Know thyself – cuz Ya Never Know!

  So whats the point he said she said??? there are 2 many points to this subjekT! lol.
although it is mostly bout what one loves…whatevr that is!…

Ten years ago i loved what i thought was an angel ? only to find out after months that the angel loved the devil more than life itself…what do i mean buy the devil..”D evil” well to me definition of EVIL is simply ..anything that is opposite to LIVE in well the “devil;” lol..has to be …against lived.or da’ live…….

then 3 years laters the same kind of scenario trips up my life to no end….by another so-called angel, one i have a hard time forgiving for not being an honest human an taking me for Time, energy, money, direction and sending me into a downward spiral emotionally for years! 😦 Yeah that was love ……I am still today at this moment paying for that wunderful adventure….guess i was cheap entertainment 4 a year o the internet, an a few months sex for her…whatevr is all i can say now…cuz i have to accept that there are people who are against live….an all out for themselves in evry way? money wise though being the most important to these kinda lovers it is more important than all the fears that they behold in life$$$$… much for angels…..
So, point of this is one thing . “YA NEVER KNOW” bout anything or anybody really truly.i did not choose for them to be selfish or greedy or to rip me off for cash an time an life an emotions whatever 4?..or do ya bout them?..? or do we jest have to make better choices? wtf? i do not know what the answer is but my present relationship does not exhibit or even come close to or have any tendencies to be against live…an definitely is not against lived, because her lived is what makes her that person that she is today!…..

well one in many millions to me my lady is…nothing of the sort or kind against live…wtf for she says…why be against ur life? an if ya are well ur close to suicide…i guess…anyhow an against live Evil…why be that now when what we have lived brought us to be who we are today? why join up with the “devil” against lived an whom is Evil? …..what on earth for really? $$$$$ in the end with these greedy selfish people…they do not care what the causal effects of their taking frum u for their own personal benefit…very cold an self centered in my book of life ..unto death when we part! yep!…as they walk round talking bout how they notice all the self centered people etc etc? like wtf..Hippocratic to the max i see in so many people these days…hurting on others? finding humor in it an then saying they are innocent in all their false judgements an taking frum ya?…

BACK 2 the POINT! YA NEVER KNOW!….I simply want to live an love …simple right…..LIFE!

what is it ya never know…well, lotsa things in this life of pomp an circumstance, good choices vs. bad etc etc fate er destiny? which is it an why? YA WILL PROLLY never know where ya come frum really….other than jest one thing really …love an desire to live! that’s bout it!…other than that ya prolly will never know ? when fate ? destiny? luck bad er good? or pomp or circumstance by being in the wrong place at the wrong time??? Fact; some things an people in my life will be part of my infinity 4 one reason er another!


WELL? YA NEVR KNOW …BOUT ANY OF THAT IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS AN WILL BE WHAT IT IS ALSO? MY point is a LOT OF IT IS SIMPLY ABOUT CHOICE; why should human being be so inconsiderate to others as to take a child of theirs away frum them an not ever let that child see them after 6 years of life? moving to another part of the state? an disappear…but on the back side of life stalk ya for $$$?.an reprogram the child with nonsense!….why would sumeone go nuts an kill my lady and her father an rape her an steal car an money an drive off 500 miles away to then kill a group of 4 in a campground ???wtf? then when they find this guy an pull him over he puts his cig out in the middle of his forehead? before they take him off to jail? nope he wasn’t drunk or on drugs either ..jest a crazy who should not have been let out on parole but was an ex-murder who should have never been let out? as far as i am concerned in the furst place ..system failure to me…an welp is bout it..the whole good system is collapsing upon itself cuza the bad? is a trip how society as a whole don’t want to get a grip an get along, truly sad really……so wtf is what i am saying to U today is ya NEVER KNOW when shit will or can happen in ur life…My experience though is that if ya fear the crazy people they will be attracted to ya…so HAVE NO FEAR! ..most important though is one has to KNOW THYSELF an be able to get a grip when crazy shit does happen in their life…….
Why would someone intoxicated to the max choose to take a drive with the 4 year old in the car to the races! lol. such alcoholic stupity auctually!..@ well @ i know by personal experience an everyones is different because of choices of habits..once again i choose today LOVE instead of fear!..(an alcoholism).(escapisms) an ism’s in general!
but really ! Ya NEVER KNOW ..either after the habits ya might choose in life what will become of it or because of the HABIT! everything bout ya changes 4 ever…cosmic cosmology in a sense to me is where one recognizes that happening in their life! that is to be lived! once ya turn round ur perception and analysis an stop being a selfish human as the doers that hurt ya well, ya see the HABITS one chooses are of most important to their very own existence an life itself! in all and every ways everything is bout HABIT! an choosing the correct ones…ya only got so much room in ur brain an so much time in ur life so depending upon the HABITS u choose is what will become the outcome in this standpoint alone…..

So on that note well, i have in my lifetime learned to choose certain habits that were good for me rather than badhabits that were good for me rather than bad! habits like my addiction to flying, driving, Riding an experiencing FUN things….an doing my photography, old to scare the shit out of myself an rock climb though lol…been there done that i got hurt more than once doing it…so having an addictive personality an having healthy habits is a good thing! in Q’s book of life….over the years i have traded my BAD habits for so called better or gooder habits lol…as a child would say!…an for that fact i am grateful ..i have chosen to not disengage frum my personal reality anymore..which i did every day 4 about 26 years as a functioning alcoholic an businessman in the worlds workforce…if i would have continued that HABIT of drinking i would have killed my self or another doing it …having to come to terms with that an quit was hard..very hard…but well, i am alive today because i do not as a result i can still fly my ultralight or drive my car or ryde my motorcycle to my hearts delight @ long @ i don’t get sick over my latest adventure with dis-ease an the bodys (PKD) is a dna flip and a genetic flaw they say that causes mine…as with many debilitating diseases, they are all jest a genetic flip…with different causes of symptom in different places based upon the flip…for 10 years now i have had my kidneys failing in a bad way an knew it ..they the kidneys in my abdomen are bout 4 times the size of the normal persons kidneys..maybe 5…covered with polycysts they are…an the cycts are spread all over in my abdomen also???oh did i say it hurts? …well has come to the point of dialysis…in my werld…an thats a whole nother post it…
THE point of this post it was to give preponderance to the fact that well….YA NEVER KNOW! ….bout anything really or anybody! as la live learn an grow ya know better..but that does not save ya frum the THEN…an point of that is ya forgive the THEN so ya can live in the now! even if someone ya knew 5 10 er 20 years ago is still negatively affecting ur mind with negative energy 😦

SO KEEP THE GOOD, IS ALL I CAN SAY….when in recovery..because…


all i can say is one should always keep hope in their higher power within themselves to pull them thru if they really want to get thru is really tough ? indeed it is a lot to accept that some people are simply selfishly programmed an so addicted to their programming that they will never change…bred by fear live by fear so to say….therefore that is not love an my objektive as of late is one thing LOVE….an well till i die i am going to live my very own version of the great american dream…an hopefully fly an ryde an well, live an have fun with my love, an simply experience a few good fun things in life instead of focusing on the bad an the past …



Whatz it Matta


“thought fer the Day


“Feeling does not require thinking…


“Emotions require thinking”




Live A Life That Matters
Ready or not,
someday it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises,
no minutes, hours or days.
All the things you collected,
Whether treasured or forgotten,
will pass to someone else.
Your wealth,
fame and temporal power
will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned
or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations,
and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans,
and to-do lists will expire.
The wins and losses
that once seemed so important
will fade away.
It won’t matter where you came from,
or on what side of the tracks you lived,
at the end.
It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.
So what will matter?
How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought,
but what you built;
not what you got,
but what you gave?
What will matter is not your success,
but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned,
but what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity,
courage or sacrifice that enriched,
empowered or encouraged others
to emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competence,
but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew,
but how many will feel a lasting loss when you’re gone.
What will matter is not your memories,
but the memories that live in those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered,
by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident.
It’s not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
Choose to live a life that matters!
************* Q ***************

Point of da day to ya!

hope sumpin matters 2 day:!

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When we feel love and kindness toward others,

it not only makes others feel loved and cared for,

but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace

Dalai Lama


Frequency is the key to all things internally, either light or sound, both are forms of frequency and the essence of all energy. 



Welp we all start with a preset frequency we choose….

after that we can alter it as we choose by choice believe it er not:) lol

WELL, Here’s a little Lazer show ferya this eve:)

I have been playing with this web page for many years

when i am really jest

trying to find what frequecy I am vibin on 🙂

 hehe believe it er not well prolly not 🙂

but any way ya lewk at it ….

Piano Nancy has had a bit of traffic now and again:) with this page:)…………

ya need java werking on ur puter to make it werk.

All is variable….once ya find what ya like 🙂

jest tweek it a bit and welp whatcha got then:)

a different version of the same life:)


so ?question of the day is? is

what frequency is ur kewlest vibe:):)? lol…….

somehow round da 22,000 range i feel most @ home lol

but i have a friend now he likes the 68,000 chatter hehe:) i can’t relate to all the frequencies, some of them jest like life? gets to neurotic and frenzied!

Well …were all different huh!…..An today i was told i suck and have a messed up interpretation of love? so i went and escaped fer a min with this visual here fer mind escape lol…..i guess point of this post is whomever u are, whomever might rock ur boat……try to Enjoy:) whatevr frequency u live on, stay well grounded an jest be aware that at any time ya can push another button and change it, go backwards or forwards and make it what ya want by the resonance , in ur mind, voice and actions, all changes this frequency, whats important is finding the frequency that resonates with you the best,  and jest going with that flow…forever trust in who u are, and what u believe, whether anyone else in the werld agrees with ya er not, “to thine own self be true” an live a life that Matters!

one can choose a frequency preset, then learn how to midify it and mellow it out if they are not comfortable with it, all it takes is the will to change frum the might n da right! 🙂 to be able to find harmony even in the roughest of frequencies one finds they can if there is a will there is a way! to change.

and if someone else chooses to live on a different frequency than u, accept it and go on with ur life, even if nothing else mattered ,lol….

click on the link below and see what frequency feels da best for ur mind!

Biker Dogs

 “Unspoken words are not for the people that can hear,only for those that listen” 


was going to do a serious blog on a quote but decided

i’d liven up da’ werld here a bit maybe:)

So is be a dissertation bout Biker Dogz an Women

Well, it all started when once upon a tyme he found an old box a pics and saw what he believed was maybe his Grandma!


  …he thought wow …this dog would like to be like dat!….


A real Growd up biker Dog Sumday:)…..2 kewl fer Skewl:)


Then when he got older, well……


He started noticing Women on their bikes

Some were Dogs



And well, some were not:)



they were really Hot!

Well, ruff ruff said da’ little doggie!

Didn’t even care if he had to ryde round on some elses back”:)


this dog was hewked on bikes …an well chicks too:)


THen One day this dog ended up where there was thunder in them mountains

and frum that day forward he always has a hearts desire to be a dog for riding:)

no matter how he could do it:)



so inviting viking dog along for the ryde


always checkin’ out the other viking dogz also! whilst out an about, yup charlie says.


He went on many a ryde with many a dog

an well many a times all alone jest for fun.

the wunderful thinking process involved in long rydes is incredible:) I’d say!

and is a lotta fun when ya go places where there are a lotta more bikes and dogs:)


Although my dog i like to ride the most with me well, says

NO Katz….so  stays tied up on a long run cable..@ home cuz she is a..

Kat KIller


so, anyhow somedays i jest think that well


“Most women think they really have three boobs. 

Two on their chest and the other

” the man in their life.”

@ least i have found a friend that don’t think data way! 

^^^^^^^^ is all i can say^^^^^^^^^


This evening into tonight watchin the Sun Set and the moon set also, riding the marroned one above, i shot out for a 100 mile ryde was what i needed to suit my suit of integrity for jest another day.


with that said


Nothing travels faster than light, with the possible exception of bad news, which follows its own rules. 

~ Douglas Adams ~





bE sAFE:)

DD = a Lady of Integrity - Honor Truth an FUN Timez

Quarks Biker chic Friend DD = a Lady of Integrity – Honor Truth an FUN Timez – ThanQ for ur support kewlest of kewl biker chics if an er when u might read dis’ Hugz..

Re-creationing 2 day…

an re-creating also fer fun!!

Tough Chic Soft Heart Rydes hard an likes to have fun - meet DD

No Biker Dog here Jest a Tough Chic Soft Heart Rydes hard an likes to have fun – meet DD



adios an over an out frum da dark soldier Q an yep grandpas ryde too :) me an dd well, leave da dogs at home :) chow!

adios an over an out frum da dark soldier Q an yep grandpas ryde too 🙂 me an dd well, leave da dogs at home 🙂 chow!