No Option sumtimez in Recovery

What Next!?…..An all of a sudden?..that’s life!.wat a mess

options an no options! ? …& that’s life also!..

Night before last my younger brother past away! his birthday would have been this next week on the 31st 😦

last weekend now since he passed an i wrote this… 😦
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sad to say..&.changed my mothers life 4 evr in an instant also…i pray for my mom… ❤
the one this has mostly affected. Although yesterday am i woke up @ 9 am an got that
all of a sudden feeling going…ya know the one where ya gots the flu an ya are outa control…yep..that one…so went on for bout 2 hours…till i was past the point of no return for driving myself to the hospital!………i was almost on the verge of going unconscious frum dehydration an high B.P. etc etc ..that goes with my illness…so, I called EMS…didn’t have anyone here to drive me to hospital…an i live a long ways out…most secrure measure i could do is call ambulance….cuz i knew i needed fluids in me at any cost…was getting seriously dizzy!… 🙂 😦
Was bout ready to pass out when ems showed up…but the guy that was a medic knew what to do right away! 🙂 ..was amazing….got me into bed in the ambulance in my drive way…i was aching in pain…he immediately started an IV into me for some fluid regeneration…an gave me a shot of pain killer in the iv also….ahhhhhh..within 2 minutes i was feeling better! was amazing….I think i need a nurse at home that could do this for me whenever it happens i need it lol… would save me a lot of trouble an EMS also…So; before i even left the driveway in the ambulance i was feeling better!…
So whats it CALLED? REcovery! ? yep… if i only knew what i know now then huh! i find myself saying a lot these days!….but is how one lives an learns i assume…I have been stranded many times in the past …so now this is becoming a norm i do not like…being sick with my pkd….wasn’t such a big deal when it was sumthing i could deal with my self.. but now it has reached far beyond my personal control…kinna like the spiraling out of control economy! haha…funny but so true….
As with my flying; SPIN RECOVERY is very important…..an the only way to get that recovery is by experience an doing what is necessary not to crash! @ whatevr it is ya are doing…me i relate it to my flying…ya really never know when the wind might toss ya over an ya might go into a spin…when that happens ya have to accelerate opposite forces upon it as the direction of the spin..only natural right…well, with a lot of practice is thata way..but for the un-experienced pilot could be deadly…so…i have to revert always to my most assertive of werds ” Crashing is NOt an Option!” an move on frum there….Even if u are “Experienced”…..
After beiung released frum the hospital on foot..without a ride home i hitchhiked…that is always a trip round here also …out of towners jest flip ya off an roar on by etc etc for 1/2 an hour …till finally someone i know drives up…gots me to almost home…an them within 1/2 mile of walking i got picked up again by a guy an drivin’ all the way up to my house way out in the middle of sumwheres lol…So had luck an good fortune running with me that day i would say! @ least!….
An also as i have stated in the past it is always a good idea to really have a back up plan Jest in case one might “crash” …accidentally…….if ya find ur self in that predicament remember this….time slows down during the crash! lol… An at that point the best one can do is try to counter it to crash softly!…an remember that the ground is the hardest part of flying….! ha……
So, they say i’ll feel better once i get to be on dialysis….well…? shall see how that goes…I have to be able to guarantee them (the doctors) an me that i can get to dialysis over a mtn pass…3 times a week 60 miles away for 4 hours at a time…so main thing is to attempt to have dependable transportation, an gas money to do it 12 times a month!…The docs say i will prolly be on dialysis for some time till i get my systems stabilized…@ that point he wishes to get a team together to be able to replace my kidney with a live kidney frum a donor..If not i will simply be on dialysis for the rest of my life!….

Not quite so easy as going to the auto parts store an buying a replacement organ!…or well i could have had my brothers kidney…but who’d know huh!..who would know…
so point of this post it today is .whatevr ya are doing ..whomever ya are…if ya gots pains an trials an tribulations…well, they too will pass, an the next time similar things happen in ur life ya will be better prepared with how to deal with it an also how to deal with helping others that might be affected by the loss also…..Keep in mind 🙂 ya are alive….
Point is what ya going to do with that alive 🙂 ? enjoy it the best one can is what i have to say to that …Jest make da’ best of it “One Day @ a Time”! 🙂

……..namaste’ frum da’ king of pain lol…….

…Q…

ie remember! A realization a day will help keep da doc away…..jest maybe anyhew!

an when there appears to be no options…

there are always options

…as long as one is still alive….
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Today my best friends dog had to be put down…is a very depressing event to have to go thru…she is devastated an ..cuz she is i am also now .i can feelher hurt an her loss……he was the cutest little lovable creature… well, i jest love dogs…especially cute little happy dogs….so sad to see him go ..my heart an soul are with ya lady if an when ya read this…cuz i am not there ..know my tears flow also 4 u cuza u an ur mutt! ….wish i could be there to hug an hold ya…but as ya know in the next couple of days i have to deal with my surgery…ON THE ROAD 2 RECOVERY I SHALL BE round the block an back round to ssee everyone an get it back together once again! till then.HAPPY TRAILS everyone..an keep on keepin on! 🙂

an as 4 me an my agenda in the next 48 hours are most important…i hate going under anastesia!…hope i wake up always…PEACE -OUT to one an all an all of my readers on the w.w.w

…… Q……

an after all that …no fooling round ..i deserve a road trip…john john is back to watch place whilst i run away for a few days...will keep ya posted…

Happy SPRING EVERYONE WHO LIVE WHERE SPRING IS BECOMING!

Imaginate Wit Danny MacAskill

Danny MacAskill is his name an skill on a bike is the name of his game!

Danny don;’t get off track too often, once ya see the vid ya will know what i mean!

even love his choice of songs fer this one!

Imagine that! says danny MacAskill

Imagine that! says danny MacAskill

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his skill is werth a trippple dose but i’ll save the best one fer a post-it all by itself on another page… 🙂 but these will suffice fer the day. A post-it dedicated to my son steven {22yrs old} whom does similar tricks an loves to ryde his bike!..yep big boys still ride bicycles fer fun U bet! why Knot!.

Ps; always wear helmet!: an

“Crashing is not an option!”

Stay on track evryone no matta how ya land

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Danny Macaskill – Industrial Revolutions 2012

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Like Life! a HAPPY fLIGHT IS A gEWD fLIGHT

🙂 mORE fOR fLIGHT wEEK ; HERE IN Q’s WERLD 🙂

when ur on top! “LAUGHT IT OFF YEP” after releasing frum being at the end of ur rope 🙂

DSKM 2012 Kunstflugpassagiere im MDM1 Fox D-9555
Remember It;s IT’S OK! TO HAVE FUN! LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO!

sO: fly high an enjoy the ryde no matter which way one turnz lol 🙂
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Dis’ 2012 Kunstflugpassagiere im video reminds me jest a lot of my instructor when i was a teenager Walt Sweeney he accidentally bought it back in the 80’s bless his soul when coming in low with the tow rope dragging an it took him to the ground in his tow plane he was towing gliders up that day an the tow rope hooked on the power lines by the highway . 😦  was a drag to loose him then a talented instructor an made one laugh an enjoy the ride,,and well that’s what this post it is all bout is enjoying the ryde the best ya can in life no matter what direction it might take ya up down sideways er what not huh! Learn frum the fun moments an even the fun but remember also 🙂 it’s ok to have fun! well hope u click on this video an enjoy it 🙂 QI

It brought joy to Walt as an instructor to make ya laugh an enjoy the ride 🙂 to give ya a thrill safely 🙂 so remember every one that reads my stuff 🙂
laughing feelz good ,,,,,so hope this makes ya laugh off the edge of the extreme side jest a bit fer jollys 🙂 I always remember the loops de loops an the Hammerhead stalls to be the most fun when flying 🙂 Yeahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaa :)an remember walt saying don’t kill us son! lol

SO: Fly safe as ya can however ya fly U an remember
“CRASHING IS NOT AN OPTION!
oh yeah ps;

it does huRt 🙂  if’n ya do crash so don’t!

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The Black Hole of Forgiveness

Its an all natural way for one to fall of ya know,
fer it is the only true way one can grow:) once we
fall from the place of comfort,
we need to re-create and find new shelter and sustinence to Grow:
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this article; i have seen a few places now an in mail so i forwarding to U because; well i jest witnessed 3 healer type of lady friends of mine fall from grace an out of thier own light of healing an not able to help or heal others because they live in this black hole of false forgiveness, to hide thier true essence; which is that thay do not worship the front they put out in thier life, {love and light} , rather they worship thier very own fears, Deep inside the subconscious. This is why i am writing the article i am NOW bout the NOW instead of relying on the past to make us do what we do in the NOW! to rely on our very own intuition of an through love instead is the correct way, ask urself is this a love based decision or a fear based decision in every thing u do,,, an see what happens ,over an out frum Q
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About the Black Hole of forgiveness
:::Let’s talk about the black hole of forgiveness. Many times, people think they are expressing forgiveness when they are really in denial. A false New Age idea has been promoted that to become a loving spiritual being you need to forgive everyone, even if they mistreated, disrespected and mislead you. People are so uncomfortable with anger that it has become a religious practice to skip that emotion entirely, and go directly to shutting down to fit in. This is called “forgiveness.”There is also a similar New Age idea which goes something like this: we cannot use judgment because judgment is condemning others, and to be a spiritual person, you must love everyone. In fact, scrutinizing, assessing and measuring what is happening is the good use of your intelligence, not an unfriendly act. The cabal worked hard, for good reason, to train us into believing that using judgment is identical to being judgmental. It was a deliberate and brilliant teaching to trick humankind into embracing blindness. If we had truly looked at them with clear judgment, we would have seen through their illusion and they would have been powerless over us.When you look closely at something, you allow the intuitive red flag response which instantaneously leads you to Truth and away from danger. But this would mean you have to use judgment. Instead, you are expected to be ignorant of what you feel, in order to make other people feel good, especially the ones who are behaving badly toward you. You are expected to accept all people just the way they are, even if, here again… they have mistreated you, disrespected you, and mislead you.The picture we have just described is so circular (forgiveness, denial, forgetfulness, denial, anger, denial, and blindness) it prevents you from ever getting to the point or the truth of what has actually happened. This attitude puts you forever at risk of repeating the mistakes of the past, when using your judgment and intuition would have allowed you the chance to bring your life to a higher level. So you are stuck in denial, because presumably, expressing who you are and what you think goes against forgiving others. This encourages endless tolerance toward people who should not be permitted the rights and privileges of being close to you.

This brings us to the third lie which leads to the Black Hole: By telling the truth, you are hurting others and “making waves.” This is not socially acceptable will bring rejection and abandonment (from the very people you should have already left behind). While keeping this circular emotional prison you can’t speak truly or express your feelings honestly. You are expected to beam love, or you risk being seen as intolerant, selfish and overly sensitive.

How can you be able to beam love when you have put all the resentment, rage and fear into your stomach, intestines, heart and mind in order to paste a big smile on your face and pretend all is just fine? This is not love, forgiveness, tolerance or spiritual elevation; it is denial. All of it is designed to prevent you from being free, and to prevent you from raising your vibration to be the brilliant Lightworker you really are. You have just signed on to wearing the ball and chain which will prevent you from rising to your own Ascension.

Therefore, denial really means you must put all people, events and personal behaviours that you dislike and that make you feel ashamed, angry, hurt or unworthy into a little box labeled “Things to forget.” This you place in a secret corner of yourself while you give yourself credit for having “worked this out.” By doing this, you adopt the cabal principle: “It happened so long ago it’s no longer true, so don’t bring it up.” Understand, that by doing this you cannot manifest your ideal life, because the vision of your ideal life dies with the denial of yourself.

If you are in denial mode, you can’t forgive yourself and you can’t forgive others.
How to resolve this paradox? First we must understand that there are two real forms of forgiveness.

First, there is the truth and reconciliation form of forgiveness, which takes place between two or more people who are present and aware of the interaction. It requires acknowledgement of responsibility, genuine regret and a heartfelt apology, “I promise I will never do this to you again” and they don’t, ever. Only then is it possible for the injured one to truly forgive and go on in the relationship without compromising their integrity and good judgment. (Beware the false apology which carries a tone of blame and entitlement – the “I’m sorry you made me do it” manipulation.)

The following conditions must be present in order to resolve the conflict:

– The one who has been hurt acknowledges their feelings and offers the other the opportunity to make up for their mistake. This is a gift of trust and good will.

– The person who has hurt another takes responsibility, expresses genuine regret, and asks for forgiveness. It creates an environment in which real closeness and trust can grow. From this fertile ground, a strong and healthy relationship can develop.

Genuine reconciliation and forgiveness requires openness, transparency, mutual kindness and conscious agreement before moving on. If you have not accomplished this, and you decide to stay, you are creating a recipe for disaster. If you haven’t seen all of the above elements, and you “forgive and forget” anyway, you are abandoning your freedom and the opportunity to be authentically yourself. It is wiser to walk away. Compromising your integrity in trade for resolution can only recreate the cycle of resentment and pain.

The second form of forgiveness is a solo mastery of feelings, apart from any continuing relationship. This is not to be confused with the above reconciliation/forgiveness. In this case, the perpetrator is unrepentant, unwilling to negotiate, or absent. This form of forgiveness MUST NOT be used as an excuse for playing on the dark side by supporting another’s bad behavior, or for congratulating yourself for being above it all.

We understand that the internal resolution of pain or injury from the past is the path to peace of mind. In order to accomplish this we must be willing to release all feelings of resentment or victimization, which keep us tied to the perpetrator and the darkness we experienced. Seeing that our own recovery is more important than revenge allows us to make the choice to release ourselves to love again in spite of past hurt.

One who has been devastated by traumatic events or a life without love can lose their grip on themselves, on their faith in God and their self-respect. People who have been victimized can fall into a bottomless pit of self-blame and loathing. It takes courage, determination and focus to restore your Faith and to believe in yourself.

This form of forgiveness is fundamentally about your own recovery and the decision to live in the present, in love with yourself. Embracing the truth of your past rather than trying to deny it makes it possible to restore your sense of self-respect and worthiness. This is a real achievement. Learning to love yourself is the true key to forgiveness. It is the way out of the Dark Hole, and the path to manifesting the ideal life you came here to live.

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So, Back to my beginning of this blog! We need to re-create and find new shelter and sustinence to Grow🙂
So how do we find this new beginning ya see and envision its birth within me:)
…..welp , first chore fer me is ya see, to get outa the way:)!!!!
So the forces at werk in my life can be allowed to Re-create:)….
this saying i find so true as long as it is percieved correctly,,,
fer ones perception of god may be different than onothers!… but
the saying goes as this>>>>” Let go! ~ Let God”! <<<<<
to a certain extent I am a firm believer in it 🙂 ,
because of my interpretation ya see 🙂 !
For this werd that keeps coming up today fer me is to re-create:)….
well….it seems as in no matter of co-incidence un-natura l:) ?
what a sense or context; i put it my life is and should always be just about that 🙂
Re-creation 🙂
hopefully one day I can make a living just doing RECREATION<:)….ah but ya see now right:) okay:)darn oh well i guess i am making a living re-creating hehe…lol
RECREATION ` most simply put is not always having fun 🙂
😦 but sometimes might be a real chore
or task…but it is what it is, if ya lewk at it difinitively….
might even get hurt re-creating if ya mess up?
so be careful !
re-creation = recreation:) without the gap:)
So point of my thoughts to me today is to “LET GO” and not let thine ego direct the script:) but let
it be found within actions done out of discerned direction of the higher spirit:)….. ❤
Fer me to continue to let the higher order of things run the reels, and beware that my dicisions can
dramatically change the script:)..
so be poingnant bout my needs and directiveness is important today….
may today I be the best part of the script that I can imagine, and werk with truth and honesty,
and if it requires it….shut my mouth:) hehe and have a little wisdom bout me:)
..fer ..sometimes it
is wiser not to say anything at all, but just to see it fer what it is and experience
” it.”
..whatever it is..
so the least I want to forget today is my ability to Re-create:).
…for recreational activitys keep me
free and feeling like i am a part of the
“big picture show”:)
so jest fer today:)
“let go!” and
“let ur higher power show ya how to re-create”
and maybe have a little fun:) while ur at it also…
fer to give it up and let the higher order of things kinda show ya the path
won’t always be the better road as one may percieve but i’ll gaurantee ya this!
“it’ll be different”
and prolly a little cleaner 🙂
cya……..quarksire“)
OH PS: dont let go too much..hang on jest enough so ya are enabled to still get to the top of ur stair way and destination without too much effort; is the way i see it and without interfering in the “plan” beyond me out to the universe 🙂 ? wallah 🙂 ….as soon as the higher order of things tells ya to get on the ball and re-create a specific thing,,,,wellll….get on the ball and do it!
dont fall! ~ and remember
“crashing is not an option”
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beware of the ego and fear!
especially when ya are going to land 🙂
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Watch ou fer the freeways, an Okies & hippies {watch out!} and the rednecks too 🙂 …viejo ~y namaste’ 2
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easy to say huh….well into action should be my quest daily in every thing i do:)…
okay …gotta go and get into action 🙂 chow!
if nutin else i’ll scrub the floors, and do my dishes too 🙂
hmmmm maybe a little more too…
whew…q:)
……cya

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Colorado Stickbug Keepin a Grip

Well now today they take the color option out of the text editor an pagebuilder ?  like whats dat all bout i got to wunder ?…….why can’t things that werk good jest get left alone i do not know anymore Oh well …

HANG IN THERE IS ALL I CAN SAY!

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and why 5 out of 10 people are positively negative or stuck in false judgement i jest do not know anymore, what happened to good ol’ value systems, honesty and integrity, that were kinna in one way set up around the world as a standard once, lol, yeah the book of standards the united nations way…..thats right…NOT!…. why are so many folks at war in their life?, a war they gots going between the brain and the mind, the brains fears always trying to one up on the mind with a false ego ussually made out of lies made from alcohol or other things that cause dillusional thinking, yeah thats some smart stuff huh! lol..

…well, one thing i have found is way evident is ya can control some of the people some of the time, and the ones ya can’t well? depends upon what they do, how the world rocks and rolls now it appears..is it poetic justice for the love poet to be hater at heart 😦 why there is so much dis-onor an hipocracy in the world also, i jest don’t have a clue, always for a dollar or 2 more it seems, the ol money and material things and how big and bad things are being more important than truth and honor ? ..

Anyhow watching this bug crawl up da wall was a trip, it uses the cracks, as a climber would the crevices and cracks up a big horizontal wall, was very kewl u could auctually see the bug analysing the next best step, anyhow , a reminder, to take life

one step at a time

one day at a time

with precision,

No Crashing now

still got a way 2 go!

if ya wanna make it to da top!

ya know!

nuff said fer one day…

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click on either one of the pics to see the full size version of

dis Colorado stick bug

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Wednesday Wind Warrior By Quarksire

Well, heres a few pics i tewk while i was flyin’ round my arena here in pagosa springs, once again,

Mike an his balloon was also out an another also , but never made it over to that side of the valley…….

So  jest had a day of thinking though da’ THOUGHT fer da day AGAIN

” CRASHING IS NOT AN OPTION!”

A Windy Wind Warrior Q is again on a Wednesday in Pagosa Springs! Colorado! Fun no way!  🙂

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Cold still at 6;45 am ,,, no way,i am still half asleep!  i tear off da mask once the suns been up an hour till then it be chilly at 9000 feet 🙂 lol.

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in the pic above i am bout 150 feet above my house lewking east at 7 am

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~ spring has sprung! an 99.9 % of the snow is gone cept for spots in da shade and at high altitudes…leavin’ some kewl ponds round but not as many this year as last this year most all snow is gone below 9000 feet at june already,

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so well go figure

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in dis’ blank state when we awake, where do we go frum here? wellHAVE A TERREFFIC THURSDAY whatever u daooo,,,qnan remember

“CRASHIN IS NO AN OPTION”!

1DAAT folks

“Keep on Keepin on”

“take it Easy!”

over an out frum

link of da day below 🙂

https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/05/05/1daat-means-one-day-at-a-time/

 Q….

 

Weekend Bliss wit Quarksire

 ***** these flyng thingzz are well*****

^^^^^^^^ what they are ^^^^^^^^

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an in Q’s life there is definitely more than one way to fly! as most of ya know i have a trike with an engine, an also fly the powered parachute with a trike under it also…unlike the ppg,,,well these pics need not much more explanation, the little bita text i put in kinna sayz it all, so don’t need to bore ya wit my jargon! Do Enjoy the Pics i’ve posted below though !Here are jest 2 more ways to fly and well, once ya own the equipment well, it don’t cost ya nothing but gas to get there,,,then ya JUMP and have fun an fly FREE!

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…….as long as ya don’t crash ….now that’d cost ya, well maybe more than an arm an a leg, so “CRASHING IS NOT AN OPTION!”

Q

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FIRST THING YA GOT TO DO IS GET TO DA TOP!

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THEN YA GOT TO GANDER AT DA WEATHER FER A FEW AN SMOKE ONE IF YA SMOK LOL 🙂

GET IN DA RIGHT MINDSET NO MATTER WHAT!..MEDITATE A BIT AN ALL…UR LIFE MIGHT DEPEND ON IT!

AN MAYBE…JEST MAYBE…….GET A FEW TIPS FROM DA’ INSTRUCTOR LADY!

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the advantage of flying meriams crater is it is a volcano and no matter what way the wind comes at it ya can most always launch every day!***

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one step at a time then ya ……..

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is fun gettin real HIGH ^^^

wit ur buddies an ya can talk to each udder up dere also!

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******there is a down side to it fer da guy doin da driving though geez……

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*** say its my turn! LoL on top of da volcano! ***

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a sleigh ride kinna day it was on saturday!

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a lotta time waiting fer the wind!

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*** FLY 4 FUN FLY 4 FREE! ***

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******** all flights are not created equal either! ********

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welcome to hwy 666 🙂

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***********dont touch that wing tip!*******

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so training day over fer now in Q’s werld today hope u enjoined the picture show….this is obviously a place in my werld where “GRAVITY” is not my best friend! LoL have a great week everyone an don’t let the Gravity of the situation get ya down, if it does take a big breath an make it a sleigh ride, even without a lift its lotsa fun , life that is,,,

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over an out fer now…MORE TO COME i even gots video to go with this also sumtime when i get my speed back lol…..

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Sunup In cortez with quarksire

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So, yeah dare to come soar with Q this spring er summer !  It‘s a wunderful Ryde! an U too Can Fly Says a Gimping Ol’ Man! LoL is easy an fun any kid can fly! Believe it er not!  I am flying here with one hand on wing and one hand on my camera so excuse the shaky, the mount on wing was broke…

?question is is the kid still in yaz? is inexpensive and fun sport an

“no license required”

an remember!
“crashin’ is not an option!”

we fly here to have fun not to dare ouselves to a new life ,

this is life in da’ rockies is all…

an da’ plauteaus in colorado!

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Monumentally Speaking 2014 by Quarksire

Monument Valley by Ultralight Trikes

Where “crashin’ is not an option!”

for this walking Barometer

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been reminded today by a blogger friend 
the most monumental parts of my years
an what they are,
and well,
this is mainly it;

 

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First ya got to Love Urself

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The other thingz will come next

jest Q here saying if’n ya feel like some wunderful fun this spring or summer ahead in colorful colorado,

drop me a line, is what Q do here is ryde and fly on clear days when the titanium aint buzzin!  LoL …

So, yeah dare to come soar with Q this spring, It‘s a wunderful ride. an U too Can Fly Says a Gimping Ol’ Man! LoL is easy an fun any kid can fly! Believe it er not! ?question is is the kid still in yaz? is inexpensive and fun sport an

“no license required”

an remember!
“crashin’ is not an option!”

we fly here to have fun not to dare ouselves to a new life ,

this is life in da’ rockies is all…

an da’ plauteaus in colorado!

frum a different perspective

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no wreckin’ okay!

ya reckon?

Not in Q’s Life anyhow:)

not no more..its not allowed 🙂 hehe

unless i goin to bed:)…

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 a new perspective an a new slanted lewk is all it takes

to change ur whole life.

So, take the dare come learn how to fly with me < click LINK

🙂

Q

aNCIENT aRROW Time Capsule 4 U from Quarksire

an “james” of course 🙂

Chamber 4 & 5 Wingmakers

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This well this internet well…..is like one big giant time capsule for me……..

In 1997 wingmakers brought me to the internet for the first time ever so frum da time capsule I bring you todays post-it a 2 faceted Gem of a poem an music to go along with the poem… with 2 titles Missing – One Day! – untangeable an unchangeable are many thingz here fer me so…the POETRY AND THE VIDEOS BELOW ARE JEST A MERE FRAGMENT OF THE TIME CAPSULE ALL THE MUSIC ART PHILOSOPHY AND everything James Original website here has to offer,, hope u ejoy the music an all if ya never heard it especially the chamber 1 and 7 music etc etc and poetry is pert fascinating stuff, i am starting in the middle here as a introduction to wingmakers and the ancient arrow projekt 🙂 over an out frum Q enjoy da pages , all here below is propert of james,,an wingmakers…take care over an out…Q

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Missing
Facing another evening without you
I am torn from myself
in movements of clouds,
movements of earth spinning
like the sure movement of lava as it rolls to sea.
Yet when I arrive
you are still gone from me
23 footsteps away;
a cluster of punishment.
A bouquet of the abyss.
When I look to the east I think of you
softly waiting for the vines to abdicate
their portion of your heart.
So you can be chiseled out of the matrix
with smooth hammer strokes
from my hands.
Freed of the coal, the black rot
of untouched shoulders,
you can open your eyes again
flashing the iridescent animals,
valiant vibrations of your rich spirit.

Centerpiece of my table
I stare at you in candlelight,
the windows behind, black in their immensity,
only enlarge you.
Making you more of what I miss.
The procession of prophecies
has entered me again
casting doubt in my mind like rain
on dead leaves.
I go among your body
to feel the presence of your heart beating
something golden spun from another world.
You cannot feel me.
I am invisible in all ways to you, but one.
A reflection in the mirror.
Beneath your eyes
you see me dancing away the body.
Dancing away the mind.
Dancing away the incarnations
of my absence.
One Day
One day,
out of this fleshy cocoon
I will rise like a golden bird of silent wing
graceful as the smoke of a fallen flame.
I will dream no more of places
hidden–secreted away in heaven’s cleft
where the foot leaves no print.
One day,
I will walk in gardens holding hands
with my creation and creator.
We will touch one another
like lovers torn by death
to say goodbye.
We will lay in one another’s arms
until we awaken as one
invisible to the other.
One day,
I will isolate the part of me
that is always present.
I will dance with it
like moonlight on water.
I will hold it to myself in a longful embrace
that beats perfection
in the hymn of the Songkeeper.
One day,
when I curl away inside myself
I will dream of you
this flesh-covered-bone of animal.
I will yearn to know your life again.
I will reach out to you
as you now reach out to me.
Such magic!
Glory to covet the unknown!
That which is
is always reaching for the self
that cheats appearances.
Who dreams itself awake and asleep.
Who knows both sides of the canvas
are painted, awaiting the other
to meld anew.

~ chamber 4 ~
well when hanging out in chamber 4 one can find the true score,,,an more ,,,i tell ya, but then who am i to tell ya anything lol.check it out fer urself ..
heres a bit of Chamber philosophy from chamer 4 from u click on this paragraph to read more 
“The entity model of expression is designed to explore new fields of vibration through biological instruments and transform through this process of discovery to a new level of understanding and expression as a Sovereign Integral. The Sovereign Integral is the fullest expression of the entity model within the time-space universes, and most closely exemplifies Source Intelligence’s capabilities therein. It is also the natural state of existence of the entity that has transformed beyond the evolution/saviorship model of existence and has removed itself from the controlling aspects of the Hierarchy through the complete activation of its embedded Source Codes. This is the level of capability that was “seeded” within the entity model of expression when it was initially conceived by Prime Creator. All entities within the time-space universes are in various stages of the transformational experience and each are destined to achieve the Sovereign Integral level as their Source Codes become fully activated.
The transformational experience is the realization that the entity model of expression is capable of direct access to Source Intelligence information, and that the information of Prime Creator is discovered within the entity level of the Sovereign Integral.MORE…

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an brought to u by “James” the original wingmakers webby werld

http://www.wingmakers.us/wingmakersorig/www.wingmakers.com/arrow/chambers/chamber4.shtml

For its been 4 years an more now i still single and the wingmakers, well they told me she never let go of fear and they were right , i should have known …batter not but better thoughts an about from forward on all i can do is sing the song of chamber 4 an move right on to

~ chamber 5 ~

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cHAMBER 5 MUSIC CLICK ON LINK BELOW:)

http://www.wingmakers.com/arrow/chambers/poetry/poem5.html

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an so an an so forth enjoy ur day ! whomevr ya are whever ya bee:) skip right on through to six an well is a big turn in events fer da Q 🙂 yep yep 🙂 21 chambers an chapters to go!

This section of the site will acquaint you with the various artifacts that were found in the WingMakers’ time capsule in northern New Mexico. These artifacts are not completely represented mostly because of time constraints and the need to remain very mobile at present. However, all of the 23 chamber paintings are intact, all of the poetry has been translated, 10 music compositions from the first 10 chambers have been decoded, and thus far, two of philosophical papers have been posted. For the most part, the technology artifacts are being withheld from the site at this time due to strategic reasons. However, two of these artifacts are shown – chambers one and four. i WOULD GO ON AN ON AN TELL YA BOUT THE CORTEUM AND THE “ANCIENT ARROW PROJECT” ITSELF BUT THIS BLOG IS BOUT THE ANCIENT ARROW PROJECT MUSIC INTERPRETATIONS ETC ETC FOUND IN THE “OPTICAL DISCS”..WELL MORE TO COME SOME DAY IF I BLOG BOUT THAT ,,EXPLORE WINGMAKERS! WEBSITE HERE AND WELL U’LL LEARN FOR URSELF WHAT I DID WAY BACK IN 1997 I LIVE HERE IN THE AREA, AND KNOW MORE HISTORY THAN I WISH TO EVEN TALK BOUT HERE IN DA MEESELY OL BLOG WERLD , DO SOME RESEARCH THOUGH..CHECK OUT THE TIME CAPSULE AS U LISTEN TO THE PLAYLIST ER WHATVER BELOW 🙂

http://www.wingmakers.com/arrow/chambers/capsule.html

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For they are Jest a FE MORE 🙂 Starz of todayz Picture Show frum Q

Hasta’ Q..Oh an Remember!

“Crashing is Not an Option”

No matter how ya fly this fine day!!!!!!!

fLY THROUGH THE TIME CAPSULE WITH JAMES HERE LISTEN TO SOME GEWD VIBES BE WELL BE HAPPY AND ENJOY UR EXPLORATION, TAKE WHAT YA NEED LEAVE THE REST, IS A FUN PLACE TO HANG OUT,,ART MUSIC AN MORE…AN U TUBE WELL,,,HAS A COMPLETE LISTING SO DOES THE QUARKED ON THERE..HERE IS HIS VERSION CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO SEE QUARKSIRES ANCIENT ARROW PLAYLIST AND ENJOY UR DAY AND LISTENING 🙂 CAN’T SEEM TO DELETE THE DELETED VIDS I GOT THERE SO SOON..OK BYE…:)

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