Know thyself – cuz Ya Never Know!

moving-forward
  So whats the point he said she said??? there are 2 many points to this subjekT! lol.
although it is mostly bout what one loves…whatevr that is!…

Ten years ago i loved what i thought was an angel ? only to find out after months that the angel loved the devil more than life itself…what do i mean buy the devil..”D evil” well to me definition of EVIL is simply ..anything that is opposite to LIVE in thinking..an well the “devil;” lol..has to be …against lived.or da’ live…….

then 3 years laters the same kind of scenario trips up my life to no end….by another so-called angel, one i have a hard time forgiving for not being an honest human an taking me for Time, energy, money, direction and sending me into a downward spiral emotionally for years! 😦 Yeah that was love ……I am still today at this moment paying for that wunderful adventure….guess i was cheap entertainment 4 a year o the internet, an a few months sex for her…whatevr is all i can say now…cuz i have to accept that there are people who are against live….an all out for themselves in evry way? money wise though being the most important to these kinda lovers it is more important than all the fears that they behold in life$$$$…..so much for angels…..
So, point of this is one thing . “YA NEVER KNOW” bout anything or anybody really truly.i did not choose for them to be selfish or greedy or to rip me off for cash an time an life an emotions whatever 4?..or do ya bout them?..? or do we jest have to make better choices? wtf? i do not know what the answer is but my present relationship does not exhibit or even come close to or have any tendencies to be against live…an definitely is not against lived, because her lived is what makes her that person that she is today!…..

well one in many millions to me my lady is…nothing of the sort or kind against live…wtf for she says…why be against ur life? an if ya are well ur close to suicide…i guess…anyhow an against live Evil…why be that now when what we have lived brought us to be who we are today? why join up with the “devil” against lived an whom is Evil? …..what on earth for really? $$$$$ in the end with these greedy selfish people…they do not care what the causal effects of their taking frum u for their own personal benefit…very cold an self centered in my book of life ..unto death when we part! yep!…as they walk round talking bout how they notice all the self centered people etc etc? like wtf..Hippocratic to the max i see in so many people these days…hurting on others? finding humor in it an then saying they are innocent in all their false judgements an taking frum ya?…

BACK 2 the POINT! YA NEVER KNOW!….I simply want to live an love …simple right…..LIFE!

what is it ya never know…well, lotsa things in this life of pomp an circumstance, good choices vs. bad etc etc fate er destiny? which is it an why? YA WILL PROLLY never know where ya come frum really….other than jest one thing really …love an desire to live! that’s bout it!…other than that ya prolly will never know ? when fate ? destiny? luck bad er good? or pomp or circumstance by being in the wrong place at the wrong time??? Fact; some things an people in my life will be part of my infinity 4 one reason er another!

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WELL? YA NEVR KNOW …BOUT ANY OF THAT IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS AN WILL BE WHAT IT IS ALSO? MY point is a LOT OF IT IS SIMPLY ABOUT CHOICE; why should human being be so inconsiderate to others as to take a child of theirs away frum them an not ever let that child see them after 6 years of life? moving to another part of the state? an disappear…but on the back side of life stalk ya for $$$?.an reprogram the child with nonsense!….why would sumeone go nuts an kill my lady and her father an rape her an steal car an money an drive off 500 miles away to then kill a group of 4 in a campground ???wtf? then when they find this guy an pull him over he puts his cig out in the middle of his forehead? before they take him off to jail? nope he wasn’t drunk or on drugs either ..jest a crazy who should not have been let out on parole but was an ex-murder who should have never been let out? as far as i am concerned in the furst place ..system failure to me…an welp is bout it..the whole good system is collapsing upon itself cuza the bad? is a trip how society as a whole don’t want to get a grip an get along, truly sad really……so wtf is what i am saying to U today is ya NEVER KNOW when shit will or can happen in ur life…My experience though is that if ya fear the crazy people they will be attracted to ya…so HAVE NO FEAR! ..most important though is one has to KNOW THYSELF an be able to get a grip when crazy shit does happen in their life…….
Why would someone intoxicated to the max choose to take a drive with the 4 year old in the car to the races! lol. such alcoholic stupity auctually!..@ well @ i know by personal experience an everyones is different because of choices of habits..once again i choose today LOVE instead of fear!..(an alcoholism).(escapisms) an ism’s in general!
but really ! Ya NEVER KNOW ..either after the habits ya might choose in life what will become of it or because of the HABIT! everything bout ya changes 4 ever…cosmic cosmology in a sense to me is where one recognizes that happening in their life! that is to be lived! once ya turn round ur perception and analysis an stop being a selfish human as the doers that hurt ya well, ya see the HABITS one chooses are of most important to their very own existence an life itself! in all and every ways everything is bout HABIT! an choosing the correct ones…ya only got so much room in ur brain an so much time in ur life so depending upon the HABITS u choose is what will become the outcome in this standpoint alone…..

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So on that note well, i have in my lifetime learned to choose certain habits that were good for me rather than badhabits that were good for me rather than bad! habits like my addiction to flying, driving, Riding an experiencing FUN things….an doing my photography,..to old to scare the shit out of myself an rock climb though lol…been there done that badge..an i got hurt more than once doing it…so having an addictive personality an having healthy habits is a good thing! in Q’s book of life….over the years i have traded my BAD habits for so called better or gooder habits lol…as a child would say!…an for that fact i am grateful ..i have chosen to not disengage frum my personal reality anymore..which i did every day 4 about 26 years as a functioning alcoholic an businessman in the worlds workforce…if i would have continued that HABIT of drinking i would have killed my self or another doing it …having to come to terms with that an quit was hard..very hard…but well, i am alive today because i do not drink..an as a result i can still fly my ultralight or drive my car or ryde my motorcycle to my hearts delight @ long @ i don’t get sick over my latest adventure with dis-ease an the bodys malfunction.my (PKD)..so is a dna flip and a genetic flaw they say that causes mine…as with many debilitating diseases, they are all jest a genetic flip…with different causes of symptom in different places based upon the flip…for 10 years now i have had my kidneys failing in a bad way an knew it ..they the kidneys in my abdomen are bout 4 times the size of the normal persons kidneys..maybe 5…covered with polycysts they are…an the cycts are spread all over in my abdomen also???oh did i say it hurts? …well has come to the point of dialysis…in my werld…an thats a whole nother post it…
THE point of this post it was to give preponderance to the fact that well….YA NEVER KNOW! ….bout anything really or anybody! as la live learn an grow ya know better..but that does not save ya frum the THEN…an point of that is ya forgive the THEN so ya can live in the now! even if someone ya knew 5 10 er 20 years ago is still negatively affecting ur mind with negative energy 😦

IT’S ALL IN UR MIND YES INDEED!!!!
SO KEEP THE GOOD, IS ALL I CAN SAY….when in recovery..because…

YA NEVR KNOW!…….

all i can say is one should always keep hope in their higher power within themselves to pull them thru if they really want to get thru it..it is really tough ? indeed it is a lot to accept that some people are simply selfishly programmed an so addicted to their programming that they will never change…bred by fear live by fear so to say….therefore that is not love an my objektive as of late is one thing LOVE….an well till i die i am going to live my very own version of the great american dream…an hopefully fly an ryde an well, live an have fun with my love, an simply experience a few good fun things in life instead of focusing on the bad an the past …

CUZ YA KNOW WHAT FOLKS “IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS “! WHAT EVER IT IS NOW…..GOT TO ACCEPT THAT AN MOVE ON FRUM THERE.

OVER AN OUT FRUM THE Q

Into da’ Zone

Into the Zone

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T here is a place where you can focus, where you can be effective, where you can make a solid connection to the best you have to offer. It is not a physical place, but rather a place that you can reach within yourself.

This Ya might think this place is an illusive place….but it auctually is an easy place to find, although many don’t feel comfortable there?…
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There is a way for you to block out the distractions, to give your full attention to the task at hand. There is a way for you to rise above the noise, confusion and superficial concerns that would otherwise hold you back.
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Where is that place, what is that way? It is found by living true to your most deeply held purpose.
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It is reached by admitting and allowing the person you really are to drive your thoughts and actions. It is attained by honoring your most treasured dreams, by keeping them at the front of your mind, and by knowing that your life will make them real.
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Remind yourself of who you are, of what you have to give, of the vision you can offer to life. See ur Vision like yvess rossy saw his. That Vision is the inspiration that leads to action to make the dream er vision a reality!:)That Vision that will put you into a zone where your thinking is clear and focused, and your actions bring the results you intend.
Whatever may be happening in the world around you, there is a way for you to get into a zone of positive purpose and heightened effectiveness.

Connect to the person you truly are, and you are there.
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get urself into that zone where creativity mixes with expressionism…and a little fun….can even add a challenge to it too…whatever ya do make it fun!….by gettin into the zone:)…..
the zone of ur dreams…the zone of the dreams that can become truly a reality for ya:)….create from ur dream:)
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believe and know ur thoughts are things
goin’ through ur body like sensations on waves…
splashin’ out the other side of expression…into a bit of realism….
and things one only dreamed possible:)…..
a h yes but to not be a dreamer fer me would not allow me to many times see the future that wasn’t …but will be the past after the creation from the expression of the dream has been so superbly done…
achieve ur dreams and visions as goals:)
beyond anything
is ur dreams desires….
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with a little fortitude…the visions may become reality!..
so fly away into ur zone…..
if ya climb, climb ur way to the zone
if ya dive well
jest dive right in…if ya ride ride to it- if ya drive drive 2 it …any way ya do it!!!!
most importantly….Jest see the vision in the zone
and follow it with all ur hearts desire 🙂
and ya will become the future this zone of thought has to offer ya…
if ya get my drift…Believe it er Not!

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well then ya could jest slip into the zone now couldn’t ya:)
thanks fer slippin’ by my Zoned out blog:)….
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okay bye for now….………..
OK, the bakery is comin up on the right…………..@ QUARKSIRES YOU TUBER WERLD

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ENJOY!


and i thought i was almost lost, now, how bout U!?

 


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Expression vs. Frustration

When the spirit is frustrated and cannot expand, this is made known through the feeling system of the individual— as has always been the case.

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So, Barely know by beery few People are my perceptions about hangin’ in a Beary Gewd way! Jest Barely at least!

Hope everyone has a gewd day an great weekend 🙂 Today i am going to use this opportunity on a relaxing by the fireplace kinna Saturday, a no pressure No Problem Kinna day!

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Keeping Fear{false evidence appearing realz}

Away..Away yes Away with da’ fear frum me myself I and what othersz have to say is,

Enjoy this little photo log with a few pics of my playing arena here

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Prayer, especially the redundant type, is little more than a one-way conversation which results in the speaker gaining little when he/she elects not to listen, as well. If the majority of our Western religious institutions emphasized the act of meditation as strongly as that of prayer, their members might experience accelerated spiritual growth on a yet unimagined an uparralleled scale.

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Those who master us through fear, master us for life.

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Such limiting beliefs and judgments have interfered tremendously with the natural communicative pathways between embodied entities and All That Is. They have greatly reduced the creative ability to transmute Universal Energy at will, all but eliminated the original fluidity of reality, and entrapped humans within the very tools which were intended to empower them. The result is that humankind has become mired within an illusory “reality” of their own creation, cut off from the overarching reality, guidance and direction of All That Is

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It would seem that these “feelings” serve as the energy form that converts our “beliefs” into our created reality. The stronger our particular beliefs, the more expanded our creative results. Some would call this “simple faith”, but it is more complicated than that. We can successfully connect the two if we are willing to make an honest evaluation of our inherited beliefs. Also, we can drift far off course, but we can not sever the tethering line which keeps us connected to Thee Spirit. Thus, with intent, we can reestablish a course correction at any point in our existence.

These beliefs, and any others which limit human development and expression, are no longer to be tolerated. The state of the earth becomes less and less stable as more and more energy is fed into the existing limited beliefs. Now is the time for the piece-by-piece dismantling of the dense energy network that stifles the spiritual, mental and physical evolution of the human species.

The opposite of expression is frustration. Spiritual frustration is the antithesis of the Creator’s intended purpose. It also signals its own presence through the feeling system. Frustration is acknowledged by unpleasant emotions. The spiritual insurance against continuous frustration comes in the form of self-preservationary reactions to unpleasant feelings which are hard-wired into the body. Such reactions virtually override the mind where the human limitations reside. The emotions contain creative arousal energy which moves the individual to corrective action. Such a force is the natural spiritual aggression, yet missing the intentional focus. Such corrections preserve the species, but since they lack intention, they do not facilitate human purpose. At best, they buy time.

While “buying time” does not necessarily mean we own it forever, it does enable us to expand our consciousness and continue to open our “spiritual” eyes until we can eventually recognize the pattern and purpose of life’s meaning. distortions we can learn to live without.

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For spirit not only has consciousness with which to know itself, it also has intention through which it can experience, feel, manifest and direct itself. This intention has become disassociated from spirit in the realm of human understanding to the degree that it now needs its own name. It has been termed Divine Will. It is through this disconnection that so many no longer experience the guidance of “Godly” intention. It is through this disconnection that self preservation has become the motivational norm. It is through this disconnection that events seem to come out of nowhere, rather than to be creatively designed and attracted by the individual through willful choice.

In a manner of speaking, spirit relates to light and will relates to darkness. Consciousness is the fastest vibratory aspect of spirit, and will is the slower more physical magnetic vibration which exists as a porthole of sorts into physical existence. Consciousness is the point of power and will is the focus of that power. The will vibrates the darkness to receive the light of spirit in the physical form. It is through this process that imagined thought forms become physical objects and probable events become actual physical events. Together, consciousness and will create the desired intended reality.

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Imagine a “porthole” below the waterline on an ocean liner. We can open that porthole and the ocean will flow into our environment. We need only to trust in our ability to control that “flow” in such a way that it can serve to give us say, a comfortable shower. While this might be most difficult to imagine, just think of all the technical miracles the human race has already brought into its reality and how many more are in the process stage right now. We have harnessed vast rivers to bring light into our nights, for example. Now, a greater enlightenment awaits us.

Probably the most distorted and misused phrase in today’s lexicon is the utterance that it is “God’s Will”. Dragged to the fore at every unpleasant experience in life, it is used to placate those who have adopted and accepted the victimization mentality so nourished by the full spectrum of our religious, political, economic and social institutions. Nothing could stretch us further away from the obvious truth. Not only does it stamp out the spiritualization of humanity, it reduces humans to some type of warped cogs of an erratic wheel of destiny.

It is time to reclaim this aspect of spirit for a more complete understanding of and participation within the human condition. Although the term “Will” is utilized, it should be clear that it is still part and parcel of every human spirit.

It is time to reclaim this aspect of spirit for a more complete understanding of and participation within the human condition. Although the term “Will” is utilized, it should be clear that it is still part and parcel of every human spirit.

So many of the terms we use in daily life are tossed about with little appreciation of their meaning and influence, but we can correct that. It requires little more than quiet reflection and a willingness to connect our words with those beliefs which bring about the consequences in our livez 🙂

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The purpose of human existence is for a given spirit to develop and express its potential in physical form. This is also the intention of Divine Spirit as carried out by Divine Will within each individual. Both are manifested in body, with the spirit experienced as consciousness and the will, experienced as “feeling”. Will power is raw emotional energy. Both aspects of spirit are to remain in balance with each other as two halves of a whole.

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Consciousness and Will: Complimentary qualities in the process of human life. We can only hope that this new millenium will bring a true understanding of their value and utilization. When this comes about, we will be more than we have been and more than we have ever hoped to become.

While we are told that we have the gift of Free Will, we are also led to believe that we can only exercise this gift in a limited fashion and that we are tethered to a controlling Being who is perpetually testing, rewarding and punishing us in some arbitrary fashion. We are led to believe that this is a “state” we can only hope to pray ourselves out of. Meanwhile, as the bumper sticker states: Shit happens.

Upon examining the will as a separate entity to learn its function, it is now necessary to conceptually place it back within spirit where it belongs. Will is not separate from spirit. It shall now be recognized as its feeling aspect. Feelings shall now be respected for the spiritual intention that they communicate. Feelings shall now be respected for the powerful creative will energy that they contain. Feelings both communicate intentions from spirit and magnetically bring them into physical reality.

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“Feelings” have a dual and equally valuable purpose. They serve both as a guiding force and as a magnetic force. We have the capacity to bring into our physical reality that which is in our best and higher interest. However, as a result of the gift of free will, this “capacity” can also bring that which is not in our best interest. With understanding and practice, we can acquire the former and avoid the latter.

Thoughts empowered with emotional energy will be more likely to become reality. Whether the thoughts are surrounded with joyous expectation, or dread, worry and fear, they will create events connected to the imagined mental scenario. The mind does not know if an event has been good or bad, but the spirit does. Spiritual intention has been accomplished in physical reality when the feeling pleasure is experienced. If there has been interference from the realm of mind and spiritual intention has not been accomplished, a painful event will result.

Indeed, every unit of matter is imbued with conscious spiritual intention following the pleasure/pain, attraction and repulsion principle—including subatomic quanta .

Because the mind reflects the creative aspect of the human being and because it is exposed to so much information which is individualized by time and space, it is nearly unlimited when it comes to unique memories and creative opportunities.

But it does not come that way. Just as a new body arrives with each birth, a new mind is born for a fresh beginning. Each human being arrives on Earth with a blank slate to be impressed upon by human experience. A blank slate upon which each individual can create their own desired reality. Humans have complete freedom of will to determine what the contents of mind are to be. With this feature, the mind is not so much like a window to the world, or even a mirror of the world, it ismore like a canvas upon which the world can manifest. Like an artist paints a picture, each entity can create a mental landscape like a portrait through which he or she can experience life. The mind holds pictures of the existing world, and adds creative improvements as well. Thus, humans have the fantastic mental agility to create as many unique realities as there are unique human beings. This individualized mind is intended to support and orient the embodied human upon his or her particular destiny path.

The idea that we can build/create our own experiences in this reality and thereby gain knowledge and wisdom is alien to our current societal outlook. Fear and a victim mentality drive our system. The adverse consequences of this state of mind are everywhere. There is an old Chinese proverb: “When one is foolish enough long enough, he/she eventually becomes wise.” There are many reaching that point daily. As it was used in the above paragraph, art is the metaphor for our spiritual evolution. We need only to learn to appreciate it.

If we feel pain and see examples of pain around us, we should note that such is a service, a motivation to act. There would seem to be no shortage of such “opportunities”. It should also serve to show us that we are much more than the total sum of our thoughts . We are also our feelings.

For the spirit is embodied in flesh, and despite the interference of mind, it speaks that language of spirit—it speaks the language of feeling. The rational powers of the mental realm can be overridden by impulses of the physical realm.

BELIEVE IT ER NOT

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may the rains come ur way soon an wash away all the fears u have bout silly thingz in ur life.!

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Fear has its role in our existence, but it is only to stimulate the sensible action of fleeing a life-threatening situation and to, thus, maintain our physical existence and comfort. Once this has been accomplished, “fear” can be compartmentalized and we can go on enjoying that life we so naturally just preserved. Keeping it at the forefront of our thinking will only end up obstructing our growth and development, which is only a more subtle form of death
Conquering the spiritual challenges fully opens the chakra centers and allows full conscious experience and fosters excellent mental and physical health. It is through the successes of their creative adaptations that all human culture arises, and mass consciousness takes a place in the creative formation of the life experience. It is at this point when right and light responses can replace the cruder fight/flight, and approach/avoidance responses that served only self-preservation purposes.
Just as rivers can never permanently run uphill, so the human spirit can not avoid it’s destiny, that being an envelopment with All-That-Is. Each time we embrace a fresh thought, share in idea, create something new out of the multiplicity of our existence, we move toward a greater level of expansion, of which there is no limit.
Despite the repeated mistakes and cycles of ongoing pain within the Earthly experience, the patterns are readily available for conscious comprehension and punctuated enlightenment to occur at any time. The higher destiny awaits, beyond space-time, whole and intact, ready to unfold before the willing eyes, minds, and hearts of humanity
There comes a point of morphic resonance when the human race turns from its less evolved practices associated with such emotions as fear and anger and begins to relate to each other in ways that promise greater joy and fulfillment. Each of us contributes to the achievement of that “point” with our personal commitment to that END!.

A SUMMARY!
Evolutionary Path Of Evolving Consciousness and Feeling Experience
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Fear => Anxiety => Growing Pain => Acceptance => Learning Anticipation => Confidence => Excitement ð Courage => Faith => Universal Oneness
Anger => Frustration => Annoyance => Tolerance => Acceptance => Patience => Curiosity => Mirth => Compassion => Universal Oneness
Sadness => Loneliness => Acceptance => Liberation => Attachment => Trust => Hope => Love => Universal Oneness
Disgust => Annoyance => Tolerance => Acceptance => Curiosity => Camaraderie => Attachment => Friendship => Compassion => Grace => Universal Oneness
Envy/Guilt => Anxiety => Frustration => Acceptance => Confidence => Compassion => Grace => Universal Oneness
Attachment =>Trust =>Hope =>Love =>Compassion =>Faith =>Universal Oneness
Worthiness => Confidence => Pride => Gratitude => Devotion => Universal Oneness

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To BE CONTINUED! Till then Keep on smilin’

Q

Blind Guardian

Life will go on ! yep ! Even for Da’

Blind Guardian

At The Edge Of Time (Full Album)

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A Traveler’s Guide to Space and Time. <link

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From the Edge of Quarkland

Da Quasicle Werld of Quarksire

Da Quasicle Werld of Quarksire

and from Germany comes Da’ Blind Gaurdian,a little too hard core for many but well, if ya can’t handle the wrang of time well, enjoy ur day, I myself love Rock Opera an lettin it all out , especially when i have a point to make:)

So It Is Written

  • Blind Guardian to headline Out & Loud Festival 2014 <link
  • A sign of hope…<link
  • Blind Guardian is a <German power/heavy metal> band formed in the mid-1980s in <Krefeld, West Germany>.[1] They are often credited as one of the seminal and most influential bands in the power metal and speed metal subgenres.[2][3] Nine musicians have been a part of the band’s line-up in its history, which has consisted of singer<Hansi Kürsch>, guitarists< André Olbrich> and <Marcus Siepen>, and drummer Frederik Ehmke since 2005.Blind Guardian is a part of the <German heavy metal scene>that emerged in the mid-1980s. They formed in 1984 as Lucifer’s Heritage by Kürsch (then also bass guitarist), Olbrich, other guitarist Markus Dörk and drummer <Thomas Stauch>. Dörk and Stauch both left the following year, and were replaced by Christof Theißen and Hans-Peter Frey respectively, who left as well before the end of the year. In 1987, Siepen joined and Stauch returned; under this line-up, which lasted 18 years (the longest in the band’s history), the band changed their name to Blind Guardian and released their first album, <Battalions of Fear>, in 1988.Over the releases, Blind Guardian established themselves as a notable successful band and as pioneers of the power metal movement. In 1996, Kürsch stopped to act as bass guitarist to focus on the singing; various session members replaced him, mainly <Oliver Holzwarth>. However in 2005, Stauch left the band, disapproving Blind Guardian’s musical orientation into a more progressive sound with a heavy use of backing vocals, and was replaced by Ehmke.Most of Blind Guardian’s albums were well received by fans and critics alike: <Somewhere Far Beyond> (1992), <Imaginations from the Other Side>(1995), and <Nightfall in Middle-Earth> (1998), are especially seen as influential works. The music is mostly composed by Kürsch and Olbrich together, and the lyrics, written by Kürsch, are mostly inspired by the fiction of fantasy authors such as J. R. R. Tolkien, Michael Moorcock, Robert Jordan, Stephen King and George R. R. Martin as well as traditional legends and epics.[4] Over the years, a running theme has developed which personifies the band members as travelling bards, leading some fans to refer to the band affectionately as “The Bards”.
  • All music by André Olbrich and Hansi Kürsch, except “You’re the Voice” on the bonus CD, which was written by Andy Qunta, Keith Reid, Maggie Ryder and Chris Thompson
    Tracks: for At the Edge of Time
  • 1.”Sacred Worlds” 0:00 🙂 🙂 🙂 ur choice! er not
    2.”Tanelorn (Into the Void)” 9:19 Frum?Canada!
    3.”Road of No Release” 15:17
    4.”Ride into Obsession” 21:48
    5.”Curse My Name” 26:35 😦 another choice 😦
    6.”Valkyries” 32:25
    7.”Control the Divine” 38:59 🙂
    8.”War of the Thrones” 44:24
    9.”A Voice in the Dark” 49:20 🙂
    10.”Wheel of Time” 55:01 🙂 THE END!
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  • so till the wheels of time turn to tell the end of the story,
  • life goes on! Till it ends!
  • have a great day… 🙂
  • Happy Holidaze to one an All! 5 days till x mas!
  • Don’t let the rivers of tears spoil the years ya have left on the planet to instead spin wheels of fortune and good luck.
  • Be a Winner,To many tears for the wrong reasons is not good for ones own physical an mental health.
  • Bet on sure things and let the rest be! 🙂
  • Carry On 🙂 & make the best of the day! 🙂
  • Remember Crashing is not an option &
  • Half Measures will get ya No Wheres but into da fires.
  • Never give up hope an faith no matter how dark it appears to be..in ur Werld, unless of course well, that is ur last option, cuz it got spun outa’ control too far,,,,whatever it is ,if in fact that is the case upon ur last pinning reflection of ur reality then ya jest got to jest accept it! an move on!
  • Rise above it all and do the best one can do an make the next best right decision and keep moving forward without hesitation, so ya don’t fall down!
  • Q
    Right side cover on my bike "infinity" means "moving Forward Without Hesitation"

    Right side cover on my bike “infinity” means “moving Forward Without Hesitation”

    Again Happy Holidaze fly safe ryde safe drive safe be safe, an watch out fer da other guy, it is holiday season ya know.

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  • Q

Balancing Timely Destiny

When one know or thinks one knows whats going to happen in the future er not?  whats important,,,Da Balance or da destiny of it all>? Destiny within Time?

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Balance or Destiny – Is Time Important or not this time?
Understand that no matter how many times we can repeat the action, We can not able to change the fate unless you realize the root cause. We able to fix one, but not necessary mean we can fix the next as well.
“The fool who procrastinates what is to be done waiting for an auspicious time will not achieve the objective. If you could achieve your objectives, that itself is auspicious. What could stars in the sky do?” – Lord Buddha

TIME & Destiny

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Balance? is a matter of choice i suppose huh!

whether we balance time with destiny or balance destiny in a timely manner huh! 🙂
Balance- Oscar Winning Cartoon
Dir: Wolfgang and Christoph Lauenstein, Germany, 1989. Academy Award for Best Animated Short (1989).

 

Hangin in Dere

 Explanation of the Densities beyond ‘normal’ human consciousness is another question though..and also the destinies too!…as one forever calls one back, over and over and , well there is no answer TO MY CALL BACK  jest infitile invisibility……..ah, but if life was only bout honor an truth an dignity huh!…an i even said Please 🙂 anyhow i jest remain hanging in there….with limbo ….the answer 2 my callz :(…

 🙂 Well……heres to Lewkin’ @ You Kiddo…………. 🙂

 

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iam going to stay with the theme of the moth beign Halloweed month here: below is a post frum Angies werld she said once upon a tyme was a poem an post towards me,,,ever since i been trying to call her back now to now avail….well such as life i guess,,,The title of the aformentioned blog was

 Call Me Back

I am with you only

like pensive cries of the panther

in a far country

patrolling raw ruins of forests

I am with you only

as fair lily is with summer

in a far country

where snow is an imagination

I am with you only

driftwood upon a green sea foam

in a far country

where I dream hearts’ confluence

Please call me back

as a flute player serenading

for my cobra energy

heart core of fire unexplored

Please call me back

as volcanic earth surges sing

for my cobra energy

solar flares calling to your sun

Please call me back

so together we break our hearts

for my cobra energy

bewitch us beyond death’s black moon

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below here i am posting this vid of angelas on account of my broken cobra heart

all but for her cobra energy to all but consume because she my angel decided to become

OUT OF ORDER:)

Days after i am told i am her Embryonic star 🙂

so since i feel like i live within her fairy tale for the last years of my life and the guy that hangs out waiting for my apparent Destiny? or is it Fate? heck i don’t know anymore. anyhow her stuff is jest too kewl for skewl and i don’t share enuff of it 🙂 so here ya go :

ANGELA’S YOUTUBE FOR HER ART

Rage for Order Neue Regel

Well, tonight as i swam lap after lap for my physical therapy and mental therapy also,Like sum kinna fatal dream it is……

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i kept thinking of this album still, Rage for Order, something i guess i desire in my disordered 2 person life i attempt to live as one person, is a trip but is what it is, promises fortold and promised were never honored so i am left out in the cold not sure how to deal monday when i arise auctually, till then i can only pray LoL{wait} and think, not funny, but is what it is,,,,When someone else has a stranglehold what can one do? Not sure what the answer really is to that either cuz i seem to be jest a pawn in some adolescent game now:( is not the way i envisioned a love life of mine to be to me 5 years ago, fete?destiny? er well jest plain actions of another and my choices as a result to hang in there no matter what has led me to this point, am sad though when i read blogs bout someoner loosing their whole house to the floods in the lowlands here in Colorado, may miracles find their way to those in need today is all i can say.over and out Q

PS: feel like i did when i was a kid on the swimteam again, have swam almost 2 miles this week alone now:)..feels good and no chlorine either is mineral water, good for the skin also…have a great Sunday everyone Q

Reach for a new horizon
Setting sights on a circuit scream
Hail the new arrival on
Static signs from a distant wanderer
Fill the air nights are never seen
Face the electric time shock now
No it’s not a dream anymore

I will light the way for us to find
Order of a new kind
Join us on the stay the road is mine
Poets line in a rhyme of silence
Gathered from the winter air
Warms the children’s eyes they see
The time is near for the signs

I can hear the chimes
Ringing for you for me
I can see your eyes
Your hands joining with me
I can feel its time
Come together hold the light
Keep the flame we can’t let this world remain
the same

I can hear the chimes
Ringing for you for me
I can see your eyes
Your hands joining with me
I can feel it’s time
It’s time for the world to hear
Neue Regel is here

Apple of my Minds Eye

Blue Dayz in Paradise?:
is LIKE A YUCKY
BLOG
ya get when
da
APPLE OF UR EYE
SAYS & DISPLAYS THEY DON”T CARE!

a big giant Deja Vu
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?so who is who?
*
Howzit everytime ?

HE GETS READY TO MAKE A BIG PLAY

ON HER BEHALF
SHE KILLS OUT?
IS IT HER OWN PERSONAL SATISFACTION?
AND WHAT IS TO GAIN?
ONE WILL NEVER KNOW?
HOW JELOUSY AND DECeiT
PLAYS SUCH A GREAT PART?

do we choose to
CREATE – ER
REACT FALSELY

REMINDS ME OF A BLOG OF CROW’S ONCE
BOUT WHEN YA JEST GONNA GET THERE

“THE GREAT DECEIVER “

WILL TAKE YA OUT?
for those who don’t believe in shamAnism
be what it be
be it so
i could care not

BUT IN A WAY DO
JEST SAY OH WELL
WHAT CAN ONE DO?

What is ur rock solid core Belief System You have put in play!?

~so~

? IN MY BOOK ? IS WHY?
WHO GETS SATISFACTION BY BEING DECEIVED?

Yep thats it folks Satisfaction🙂
A CRAZY NOTION HUH!
LOL
and
WHY ON EARTH
WOULD YA WANT TO

DECEIVE THOSE YA SAY YA LOVE....?
IS WAY BEYONDS’T ME?

Not the werd of my day …

Satisfaction
I could never recieve satisfaction
by being like lucy?:(
Fer it’d break my heart!


fOR i AM NEVER sATASFIED WHEN THE BALL IS PULLED FROM ME:(
AND i LAND Flat on my back in pain and misery
nOW I HAVE NOT A CLUE WHY?
for that was
not
MY CHOICE!

ALL ONE CAN DO IS TRY NOT TO BE TOO SAD
AS TO DRIVE ONE TO MAKING MISTAKES OR RUIN
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EVEN IF TEARS DO BLIND UR WAY
YA GOT TO USE THE WIPERS

AND TRY TO FIND UR WAY ACROSS THE DAY FROM
THIS SEA OF PAIN

tomorrow is a new day!
*
AND BACK TO YOUR OWN DESTINY

what I thought i had found was my eternity?
WITH MY OWn OWN LIFE! an hers also !@

one that knew
what
Unconditional LOVE WAS!

with infinite possibilitys!
and wants and needs etc etc
and knows the difference between wants needs and desires

A LIFE WITOUT STRIFE
WITHOUT STRIFE!
YES A LIFE WITHOUT STRIFE?

a life with a new wife?

A LIFE WITHOUT FEAR!

AH WHAT A GREAT ILLUSION THAT IS I GUESS
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would BearDog therapy help? i once wundered?hmmmm

OR MORE CHOICES?

for truth

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CREATE
AND HOW MANY TIMES I ASK HER TO HOLD THE

damn ball!

destiny? hmmm

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Then Once AGAIN:)
either way!?

She jerks the ball
BEYOND ZERO POINT!

I see no reasons nope not one not!

cept
“the great deciever”
crow told me bout!

makes me sad
😦
and makes me back hurt also!
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hope everyone else ain’t being deceived by lies and bullturdz today?

Q

OH AN PS:
to those in the know:) lol

and any of the other undelined links above
and so below lol:)
waz it all mean
U Tell me at the end of another day an year of Neglect and Denial…..

NAMASTE’
to one and allz
Q

PSS:
QUESTION UR ASSUMPTIONS AND PRE-CONCEIVED REALITYS TODAY!
YUP YUP^^^:)
QUESTION THEY MAY BE
HOLDING you back!

Brass Tacks Chapter 21

My questimation is like it might take ya as long to read this post

 as the video I have posted here:)…

b’cuz of a a piano God! 🙂

and an Angel

and this video is kinda primarily what I talk about in chapter 21:)

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~ Brass Tacks – Chapter 21~

There is a term, “when ya get down to the brass tacks of it all!” ….I have heard this one many times oveer the years…in cased in different texts of terminology to mean or describe different aspect of certain thingz…. In the end, at the end ? of a book, well if knowledge is kept then perception call always be seen, even in future events,….that whats been fortold to me anyhew……:)

OKay brass tacks…why they don’t rust and wither away I guess:)….they last a long time, so because it’s baan a long time, it’s taken me lotsa years to figure this one thing out!…… as i wither away on the back side of me eyelids every night, i think to the sand man and hope I ‘ll always be here another day, but I know thats impossible to keep up forever, i gonna try to keep it up for man years ahead, no matta what the pain, I am sure ther will be some kinda gain:)….as long as I wake up tomorrow!:) to BLACK:) b-4 I open me eyelids:)….and remember where I have been:) and re-member where i am going:)…

.hoping the master of puppets will help me along with every day:) …..So, to get to the bottom of the brass tacks and all one has to go through many chapters in ones life:) Seeming like there is a differnet difinition to each chapter that is lived….chapters not neccessarily being a specific set of years days or months.

 Some chapters are months long,,,,some are weeks lol..

…and some are years:)…chapters of ones life..

.{when ya get to be 50+ er so ya will know what I mean……all segmented and broken up to be the miost Important times in ones lives….Sumpin to maybe write about, not jest a vanity bewk but a book of another kind, determined to teach one who wishes to read a few lessons in life. A book bout Smart Decisions and bout bad decisions at the same time:)…some bad decisions that even became the smart decision because of the experience and the lesson learned:) Got to stay on track here fer the 21st time now….cuz 21st century speaking we{ as a race} have learned an enourmous amount of knowledge never expected or realized by many of the scholors of the past:)….

in a way those brilliant philisophers could imagine where we were headed they had no idea how to get there….but then guys like budda and christ and krishna came to show us that the christ is in one and all…right inside,,,,inside you and me:)…all ya got to do is believe!…..if ya don’t that’s ur choice…but I know what I know now and see what I see for being the truth that is hidden inside this daredevil self that I call me:)….

And oh yeah 🙂 ….it’s safe to be a daredevil if ya know tha limits that he puts upon ya 🙂 ….be it forces of spirit, nature, or wind and fire the weather,,,,It’s all the same 🙂 …… believe it not:)…if ya differ with me it’s okay….don’t matter to me anymore:)…I know what I know 🙂 ….but not quite like the master that plays this game 🙂 …the master of puppets 🙂 lol…will blog about that another day 🙂 it’s all a matter of perception – what the specific outcome will be 🙂 ….Kinda like flying and landing safe for me 🙂 …..is the beginning of the end of another grand day every time i do it:)…

~ SO gettin’ back to brass tacks and the expression I think it is only beffitting to end this part of chapter 21 knowing that the are 2 things:) 2 things & 2 things only that really exist when ya get to the bottom of the brass tacks of it all:) There are also only 2 choice in all of ur domain!!! and yes you and me have the power of choice, and the freedom to choose , because the higher order of creation told us thats what we could do:)…once upon a time when we realized who were it was buried by clouds of dust and and earthshakin’ like never before…making pillars of sand out of most of the world:)…now that some of it is washing away we can see some of the truths of the past coming to light{ another post another day}…but for now we stayin’ with what is :the brass tacks of it all

” back to only 2 things,

 2 things for every thought .

…2 things for every action:)..

…..not really an inbetween cuz it all has to start somewhere:)..

.As i so wholeheartly agree it has to start with thought:)…I believe thoughts are Thingz!!!!!!!!!” and well, it werks for me:)….. Back to 2 things!….. 2 things I have been talking bout since my first out of body experience while in body and conscious of it…believe it er not:)…

since that time in my life I realized many years ago that there was again these 2 things> 2 things separated from the one…the one atomic force that is within us all:) many different ways and descriptions of these 2 things also exist:)…many different interpretations:) determined and based upon perception:) and well even based on that we can’t ever get away from these 2 things for no matter whats sake in life

WHAT ARE THESE 2 THINGS?

THAT MAY BECOME 4 OR MORE?

 Is a perplexity that many do not ever overcome….

~~~~~~LOVE OR FEAR~~~~~~

 are the 2 things i am talkin bout:) Everything you think and do have to do with one or the other:)…… whats a prob is when people get the 2 mixed up, cuz ya can’t mix em up…it jest don’t jive in every day life ya see…to mix up these realitys:)to try to base one reality on both of these 2 things? positive or negative

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 – FACT OR FALICY? TRUE OR FALSE? LOVE OR FEAR

 In every action IN every THOUGHT WE MAKE A CONSCIOUS CHOICE A CONSCIUOS CHOICE FOR ONE OR THE OTHER OF THESE 2 THINGZ… IF ? WE ARE A CONSCIOUS PERSON ON THIS PLANET WE HAVE TO ASK OURSELVES?…. IS THIS A FEAR BASED THOUGHT? OR A LOVE BASED THOUGHT? IS THIS A FEAR BASED ACTION OR A LOVE BASED ACTION? BUT SOME FIND THEY CAN AND ARE ABLE TO MAKE FEAR BASED REACTIONS OUT OF THE “ILOVE YOU” APPROACH TO LIFE AND THATS JEST NOT A FACT…

 If ya do that then ya are perplexing the smooth chaos that exists between these 2 things and mix em all up… In essence ya mix up the energys in ur field by truying to believe it is a love based action or set of werds when it is based upon fear based thoughts all the whil e i s jest ludicrious to me:) lol… but many do it:)….many can’t stay on the side of the fence they wish to they lif=ve on both sdides of reality:) Which is okay if ya can handle it i guess….to percieve it from both sides of the mind….both sides of the “mind of god” God knows all ya remember if ya believe in some sort of god in ur life:) and that all knowing god has a choice….. and shows ya both sides of ur reality simultainusly, and at many times in ur day, that mind inside lets u and u alone to make the choice:) FEAR or LOVE???????? I BELIEVE this is where ya have the choice from one of these 2 things…is what ya are thinkin right now positive or negative?

 is it based on fear or love?

 and which ones would ya like to be a representative of ur self with out going mad or crazy?

 For they are both “what they are” and it is what it is again:) love is love and fear is fear + is plus and – is negative:) they don’t like to mix:) but they can both be riding along side by side in symetry:)

 It’s ur choice whether or not and which ya chose when ya have thoughts or actions? are they fear based? or love based? all boils down to these 2 realitys:)

 IS THE BRASS TACKS OF IT ALL:)

the WAY I SEE:)

 HOPE YA UNDERSTOOD ME:)

 comin from this ol PIANO TARIUM:)

Well it is much better than a sanitarioum lol..

.. hope i didnt loose ya at the bakery

Jest Trying to get down to the” BRASS TACKS OF REALITY:)” may ur sandman treat U well this eve:)

 may ur dreams fade to black when ya arise:)

May The Master of Puppets:)

Sow ya the right way:)

 to make the right choice now:)

LOVE or FEAR – It’s UR CHOICE:)

NAMASTE’………..

frum Q

Lightning has Struck

The perfect halo
Of gold hair and lightning
Sets you off against
The planet’s last dance

~NOW, ~I have had a couple of people on my mind for a couple weeks now ,since i had learned of them getting struck down by lightning. They were on their second honeymoon sitting on top of a nice spot to rest after a hike to the lookout, there was a storm brewing and lightning possing all round, they werk killed instantly upon impact, and well since i live in a lightning riden area, where riding the lightning storms can be an every day event for a few months a year during moonsoon season. I wanted to share a post bout Lightning, and its dangers,,,,,,The couple and i did not get their names, was sitting right here on this lovely spot to sit after a hike to the top, watch out folks………..ok…………cuz…well……..it might end up being UR ETERNITy, it was thiers , forver together, they broke all chains with the werld they did in an instant. how sad an unlucky,,,,,all ENERGY!4 ever cuz they sat down to take a break and enjoy the wunderful cloudz.
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 An estimated 24,000 people are killed by lightning strikes around the world each year and about 240,000 are injured.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lightning_strike

Lightning struck and killed 238 people in the U.S.

, A total of 173 sheep were killed almost instantaneously on Tuesday when lightning struck a mountainous area in the Hoboksar Mongolian autonomous county in the Xinjiang Uygur autonomous region.

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An 18-year-old Mongolian herder recalled the incident as “a nightmare”.

“It started raining heavily at midnight and it hailed at around 1 pm. I was very scared and had to hide in the yurt nearby. After the lightning split the sky, the sheep outside bleated and they all died,” Alten Bagen said on Thursday.

The tightly packed sheep were sheltering from the rain under a pine tree, which acted as a conductor for the electricity.

In addition, 30 sheep were carried away by floods, Bagen said.

Bagen’s father, an experienced herder, was away in the mountains looking after their horses when the accident happened.

“A smell of burned meat filled the air. If I had been here, it wouldn’t have happened,” the 42-year-old herder said. “The animals were the only source of income for our family of four.”

Father and son collected the skins of the sheep, and buried the bodies.

“I’ll sell the skins and will make some money. But we can’t eat the meat because of our religious beliefs,” the father said.

Jangeq Chafu, a local herding technician, said it’s common for livestock to get killed by lightning in the summertime, but this was the first time that so many sheep were killed at once.

“The young man doesn’t have enough experience. He doesn’t know how to cope with thunderstorms in mountainous areas,” said Chafu. “It’s dangerous for sheep to shelter under trees.”

However, Chafu also said that it is sometimes difficult to help livestock escape from lightning.

“The pastures here are in a mountainous area. Locals are used to herding sheep on the mountainside in the summer. They take their yurts and live with the herds. When lightning strikes, the herder can hide in his yurt, but the animals have no place to hide,” said Chafu.

“The sheep’s wool also generates lots of static electricity, which may make them more vulnerable to lightning,” he added.

Chafu said that the government should install lightning rods on mountain peaks.

Fifty-three pigs were killed on July 5 when lightning hit the roof of a barn in a suburb of Shenzhen, South China’s Guangdong province.

The pig farmer, surnamed Chen, said the pigs were sleeping after their meals when lightning struck.

“After a streak of blue light flashed by, I heard the pigs scream. Then they were silent,” she said.

The neighbors said that the ears, nostrils and mouths of most animals were bleeding, and that their bodies had traces of burns and a slight burned smell. The only pig alive had a broken rear leg and struggled to stand up, but couldn’t.

“The simplest way to prevent lightning in high places is to install a lightning rod,” said weatherman Yao Chuping, who has worked in the field for more than 20 years.

http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2012/07/13/173-sheep-killed-lightning.html

~~~a share a song by snow patrol~~~

~ “the lightning strike” ~
What if this storm ends?
And I don’t see you
As you are now
Ever again

The perfect halo
Of gold hair and lightning
Sets you off against
The planet’s last dance

Just for a minute
The silver forked sky
Lit you up like a star
That I will follow

Now it’s found us
Like I have found you
I don’t want to run
Just overwhelm me
quark sire: What if this storm ends?
And leaves us nothing
Except a memory
A distant echo

I want pinned down
I want unsettled
Rattle cage after cage
Until my blood boils

I want to see you
As you are now
Every single day
That I am living

Painted in flames
All peeling thunder
Be the lightning in me
That strikes relentless

I OWN NOTHING
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but i did get a pic of my lightning dude! that chases me round a lot lol…

so enjoy an be safe an watch it ,,,an watch out fer lightning when it be round,,,,,

namaste 2 u frum

Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ovJCLnxpto