Bi-Polar People are yes Very Hard to LOVE & Live With Be Patient with them

THE END IS NEAR!
&
EVERYTHING WILL BE TURNED INSIDE OUT!
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beautiful-people
Impossible Worlds is sumtimes what it feels like having  bi-polar mates an friends…
Somehow my genetics an everything i attract them…over the years, lived with quite a few. Those whom know they are bi-polar an also those that do not know they are, it is a very weird dis-ease….an i believe it is totally curable! even if those whom have it don’t believe me or do have it an will not read me….theres always 2 sides 2 every story the way i see it.an is what i like bout bi-polars, they can also see both sides! .which side {love er fear} er {positive verses negative}is correct an how to deal with it is whats important to me.
EVERYTHING WILL BE TURNED INSIDE OUT! for the person whom might have it an agree with me that there is a way to correct the symptoms an even the causes in over an with a bit a time, for those whom do not know anything bout bi-polar ilness here is an some info that might help shed some light on what they term as bi-polar…I truly feel for the opnes out there that been told like me an others they might be suffering frum this disease, well it might jest be a simple case of the jimi disease! Manic Depression…an yes it is curable…i know many folks whom have corrected the problems an live a normal lifestyle in my book…others well, they don’t even have a clue they have the disease, an others have been diagnosed with it but ignore the gravity of the situation they are in and disobey docs orders ..etc etc..an do the program their own way or no way at all…an escape with alcohol, which only makes the problem werse, well it did for me, so is why i had to stop drinking years ago, so i would not have 2 distinct personalities, an also so i could do normal things like fly – ride my motorcycle an drive my car..although many folks i know with the disease, well, some simply do not wish to be cured, is sad cuz they are such beautiful ladies an guys inside, sad to see them in the viscous cycle of not being able to get a grip on the situation..others i am very proud of cuz they have a grip on life good, even if they don’t think so, an a very unique way at lewking at the werld, one gewd thing to me bout a good bi-polar that is aware is that they know the difference between right an wrong an always choose the mostest correct thing to do even if might be what their mind wants them to do.an they know the difference between love an fear ..an always choose love..over the anger an laugh off the anger…”believe it er not” …so..heres a bit of info on this disease…..correct me if i am wrong an add any input u might wish…I know what i can do is Pray for the ones i choose to love, whether or not they have bi-polar illness or not, the ones that do, well in time i hope they find their way to their own soul, learn to love themselves as much as i might an well, then it ‘ll be all good then……...
“Believe it er not!”

Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in mood, energy, activity levels, and the ability to carry out day-to-day tasks.

There are four basic types of bipolar disorder; all of them involve clear changes in mood, energy, and activity levels. These moods range from periods of extremely “up,” elated, and energized behavior (known as manic episodes) to very sad, “down,” or hopeless periods (known as depressive episodes). Less severe manic periods are known as hypomanic episodes.

  • Bipolar I Disorder— defined by manic episodes that last at least 7 days, or by manic symptoms that are so severe that the person needs immediate hospital care. Usually, depressive episodes occur as well, typically lasting at least 2 weeks. Episodes of depression with mixed features (having depression and manic symptoms at the same time) are also possible.
  • Bipolar II Disorder— defined by a pattern of depressive episodes and hypomanic episodes, but not the full-blown manic episodes described above.
  • Cyclothymic Disorder (also called cyclothymia)— defined by numerous periods of hypomanic symptoms as well numerous periods of depressive symptoms lasting for at least 2 years (1 year in children and adolescents). However, the symptoms do not meet the diagnostic requirements for a hypomanic episode and a depressive episode.
  • Other Specified and Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorders— defined by bipolar disorder symptoms that do not match the three categories listed above.
  • Signs and Symptoms

    People with bipolar disorder experience periods of unusually intense emotion, changes in sleep patterns and activity levels, and unusual behaviors. These distinct periods are called “mood episodes.” Mood episodes are drastically different from the moods and behaviors that are typical for the person. Extreme changes in energy, activity, and sleep go along with mood episodes.

    People having a manic episode may: People having a depressive episode may:
    • Feel very “up,” “high,” or elated
    • Have a lot of energy
    • Have increased activity levels
    • Feel “jumpy” or “wired”
    • Have trouble sleeping
    • Become more active than usual
    • Talk really fast about a lot of different things
    • Be agitated, irritable, or “touchy”
    • Feel like their thoughts are going very fast
    • Think they can do a lot of things at once
    • Do risky things, like spend a lot of money or have reckless sex
    • Feel very sad, down, empty, or hopeless
    • Have very little energy
    • Have decreased activity levels
    • Have trouble sleeping, they may sleep too little or too much
    • Feel like they can’t enjoy anything
    • Feel worried and empty
    • Have trouble concentrating
    • Forget things a lot
    • Eat too much or too little
    • Feel tired or “slowed down”
    • Think about death or suicide
    Sometimes a mood episode includes symptoms of both manic and depressive symptoms. This is called an episode with mixed features. People experiencing an episode with mixed features may feel very sad, empty, or hopeless, while at the same time feeling extremely energized.Bipolar disorder can be present even when mood swings are less extreme. For example, some people with bipolar disorder experience hypomania, a less severe form of mania. During a hypomanic episode, an individual may feel very good, be highly productive, and function well. The person may not feel that anything is wrong, but family and friends may recognize the mood swings and/or changes in activity levels as possible bipolar disorder. Without proper treatment, people with hypomania may develop severe mania or depression.

    Diagnosis

    Proper diagnosis and treatment help people with bipolar disorder lead healthy and productive lives. Talking with a doctor or other licensed mental health professional is the first step for anyone who thinks he or she may have bipolar disorder. The doctor can complete a physical exam to rule out other conditions. If the problems are not caused by other illnesses, the doctor may conduct a mental health evaluation or provide a referral to a trained mental health professional, such as a psychiatrist, who is experienced in diagnosing and treating bipolar disorder.

    Note for Health Care Providers: People with bipolar disorder are more likely to seek help when they are depressed than when experiencing mania or hypomania. Therefore, a careful medical history is needed to ensure that bipolar disorder is not mistakenly diagnosed as major depression. Unlike people with bipolar disorder, people who have depression only (also called unipolar depression) do not experience mania. They may, however, experience some manic symptoms at the same time, which is also known as major depressive disorder with mixed features.

    Bipolar Disorder and Other Illnesses

    Some bipolar disorder symptoms are similar to other illnesses, which can make it hard for a doctor to make a diagnosis. In addition, many people have bipolar disorder along with another illness such as anxiety disorder, substance abuse, or an eating disorder. People with bipolar disorder are also at higher risk for thyroid disease, migraine headaches, heart disease, diabetes, obesity, and other physical illnesses.

    Psychosis: Sometimes, a person with severe episodes of mania or depression also has psychotic symptoms, such as hallucinations or delusions. The psychotic symptoms tend to match the person’s extreme mood. For example:

    • Someone having psychotic symptoms during a manic episode may believe she is famous, has a lot of money, or has special powers.
    • Someone having psychotic symptoms during a depressive episode may believe he is ruined and penniless, or that he has committed a crime.

    As a result, people with bipolar disorder who also have psychotic symptoms are sometimes misdiagnosed with schizophrenia.

    Anxiety and ADHD: Anxiety disorders and attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) are often diagnosed among people with bipolar disorder.

    Substance Abuse: People with bipolar disorder may also misuse alcohol or drugs, have relationship problems, or perform poorly in school or at work. Family, friends and people experiencing symptoms may not recognize these problems as signs of a major mental illness such as bipolar disorder.

    Risk Factors

    Scientists are studying the possible causes of bipolar disorder. Most agree that there is no single cause. Instead, it is likely that many factors contribute to the illness or increase risk.

    Brain Structure and Functioning: Some studies show how the brains of people with bipolar disorder may differ from the brains of healthy people or people with other mental disorders. Learning more about these differences, along with new information from genetic studies, helps scientists better understand bipolar disorder and predict which types of treatment will work most effectively.

    Genetics: Some research suggests that people with certain genes are more likely to develop bipolar disorder than others. But genes are not the only risk factor for bipolar disorder. Studies of identical twins have shown that even if one twin develops bipolar disorder, the other twin does not always develop the disorder, despite the fact that identical twins share all of the same genes.

    Family History: Bipolar disorder tends to run in families. Children with a parent or sibling who has bipolar disorder are much more likely to develop the illness, compared with children who do not have a family history of the disorder. However, it is important to note that most people with a family history of bipolar disorder will not develop the illness.

    Treatments and Therapies

    Treatment helps many people—even those with the most severe forms of bipolar disorder—gain better control of their mood swings and other bipolar symptoms. An effective treatment plan usually includes a combination of medication and psychotherapy (also called “talk therapy”). Bipolar disorder is a lifelong illness. Episodes of mania and depression typically come back over time. Between episodes, many people with bipolar disorder are free of mood changes, but some people may have lingering symptoms. Long-term, continuous treatment helps to control these symptoms.

    Medications

    Different types of medications can help control symptoms of bipolar disorder. An individual may need to try several different medications before finding ones that work best.

    Medications generally used to treat bipolar disorder include:

    • Mood stabilizers
    • Atypical antipsychotics
    • Antidepressants

    Anyone taking a medication should:

    • Talk with a doctor or a pharmacist to understand the risks and benefits of the medication
    • Report any concerns about side effects to a doctor right away. The doctor may need to change the dose or try a different medication.
    • Avoid stopping a medication without talking to a doctor first. Suddenly stopping a medication may lead to “rebound” or worsening of bipolar disorder symptoms. Other uncomfortable or potentially dangerous withdrawal effects are also possible.
    • Report serious side effects to the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) MedWatch Adverse Event Reporting program online at http://www.fda.gov/Safety/MedWatch  or by phone at 1-800-332-1088. Clients and doctors may send reports.

    For basic information about medications, visit the NIMH Mental Health Medications webpage. For the most up-to-date information on medications, side effects, and warnings, visit the FDA website .

    Psychotherapy

    When done in combination with medication, psychotherapy (also called “talk therapy”) can be an effective treatment for bipolar disorder. It can provide support, education, and guidance to people with bipolar disorder and their families. Some psychotherapy treatments used to treat bipolar disorder include:

    • Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT)
    • Family-focused therapy
    • Interpersonal and social rhythm therapy
    • Psychoeducation

    Visit the NIMH Psychotherapies webpage to learn about the various types of psychotherapies.

    Other Treatment Options

    Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT): ECT can provide relief for people with severe bipolar disorder who have not been able to recover with other treatments. Sometimes ECT is used for bipolar symptoms when other medical conditions, including pregnancy, make taking medications too risky. ECT may cause some short-term side effects, including confusion, disorientation, and memory loss. People with bipolar disorder should discuss possible benefits and risks of ECT with a qualified health professional.

    Sleep Medications: People with bipolar disorder who have trouble sleeping usually find that treatment is helpful. However, if sleeplessness does not improve, a doctor may suggest a change in medications. If the problem continues, the doctor may prescribe sedatives or other sleep medications.

    Supplements: Not much research has been conducted on herbal or natural supplements and how they may affect bipolar disorder.

    It is important for a doctor to know about all prescription drugs, over-the-counter medications, and supplements a client is taking. Certain medications and supplements taken together may cause unwanted or dangerous effects.

    Keeping a Life Chart: Even with proper treatment, mood changes can occur. Treatment is more effective when a client and doctor work closely together and talk openly about concerns and choices. Keeping a life chart that records daily mood symptoms, treatments, sleep patterns, and life events can help clients and doctors track and treat bipolar disorder most effectively.

    Marijuana

    i personally find that people that have been struggling with or are possibly bi-polar an or has the symptoms..that well.pot seems to stabalize it an make one more normal than all the different drugs they give one for “THE CURE” seems to calm down all the symptoms..when they are forced by the system not to smoke pot,,,they are WAY WERSE OFF! JEST MY 2 CENTS WERTH BY LIVING WITH EM FOR SO MANY YEARS! 🙂

    MOST: SOURCES FOR THIS ARTICLE ARE FOUND BELOW!

    Finding Treatment

    • A family doctor is a good resource and can be the first stop in searching for help.
    • For general information on mental health and to find local treatment services, call the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) Treatment Referral Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).
    • The SAMHSA website has a Behavioral Health Treatment Services Locator  that can search for treatment information by address, city, or ZIP code.
    • Visit the NIMH’s Help for Mental Illnesses webpage for more information and resources.

    For Immediate Help

    If You Are in Crisis: Call the toll-free National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. The service is available to anyone. All calls are confidential.

    If you are thinking about harming yourself or thinking about suicide:

    • Tell someone who can help right away
    • Call your licensed mental health professional if you are already working with one
    • Call your doctor
    • Go to the nearest hospital emergency department

    If a loved one is considering suicide:

    • Do not leave him or her alone
    • Try to get your loved one to seek immediate help from a doctor or the nearest hospital emergency room, or call 911
    • Remove access to firearms or other potential tools for suicide, including medications


CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz

…………CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz ……

12-12-2014 by quarksire

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Frum years of counSOULing others for alcohol an drug addiction
i learn many things bout myself as a counselor, not to be a hypocrite – Practice what i preach – do as i say an say as i do, mean what i say an say what i mean!
an to live life to the fullest at every extent with indubitable courage. To practice what i preach is firstly most important, cuz what i see in others , well is only because i am able to find that same Dis-ease in myself 🙂 or have experienced it an got rid of it.,,, for we all reflect the truth back an forth from one another; or lies depending upon perception an the game of life being played. Because i have experienced it i can see it easy in others also! i also have to keep realizing. I Laugh a lot at these well educated! teachers an counSOULers that are drug abuse counsolers an or alcohol counselors an have never drank or used drugs? Is crazy the way i see it cuz these guys in town are so ignorant bout the DIS-EASE which they are counseling the person for…How can ya teach anyone something bout something if ya have never experienced it? i really wunder ? oh “i read it in college” wow great, if they never done it how do they have any clue how it feels or how the recovering or using client feels? an i also see many whom so to say “hide the bottle” or whatevr it might be they are addicted to, frum the other…an lie by deception for months on end only to find when they die the “STASH” they had that kept em going “RIGHT up an to THE END”
One of the main things i attempt to teach my friends that complain a lot an don’t have it together in their lives or are locked into a belief system or lifestyle they cannot get out of. Whether that is, frum believing that a God is “out there!” somewhere… or to believe in fear over love, or to be co-dependently unhealthy in releationships with others also. Dishonst…? i call it
HOnestly dishonest!…
Or sometimes i deal with the addict in denial, for weeks on end in many different scenarios and situations that need a solution in their mind before thay can move forward in life. They get stuck in their own victimization of their own mind and if they do not attend to the addiction before it gets a grip on their life ; even a lightweight addiction, even an overdose of something “good” like over meditating ! yep yep , can be hazardous for ur health. I say yep yep, even too much light can be a serious thing in ones life enuff to make one seriously ill in “BODY”.is really all bout balance in all areas… but well for we are not of this body but a cosmic light being inside really, an if people realize there is a subatomic werld that governs in a way how their whole life werks based on their responses and RE-ACTing to certain situations thrown at ya in life. i feel that if it is not good for ya in the end, it is something addictive personalities have to take a good look at, whatevr it is…….
Theres are old adages when i was younger that all the enablers in the bars an what not used to say; ” IF IT FEELS GOOD DO IT! ” & ” too much is NOT ENUFF ” …. well shortly into an alcohol and or drug addiction that is outa control. {usually within a few years} the character of the ego an person changes, an they become blind even to their own actions and talk whilst under the influence. I see alcohol a LOT take young people who were soul mates an meant for each other etc etc. an eventually after a 3-4-er 5 year stint destroy the marriage and the family structure all around that also. If both people in a relationship are drinking an drugging “together” well, i have seen in the end that either they grow through the dis-ease of over use, an learn how to handle it or they totally go out of control and loose their lively hoods an all they own possibly before they hit rock bottom, an have to start all over. Some of the rock bottom ers! nevr recover also because of the mental destruction of the substance they abused, depending upon what the substance is is the answer to what the effects in the end will be,, for instance if ya are a speed head for many years, eventually u will end up being a neurotic wreck an possibly UNREPAIRABLE damage also, for it shortens the nerve endings at the bone connections throughout the body, which makes them not able to communicate very with with the adjoining limbs. This shortening of the nerves due to certain HYper substances that increase nerve communication for a time being, after a certain amount of degeneration is Usually NEVER repairable….Although with prayer hard werk a lotta walks an exercise it is possible to repair all these things i believe….. …
Point of the post here for the day is bout whether a person is repairable or not, after they have had certain afflictions of addiction,,,,i call it the ADDICTION AFFLICTION, for see everyone on the planet is ADDICTED to a certain group of things that make them whole in a way! In the ARAMAIC bible before KING JAMES f_cked with it , it said brethern chooose ur rackma<sp> wisely !…. they translated in king james to “choose ur friends wisely” an as a result lost it MEANING THAT IT WAS!… for what it really mean was Rakma<sp> = Habits……… It mean originally for to choose ur habits wisely, an in addendum it said we only had so much room for so many habits, so choose em wisely… for the habits u choose for ur life shall be the habits u live ur life for!
I know some folks throughout my life ; they suffer frum “NOT ENUFFITIS!” an “ME-ITIS” very beautifully charged people whom on the outside are bright loving wunderful and smiling individuals…but deep down are very selfish hearts an hurt people inside, they always need a reflection for the negative side an a person to blame it on an say it is their fault! an usually they are a victim to their own ego winning the war over the mind!….They “THINK” they are happy joyous and free, with their things that they got over the years by always using the next best person with the most for their own advantage, without regard to whom they hurt , they make excuses an blame it on the other party, all of the crazy actions of neglect abuse or irresponsible denial etc etc whatever it might be this particular week, every week the story will change, there will be a new victim, an another person hurt on by the selfish ways of people like this, an they don’t really have a clue because their ego say HA HA i know ME i know i am,they say! purfekt i am lewk @ me {an really they are not} ,,,an the negativity is U not me …that is why i am going to deny u an neglect U ya see…well isn’t that crazy the way i see it to make up excuses to neglect or deny others,,, an also excuses to actually take from others in one way or another an more than was giving spiritually and or monetarily ,,,either way is in a way criminal for minds to betray an deceive others for their own selfish reason of habits that are not in check…Some People are used to Being the “VICTIM” for many years… they seem to put themselves into the position to be the Victim all the time so they have someone to blame for the position that are in!…a living dichotomy of sorts is the divine dichotomy of opposites that exists in everything that exists practically, the way I see it.
Those who can see both sides of the mind at all times when they think an cannot distinguish from whether it is the positive system of love or the negative thought system of fear ruling their lives…..Science calls these kinna folks BI-POLAR…..
To me a Bi-polar person is simply a person that has mistaken the stimulus for the mechanisms in lifes doings…. In other words there are 2 ways to look at everything ,,it is what I believe to be the divine dichotomy…of though,,an which side we choose to focus upon is what makes us whom we are as a personality… if we choose to focus on the fear based side of thought the negative outcome it will prevail,,,an vice a versa,,,but well always focusing on the positive side of reality is the correct way to be if utr partner is not alike an kind an does not focus on the good but always on the bad an perceives thoughts of naught even {thoughts never even dreampt up let alone thought up} ….well there can be serious results an problems as a result.
Where there is no presence of love but only fear is but a sick mind.
For a Darkened mind in this negative fear based lie based state of loving that more than love itself, well, in the end the dark mind will sabotage itself plus the relationships it is affecting without honor an truth at hand all else fails…for then they hide in fear of making retribution an reconciliation for the wrongs they have done , many jest sweep em under the rug to pull out some rainy day….when hungry for pain they so do seek subconsciously from someone somehow…
So, I say if the light of their perceptual reality goes out then it is time to put the foot on the brakes to all the hostility an fear visible an invisible,,, for a fear based mind is NOT A SANE MIND!
Time to make a Choice I’d say for some
Love life or Fear Life
Yep
Ur choice
Which is it gonna be?
As u live in dis’
Divine Dichotomy
LIFE!

Thinketh before talking – say what ya mean- mean what ya say an don’t be mean! & practice what ya preach, if ya can talk the talk – be sure u can walk the walk!
Bottom Line is; can’t fix another if they don’t wanna fix themselves  sad but true
……..FACT: Time is a limitation, eternity is limitless. Time stands within and
functions through its definition,
rather
Eternity adheres to no
definition in its infinity
.

All that you experience within this form
has been allowed for your to be able to learn,. It has been placed forth simply so that you can learn
that you are not the self you perceive yourself to be.

Therefore its tools, as limited as they are, have been made useful so we can journey beyond all limitations.and the ..tools of words!

Time is a Limitation, Eternity is Limitless, eternity has no definition….

within disertations of and through this space this time:)…So…..

Time,,,,is an Eternity, Eternity – Limitless……..dichitomys? noway?

have a splendid day .either way! I say!

Over an out frum da’ Q

🙂

 

Mikeys Empty Room with Da’ Mindcrimes

Quarksire’s Operation Mindcrime in Mikeys Empty Rewm

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Meanwhile

My empty Room ! the night she died 😦 an ever since i been cryin’
2001 a space oddessy it was….as she lied there on the floor….
every day goes by ,,,i rememebr more and more…….
Is a cryin shame; Death that is when love is left apart; holding a cold hand.
Rolled her over cold ya know; her soul entered me; did not want to let go
evry time i see things i see; i see things that remind me of her
like memories wrapped round my throat;
i seen her for months inside me;
till she one day so gracefully; left me;
told me to go find and seek the eyes of a
loving stranger
i tapped memories beyond this time as a result of her
and my day of future passed and the dayz she lived inside me
In a weird way; well she’ll always be inside me
as i stare off my mountaintop where we should have
landed together here and me
now she became a bird so free
and went off into the universe to find a new destiny
although she was proud to have known me
and Will come to my side whenever i call her, soulfully,as she come to me in this silence, in my empty rewm, no speep today – i can’t pretend

even if i do have the eyes of a stranger with me
she was then always…jest lewking back at me….
here alone in my Empty Room….i sit an ponder?
What justice was in this fer her an me??i wunder now,,what universal justice…
Growing old,,,one day closer to seeing her once again
– Universes so mightingly willing -willing on this still chilly morning
i lewk back on thee,,,,and still see here
sitting on that hilltop with me.telling me…days before….
No matter what happenz mikey – I’ll always be over ur shoulder
watching .yes watching…..over YOu .over YOU!..
Ur free,i’m free..an i’ll always be with thee..Jest call on me
Says my Angel so dear when i call upon thee..
She everlastingly tells me
,,,remember my name,,,
an never forget me
,,,….Dear …..Q….
Through and through Eternity
I shall see u In Infinity
Indifinitely – Intensely – effervessently – Equally –
One day again We Shall become ONE…
She told me……….
The Night before she died~~~~~
so now i Sit here …
in this Empty room , all in all out
I hear her voice even sumtimes flying in the wind
I lewk ,,no ones round,,in this empty room or about iwhilst in da’ air
she Keeps me there…
Always telling me…..
She might even one day be there…..
In the eyes of a stranger
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once again years after seeing the mind,,,in this mt rewm well,,,destiny still has this holy charge for theee……no matter what where who or when i play the rest of my life out,,jest one of many angels voices i can call upon to myself through-out all of eternity,,the way i see it the quarked way now,,in the quasicle, quintiscent werld of Q

believe it er not poem frum Q…about Q an Once 4 evr an angel, an once said,yes widowed for life….Go find a new wife! after me she said, so to this day i am still ,,in My empty rewm!…….

Frum a true story of a heart torn apart,,by alcohol, drugz , and Insanity! in 2001 ,,,Quarks Space Oddessey …he’s been on evr since,,,knowing new better different realities…..besides my physical hereditary disease…I still of the realities, of the past, war, pain, and tragedies,,that have happened to thee over a lifetime of watching people’s die but having them 4 evr on ur mind…holding onto and keeping forgiveness….an realizing …….
of keeness, in perception and an overwhelming reality, that we are quantum in nature and once we know we might never forget that truth,,,an for me well thats something to Live for ,and also something to be willing to die for also..so one can alwways be re-born to live again.One truth .one forever ..one destiny, for all and all ya see..ok over an out frum Q
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Hope all who follow me ….reach their very own personal Destiny – Yes there is a reason for all things..if nuting else an education to me ,,,those gone are my teachers,to the fact that what will be will be ,,,can’t control people places and things, but graciouslu accept and honor all that is offered to theee,,and to the very best one can.and be the very best man one can ,be…tillll death becomes over me;evry time i think im over it i have memories that remind me of U angel..lewkin back at me!

Above disertation by Quarksire aka Mikey in Colorado

13 years after 2001 a spaced out tragedy for Q

PS: YA DON’t Jest Die , as sheri tells me ya simply change ur adress,,in this place and time of universal 4 evr mind

even if it was a mindcrime – the way it turnt out fer me..perceptively

forgiveness has to rule # 1

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Queensrÿche Lyrics below…….to the song that keeps her voice alive 4 evr in my head…
some angels voices ya will recgonize yes in eternity and heaven er wherever ya go 4 evr i do so believe……correct me if im wrong lol….ok once again over an out frum Q

jest another part of me eternal destiny!

LOVE LIFE AND FORGIVENESS

WITHOUT SPIRITUAL STRIFE

ACCEPTANCE IS A GREAT KEY FOR THIS HEART IN ME!

qUARK qUARK SAYZ

Q
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Empty room today
And here I sit
Chalk outline upon the wall
I remember tracing it
A thousand times, the night she died.
Why? [why? ]
Theres no sleep today, I cant pretend
When all my dreams are crimes
I cant stand facing them
Now who will come
To wash away my sins
Clean my room, fix my meals
Be my friend?

17  links here below jest click on the time

01. Freiheit Ouvertüre – 0:00
02. Convict – 1:36
03. I’m American – 1:45
04. One Foot In Hell – 4:38
05. Hostage – 8:51
06. The Hands – 13:21
07. Speed Of Light – 17:56
08. Signs Say Go – 21:09
09. Re-Arrange You – 24:26
10. The Chase – 27:36
11. Murderer? – 30:46
12. Circles – 35:20
13. If I Could Change It All – 38:19
14. An Intentional Confrontation – 42:45
15. A Junkie’s Blues – 45:18
16. Fear City Slide – 49:00
17. All The Promises – 53:58

Line-Up:

Geoff Tate – vocals
Michael Wilton – guitars
Mike Stone – guitars, vocals
Eddie Jackson – bass guitar, vocals
Scott Rockenfield – drums

Miranda Tate – backing vocals on “The Hands”
Ronnie James Dio – Vocals on “The Chase”