quite a journey for all those old enuff to know…an remember the days of the black an white tv an tv antennas strung out all over the world on everyone’s houses…I saw it coming in the back of my mind an i did not invest? well got to let that go now…an let all the investments that i did have once upon a time also go..the successess that became a failure.
My problem is i out spend myself…. i was taught to do that ever since a kid…ok heres how the system werks..an ya borrow… got my furst real bank loan when i was like 13 an i was off an running lol…FOR MY FURST CAR A VOLKSWAGEN BUG I GOT FOR 400 BUCKS.
well many years later an i sit here an type as fast as i can think…but i do cheat i lewk at the keys…so anyhow..a lot of my errors in language that have become part of my particular language ..the language of the twisted Q well, comes frum where the keys are on the keyboard an jest went frum there once upon a time..lol
Back to that! yep ; so go with the flow..what a hard thing to do in todays fast paced werld, is amazing at how fast everything really does go…
Back; to the point …this internet thing, well is pert amazing thing that has happened in my lifetime an changed everything i ever thought bout destiny time an space also..in so many many ways…

Projekts galore but lewk at da happy place without boundries 🙂

The internet has brought me multitudes of acquaintances – good – bad – indifferent – ugly- an beautiful also; have quite a variety of people I would have never met without the net.
Because of the net i have had both good an bad things happen over the years…lol i owned a couple of domain names once upon a time that i gave up an well, years later became a hit. So ya never know..i had no clue simple words like that would make me rich?..well live an learn? i’m the kind of learn by fail a lot…is how i got to be good at riding my bike etc etc an flying etc etc is by failing, when ya do ya remember not to do that again an move forward without hesitation to get a better grip on whatevr it is ya are doin’….point is sumtimes repetition is is best left alone, thata way ya don’t keep learnin’ the wrong things over an over ? right, well an old man jimmy weldon once told me that ..(he was the voice of the little yeller duck once upon a time in cartoons, yaky-do-little, the duck that couldn’t find his mama:)  he used to give motivational speeches at seminars etc etc……anyhow. he said..move forward without hesitation…was his motto an also now mine to this very day…on the side cover of my motorcycle in chinese LOL the characters are kewl lewkin what can i say..it means moving forward without hesitation!…an the other side cover on the other side means infinity!….
Anyhow ..the internet has taken me to far lands, taken me to peru a few years back…an thats when i guess ya would say i found MYSELf an found out who i really was, an has ben a long journey evr since to try to heal the past in my body, havin a hard time with the pkd thing though it is hereditary an in the genetics,,,,an well is a terminal disease, an i have had a hard time coming to grips with that a lot over the past few years also..is what it is…life is terminal indeed…I jest want to extend mine a bit! Is all!
Anyhow The point of this blog is that i would not even be sitting right where i am right now if not for the internet!..an Dr. Royal Rife….In so many many ways it changed my destiny an fates etc etc …an changed my life, also has extended it …Because, ..it is because of this internet thing well, I have met a person that well, helps me emotionally an spiritually to stay alive an gives me something to look forward to every day…so for that I thank the internet…an pomp an circumstance an my higher power knowing what is right an correct an somehow sending me to this person….is perty amazing how the connections have happened over the years indeed because of this thing called the INTERNET or INTRANET! Q is ❤ 🙂  In love again because of he internet!…. 🙂

Anyhow right now, it appears it’s a rigged system to make evry0ne blame it on themselves an be in fear it is i tell ya…why that is i am not sure but is very prevalent in this werld we live in…so may thieves an liars etc etc…ya don’t really know who ya can trust these days…so many scams an versions of scams for $ also an so many people getting ripped off all the time cuz they are too dumb to know any better sorry to say but that is a fact…Phishing scams are the werst an people have to be very aware of that an malware also…viruses not so much anymore though….my rule there is if ya don’t want the virus don’t invite it in …Like the damn pneumonia shot they gave me that gave me the shit wtf?….an they want to give me a flu shot! lol…yeah lets see how tough ya are bud..well, it would prolly kill a guy like me now. So flu shots out of the question for this guy!

Back to the internet!….when the human mind catches up with quantum teck…then is when we will see lotsa overnight changes also, an that is not to distant in the future, as the Q here does know The matrix of the mind is pert much unexplored by most people! true story…how many people do u know are travelers, an play with in that sphere called the matrix – an yes very similar to the movies version!….So anyhow…thanks to the internet an Dr.Royal rife…i am here today to be able to type whatver it is i am about to type to ya here!…..an whats really weird bout it is in the end its so much about just remaining on the right frequency range for that which one is doing in life to make it happen….Survival for a while longer is my key as of late; although i know my time is limited if i do not get on dialysis soon and of also get a new used kidney soon also…any way i lewk at it i am a goner soon enuff…An well I love lIfe an Love who i have become also…cept for this dis-ease PKD..totally sucks…very few readers know what i am talking bout cuz it is a rare renal disease…but is horrendously painful …an not a fun way to pass the time after ur 45 er so….by the time ur 60 like me it has either kicked ur ass or ur dead, unless ya are on dialysis..or got a new kidney : an that might give me another 10 er so if i am lucky enuff 🙂
So; Thats totally amazing to me how destiny an time bends an things that were or could have been are not etc etc…i could write a book of stories bout how one drunk night changed the destiny an fate of everything that ever happened to me since, wow…but it did…an how being late by one minute changed everything once upon a time, or bout how being in the wrong place at the wrong time a lot gets one in trouble, another book to write there lol…i could spend the next 20 writing for fun i do so believe if the H.P. will jest allow that to happen…..

so i do not know how it will all come about really….lucky i am only moderately thousands in debt an owe less than 20, grand on my house! yeahaa…hoping i live to see the day when i get it paid off!.my mortgage..jeez..(Mortgage = death note) yep I guess huh!.is a struggle every month with this PKD thing going on now ….It has been like i have had the flu bout every 2 weeks for the past 7 er 8 years solid..truly sucks …comes an goes ya have ur good days an ya have ur bad….is not a fun cycle to get wrapped up in but is what it is…cuz the kidneys do not filter properly…well my creatinine level is 8.0 now has doubled in the last year an they usually have ya on dialysis before it gets to the point mine is at now….i am poisoned pert bad! so to speak…trying to keep it as clear as possible i am…wish i could jest become where i could live on water an air alone that’d be cool…but won’t happen….anyhow off subjekt now…is easy to do …but back to the point is what i hope to get or acquire because of the internet! who knows might even be a new kidney!….so only time will tell….
Just to keep my friends round the world bout 6 weeks later they can start dialysis to get my systems cleaned up….not sure how i am going to handle it financially to drive to durango 60 miles away 3 times a week for the next 6 months er what not without the income to support that!? so…………….don’t have a clue what the future will behold …but do know i am gettin tired of typing this an ur prolly gettin’ tired of readin’ me today if u subscribe to me by mail sorry for the long post-it…but i’m not really…..sorry is such a dreadful word ain’t it yep…got to stop using it…i do!

Anyhow grateful i do have readers that will read a post-it like this anyone with any great ideas for my continued existence on this planet please let me know…..

other than that take care allz.good night or good day wherever ya might be on this planet of ours!..

Q

Brought 2 u by da’ Quantum Quarked one Q

aka mike in colorful colorado!…that is when the snow melts.jeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Quantum Healing Say what? Heal the field heal the dis-ease!

 Quantum Healing Say what? Heal the field heal the dis-ease! – This is a post bout suppression of the cures for disease in usa an world wide, till the last couple of years.

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Healing Through Frequency an the subtle “FIELD” energy! …..An everyone i talk to; even doctors say WHAT? that’s impossible, till they hear the whole story. My previous family doctor i had had never heard of it, till i told him bout it, a year later he left his medical group he practiced at an started his own Werld. Well, once he saw that Frequencies an cannabis was an unbelievable cure well, he had to start his own practice, because the majority of “mercy” groups are into “CHEMO’ etc etc an cutting an killing an experimenting on their patients with drugs.
Apparently; i am “supposed to be dead” already! according to a couple of “professionals” they can’t believe i am still able to function. Although i do do 5 milligrams of oxycodone 3 er 4 times a day to help assist with the pain, I do not do any of the other things or drugs besides use bio energy field work!.an smoke my cannibas…..The ETDFL – {the Electro Therapy Device Frequency List} is enormous, frum A-Z frum Acne to Zygomycosis …cover hundreds of dis-eases that are frequently attempted to be managed by cutting on or operating on or chemo-ing on or extracting ? manually? or trying “experimental” drugs…which is short term cure! if ya cure the problem..but don’t cure the field; the dis-ease will come back if the field is not balanced the way i see it.
There are diseases an corresponding frequencies that i have never even heard of here, in the manual, u can even find the frequency list i am surte on line with a bit of research, but without a rife machine or quantum machine u will not be able to use them. Some hands on healers can correct the frequencies also i have found, but most hands on healers do not have the capacity to know all the thousands of frequencies in the human body so well as dr. royal rifes many years of research has shown. Even my hands on healer is amazed an introduces himself to these subtle field energy frequencies which we all have, well, he can use the machine to find the right tune, some have the capacity to even hear the sublte field energies. believe it er not….It is a different kinda hearing,,,is like direct if i must say besides through the ears but yes it is frum within “the mind”
So, as it is the rife digital device is a relatively easy device to use, The ETD {electro therapy device} frequency book lists thousands of diseases and ailments, with 10 accompanying frequencies. Sumtimes the choice is simple, for example if u have a common cold then simply program the device wit the frequencies set for “common cold” and set ur machine to <sweep> More Complicated disease conditions may require an individualized program.
Because the ETD works using natural frequencies, 3 months may be a plausible time period for a remission of a more serious disease conditions, like my PKD or tyroid type or glandular diseases an the spreading multiplying kind. Natural medicine also werks in thi manner, on a more subtle level an and over an extended period of time. The best results are found with the extended overnight while one sleep session, where ya jest set to run an go to sleep! Again folks, it is in my Believe it er not! category, cuz u don;t have to believe me or take my werd for it. Although i do know if i could have started with the frequency werk before my disease got to the “terminal” point …well, i would not be in the state of body an mind i am now…truly…But i am still alive an that is the point i am trying to make, the doctors wanted to poke an cut etc etc, but with my disease with thousands of cysts it would only make matters werse…as far as i am along…feels like i am going to have a baby all the time geez….sumtimes the pain is incredible, but well the frequencies helps subside that pain a lot it does!
So? whats the point of this post! well……betrayed an fooled by the medical world the world has been for many years an this technology hidden frum most also, an not even taught in medical school either, how crazy is that huh…jest goes to show the grip the medical an pharma industries have had on this world for years!…so read this post bout a cure for most diseases an especially most cancers! then go to rife digital’s home page an read the story of it all an why it was hidden for so many years! an what one can do now if they want to use bio-frequencies to repair their own body! well there it is ….Simple yes indeed! most people won;t or don;t believe…But is true folks .it werks, an has helped keep this guy alive a few extra years so i could help get the werd out to the werld that DISEASE STARTS IN THE FIELD – HEAL THE FIELD AN HEAL THE DISEASE! BOUT IT . BELIEVE IT ER NOT!

Truth is Stranger than Fiction

 Indeed “Truth is Stranger than Fiction” as we align ourselves to consistently feel our deepest inner truth (our God essence) to then emerge remembering ourselves as the original Cosmic Citizens of our Universe. We are Ancient Beings. More of our experienced daily circumstances, our old connection to stories, archetypes, lineages are becoming mutated to appear even more bizarre (therefore becoming obsolete) as we move into the next reality. These mutations are a shadow distortion in most cases and it gives us the opportunity to “witness” them so we can dissolve them, thus removing their entanglement to us.  These entanglements are deep, they are genetic, they encompass everything from our cellular histories that include the creational myths, the archetypal forms and genetic lineages that all hold a specific frequency code. As we traverse our path, the daily movie takes us to witness everything imaginable (and unimaginable) in the spectrum of the most grotesque to pure gorgeousness. Please do not fear.  This is the inner alchemical process we undertake which synthesizes the polarities in which higher octaves of pure divine light can be generated, shaped and given form

Once you can read or feel the energetic signatures one can clearly see the pattern existing in all things, as such as with an architectural blueprint. When you can read the energy blueprint first, you then can sense your resonance (or not) to that person, place or thing. Ask your God Self or Guidance Teams to show you the energetic “blueprint”.

 This is the time to feel the energy signature first, rather than judging ANYTHING from the external layer. Nothing external is what it appears to be or what you think it is right now at a “face value”.


OVER an out fer da day frum da’ Q ….I wrote this saturday morning; cuz well saturday was another one of them groovy days where i had a hard time jest getting by…So seems as recovery is a daily process here …an there also…time an time again…is what it is.in mikey werld……..Take care an Namaste’ till next time i come round da net!.Q

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1 in 20,000 people

When Ya got it ya got it Polycystic Kidney Disease Facts

Cure 4 Cancer Anyone

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“Believe it er Not”
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When Ya got it ya got it Polycystic Kidney Disease Facts

Behind Closed doors!

Chronically Speaking

over 15 years ago I was Diagnosed accidentally after crashing my snowmobile with ADPKD,

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the doctor had told me that my what my father had died of { an anyuerism }  an he didn’t even know but he did because it is hereditary! 12 years ago with PKD i was diagoosed an evr since it has been traking havoc on my systems. too many cysts for mikey to have a kidney transplant now  i am told 😦 if ya do not know what PKD is please check see the following video; recently i did another stint in hospital for 2 days seems to happen every few months, today i has a lady do a deep photoscopy in my werld, in my abdomen, she says my cysts are all over inside an well is suprised i am still aliv3e.well i’d somehow call that co existin with the pain as i do daily is like my grandma is knitting a blanket she is making for me in side my body with big ol knitting needles…..woza huh..weell video will enlighten ya some to my plight an flights in life …i am in level 4 an have been 4 quite some time now.get sick evry few months when toxic i do ….so check out the vids if ya want to learn more …..till laters i gonna go relax em a bit….till next time 🙂 take care Q keep da sunny side up 🙂 😎 an ur heart in da right place ya might live longer 🙂

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Q yep one in 20,000 people 🙂 mikey is ….

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Tricholemmal Squamous Cell Carcinoma

Greetings2 again 2 U 2 Day…now thats a mouthful, er Headfull i should say!

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Tricholemmal Squamous Cell Carcinoma with possible Cranial Infiltration…we shall see….

Matrix Medical Communications; tells mikey!
Jest what i do an don’t wanna hear today…each a living separate living dichitomy.
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The pathological diagnosis was recurrent tricholemmal carcinoma;;;;;;;;yes both da head an da neck are affected here .. 😦 Perineural invasion in aggressive skin carcinomas of the head and neck. Potentially dangerous but frequently overlooked…. jest what i didn’t wannna hear today! …an thingz were going so much betta… oh well…. so fer me instead of radical manuevers of sugery etc etc at the very present unless absolutely reccomended is for me to werk on this bio-energitically… with frequencies…. i always had thought it was jest the little critters er whatnot that eat at the hair follicles and make on bald that was giving me the problems, but apparenmtly it is much more DEEP ROOTED than that! 😦 so hope fully Bio Resonance and re introducing my skin to the correct frequencies etc etc,,,will help me with this out of the sugery room…. as i re-programed my rife machine <{LINK} with the correct frequencies for this i have noticed the similarities and closeness of the frequencies to the frequencies of my adpkd – Polycystic Kidney Disease,<{link} and also the melanoma frequencies are very much the same also…not exact but very close on the spectrum of the over 1000+ frequencies in the human body. So, dynamically an harmonically i werk on this i can with the correct frequency i do so hope to keep me outa and out under of the knife of the surgeon who generally wants to cut me up.
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So, Skin cancer of the head and neck with perineural invasion.
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Perineural invasion occurs in 2% to 6% of cutaneous basal and squamous cell carcinomas of the head and neck and is associated with midface location, recurrent tumors, high histologic grade, and increasing tumor size. Patients may be asymptomatic with perineural invasion appreciated on pathologic examination of the surgical specimen (incidental) or may present with cranial nerve deficits (clinical). The cranial nerves most commonly involved are the 5th and 7th nerves. Magnetic resonance imaging is obtained to detect and define the extent of perineural invasion; computed tomography is used to detect regional lymph node metastases. Patients with apparently resectable cancers undergo surgery usually followed by postoperative radiotherapy. Patients with incompletely resectable cancers are treated with definitive radiotherapy. The 5-year local control, cause-specific survival, and overall survival rates are approximately 87%, 65%, and 50%, respectively, for patients with incidental perineural invasion compared with 55%, 59%, and 55%, respectively, for those with clinical perineural invasion.
Wow , Huh well, so much fun lifeis in the werld of Q with his PKD {Polycystic Kidney Disease} and now this also,,, as if it wasn’t enuff to be chronically fatiqued all the time fighting the PKD i also got a case of a head that feels like it has ants or bees stinging on self a lot on the surface an jest below the skin and scalp.. frum ear to neck to top of head, so we shalll see what the prognosis is and future outlook and adendum to my life is an how it becometh i shall keep ya posted

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…. whoo yeehaaaaaa…..

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No Pain No Gain

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SUFFERIN SUFFERJETZ!

Killing Pain…NO pain-No Gain well,….so, yeah call me a daily murderer LoL, Cuz gotta find a way to Kill The Pain that ALWAYS IS NOW!:(

Somehow sumway, whether it be by meditating, sleeping, flying, riding my bike, or even yes doing DRUGZ when i have to, It jest is what it is when ya live with chronic pain. Only those that live with chronic pain issues can even relate to this i know, or someone that lives with another that has these kind of issues also,
So  well
in the end all i know is i gave it my best shot!

Life that is!…even when the pains and trials and tribulations were so that i could not even walk or stand…was what it was is all i can say in the end…
Suffering from chronic internal pains….
Whats werse sometimes is having to deal with on top of my physical pains and the depression that it causes to start with is when i allow another to affect my life in a negative way. Is better for me to jest go off an RYDE ALONE! like i did today to SUFFER some of the pains away!…Yes i say suffer, cuz well in the end it is suffering sufferjets sometimes when i get home from my adventures whatevr it is i do, even if it is a simple task like driving to town and doing my laundry..is fun whilst i do it but the pain grows and grows throughout the day depending upon how much physical energy I exert, In the End it is always Pain,,,so i call it Suffering the pain. All the same….day in day out jest gets werse throughout time as time rolls along, some days are good some are bad and some are werse. The Pains of the Mental Games sometimes from others cause more pains than my real DISEASE,,,it is jest added to on top of it all.

ALL THE SAME SUCH AS LIFE HUH, well acceptance of others fears and faults is something i have to learn how to do no mattrer what no matter when so as to not have the pains of others get to me , so werd of ther day for Q is ACCEPTANCE…..
Accept that what evr i do there is pain, an get on with the show! and well as the old saying goes….no pain no gain well… SUCH AS LIFE IN Q’s werld…is what it is!
Hoping sumday i can see the Gain Again:),,
So no matter what!..Even if no gain, make the best of it Q… all one can do right! ……can’t control people, places, or things, sumtimes, another fact to accept every day as i go bout my business of life in the werld of Q…hope this weekend treated u with less pain and, if u had more pain whomever ya are, believe me there is something to gain from this thing we call life:) jest don’t let it drive ya insane! peace out.
Q
ONE DAY AT A TIME!
PS: if i give it all up to god like i did today,,and jest go for a ride or fly or a drive er whatnot or even jest sit and meditate on it er whatevr<IT is, it seems in the end MY higher order of things will werk it all out:)
An it appears to me that LOve — Real Love —might be all that one learns
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an i know its all 4 U an love

IN THE END!
ONE DAY AT A TIME:)
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Q


related:
Cure for Cancer anyone? an a thousand more DIS-EASES?


https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/11/08/cure-4-cancer-anyone/


sometimes i jest got to pine away
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/11/30/pining-reflection/

werking on my stuff: towards forgiveness and love:
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/02/24/chaos-has-no-laws/

LIvin a life that matters is what is important:
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/02/21/whatz-it-matta/

where being a victim to ones own plight is jest not right…
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/03/07/victimship-denied/

Let bygones be bygones with love and grace: in the end
https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/12/03/anomalous-deviations/

moving-forwardMoving Forward Without Hesitation!

Q