Q's werld a werld of introspection retrospectyion complication, yet simplicity overiding all so to see the reality is only but to lewk upon it with a gentle gaze. Unto Infinity and Beyond.
Did u Know u could send money free on the internet to anyone in the werld with paypal?
well, ya can an it is really awesome …within seconds ya can send someone cash…….if i did not have the internet……..be it that it is jest “what it is presentlY” an i am lucky i do! weekly i travel the werld with all my subscribers…has become my full time job now…and am hoping my quarksire.com an all the articles an time i have put into this is werth something to someone out there in the world….
I know it has been worthwhile when someone that came across my page found sobriety an some extra strength out of reading the right article at the right time in their lives…i have had e-mails regarding that an warms my heart to know i made the correct decision years ago when i was on a limited budget in life…Internet or T.V.? well i chose the internet an for that am very thankful…so at this point in my life i need help keeping internet an myself alive it appears……any help at all would be appreciated 4 life by me…….4 every 20 bucks extra i got adds up to another 2 days of life for me… the gas ability to get to dialysis an back rides on this very fact!..So; out of the choices i have made over the years..this is one that means a lot to me…I have the internet still…but i keep loosing it every month cuza cash flow problems an go da last week er so without… cuza expenses related to kidney dialysis an operations an hospital visits etc etc..an traveling is costing me 300 plus a month. So here i am thinking bout; what if i DID NOT HAVE THE NET? i would have lotsa money for my expenses….
i have prolly bout 10,000 dollars of time an money invested into this site over the years…I do not have cable tv or streaming tv as a result of this choice also….
ckick here to help keep quarksire an his web werld alive!
or if ya prefer the old way well, the mailing adress 4 da Q is Quarksire aka mike weed @ 1112 gunbarrel rd. pagosa springs ; colorado 81147
so now i feel it is time to put a donate here button on my page for those long term readers that have got something positive outa my post-it werld here…….if ya got a paypal account it is easy an free to send $$$ cept the amount u are sending lol…
Recently a relative sent me some money by wire an it cost them 25 bucks ; well with paypal it doesn’t cost anything to send money to anyone on the planet if they have an account! an within seconds also ; is 2 kewl fer skewl really!.
So, ? If per chance? ya have any extra resources i am in serious need to say the least,,,am literally fighting for my life on a weekly basis now…. I actually love my life as fuked up as it is it jest is that “IT IS WHAT IT IS!” BOUT IT!
In recovery every other day frum dialysis so i do not get a lot done anymore cept water my garden etc etc an werk on my car so i can get back an forth…..sleep till noon a lot. Then in the middle of the night i do internet stuff a lot. research, reading an blog posting etc etc…an e-mailin i get prolly 25-50 e-mails a day now frum different people around the werld an follow a lotta blog post-its also is my fun in my spare time an recovery …a way i can travel the werld in a way an reflect upon others lives etc etc an places an things.is quite rewarding ..rather than watching tv……..so for that i pay – an in the end i am hoping i can get some kinda return on my investment….
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So…if ur a long lost friend that owes me money or a debt now is the time to pay up lol. an if ur a newfound reader please do not be sidetracked by me asking for help “IT IS WHAT IT IS” DATS ALL FOLKS…by the way i am also doing a go fund me site asap to help with this endeavor to LIVE…some more before i leave this ol’ planet…..read more bout da’ plight of my pkd below….da fight of my life……
~ Well Another day an another 130 miles on the road! – goes by an i did not get my dialysis done…The technician that had inserted my needles did good on the furst one – then well, the second needle he opted to go way up the arm inside the bicep..it went well, UNTIL! he decided to tape it down it was werking good but he exerted too much pressure on the spot which caused da’ needle to stick the other side of the artery he jest stuck it in!
CAN U SAY OW!?
so tried to get it flowing again to no avail…sent me home with icepacks an in pain…can u say ow ..yeah well it hurts…i have cried like a kid a couple of times in the last hour er so! 😦 a friend came by an cheered me up a bit was a good thing but….also, my lady friend …hanging in there with me is the best support in the world for me
without her i don’t think i would know what direction to take! sumtimes day to day! a shoulder to cry on ..ha…oh well… 🙂
Wowza this freiking hurts..more than a pain in the arm overcoming the depression that comes with this is extreme also…welp is what it is one more day one day at a time as i trudge thru the dialytic adventures with the dialysis center..now is a fistula gram next week – a sonogram of my left arm..i told them to draw freiking marks where the teck is supposed to do the needle thing! should tattoo the veins there lol for him or her whatever huh! lol.
oh well…da’ quantum quark has been humbled now .enuff of the pain thing! my arm feels like it is going to fall off it is so heavy!!!!!
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Hookin up to clean out my blood system every 2 days is what it is bout in me werld now….120 miles plus of driving an well, today was a good day to be driving round the 4 corners….not many folks out on the colorado roads for the weekend cept the travelers an the bikers….I ran with them all the way home today an made record time….
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Message the other day was bout the fact that someone else is always werse off than you when ya are in pain er whatnot came to play today, a guy came into the center an well he has no legs…so i felt very grateful that i did not have that sorta problem yet!……
I am on 4 hours now every visit….an since i do not have T.V. that streams channels at home, (gave that up years ago) i can sit 4 that time and watch tv. so? Wow, quite the shows on TV now i would say ….amused at the show Naked an Afraid…what a trip….I would not make it the 15 days that is for sure i would perish an go down in history …. My hats off to the strong souls that can make it.
But today was lucky since it was a weekend i got to watch my motocross an car shows an some skateboarding an the U.S.A loose in a round at the Americas cup race an wow, since i have had T.v They have added hydrofoils on them there world cup sailboats…is amazing….
caught up on some news also………car show and indian motorcycle rally in Durango today but after 4 hours in the chair i decided i was 2 whacked out to go. so another time i guess……check out the bruise frum all da pokin…tomorrow i go buy some lavender oil like Margarita suggested….to help deal with this….
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So, Anyhew the message of the day to me again was no matter how bad i think i got it someones got it werse than me…..not a lot of consolation but is a relief to know that i am not that bad yet…….
So; werkin on it One day at a time here one hour at a time and for those that know sumtimes one minute at a time……..An to anyone out there that suffers frum chronic pain my heart an soul is with ya.i know how ya feel…it is a boat that is going somewhere sumtime …not in the real distant future i am afraid to say…but hopefully i can get some years out of the new schedule in life that i have to be dialised every 2 days no matter where i go in the world .jest another is what it is deal .*
Take care evryone, Jest thought i’d check in again for some of my close friends that are callin’ now wunderin how it be goin! etc etc…an for my mom an my lady whom i am eternally grateful for …they have been the greatest support in so very many many ways.thanks to the both of UUUUUU
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Namaste’ 2 one an all.will keep ya posted as to wats up every so often thanks for comin’ round
Twas a sunday sabaticle for like 2 weeks plus now.. Indeed…..an well not a lota activity at all at my site since i was gone…
Ever now an again someone re-blogsd my stuff or someone will re write something i have written lol also…an ever now an again i will get a day where i get hundreds of web views….an then another day where web page views are rarely read by anyone at all….is a trip how the web werks an also how people werk..who cares bout who etc etc…. Seems as when i post a lot i get a lotta traffic …but well the last couple weeks i have not had internet!….and i am now very busy…jest attempting to SURVIVE!…yes survive….. In order for me to survive now i have to do kidney dialysis 3 times a week now…if not they say sure thing i will die….so i have been on this mission for the past couple of weeks…an is quite the routine…Since my dialysis machine is an hour plus away….I have to drive 130 miles every other day to be able to accomplish this…GAS alone is like killing me now 😦 financially…i am not a rich person an do not charge for my photos or the internet i have…. am thinking a fundme site might be apprapo in this kinna situation …now the medications they are going to give me are going to cost me more than i can afford!…Is a trip ….they say ..well give ya dialysis an even a new kidney…but well, u have to pay for transportation an getting the donor to ya etc etc an even pay fopr the expensive meds to take to make ya solvent an match when the operation is done…so what is a poor guy supposed to do to make that happen…i am not really to sure cept i need to be able to accomplish that or i well die soon…..is all there is to it…..I can’t be living on the edge of life for the rest of my life even though i live on the edge literally! lool…….HAH so only in america huh! land of the free……….well….I have not freedom any more…i am locked into the medical dialysis system till i get a new kidney or i die…so i believe i shell start a fundme website for my kidney werld…4 WHATEVR IT COULD BE WERTH..YA NEVER KNOW IS ALL I KNOW……but what i do know an realise is that time is well….all anyone ever has got …..HOWMUCH? no one really knows……but in my werld i want to get as much time out of life as i possibly can!… I need my new kidney an need to get back that freedom once again…even if it is only for a few years er whatnot …every minute of every day NOW MEANS A LOT TO THIS GUY!……1 in 20.000……… So —- heree it is back to werk with the rife machine….werkin on me skin cancers…..they did 13 biopsies a couple of weeks ago…an they want to do sugery on like 5 er 6 spots….well..they gave me the name of the type of cancer it is so i am attacking it with the rifemachine right now to see what happens.will keep ya all posted……
My arm left arm with the fistula is very bruised an sore right now…last saturday was a fail…poking an poking an not being able to get the needle into the upper blood vessel……..so was a fail that day….an could not do dialysis….last run here though …the head nurse was in control…an took over an did it herself …an last round werked…so i am on round seven next time round……..five successful dialysis treatments…an one fail….so we shall see what the future has in sore right. Twas an up[date to let anyone that knows me personally what is happening now!….an over coming the depression that comes with this program an disease…well, thats a whole nother post! Take care evryone …an keep a positive attitude no matter what ..it could be werse….WHATEVR IT IS IN UR ARENA ER MINE!….
Finding balance in these times is most important for me right now in my lifes jurney!….accepting change an going with the flow an not resisting it .WHATEVR IT IS AT THAT POINT IN TIME LOL!….may i know change is also always happening an to make the next best correct choice in that change an may u so do the same also! ..hoping that the power of the human spirit an prayer an fortitude will pay off is all one that has a serious dysfunction can hope for..accused condemned blessed or not whatevr it is in whatevr fashion ones own past…is what to do with the future that counts…no matter whom ya be!..Namaste’ to one an all……… Quite a humbling experience this is for a tough guy not so tough no more livin’ on da’ edge of life…..today was hard…2 say the least felt like real wimp….an my arm is all hurt an bruised up now…an they say i’lll get used to it.bah humbug to that i want my new kidney! asap……….this is hard to do every other day……whew…..an round 7 now done …time fer recovery once again..is what it is!!!!!!!!
quarksire an his camaro circa 1986 – 1987 checkin tire pressures
nascar pulls a boner! they announce..that they will not let a cbd oil pipe company sponsor a nascar team ..like WTF? I used to race nascar small time..but i could not afford the tires without a sponser…let alone all the new rules frum nascar..takes a really rich guy to jest race in their forum now 😦 bummer ..was not that way in the sixties…70’s even into the 80’s till everything changed wow….an – So, to me well this is an atrocious decision by the nascar family??? i so therefore remove the nascar sticker frum my automobile!
Doesn’t NASCAR remember its roots? The tobacco industry was its largest sponsor and got them to where they are today….
what hipocrytes..wow….No marijuana sponsors! Only Budweiser, Heineken, Coors, DosEquis, Keystone, Miller, Marlboro, Newport, Camel, or Phizer….Considering that NASCAR got its start from the “rum” runners during alcohol prohibition, this seems like hypocrisy to me. so sue me nascar! says veedwerks….
NASCAR bans this newest advertiser veedwerks frum Colorado! , but has a company (Monster Energy) sponsoring the series. These folks are purveyors of one of the most detrimental bottles of swill sold in America. It offers no benefits unless you want a lot of sugar and caffeine..an before dat it was “winston” ..so like again wtf?
#42 Quarksire gettin passed! @ el cajon speedway nascar short track series
An organization that regulates a sport that has its roots in the illegal running of alcohol – a toxic and fatal drug that kills an average of 88,000 Americans each year;also which proudly accepts sponsors who distribute that killer drug; and had an entire race ‘series’ named after a company that sells the MOST ADDICTIVE drug known, even more addictive than heroin – nicotine; is so falsely self-righteous as to prohibit sponsors who sell products that create NO DEATH, and NO ADDICTION, and which helps many people with chronic pain and PTSD! I knew there was a reason that I didn’t watch NASCAR – it is UNAMERICAN ant-freedom, irrational, and a pompous dictatorial institution. I will NEVER watch or attend a NASCAR event; and I’m a motorhead and motorsports fan. But I’m done with overbearing institutional ignorance such as NASCAR is based upon/ Booze it up. Take that #$%$ pill. Smoke, smoke, smoke those cigarettes. But whatever you do, don’t advertise the “evil weed.” Why advertise something as benign as pot when you can advertise for some real killers.
then came colorado an dirt tracks… had built 2 cars over the course of 2 years..was a blast getting sideways an all but kicks ur but to drive on da’ dirt it does…an Q had a problem with alcohol in da day an wrecked a lot lol…
…….then came colorado dirt tracks ! in da’ 90’s yeahaa…
I’d guess that N.A.S,C.A.R. management never had anyone in their family with cancer, who needed the benefits from Hemp. Must be nice.
oh well ….Jest thought it twas werth my 2 cents werth since i used to support nascar! …
Intuitive mindwerks lol. Indeed..do u suffer frum anxiety er depression? well come on a journey with me…an envision ur separate reality!..
frum da’ moment of inception!
Psychedelic psychotherapy works…- i can say having been there done that i can say so myself….werks for a variety of people with many different issues both mental an physical…
was sent this one today frumintegrallife.com and they had Alex Greys Artwerk as a header …so, i decided to open a Alex folder here i have an share a few of his fantastic hand drawn artworks thru out this post. all art by alex grey, no, he does not use a computer ..he does all his stuff freehand …he is a visionary artist ….who does art shows all over the world – many of the paintings here were done over a couple of days at an art exhibition etc etc…live ..is pert amazing to me …anyhow jest of the story today is this….an that lol an an excuse top show off alex grey artwerk…to see more of his stuff see his website or jest type his name in ur browser an click on photos @ any major web server ..is pert amazing…alex grey artwerk that is ….an what a bita’ mindwerk will do fer ya………
……….. frum da’ mind above {she} came to me..2 help heal us!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Many continue to think of lightworkers as being only those spiritually gifted individuals doing healing work, teaching, or channeling. This belief is a facet of the belief in separation for in truth everyone is a spiritual being and every activity becomes Lightwork when done with awakened eyes and ears.
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Lightwork is the natural effect of an evolved state of consciousness, one that without conscious effort can lift the energy of those receptive. Even the most seemingly insignificant of daily interactions are Lightwork when they flow on energy streams of true Love and Light. ************************** so …….. treatment-resistant unipolar and bipolar major depression is a dis-ease…that is curable!!!!.please…read on ….
………………………….she is hanging in dere’!…………………
Psychedelics have a long history in shamanistic ceremonies, transformational work, psychotherapy, and trauma treatment. When Albert Hofman accidentally discovered LSD in 1938, he set off a cascade of research and case studies. By the time the US war on drugs declared LSD illegal in 1968, the therapeutic community had generated thousands of articles about their usefulness in change work, transformational work, and treatment of trauma. depression an anxiousness.
when 2 become one lotsa healing occurs a devine union of souls!
Today psychedelic drugs like MDMA, ketamine, psilocybin, and Ayahuasca are being used by therapists and shamans around the world with promising results to treat PTSD as well as a variety of anxiety, depressive, chemical dependence, end of life, and trauma related disorders. As this research has become more mainstream, practitioners have been developing protocols for treatment–for example the California Institute for Integral Studies has developed a program to certify practitioners in facilitating psychedelic experiences.
In this episode, special guest Dr. Elliott Ingersoll joins Doctors Keith Witt and Mark Forman to share their personal and professional experiences with psychedelics while reviewing relevant research, current practices, and the amazing potentials of these treatments. Therapists need as many tools as possible to remediate symptoms, enhance health, and support development. The way we see it therapies utilizing psychedelics will become increasingly available and likely useful in the years to come.
Bobo, W.V., Voort, J. L., Croarkin, P. E., Leung, J. G., Tye, S. J., & Frye, M.A. (2016). Ketamine for treatment-resistant unipolar and bipolar major depression: Critical review and implications for clinical practice. Depression and Anxiety, 33, 698–710.
Then there was this thing called the internet! wow………..This is an awesome landmark lol…
I now have 900 posts an all on one web page imagine that…IT JEST GOES ON AN ON AN ON AN ON LOL…Quarksire.com LoL….
so becomes another long article by the Q…read it er not have a splendid day! Er eve’ dependin’ on what part of the world ya reside upon 🙂 ………. 🙂
Than there was the intranet…er internet! Er what ..oh ic …THE WEB!
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and the whole world changed overnight, has been quite a journey for all those old enuff to know…an remember the days of the black an white tv an tv antennas strung out all over the world on everyone’s houses…I saw it coming in the back of my mind an i did not invest? well got to let that go now…an let all the investments that i did have once upon a time also go..the successess that became a failure. My problem is i out spend myself…. i was taught to do that ever since a kid…ok heres how the system werks..an ya borrow… got my furst real bank loan when i was like 13 an i was off an running lol…FOR MY FURST CAR A VOLKSWAGEN BUG I GOT FOR 400 BUCKS. well many years later an i sit here an type as fast as i can think…but i do cheat i lewk at the keys…so anyhow..a lot of my errors in language that have become part of my particular language ..the language of the twisted Q well, comes frum where the keys are on the keyboard an jest went frum there once upon a time..lol Back to that! yep ; so go with the flow..what a hard thing to do in todays fast paced werld, is amazing at how fast everything really does go… Back; to the point …this internet thing, well is pert amazing thing that has happened in my lifetime an changed everything i ever thought bout destiny time an space also..in so many many ways…
Projekts galore but lewk at da happy place without boundries 🙂
The internet has brought me multitudes of acquaintances – good – bad – indifferent – ugly- an beautiful also; have quite a variety of people I would have never met without the net. Because of the net i have had both good an bad things happen over the years…lol i owned a couple of domain names once upon a time that i gave up an well, years later became a hit. So ya never know..i had no clue simple words like that would make me rich?..well live an learn? i’m the kind of learn by fail a lot…is how i got to be good at riding my bike etc etc an flying etc etc is by failing, when ya do ya remember not to do that again an move forward without hesitation to get a better grip on whatevr it is ya are doin’….point is sumtimes repetition is is best left alone, thata way ya don’t keep learnin’ the wrong things over an over ? right, well an old man jimmy weldon once told me that ..(he was the voice of the little yeller duck once upon a time in cartoons, yaky-do-little, the duck that couldn’t find his mama:) he used to give motivational speeches at seminars etc etc……anyhow. he said..move forward without hesitation…was his motto an also now mine to this very day…on the side cover of my motorcycle in chinese LOL the characters are kewl lewkin what can i say..it means moving forward without hesitation!…an the other side cover on the other side means infinity!…. Anyhow ..the internet has taken me to far lands, taken me to peru a few years back…an thats when i guess ya would say i found MYSELf an found out who i really was, an has ben a long journey evr since to try to heal the past in my body, havin a hard time with the pkd thing though it is hereditary an in the genetics,,,,an well is a terminal disease, an i have had a hard time coming to grips with that a lot over the past few years also..is what it is…life is terminal indeed…I jest want to extend mine a bit! Is all! Anyhow The point of this blog is that i would not even be sitting right where i am right now if not for the internet!..an Dr. Royal Rife….In so many many ways it changed my destiny an fates etc etc …an changed my life, also has extended it …Because, ..it is because of this internet thing well, I have met a person that well, helps me emotionally an spiritually to stay alive an gives me something to look forward to every day…so for that I thank the internet…an pomp an circumstance an my higher power knowing what is right an correct an somehow sending me to this person….is perty amazing how the connections have happened over the years indeed because of this thing called the INTERNET or INTRANET! Q is ❤ 🙂 In love again because of he internet!…. 🙂
Anyhow right now, it appears it’s a rigged system to make evry0ne blame it on themselves an be in fear it is i tell ya…why that is i am not sure but is very prevalent in this werld we live in…so may thieves an liars etc etc…ya don’t really know who ya can trust these days…so many scams an versions of scams for $ also an so many people getting ripped off all the time cuz they are too dumb to know any better sorry to say but that is a fact…Phishing scams are the werst an people have to be very aware of that an malware also…viruses not so much anymore though….my rule there is if ya don’t want the virus don’t invite it in …Like the damn pneumonia shot they gave me that gave me the shit wtf?….an they want to give me a flu shot! lol…yeah lets see how tough ya are bud..well, it would prolly kill a guy like me now. So flu shots out of the question for this guy!
Back to the internet!….when the human mind catches up with quantum teck…then is when we will see lotsa overnight changes also, an that is not to distant in the future, as the Q here does know The matrix of the mind is pert much unexplored by most people! true story…how many people do u know are travelers, an play with in that sphere called the matrix – an yes very similar to the movies version!….So anyhow…thanks to the internet an Dr.Royal rife…i am here today to be able to type whatver it is i am about to type to ya here!…..an whats really weird bout it is in the end its so much about just remaining on the right frequency range for that which one is doing in life to make it happen….Survival for a while longer is my key as of late; although i know my time is limited if i do not get on dialysis soon and of also get a new used kidney soon also…any way i lewk at it i am a goner soon enuff…An well I love lIfe an Love who i have become also…cept for this dis-ease PKD..totally sucks…very few readers know what i am talking bout cuz it is a rare renal disease…but is horrendously painful …an not a fun way to pass the time after ur 45 er so….by the time ur 60 like me it has either kicked ur ass or ur dead, unless ya are on dialysis..or got a new kidney : an that might give me another 10 er so if i am lucky enuff 🙂 So; Thats totally amazing to me how destiny an time bends an things that were or could have been are not etc etc…i could write a book of stories bout how one drunk night changed the destiny an fate of everything that ever happened to me since, wow…but it did…an how being late by one minute changed everything once upon a time, or bout how being in the wrong place at the wrong time a lot gets one in trouble, another book to write there lol…i could spend the next 20 writing for fun i do so believe if the H.P. will jest allow that to happen…..
so i do not know how it will all come about really….lucky i am only moderately thousands in debt an owe less than 20, grand on my house! yeahaa…hoping i live to see the day when i get it paid off!.my mortgage..jeez..(Mortgage = death note) yep I guess huh!.is a struggle every month with this PKD thing going on now ….It has been like i have had the flu bout every 2 weeks for the past 7 er 8 years solid..truly sucks …comes an goes ya have ur good days an ya have ur bad….is not a fun cycle to get wrapped up in but is what it is…cuz the kidneys do not filter properly…well my creatinine level is 8.0 now has doubled in the last year an they usually have ya on dialysis before it gets to the point mine is at now….i am poisoned pert bad! so to speak…trying to keep it as clear as possible i am…wish i could jest become where i could live on water an air alone that’d be cool…but won’t happen….anyhow off subjekt now…is easy to do …but back to the point is what i hope to get or acquire because of the internet! who knows might even be a new kidney!….so only time will tell…. Just to keep my friends round the world bout 6 weeks later they can start dialysis to get my systems cleaned up….not sure how i am going to handle it financially to drive to durango 60 miles away 3 times a week for the next 6 months er what not without the income to support that!? so…………….don’t have a clue what the future will behold …but do know i am gettin tired of typing this an ur prolly gettin’ tired of readin’ me today if u subscribe to me by mail sorry for the long post-it…but i’m not really…..sorry is such a dreadful word ain’t it yep…got to stop using it…i do!
Anyhow grateful i do have readers that will read a post-it like this anyone with any great ideas for my continued existence on this planet please let me know…..
other than that take care allz.good night or good day wherever ya might be on this planet of ours!..
Q
Brought 2 u by da’ Quantum Quarked one Q
aka mike in colorful colorado!…that is when the snow melts.jeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Cannabis an a little bita clean opiates w/out additives does da twick fer me …well, dats me! is wat it is!.
livin in dis’ werld of pain an pharma- cology…
Q
A group of common drugs used to treat allergies and other chronic health issues increase the risk of Alzheimers and dementia, according to a new study by the University of Indiana School of Medicine. The study also found that these drugs reduce the overall size of the brain as well as its metabolism if taken regularly. The drugs, known collectively as anticholinergics, are commonly prescribed for allergies, insomnia, hypertension, cardiac problems, and depression among others. Some of the most well-known brands in the US include Xanax, Zyrtec, Valium, Wellbutrin, Benadryl, Dramamine, Paxil, and Histex. You can see a comprehensive list of anticholinergic drugs implicated in this study by clicking here.
This class of drugs blocks acetylcholine in the brain, an important neurotransmitter vital to normal brain function. In people with Alzheimers, there is always a lack of this neurotransmitter and, according to this study and others, these drugs worsen the condition or can provoke it. However, this study is not the first to find problems with anticholinergic drugs. A study in 2013 found that people who take these types of drugs showed a significant reduction in cognitive ability. Their risk of contracting Alzheimers also increased by more than 60%.
This new study from the University of Indiana was the first to investigate the direct impact of these drugs on the human brain. 451 adults between 70 and 75 years old participated in the study and were all given MRIs in order to see the changes in the brain over time. They were also all given different tests of memory and cognition. The group that took these drugs for 2.5 years showed a significant decrease in brain size compared to their condition before the study began. A decrease in brain size and a reduction in brain metabolism became evident after only 2 months of regular use. They also received worse scores on the tests compared to the people who did not take anticholinergic drugs over the course of the study.https://cm.g.doubleclick.net/push?client=ca-pub-1062972861553303
Yet, the problem with these studies is that they only focus on the elderly.
Many of these drugs are approved for the use of children and teenagers, whose brains are still developing. A lack of Acetylcholine, the neurotransmitter blocked by these drugs, can cause mood swings, attention deficit, and memory problems in children. It’s very possible that the widespread use of these drugs could be to blame for increases in the diagnoses of ADD and similar disorders in children. Could these drugs also be shrinking their brains and causing permanent damage? What other effects could these drugs have on a developing brain? Unfortunately, no one knows as no studies currently exist. However, these studies have definitively shown that these drugs damage the human brain and should be removed from the market or, at the very least, come with warnings on the box. If you or someone you know is taking any type of anticholinergic drug, you should consider talking with your doctor or naturopath and looking for an alternative that won’t shrink your brain.
Stayin Grounded is important when lightnin storms inside da’ mind!
AN STAYIN’ GROUNDED when Lightnin strikes! in da’ mind!… well,
when overwhelmed, sumtimes life being difficult, so it becomes life in the now.
With every new strike!…
to integrate the past into the future truly steals frum the now,,
challenges are inseparable frum being here in dis werld,,,
but do we have to exist in our past any more?
does living in the past help today?
well, the BAD” past i have not forgiven an released…comes back whenever i focus on da’ past! so cure 2 dat is every time a negative or “BAD” memory comes up i must forgive an forget it so it don’t get in my way of today an the future! an make irrational decisions…etc etc..every time i dive..so i don’t dive a lot anymore…Not seeking the “Bad” stuff anyhow…it is senseless torture for one to let all the strikes frum the past hiot on an hurt on today an tomorrow as a result also!
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well to the analytical judge,,elemental. an mentally finding meaning in- an deccerning way is important at this juncture in life..or i fail an go backwards in time! Simply Said! > , the past well, does not help the future….Not the bad parts anyhow, ones got to take the good an forgive da’ bad..parts.of da’ past! an move on…
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Keen Perception is the key to this new reality!
Even when lightnin’ strikes again an again!
An, well Not miss-percieving what someone is talking bout is what it is all bout anyhew right….unless they are talkin’ bout something u do not agree with…well, some people don’t wish to be any part of it, because of judgements; mostly false frum the past perceptions that brought them to this point in life in the furst place,.still wit me?? Well, when Lightnin’ strikes….an one is woken up so to say or shocked into a new perception of reality, well at that point in time life can change for the better! sumtimes it takes lightnin’ to strike though an disas’ter or close happen to make that a possibility!…so as the synapses in ur brain strike away, imagine thousands of thousands of little lightnin strike within da brain!
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to awaken the mind to anew day an a new reality to be held.tomorrow .
Maybe! well who knows.can only werk on it one day at a time as time progresses..an see if the dreams can become reality.:)
some say well, Q u are jest to hard to read.an some say well, Q> i can’t subscribe to what ya gots to say,well, so be it! is what it is to me..! 🙂
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well, with many people it’s very simple…its the receiver thats messed up, the receiver of signals of fight or flight embedded in da’ ol brain coming to the surface so often it is….when fear is embedded in ones soul a thought can be a scary thought when it is really not…so miss interpretation is summoned upon the mind when that happens sumtimes….
there are as many different ways as there are people in a way but in the end the results are usually very similar…an the learning curve is pert much the same…
So, simply said> time is irrelevant when one is able to step back an forth frum the days of the future past rapidly as fast as lightnin’ & without judgement but jest using discernment to gather the conscious action to be taken in the future!…or even the NOW! …Comprende’
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PS: every one has a bottom…but only that person knows when they reach it…some peoples bottoms are deeper than others……some have more tapes frum the past to unreel to get it together for today an tomorrow…so they are not there to bother them anynmore….an forgiveness is the ONLY KEY HERE!..resentments are killers i tell ya!…an that well
IS WHAT IT IS AS DOC SAYS!
TAKE CARE OVER AN OUT
an next time lightning strikes the heart an soul with things frum the past..forgive them an move on…instead of trying to escape em….without forgiveness there is no escape…Believe it er not!……will be 20 years alcohol free here next year…so i do have some sort of clue as to what i am speakin about.take care everyone
…Q…
“After nine months of taking two different forms of cannabis oil, one, a cannabis capsule infused with organic coconut oil around 10:30am and high THC oil about an hour before bed, dad was given the life changing report, “No evidence of recurrent disease”.” [2] – Corinne Malanca (Stan and Barb Rutner’s daughter)
Stan Found Cannabis after Chemo and Radiation Almost Killed Him
The trillion dollar burn, cut, poison, Cancer Industrial Complex boldly proclaims that chemotherapy and radiation routinely save lives – that their toxic interventions boost long-term survival rates and the biggest lie of all: chemo and radiation exclusively target cancerous cells and leave healthy cells alone.
All these statements by the cancer industry are patently false. Poison is poison; it kills indiscriminately. Chemo and radiation are poisons posing as medicine. In fact, mainstream cancer “treatment” is the leading cause of secondary cancers.
Dave Mihalovic a Naturopathic Doctor who specializes in vaccine research, cancer prevention and a holistic approach to cancer treatment stated:
“No chemotherapy drug has ever actually cured or resolved the underlying causes of cancer. Even what mainstream medicine considers “successful” chemotherapy treatments are only managing symptoms, usually at the cost of interfering with other precious physiological functions in patients that will cause side effects down the road.” [1]
Ironically, when chemo is killing cancer cells, it’s also stimulating healthy cells to produce a protein that supports tumor growth and makes the cells resistant to further cancer treatment.
Researchers Discover One of the Ways Chemo Enhances Cancer Growth
“The scientists found that healthy cells damaged by chemotherapy secreted more of a protein called WNT16B which boosts cancer cell survival.
“The increase in WNT16B was completely unexpected,” study co-author Peter Nelson of the Fred Hutchinson Cancer Research Center in Seattle told AFP.
The protein was taken up by tumor cells neighboring the damaged cells. “WNT16B, when secreted, would interact with nearby tumor cells and cause them to grow, invade, and importantly, resist subsequent therapy,” said Nelson.
In cancer treatment, tumors often respond well initially, followed by rapid regrowth and then resistance to further chemotherapy.” [1]
The Stan Rutner Story
Stan and Barbara Rutner are a devoted, couple who have been together 59 years. They both have hard-won experience battling cancer. Roughly 25 years ago, Stan, a retired dentist with a lucrative mini-storage business was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin lymphoma, while Barb had successfully battled breast cancer twice. Stan remembers:”I just thought I had a cold, flu, type thing. That was it . . . I wasn’t thinking cancer at all.” [3]
After six months of aggressive, standard allopathic, treatment, Stan’s cancer was in remission – that was back in 1989. Meanwhile, Stan had moved on with his life; his bout with cancer faded into the deep dark recesses of his memory. Of course, Stan didn’t expect after all those years of remission he’d be fighting cancer again in 2011 but as mentioned above that’s not uncommon for those who undergo conventional cancer treatment. His initial symptom this time was a persistent cough, otherwise he seemed fine.
Somewhat concerned he made a doctor’s appointment. The initial diagnosis was early stage pneumonia. The doctor noted that there were some unusual looking spots on his lungs that needed follow-up, after the pneumonia had cleared. Numerous tests later and revealed the “spots” were cancerous nodes in the lungs. But there’s more. Stan’s final diagnosis: Stage 4 Lung Cancer with Metastasis to the Brain. Stan recalled how his doctor broke the news, ‘You’re in deep shit.’ Stan explained. “Yeah, he didn’t sugar coat it at all.” But it gets worse much worse. Down the road doctors discovered that the cancer had metastasized to his brain. [3]
Stan’s Health and Quality of life Rapidity Declined
This time, the chemotherapy and radiation, really took a heavy toll on Stan. Shortly after treatment began [march-April of 2012] Stan was plagued with debilitating fatigue, wasting away, weight loss and chronic nausea. Not a pretty picture especially for someone pushing 80.
Barb Rutner: “After that he was wiped out. He was very thin. So we finished radiation to his brain on June 25, and on July 13 he entered the hospital for the first time with radiation pneumonitis (inflammation of the lungs due to radiation therapy), so pneumonia. There were three hospital visits during that time, and on the third they kept him for a week and started him on oxygen 24/7. And then he went into palliative care.” [3]
Stan’s doctors gave him only weeks to live and ordered him to hospice, which he entered on August 12, 2011
The Rutners also used alternative treatments to ease Stan’s suffering and perhaps stall his “inevitable” death sentence. Stan tried Reiki energy treatments and acupuncture. He even attempted creative visualization but it wasn’t his thing and it didn’t really help him, although Barb had success with it when she was fighting breast cancer. Stan’s downward spiral continued unabated and time was running out. That’s when Corrine – Stan and Barb’s daughter and Corinne’s soon to be husband, John Malanca started researching cannabis as a possible treatment option for Stan.
Barb explains: “Corinne and John were becoming interested in medicinal marijuana but we were concerned that Stan was wasting away. He had lost so much weight and so we were anxious to get his appetite improved and help him with the nausea. So Corinne suggested daytime cannabis capsule infused with coconut oil; they’re yellow capsules that he started taking. He started taking those in early November of 2011 and in the beginning, he took about a third of a capsule in the morning, and it was about a week or two later that he was able to give up the extra oxygen that he had had 24/7.”[3]
Stan was ready to try cannabis – he realized better than anyone else that he had nothing to lose and maybe a lot to gain. Stan stated: “No hesitation at all. Here I’m dying and getting nothing to change the course of things and so this thing has a pretty good track record in—what do you call it—in a non-medical world, so hey let’s try it. Got nothing to lose.” [3]
Stan’s Amazing Turnaround
Bingo! Within a couple of weeks of starting cannabis, Stan’s condition was improving in all ways. He started gaining weight, his sleep improved, he was regaining his strength. Eventually he ditched his walker, dumped his oxygen and started exercise classes. Barb described his progress as remarkable.
After several months of Cannabis Stan decided to get an MRI to check his progress
Barb: “On January 27, 2013 we received the results of Stan’s brain MRI in an email from his oncologist, stating simply: “IMPRESSION: No evidence of recurrent disease.” The lung cancer that had metastasized to his brain in the summer of 2011 (and nearly taken his life) was GONE! The doctor calls him a miracle man. We are deeply grateful to his “team” of doctors, friends and family, but we’ll always believe that cannabis turned the tide.” [3]
Barb and Stan Rutner at their Daughter’s Wedding on September 21, 2013
Corinne and John Malanca on Their Wedding Day “Dad never thought that he would make it to that day but low and behold, he continued on the Cannabis Oil and is STILL in remission!”- Corinne Malanca [2]
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Paul Fassa is a contributing staff writer for REALfarmacy.com. His pet peeves are the Medical Mafia’s control over health and the food industry and government regulatory agencies’ corruption. Paul’s valiant contributions to the health movement and global paradigm shift are world renowned. Visit his blog by following this link and follow him on Twitter here.
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