Know thyself – cuz Ya Never Know!

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Β  So whats the point he said she said??? there are 2 many points to this subjekT! lol.
although it is mostly bout what one loves…whatevr that is!…

Ten years ago i loved what i thought was an angel ? only to find out after months that the angel loved the devil more than life itself…what do i mean buy the devil..”D evil” well to me definition of EVIL is simply ..anything that is opposite to LIVE in thinking..an well the “devil;” lol..has to be …against lived.or da’ live…….

then 3 years laters the same kind of scenario trips up my life to no end….by another so-called angel, one i have a hard time forgiving for not being an honest human an taking me for Time, energy, money, direction and sending me into a downward spiral emotionally for years! 😦 Yeah that was love ……I am still today at this moment paying for that wunderful adventure….guess i was cheap entertainment 4 a year o the internet, an a few months sex for her…whatevr is all i can say now…cuz i have to accept that there are people who are against live….an all out for themselves in evry way? money wise though being the most important to these kinda lovers it is more important than all the fears that they behold in life$$$$…..so much for angels…..
So, point of this is one thing . “YA NEVER KNOW” bout anything or anybody really truly.i did not choose for them to be selfish or greedy or to rip me off for cash an time an life an emotions whatever 4?..or do ya bout them?..? or do we jest have to make better choices? wtf? i do not know what the answer is but my present relationship does not exhibit or even come close to or have any tendencies to be against live…an definitely is not against lived, because her lived is what makes her that person that she is today!…..

well one in many millions to me my lady is…nothing of the sort or kind against live…wtf for she says…why be against ur life? an if ya are well ur close to suicide…i guess…anyhow an against live Evil…why be that now when what we have lived brought us to be who we are today? why join up with the “devil” against lived an whom is Evil? …..what on earth for really? $$$$$ in the end with these greedy selfish people…they do not care what the causal effects of their taking frum u for their own personal benefit…very cold an self centered in my book of life ..unto death when we part! yep!…as they walk round talking bout how they notice all the self centered people etc etc? like wtf..Hippocratic to the max i see in so many people these days…hurting on others? finding humor in it an then saying they are innocent in all their false judgements an taking frum ya?…

BACK 2 the POINT! YA NEVER KNOW!….I simply want to live an love …simple right…..LIFE!

what is it ya never know…well, lotsa things in this life of pomp an circumstance, good choices vs. bad etc etc fate er destiny? which is it an why? YA WILL PROLLY never know where ya come frum really….other than jest one thing really …love an desire to live! that’s bout it!…other than that ya prolly will never know ? when fate ? destiny? luck bad er good? or pomp or circumstance by being in the wrong place at the wrong time??? Fact; some things an people in my life will be part of my infinity 4 one reason er another!

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WELL? YA NEVR KNOW …BOUT ANY OF THAT IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS AN WILL BE WHAT IT IS ALSO? MY point is a LOT OF IT IS SIMPLY ABOUT CHOICE; why should human being be so inconsiderate to others as to take a child of theirs away frum them an not ever let that child see them after 6 years of life? moving to another part of the state? an disappear…but on the back side of life stalk ya for $$$?.an reprogram the child with nonsense!….why would sumeone go nuts an kill my lady and her father an rape her an steal car an money an drive off 500 miles away to then kill a group of 4 in a campground ???wtf? then when they find this guy an pull him over he puts his cig out in the middle of his forehead? before they take him off to jail? nope he wasn’t drunk or on drugs either ..jest a crazy who should not have been let out on parole but was an ex-murder who should have never been let out? as far as i am concerned in the furst place ..system failure to me…an welp is bout it..the whole good system is collapsing upon itself cuza the bad? is a trip how society as a whole don’t want to get a grip an get along, truly sad really……so wtf is what i am saying to U today is ya NEVER KNOW when shit will or can happen in ur life…My experience though is that if ya fear the crazy people they will be attracted to ya…so HAVE NO FEAR! ..most important though is one has to KNOW THYSELF an be able to get a grip when crazy shit does happen in their life…….
Why would someone intoxicated to the max choose to take a drive with the 4 year old in the car to the races! lol. such alcoholic stupity auctually!..@ well @ i know by personal experience an everyones is different because of choices of habits..once again i choose today LOVE instead of fear!..(an alcoholism).(escapisms) an ism’s in general!
but really ! Ya NEVER KNOW ..either after the habits ya might choose in life what will become of it or because of the HABIT! everything bout ya changes 4 ever…cosmic cosmology in a sense to me is where one recognizes that happening in their life! that is to be lived! once ya turn round ur perception and analysis an stop being a selfish human as the doers that hurt ya well, ya see the HABITS one chooses are of most important to their very own existence an life itself! in all and every ways everything is bout HABIT! an choosing the correct ones…ya only got so much room in ur brain an so much time in ur life so depending upon the HABITS u choose is what will become the outcome in this standpoint alone…..

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So on that note well, i have in my lifetime learned to choose certain habits that were good for me rather than badhabits that were good for me rather than bad! habits like my addiction to flying, driving, Riding an experiencing FUN things….an doing my photography,..to old to scare the shit out of myself an rock climb though lol…been there done that badge..an i got hurt more than once doing it…so having an addictive personality an having healthy habits is a good thing! in Q’s book of life….over the years i have traded my BAD habits for so called better or gooder habits lol…as a child would say!…an for that fact i am grateful ..i have chosen to not disengage frum my personal reality anymore..which i did every day 4 about 26 years as a functioning alcoholic an businessman in the worlds workforce…if i would have continued that HABIT of drinking i would have killed my self or another doing it …having to come to terms with that an quit was hard..very hard…but well, i am alive today because i do not drink..an as a result i can still fly my ultralight or drive my car or ryde my motorcycle to my hearts delight @ long @ i don’t get sick over my latest adventure with dis-ease an the bodys malfunction.my (PKD)..so is a dna flip and a genetic flaw they say that causes mine…as with many debilitating diseases, they are all jest a genetic flip…with different causes of symptom in different places based upon the flip…for 10 years now i have had my kidneys failing in a bad way an knew it ..they the kidneys in my abdomen are bout 4 times the size of the normal persons kidneys..maybe 5…covered with polycysts they are…an the cycts are spread all over in my abdomen also???oh did i say it hurts? …well has come to the point of dialysis…in my werld…an thats a whole nother post it…
THE point of this post it was to give preponderance to the fact that well….YA NEVER KNOW! ….bout anything really or anybody! as la live learn an grow ya know better..but that does not save ya frum the THEN…an point of that is ya forgive the THEN so ya can live in the now! even if someone ya knew 5 10 er 20 years ago is still negatively affecting ur mind with negative energy 😦

IT’S ALL IN UR MIND YES INDEED!!!!
SO KEEP THE GOOD, IS ALL I CAN SAY….when in recovery..because…

YA NEVR KNOW!…….

all i can say is one should always keep hope in their higher power within themselves to pull them thru if they really want to get thru it..it is really tough ? indeed it is a lot to accept that some people are simply selfishly programmed an so addicted to their programming that they will never change…bred by fear live by fear so to say….therefore that is not love an my objektive as of late is one thing LOVE….an well till i die i am going to live my very own version of the great american dream…an hopefully fly an ryde an well, live an have fun with my love, an simply experience a few good fun things in life instead of focusing on the bad an the past …

CUZ YA KNOW WHAT FOLKS “IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS “! WHAT EVER IT IS NOW…..GOT TO ACCEPT THAT AN MOVE ON FRUM THERE.

OVER AN OUT FRUM THE Q

Bare Essentials by quarksire

Well Ya Never Know!

Jest in case now!?

Jest in case now!?

…& a few ponderable Questions frum da’ Quarked one today!

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say in an instant ..bump in the night an electricity goes off, cell phones go off, all the lights int eh city go off, all the gas pumps won;t pump, all the roads leading in an outa the cities are damaged an or blocked? u don;t have extra food or batteries etc etc even or a candle? for tonight er tomorrow! ?…
.Well>?Jest a bit of food for thought …whether u believe in me fox news or the hare’ krishna! budda, jesus or ur archangel or whatevr u believe in? Are U preppared for disaster beyond ur control? ARE YOU PREPARED? Do u have a jack an a spare? if u have a flat tire? do u have tools to save ur life if u have to or anothers?…..Are deaf ears better an is ignorance upon the masses better? well, it seems to have always been a thing ..keep the “real” info of how the werld werks from the masses…teach most of em the werld is only 6000 years old ? an man was created in an instant by this guy in the sky they call god?… really wunder how they explain dinosaurs an the fossil i hold in my hand that is 300 million years old lol?.. i have lotz more to say on this subjekt but won’t in this post-it!
~~~anyhow? Back to the point of this post! for how long could ya last, if’n ya had to…without electricity or water? or bare essentials?… whats going to happen in the future, ? are u a prepper or are u a believer? that there will always be a government that is stable to be able to feed ur act? when ur great grandparents grew up didnt they have to be self sufficient? ie…. have their own windmill etc etc an thier farm to feed thier family… till everyone started depending on the guy next door to provide for them evrything including thier food shelter an electricity!? oh it doiesn’t happen that way? ..ya say? but it can? ya think not now?
Will there be civil unrest around the countries of the werld including usa an canada? Because evryone has been censored into believing in fear based controlling principles an ways an still ludicriuos laws? This is exactly why i got outa politics way back int he 80’s ..can’t fight the guys that have more money than me? they will always win. so that is the futility of it all even if i was being honest they always won in court, the ones with the money? imagine that…way of the werld i guess.. in the 20th century. 4 evr will the werld continue to get werse or will there be world peace? some how by some miracle way? …. well? i wunder what will happen in the future an even the very near future with a few things an events, i cannot speculate really because their are those with the money an power that will basically call the script the way they see it…everyone else all trapped in their cities without electicity for a week an see what happens? that”ll be a fun one huh!? if an when it evr does happen…either by some created event or by nature herself an mother earth doing that big burp thing {the big rang} {{when momma earth rangs louder than most on surface will stand} she does evr so often an grows once again huh how fast how soon how quick will it happen an why? well to many different speculation an consequences can be thought up an percieved?…lotta fear mongers creating lotsa fear bout losta diferent things, an lotsa whistle blowerz etc etc trying to tell the truth bout things always end up getting killed er what not? who wrote that movie an why is it illeagal to be honest in perception now open ur eyes an see what happened when and why bout lotsa things ? well cuz lotsa times the ones that does it is the ones that has the money an therefore has the power? so back to the monetary thing an what will happen with world economics in the future we shall see? some even speculate the whole werld changing the way the exchange system werks? whats possible????…
Well Facts are fact bout us living on a breathing live planet ! no matter where ya live, one should always treat the planet like it is the Earth it really is instead of some concrete an asphalt layered mess…we try to keep organized,,, i must say having traveled a bit of da world, i see a lotta of the world really has it together good concerning {including much of the usa} but? what they themselves or their country is going to do in event of such a natural disaster like, a great earth burp where everything moves at once everywhere an the whole planet goes on a wild ride similar to the movie 2012? some live some die depending on where they live? an by what circumstances happened to them etc etc…AHHH BIT THAT CAN’t HAPPEN! FOX NEwS TOLD ME SO! LoL πŸ™‚
anyhow point of this whole post was food for thought – bout not only belief systems? – if ur any “belief system” in “particular”.. something more special than the next guys “belief ” system? well….what if? there was a natural disaster like a giant earthquake explosion er whatnot? an the light went out an the power went out etc etc in ur town? what would u do????how long could u last? well the reason why i say this is cuz most folks that live in the cities or towns close to cities etc etc, do not have a way to get deal with water or electricity if it was shut off? an fuel an food to get through any hard time that might come up because of something all natural..let alone man made? I live in an area where well at least twice a year the electricity might be off for up to a day or more! I am not set up 100% an well my goal is to get set up so i do not have to rely on a troubled world for months that it might be in need of getting the whole infrastructure put back together,,,it could be like the 1800’s within minutes an well,? whatcha gonna do? do ya have a clue? well i half do an will do the best i can to try to take care of myself instead of having to rely on the next guy an hopefully also i will be able to help neighbors an kids that need help in my area with the resources i might have to help them with….will ya evr have enuff in ur enuff itis stage? or will we as a species any more i wunder? well, like i said food for thought…not pointing fingers at anyone but how I am going to deal with it if such an occurrence might happen on this planet say a hurricane sweeping high acroosss the country once in a thousand years …well ya nevr know right?
Was in a couple of very big earthquakes, an in da middle of a fire er 2 an well is when everything changes in jest a few minutes… an usually makes a mess an is not for the better!
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question to ya once again are u prepared?
over an out for now from the
…..Q…..
read my other article here calledΒ 

Vital Necessities

if ur curious what i mean?…~~~~~
A..Q..FACT: Time is a limitation, eternity is limitless. Time stands within and
functions through its definition,

rather Eternity adheres to no
definition in its infinity
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All that you experience within this form
has been allowed for your to be able to learn,. It has been placed forth simply so that you can learn
that you are not the self you perceive yourself to be. Therefore its tools, as limited as they are, have been made useful so we can

journey beyond all limitations.and the ..tools of words!….

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Jest another believe it er not ready er not tale

frum da Q

Heaven an Hell

Heaven an Hell

a Quarked perspective!

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Heaven is where the Police are British…

the cooks french….

the Mechanics German….

is where the Lovers are Italian…

and it is all organized by the Swiss!

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Like a bolt of lightning frum Q's Brain

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Hell is where the Cooks are British…

the mechanics are French….

the Lovers are the Swiss…

The police are German

 

and it is all organized by the Italians

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lol..well did i loose ya at the bakery on that one or are u a multicuultural individual…?

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have a great day every one

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Colorful Colorado blessingz 2 U

over an out frum da’ Q

PS: Don’t ferget bout the british Went Worth LoL πŸ™‚

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