No Option sumtimez in Recovery

What Next!?…..An all of a sudden?..that’s life!.wat a mess

options an no options! ? …& that’s life also!..

Night before last my younger brother past away! his birthday would have been this next week on the 31st 😦

last weekend now since he passed an i wrote this… 😦
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sad to say..&.changed my mothers life 4 evr in an instant also…i pray for my mom… ❤
the one this has mostly affected. Although yesterday am i woke up @ 9 am an got that
all of a sudden feeling going…ya know the one where ya gots the flu an ya are outa control…yep..that one…so went on for bout 2 hours…till i was past the point of no return for driving myself to the hospital!………i was almost on the verge of going unconscious frum dehydration an high B.P. etc etc ..that goes with my illness…so, I called EMS…didn’t have anyone here to drive me to hospital…an i live a long ways out…most secrure measure i could do is call ambulance….cuz i knew i needed fluids in me at any cost…was getting seriously dizzy!… 🙂 😦
Was bout ready to pass out when ems showed up…but the guy that was a medic knew what to do right away! 🙂 ..was amazing….got me into bed in the ambulance in my drive way…i was aching in pain…he immediately started an IV into me for some fluid regeneration…an gave me a shot of pain killer in the iv also….ahhhhhh..within 2 minutes i was feeling better! was amazing….I think i need a nurse at home that could do this for me whenever it happens i need it lol… would save me a lot of trouble an EMS also…So; before i even left the driveway in the ambulance i was feeling better!…
So whats it CALLED? REcovery! ? yep… if i only knew what i know now then huh! i find myself saying a lot these days!….but is how one lives an learns i assume…I have been stranded many times in the past …so now this is becoming a norm i do not like…being sick with my pkd….wasn’t such a big deal when it was sumthing i could deal with my self.. but now it has reached far beyond my personal control…kinna like the spiraling out of control economy! haha…funny but so true….
As with my flying; SPIN RECOVERY is very important…..an the only way to get that recovery is by experience an doing what is necessary not to crash! @ whatevr it is ya are doing…me i relate it to my flying…ya really never know when the wind might toss ya over an ya might go into a spin…when that happens ya have to accelerate opposite forces upon it as the direction of the spin..only natural right…well, with a lot of practice is thata way..but for the un-experienced pilot could be deadly…so…i have to revert always to my most assertive of werds ” Crashing is NOt an Option!” an move on frum there….Even if u are “Experienced”…..
After beiung released frum the hospital on foot..without a ride home i hitchhiked…that is always a trip round here also …out of towners jest flip ya off an roar on by etc etc for 1/2 an hour …till finally someone i know drives up…gots me to almost home…an them within 1/2 mile of walking i got picked up again by a guy an drivin’ all the way up to my house way out in the middle of sumwheres lol…So had luck an good fortune running with me that day i would say! @ least!….
An also as i have stated in the past it is always a good idea to really have a back up plan Jest in case one might “crash” …accidentally…….if ya find ur self in that predicament remember this….time slows down during the crash! lol… An at that point the best one can do is try to counter it to crash softly!…an remember that the ground is the hardest part of flying….! ha……
So, they say i’ll feel better once i get to be on dialysis….well…? shall see how that goes…I have to be able to guarantee them (the doctors) an me that i can get to dialysis over a mtn pass…3 times a week 60 miles away for 4 hours at a time…so main thing is to attempt to have dependable transportation, an gas money to do it 12 times a month!…The docs say i will prolly be on dialysis for some time till i get my systems stabilized…@ that point he wishes to get a team together to be able to replace my kidney with a live kidney frum a donor..If not i will simply be on dialysis for the rest of my life!….

Not quite so easy as going to the auto parts store an buying a replacement organ!…or well i could have had my brothers kidney…but who’d know huh!..who would know…
so point of this post it today is .whatevr ya are doing ..whomever ya are…if ya gots pains an trials an tribulations…well, they too will pass, an the next time similar things happen in ur life ya will be better prepared with how to deal with it an also how to deal with helping others that might be affected by the loss also…..Keep in mind 🙂 ya are alive….
Point is what ya going to do with that alive 🙂 ? enjoy it the best one can is what i have to say to that …Jest make da’ best of it “One Day @ a Time”! 🙂

……..namaste’ frum da’ king of pain lol…….

…Q…

ie remember! A realization a day will help keep da doc away…..jest maybe anyhew!

an when there appears to be no options…

there are always options

…as long as one is still alive….
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Today my best friends dog had to be put down…is a very depressing event to have to go thru…she is devastated an ..cuz she is i am also now .i can feelher hurt an her loss……he was the cutest little lovable creature… well, i jest love dogs…especially cute little happy dogs….so sad to see him go ..my heart an soul are with ya lady if an when ya read this…cuz i am not there ..know my tears flow also 4 u cuza u an ur mutt! ….wish i could be there to hug an hold ya…but as ya know in the next couple of days i have to deal with my surgery…ON THE ROAD 2 RECOVERY I SHALL BE round the block an back round to ssee everyone an get it back together once again! till then.HAPPY TRAILS everyone..an keep on keepin on! 🙂

an as 4 me an my agenda in the next 48 hours are most important…i hate going under anastesia!…hope i wake up always…PEACE -OUT to one an all an all of my readers on the w.w.w

…… Q……

an after all that …no fooling round ..i deserve a road trip…john john is back to watch place whilst i run away for a few days...will keep ya posted…

Happy SPRING EVERYONE WHO LIVE WHERE SPRING IS BECOMING!

Jest one more “believe it er not” post-it frum Quarksire

BELIEVE IT ER NOT!

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Important encounters are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other
In ur mind frum ur mind before ur brain had knowledge ur mind had the knowledge of all, all one had to do was listen to the right side of the mind forgive the bad side an go on wit life..focusing on love is the strongest agent in our lives yes indeed, as we grow into reason an knowledge frum the past experiences we were challenged to be here to now learn! yes believe it er not!

believe it er not! You chose your parents, your family and those you would interact with during this lifetime , as crazy as that sounds!—but you needed those who would project or mirror to you the positive attributes you needed to integrate, and also the many negative traits you needed to overcome. All of the Souls in your life are a part of the grand drama you have chosen to experience here in this lifetime of existence! —each one in ur movie of life has agreed to play a part in what u script!, which would, hopefully, be mutually beneficial.Yes, thoughtz are things – believe it er not! Now, Ask yourself what positive traits your parents, your family, your mate and children have projected onto you—then think about the negative traits they have displayed also? even the “crazy” Illogical abusive thingz etc etc… within them are the lessons you set up for yourself to experience, and hopefully an possibly? to benefit from at da’ Soul level. the main ?question here then? is? Have you learned your lessons well? Are you displaying more of the positive traits or more of the negative traits that others mirror to you? Consider the tests and challenges as an opportunity to, once and for all, GROW!

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The ultimate goal is to transmute all of the imbalances which are keeping you from stepping through the gateway into your new Fifth-Dimensional reality. To move beyond only the 3d but into a new dimensional kinna experience where all the thoughts u hear, frum ur mind with training {hopefully mostly positive} are fer real an none of the thoughtz are delusional! any more. but when u hear “the voices” they are really coming frum within to share an show the truth bout what is, instead of what could be if u only feared?..see so however ya lewk at things does make a difference the way i see it.Change the way ya see the werld an the werld changes – believe it er not! ..Once this is realized that it is a learnt experience to not ever experience the “BAD” things anymore but only the good as much as possible.an if one truly does seek love an compassion it wil find them an if they follow the lead of those thoughts then they will in the end FIND IT! whatevr it is…Life the way it waz meant to be for them, each an evry one a particularly unique but beautiful learning experience, as long as they stay on the love side of nature…not loving the bad things or fearing them either! but instead disregarding the bad dramatic crazy things as simply lessons frum the past an nothing to be feared upon. Once again NO FEAR …stay with the MIND an the MIND will stay with U whatevr ya pay heed to IN UR MIND! will be da’ focus of ur projection an experience also.

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believe it er not!

you are here to experience & teach love, compassion an unbridled unconditional love, furst by loving yourself unconditionally. There are many of your Soul mates incarnated on Earth at this time, both male and female. Many that go back before the time of this present incarnated birth. Many Soul families are being reunited as you move deeper into the more refined finely tuned realms of Light. The spectral quantum werld if i may…the werld of the subspace..where u come frum.. The best way to help evryone involved an those in your family, your friends or work associates, ur blog followers , group sessions encounters an so forth the goal 4 u is to be a shining example….So they themselves have to face the questions they have an the experiences they have gewd an er bad..your part of their play is share Ur experience strength an hope an to forgive them for thier crap an move on…an let them learn what they have to learn themselves..because even a mom er a dad can’t teach all.an evn a wife er husband if it get that bad….sum thingz jest got to be learnt on their own by experience frum the past good bad indifferent ugly or beautiful…any way it is a learning experience that they themselves have to go through..if it is crazy shit that they have to go through, stuff u already learnt years ago, sumtimes u have to leave em behind an move on so they are free to learn without ur interference..most the time like i have said before if ya don’t experience it it is harder to learn by someone elses experience jest telling ya what it is like,,,some things ya jest got to try so ya know how it feels so ya can help others that feel like u do in the future! if y know what i mean!

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ok over an out b 4 i get dragged out into a myriad of other topics jest by thinking bout our free choices an how an why we deal with them.past present an future….Simply said if we stay in the now of what we want to do then the future is covered an we don’t have to woory bout it.an the past well, the past is an becomes irrelevant cept for the learnt lessons gained by experiencing the thing we call life!…positive r negative

“believe it er not!”

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end wit a quote not mine but so very true!

kinna like my booze waz to me

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“It doesn’t take a lot of strength to hang on,

it takes a lot of strength to let go.”

~ J.C. Watts ~

It’s all Bout Time!

“MOVING FORWARD”
“WITHOUT HESITATION”
to
“INFINITY”

[Rainbow Bridge]

an well beyond?….Well recently i read an article that said by research of the greatest computers in the world of all things, conversations, an texts, an computer talk an voice talk an in all writing…all things in common..the most is the WORD “TIME” … TIME ….was used the most of all in all contexts in all resources of the world communication…so i thought it was again bout time 🙂 to do a post-it bout “TIME”an introduce ya to a website dedicated to time…an a hero of my spiritual werld this time….also my congratulations to her for 2015.

Here are three considerations about time:

Time is of the mind. Change your time and change your mind. 

Time is the unifying field that holds all things together.

Time is art.

a FEW Meditations for a NEW TIME frum da’ foundation for the Law of Time 🙂 enjoy 🙂

Natural Mind Meditation
Whole Earth Meditation
Noosphere Meditation
Rainbow Bridge Meditation

Seven Planetary Initiations
Techniques of Galactic Meditation
Synchrogalactic Yoga

Fukushima Meditations & Incantations

Quark says :> IT IS STILL UP TO YOU TO CHOOSE TO JOIN WITH TRUTH OR WITH ILLUSION. BUT REMEMBER THAT TO CHOOSE ONE IS TO LET THE OTHER GO ..THERE IS NO ROOM FOR DUALITY IN TRUTH.  WHICH  ONE YOU CHOOSE WILL ENDOW WITH BEAUTY AND REALITY, BECAUSE THE CHOICE DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU VALUE MORE. An it’s also bout TIME to be HONEST an thimK straight^….er not it is all a choice…in this frEEwill experiment called life on earth :)…

Bout the bottom line fer me this time – over an out frum Q an a few other articles if interested in relationship to the law of time an cosmic awareness an such , enjoy if ya feel so inspired to click on the links in da’ werld of Q

🙂 Till next TIME! ..well then i might talk bout the numbers that make up that TIME lol 🙂 …..namaste’…… 🙂

Cosmic Universal Law

Chaos Has No Laws

Cosmic History Chronicles da’ Wizard’s Garden

The MYthic Self da’ 5th Force

7 dimensions of being rather than one…..

Believe it er Not Says Q….

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WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge Vivid

  Vivid is da’ werd of da’ week at Rainbow Bridge

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wordpress daily press photo challenge vivid ; already there are 200 plus challenge pages to visit frum round da werld…

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Guest photo challenge host Lignum Draco inspires us to respond to the theme, “vivid.”

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meanwhile in Q’s werld there are lots vivid moments to choose frum so i got a few vivid shots frum round here

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a vivid day to jump off sheba

a vivid day to jump off sheba mountain

have a splendid week everyone

top of da werld :)

top of da werld 🙂 Miriam’s crater; arizona

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vivid colorz evrywhere 🙂 yep yep

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as vivid as vivif getz :)

as vivid as vivif getz 🙂 Lake pagosa, colorado

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Exploring the Dimensions

only time will till

u are what u eat lol...

u are what u eat lol…

as so with

the sun…soak it up if ya can!

Enjoy ur weekend everyone!

Q

Cosmic History Chronicles Vol. 2, Book of the Avatar by José Argüelles and Stephanie South

This is Not Here By quarksire.com

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The Mythic Self – in the werld of Q now sayz; Whether this is here or there U will still be sumwhere 🙂 Realatively speakin..Saving Face LoL..Monty Python once said in the seventies…how can ya be in 2 places at once when ur no where at all 🙂 .. soo to be expplaineeded by the Q lol….well it was bout time to be either here and there also all in the same if i was cross blogging etc etc… jest typing googling quarksire well finds me all over and jest googling 420 greetings finds me at the top of the list also, so i figured an easy way to preserve my real nature here at werdpress as da’ one and only dot com of the Q <link and 420 greetings.<link..so is what it is now u will see the names of my 2 webby domains here reflecting this newness 🙂 … so thanks for everyone on the planet that made it werthwhile fer the Q to become what he is on the net here and share my part of reality the way i see it across the planet, living in the land of dreams where well, if ya see the dream it manifests as a reality that one had always hoped for 🙂 Destiny er Fate well, is still to be fortold how that will turn out …we shall see  stay tuned :)… hope every body has a great week…. and well its always easy to find the Q now…and if ya ever want to send a kewl 420 greeting pics to someone ya can jest right click on any of the pics there and send em fer fun across the planet….again enjoy an Namaste’ an thanQ to all my supporters and followerz frum all over the planet! adios an over an out frum da’ Q

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Ps: another reason why i did this is so i could legally offer things i might have for sale on my side bar and have ownership over the domain sales page etc etc and bookstore etc etc soon to be developed 🙂 …both e books and gadgets on ebay etc etc…u shall see 🙂 stay tuned 🙂 Q

420 Greetings

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Keepon Keepin on One Day @ a Time

an Come back Ya all ya hear! 🙂 always sumpin new. 🙂 till da day i er da internet dies whichever cums furst lol

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How ever ya fly fly safe an remember 🙂

~ Crashing is Not an Option ~ 🙂

runangonow of quarkland …either here r there 🙂 lol

whatz ya got to say to all that! ?

whatz ya got to say to all that! ?

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adios!

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New Moon Blessings of the Fifth Stage of Endurance: The Harrowing of the Soul

……..D & D Day fer me 🙂 no not Dungeons an Dwagonz but because of Dawn an Derek & Brandi! I start a new day, moving forward without hesitation!

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With a bit of Endurance!

“It is because of the burst of new life that our life may seem again to stumble too near the edge, and jump right into the abyss again. But this time, the love of the inner masculine and the old Wild Self will sustain us as never before.”

ThanQ Derek H an Dawn & Brandi

for being whom ya all be 🙂

Da’ following is a long post-it so, get a cupa jave an sit down fer a spell an read if’n ya wish ,,, Peace out to one an all frum

Q

PS: I did this re blog an post-it before they came up with the werd of the week Endurance 🙂 so i am jest linking this page to the wordpress weekly photo challenge: Makes it an easy one fer me 2 day! Endurance

Werd of da' week Endurance

Werd of da’ week Endurance

Have a splendid weekend everyone

Quark

Healey Institute for Healers

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Please, join in where ever you are. Awake or asleep. Read this and reflect, and meditate. Wednesday, September 24th 2014 at 8pm EST.

Three months ago, we began a journey towards wholeness by diving deep into our psyches. Through calm reflection and/or meditation, we have explored the foolish “devil’s bargains” that we have made in our past, and what we have given up or what has been taken away from us. We have discovered and continue to discover the things and people which no longer serve us and have learned to healthily cut and break free from them. We have begun to learn to wander with instinct and eat that which feeds our minds, bodies, and souls, and now we delve into what the Sufies call “The Longing, in the wilderness of loneliness” or the pain of the soul.

(I shared and wrote a brief article yesterday on the subject of The Longing:…

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A short update on the energies – September 3, 2014

……Simply that bygones are bygones, and now, these bygones keep accumulating at an ever increasing rate…. Amazing Werds fer da day are as follows – and – please follow the link provided at view complete article , until laters ….an remember > For here is still so much of you to embrace, and for every second of the day now, you continue to widen you grasp on just who it is you really are, and why it is you came here in the first place…step by step and piece by piece.

” Keep on Keepin on “

” One Day @ a Time “…..

Peace-out 2 U an Namaste’ frum da Quasicle Q 🙂

Quarksires First WordPress Post-it

The Lightning Dude***********

 This is My first post-it i ever did at WordPress, back in april 2013, with gewd intentions :

I said> you shalleventually see q’s webwerld charged full of gewd electrical charges created by the “lightning Dude”

came here from multiply and before that yahoo 360 and before that geocites and before that chatrooms at starlink etc etc for years. an website at homestead ..so anyhow my first post-it here at wordpress i jest went back to an noticed ? wow it has been viewed by jest a few folks,,& ,no ones evr bothered i guess to go back through my blogs that far to much ,so ,,anyhow the above is the pic i used and this is the page

The Lightning Dude

https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/04/19/the-lightning-dude/

Posted on April 19, 2013 Image…an is kinna finny i didnt even got a like on it,,,,,a trip to me anyhew so i wanted to share the first page evr by da Q aka mike in sunny southern colorado 🙂

 

Category Archives: Magnanomous Mondays

now as of Monday July 21st 2014!

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quarks compassionate heartz club rememberz!

 whenever a good rain washes the world, and a rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another is all i really gots to say this day jest wanted something stikingly good on the front page opf my blog instead of the as of late ,,,tired of having to respond to watching others games of selfish intent, especially when it has many a thing close to my heart an soul.an or my pocket bewk even or well when it touches somehow close to home…

“From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. <^> Link article by Q

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  So, point is keep on comin back sumpin new an different brewing in the rocky mountains all the time besides beer thunderstorms and pot! lol. have a great week werld.

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This is where I GET OFF!

Magnanomous monday is a day of the week where i like to do a wertthwhile sshare that is werth coming round to read! <edit>appearz dis post is almost layte but not short! lol

A HAppy week again 2 one an all! keep on keepin on ! One Day At A time <link 🙂

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  i jest posted this post ..an it appears it is my 420th post-it lol…how funny is that! 🙂 so…..

A Place 2 Get off on Magnamous Monday

 https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2014/04/27/light-up-my-life/

right on lightnin'

Weekend Bliss wit Quarksire

 ***** these flyng thingzz are well*****

^^^^^^^^ what they are ^^^^^^^^

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an in Q’s life there is definitely more than one way to fly! as most of ya know i have a trike with an engine, an also fly the powered parachute with a trike under it also…unlike the ppg,,,well these pics need not much more explanation, the little bita text i put in kinna sayz it all, so don’t need to bore ya wit my jargon! Do Enjoy the Pics i’ve posted below though !Here are jest 2 more ways to fly and well, once ya own the equipment well, it don’t cost ya nothing but gas to get there,,,then ya JUMP and have fun an fly FREE!

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…….as long as ya don’t crash ….now that’d cost ya, well maybe more than an arm an a leg, so “CRASHING IS NOT AN OPTION!”

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FIRST THING YA GOT TO DO IS GET TO DA TOP!

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THEN YA GOT TO GANDER AT DA WEATHER FER A FEW AN SMOKE ONE IF YA SMOK LOL 🙂

GET IN DA RIGHT MINDSET NO MATTER WHAT!..MEDITATE A BIT AN ALL…UR LIFE MIGHT DEPEND ON IT!

AN MAYBE…JEST MAYBE…….GET A FEW TIPS FROM DA’ INSTRUCTOR LADY!

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the advantage of flying meriams crater is it is a volcano and no matter what way the wind comes at it ya can most always launch every day!***

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one step at a time then ya ……..

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is fun gettin real HIGH ^^^

wit ur buddies an ya can talk to each udder up dere also!

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******there is a down side to it fer da guy doin da driving though geez……

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*** say its my turn! LoL on top of da volcano! ***

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a sleigh ride kinna day it was on saturday!

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a lotta time waiting fer the wind!

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*** FLY 4 FUN FLY 4 FREE! ***

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******** all flights are not created equal either! ********

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welcome to hwy 666 🙂

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***********dont touch that wing tip!*******

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so training day over fer now in Q’s werld today hope u enjoined the picture show….this is obviously a place in my werld where “GRAVITY” is not my best friend! LoL have a great week everyone an don’t let the Gravity of the situation get ya down, if it does take a big breath an make it a sleigh ride, even without a lift its lotsa fun , life that is,,,

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over an out fer now…MORE TO COME i even gots video to go with this also sumtime when i get my speed back lol…..

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🙂

Q