Finger Lewkin’ Gewd

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-g8rNtfonyy0/T-IWYJc132I/AAAAAAAAC1w/Ymgv-UlshaI/s400/image00223.jpgFinger Monkeys: as many things do today remind me of how precious life is no matter how big er small – what color or type,,,any way ya lewk at it it is life. Gotta love it ! er not is our very own choice every day, like picking up the bottle er not….

gotta love urself at least that much to not want to escape the life u so very much truly love….!

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What amazing little creatures live in the rain forests!
Another good reason to preserve the biodiversity of this amazing planet!
Ya think finger monkees are predjudice? i think not!
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Finger monkeys are native to rain-forests of Brazil , Peru , Bolivia , Ecuador and Colombia. (Source: Buzzle)
 
Finger monkeys are, as a matter of fact, pygmy marmosets. They are also known by the names “pocket monkey”and “tiny lion”.
 
This cute little primate hugs and grips on to your finger so tight that it pulls your heartstrings and you wish you could take it home with you. The finger monkey is the tiniest living primate in the world. It’s so small that it can hold on to your finger.
 
These primates belong to the family Callitrichidae, species Cebuella and genus C. pygmaea.
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9breU3cmA1k/T-IWoNqDUjI/AAAAAAAAC2A/3kA1OqN28co/s400/image00445.jpgDis’ finger monkey reminds u not to pick up da’ bottle –
life is too short an too precious to have to escape it all the time!
PS: NOT MY PHOTOGRAPHY EITHER ZOO SHOTS FROM THE EAST! but i couldn’t resist posting these pics with my points!
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It’s a birthright ? am i correct er not u tell me…..don’t matter how big er how small er what country it comes from er what not – nor weather it’s black or yeller er white..it’s sacred as far as i am concerned ..an precious no matter how big er small an even what color an type – it’s still life! don’t they have a right to survive also?….What’s that ya say ….
LIFE!
yep yep
Be kind – love life – don’t discriminate!
have a splendid one werld…!
jest my 2 Cents Werth today!
Got da’ POINT!?
… Q ….
Finger lickin’ gewd is life @ the right times yeahhhhha! say this monkey!
~ Love an light 2 one an all  ~

Mikeys Empty Room with Da’ Mindcrimes

Quarksire’s Operation Mindcrime in Mikeys Empty Rewm

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Meanwhile

My empty Room ! the night she died 😦 an ever since i been cryin’
2001 a space oddessy it was….as she lied there on the floor….
every day goes by ,,,i rememebr more and more…….
Is a cryin shame; Death that is when love is left apart; holding a cold hand.
Rolled her over cold ya know; her soul entered me; did not want to let go
evry time i see things i see; i see things that remind me of her
like memories wrapped round my throat;
i seen her for months inside me;
till she one day so gracefully; left me;
told me to go find and seek the eyes of a
loving stranger
i tapped memories beyond this time as a result of her
and my day of future passed and the dayz she lived inside me
In a weird way; well she’ll always be inside me
as i stare off my mountaintop where we should have
landed together here and me
now she became a bird so free
and went off into the universe to find a new destiny
although she was proud to have known me
and Will come to my side whenever i call her, soulfully,as she come to me in this silence, in my empty rewm, no speep today – i can’t pretend

even if i do have the eyes of a stranger with me
she was then always…jest lewking back at me….
here alone in my Empty Room….i sit an ponder?
What justice was in this fer her an me??i wunder now,,what universal justice…
Growing old,,,one day closer to seeing her once again
– Universes so mightingly willing -willing on this still chilly morning
i lewk back on thee,,,,and still see here
sitting on that hilltop with me.telling me…days before….
No matter what happenz mikey – I’ll always be over ur shoulder
watching .yes watching…..over YOu .over YOU!..
Ur free,i’m free..an i’ll always be with thee..Jest call on me
Says my Angel so dear when i call upon thee..
She everlastingly tells me
,,,remember my name,,,
an never forget me
,,,….Dear …..Q….
Through and through Eternity
I shall see u In Infinity
Indifinitely – Intensely – effervessently – Equally –
One day again We Shall become ONE…
She told me……….
The Night before she died~~~~~
so now i Sit here …
in this Empty room , all in all out
I hear her voice even sumtimes flying in the wind
I lewk ,,no ones round,,in this empty room or about iwhilst in da’ air
she Keeps me there…
Always telling me…..
She might even one day be there…..
In the eyes of a stranger
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once again years after seeing the mind,,,in this mt rewm well,,,destiny still has this holy charge for theee……no matter what where who or when i play the rest of my life out,,jest one of many angels voices i can call upon to myself through-out all of eternity,,the way i see it the quarked way now,,in the quasicle, quintiscent werld of Q

believe it er not poem frum Q…about Q an Once 4 evr an angel, an once said,yes widowed for life….Go find a new wife! after me she said, so to this day i am still ,,in My empty rewm!…….

Frum a true story of a heart torn apart,,by alcohol, drugz , and Insanity! in 2001 ,,,Quarks Space Oddessey …he’s been on evr since,,,knowing new better different realities…..besides my physical hereditary disease…I still of the realities, of the past, war, pain, and tragedies,,that have happened to thee over a lifetime of watching people’s die but having them 4 evr on ur mind…holding onto and keeping forgiveness….an realizing …….
of keeness, in perception and an overwhelming reality, that we are quantum in nature and once we know we might never forget that truth,,,an for me well thats something to Live for ,and also something to be willing to die for also..so one can alwways be re-born to live again.One truth .one forever ..one destiny, for all and all ya see..ok over an out frum Q
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Hope all who follow me ….reach their very own personal Destiny – Yes there is a reason for all things..if nuting else an education to me ,,,those gone are my teachers,to the fact that what will be will be ,,,can’t control people places and things, but graciouslu accept and honor all that is offered to theee,,and to the very best one can.and be the very best man one can ,be…tillll death becomes over me;evry time i think im over it i have memories that remind me of U angel..lewkin back at me!

Above disertation by Quarksire aka Mikey in Colorado

13 years after 2001 a spaced out tragedy for Q

PS: YA DON’t Jest Die , as sheri tells me ya simply change ur adress,,in this place and time of universal 4 evr mind

even if it was a mindcrime – the way it turnt out fer me..perceptively

forgiveness has to rule # 1

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🙂
Queensrÿche Lyrics below…….to the song that keeps her voice alive 4 evr in my head…
some angels voices ya will recgonize yes in eternity and heaven er wherever ya go 4 evr i do so believe……correct me if im wrong lol….ok once again over an out frum Q

jest another part of me eternal destiny!

LOVE LIFE AND FORGIVENESS

WITHOUT SPIRITUAL STRIFE

ACCEPTANCE IS A GREAT KEY FOR THIS HEART IN ME!

qUARK qUARK SAYZ

Q
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Empty room today
And here I sit
Chalk outline upon the wall
I remember tracing it
A thousand times, the night she died.
Why? [why? ]
Theres no sleep today, I cant pretend
When all my dreams are crimes
I cant stand facing them
Now who will come
To wash away my sins
Clean my room, fix my meals
Be my friend?

17  links here below jest click on the time

01. Freiheit Ouvertüre – 0:00
02. Convict – 1:36
03. I’m American – 1:45
04. One Foot In Hell – 4:38
05. Hostage – 8:51
06. The Hands – 13:21
07. Speed Of Light – 17:56
08. Signs Say Go – 21:09
09. Re-Arrange You – 24:26
10. The Chase – 27:36
11. Murderer? – 30:46
12. Circles – 35:20
13. If I Could Change It All – 38:19
14. An Intentional Confrontation – 42:45
15. A Junkie’s Blues – 45:18
16. Fear City Slide – 49:00
17. All The Promises – 53:58

Line-Up:

Geoff Tate – vocals
Michael Wilton – guitars
Mike Stone – guitars, vocals
Eddie Jackson – bass guitar, vocals
Scott Rockenfield – drums

Miranda Tate – backing vocals on “The Hands”
Ronnie James Dio – Vocals on “The Chase”

Sadhguru on Inner Engineering

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What is Inner Engineering ? – Who is Sadhguru?
whats ur idea of well being? Happiness /Saddness?
good bad ill will or health , whats it all bout?
well,,,,,even if ur sick or ill? well? I say!
it is what irt is accept it & get on with it!
ride on fly on walk on do whatevr uit is ya got to do
jest be safe 🙂 whist ya walk on the path to
welcoming your SELF to the realm of self realization!

Q
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Breath talk awareness???????? whats it all bout she said to me,,,i said listen up.pick up a chair,,,or kick back on da couch either way , listen up , breath and enjoy er not ur choice…
ull get what i mean eventually after exploring the info put to gether at the same werld here but by anoterh id 🙂
are you the body? are u the mind? are u a brain er what? er a nervous wreck an why? well Isha Kriya offers some information concerning this if ur interested in analysing er checkin it out.when ya give 30 minutes of ur mind er time a certain way what happens? when ya might even bend the laws of time? …….. well some wish to bend destinies of others ,,,when i know all the destinies eventually are the same.believe it er not .if one could “REMEMBER”………….a simple fact! call it whatevr ya want kall it kundalini,,er yoga, er medidation, er pleasure seeking, er the swami way , lol,,call it whatevr ya want it in the end is what it is …very simple really! Clarity of vision is a matter of choice……..There are many ways of reaching the POINT! where actions speak louder than werds evr did!,,and the fears thet were to be gotten beyond were er were not ,,was simply ur choice int he end u will see,,,,,,,whether ur exstatic ! bout if’n u are!!!! jump er not ur deal!.trust or not ur deal!.listen up is all i can say……JUMP!

quark says jump

quark says jump

JUMP!


ABOUT Sadhguru:

Jaggi Vasudev, commonly known as Sadhguru, is an Indian yogi, mystic, philanthropist and author of over 100 titles in 8 different languages.[1] He founded the Isha Foundation, a non-profit organisation which offers yoga programs around the world, including India, United States, England, Lebanon, Singapore, Canada, Malaysia, Uganda and Australia. The Foundation is also involved in various social and community development activities, which have resulted in the Foundation being granted special consultative status with the Economic and Social Council of the United Nations.[2]

MORE ON SADHGURU! click here

12 Steps to Serenity & Love

Therefore, one may say without being presumptuous that

“the experience of experiences is being alive”.

Carlos Castenada

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The Serenity Prayer! and someSobriety and the 12 Steps was what my friend Dr. Jeff needed last year before he so selfishly took his 50cal. gun out on himself instead…..

The Serenity Prayer! and some Sobriety and the 12 steps is what my best friend Jody Layne needed before she took out the bottle of pills one drunk night instead…….

The Serenity Prayer and some Sobriety and the12 Steps is what my best friend Lucinda needed before she took out the clear bottle of vodka instead on her very own head, and drank too much one night till she was dead.

..WHAT DO ALL THESE FRIENDS HAVE IN COMMON?.Well, they all knew the program for many years …the program of the 12 Steps…but none of them had the courage or wisdom to
“Keep on Keepin On” 
and makin it so! as luge used to say…
“MAKE IT SO”

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12 steps to serenity and a life without strife


THE 12 STEP PROGRAMS OUT THERE AND WHY THEY EXIST AND WHATS THE POINT ONE MIGHT SAY THAT IS NOT FAMILIAR WITH SUCH PROGRAMS:?

Q”s FACTS OF LIFE FOR THE ADDICT!

Well, why do certain folks wish to escape their own personal reality using an addiction whatever it may be, booze or many of the thingz listed below, whatever he case may be they possibly may need to read , use and thouroughly do the 12 steps listed above or they may die.

long blog to coME+++GO GET A CUPA JAVA AND SIT DOWN FER A SPELL AND STAY! might be werth the read, if ya are a person with deep down , core driven resentments and hate for things of ur own past. Things buried deep down inside that affect your life each and every day. As you tread along this grinding mill of the wheels of UR life’ KARMA try to be easy on urself if ya decide u have the courage to find REAL LOVE in ur hearts and WHO YOU ARE inside…if u do then i would say it would be a valuable lesson in life if ya don’t know it to learn the 12 steps to serenity and love without strife;;;; a life of HEALING!

instead of DEATH

for number# one is acceptance: is a key for anyone who wishes to develop and grow through the stages of learning to cope with one addiction or another, to get over all the deceptions in ones mind they call their life:(..as hard a s it may seem and sound 90% of the folks on the planet can’t seem to GE A GRIP on this particular subjekt. This subjekt has been an undertaking of mine for some 20 years for me since the day came when i decided i wished to stop ESCAPING LIFE ITSELF BY DRINK AND DRUG!…MAKING THAT DECISION WAS THE FIRST STEP I TOOK TO GET TO STEP ONE AND I NEVER HAD BEEN TO ANY  KIND OF SUPPORT MEETING UNTIL THEN, TOOK ME * YEARS AFTER THAT DECISION TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO QUIT. I was to proud and un-intelligent of an EGO, always {edging god out}  to be able to ask for any help or reach out to AA or NA or any other form of 12 step group that deals with addictive personalities. for at that time in my life I was unawareI one could be addicted to so many different things. It was then i understood what the meaning of pick ur rakma wisely as in aramaic jesus put it: for the werd mean addictions: or habits….So he was saying choose ur habits wisely….not chose ur friends wisely as have the romans mis-translated it!….
     Upon seeking fearless self seeking moral inventory one might find they are addicted to a variety of things. or one thing in particular that oversheds the light of all in their life even, that becomes sad and what it is ….until they are released some day by reaizations, jEST how does one come to these realizations is what this blog er dissertation is all bout!

 POSITIVE ADDICTIONS!

THERE ARE POSITIVE ADDICTIONS LIKE; BEING POSITIVELY ADDICTED TO UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,
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TRUTH , HONOR, PRESENCE, PEACE, CLEANLINESS, SERENITY, SECURITY, CALMNESS, AWAKE ALERTFULLESS, GRATTITUDE, HAPPINESS, MONEY AND IT’s MINDFULL USES, FLYING, BEING GRACEFUL AND SPIRITUAL…….. if u have found urself being jest that, addicted to any and all of the above then u may not need to read this blog or ever need a 12 Step Program in ur life, but i believe everyone no matter how rich or welthy, or poor or sad needs to read this and adhere to the steps provided within! or without the programs of life no matter who u are
the 12 steps can apply if ya have the courage to lewk at oneself and are determined to make a change!

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NEGATIVE ADDICTIONS

  One may be ADDICTED TO> ALCOHOL, DRUGS, FOOD, SEX, HATE, SCARY THINGS, TATTOOS, SELF IMPORTANCE, FEAR & SELF PRESERVATION, OUR EGO, INBALANCE, PAIN, INTOLERANCE,  SELF RIDICULE FOR THE EGOS SARCASTIC DELIGHT, CRIME, AN EASY WAY OUT, VIOLENCE {TO GET WHAT THEY WANT}, SOME ARE EVEN ADDICTED TO DIS-EASE AND ILLNESS NOT HAVING A CLUE AS TO WHY? Heridetary or brought on by ones onwn self, is always important to know WHY!?!  IS WHY 12 steps EXIST! and some are addicted to BEING A SAVIOR? when it is themselves they prolly need to save.

THE GREATEST ADDICTION

TO FIND LOVE is THE GREATEST ADDICTION of ALL ADDICTIONS of all that EXIST  FOR ALL ALIVE IT IS IMPERATIVE TO FIND LOVE ONE WAYOR ANOTHER– Finally to realize why they have come here to this great planet we call earth, to find love is what all come to find, display, show, honor, or live, or hate, or whatever we all come to find love to deal with….Unless we CHOOSE TO DEAL WITH Jest the HATE INSTEAD, we do have a choice and a voice……
{“believe it er not”}

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oN THE 12 STEPS AND MAKING AMMENDS WHICH IS THE 4TH STEP OF THE 12….TO UNDERSTAND WHY THE STEPS ARE LAYED OUT THE WAY THEY ARE AND TO USE THEM AND PUT LIFE TOGETHER ROUND THESE STEPS HAS BEEN A VERY VALUABLE TOOL TO MY OWN PERSONAL SURVIVAL OF THE SOUL IN THIS INCARNATION! SO BE IT!  IS WHAT I WISH TO FOCUS ON TODAY! 

HEART HEALING

Allowing grace full change to happen as it should unfold by the laws of cosmic nature is very critical for may who are inpatient or fearful bout the leap of the change they might undertake!….And ah what a change it is in life to have weights lifted off ur souls shoulders that may have been there for 20 er 30 years after doing the
12 steps THOUROUGHLY!
All the time remembering what
LOVE TRULY IS AND IS NOT!

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sOME ARE LIKE A LEAF, out of control on a river being washed down to the depths of he sands of time below, those folks all are like that leaf in lotsa ways, they are seeking a rock that they can find along the way, not jest any rock, but that special rock with a big heart of gold in the center, one who able to allow the leaf to grab ahold of its side and maybe stay a while, maybe there find peace and harmony and a place to hang till the end of time the leaf might find,till it withers to nothingness…which is all there is really “believe it er not” grains of sand in a sea of eternity we all are!      so on that note i must say i hope all the leaves out there find their rock to hang onto! ….if nutin; else they find a big stick so they can at least go to the bottom of the sands of time in the river of life happily ever after stuck to the stick they LOVE!

.May hopefully this stick never get Stuck in da’mudd eiher….so both i and the leaf can enjoy the ride on this thing they call their life. may suicidal tendancies not be the running away part of their life wanting to say good bye to all that is out of selfish insecurities….may they find 12 their own steps to eternity.

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SO, BE WHO YOU ARE JEST FOR TODAY BE WHO U ARE AND WASH UR PAINS AWAY BY MAKING AMMENDS TO ALL YA CAN TODAY , THEN GOING ON WITH THE REST OF THE STEPS TO HAPPINESS AND FREDDOM THE BILL AND DR. BOB WAY

THE BIG BOOK THE BOOK OF AA THE BOOK OF NA THE BOOKS OF THE 12 STEPS ARE ALL A WAY TO SEE THIS LIGHT OF A NEW DAY….LOTSA BOOKS EXPLAINING THE SAME PHILO=ISOPHY OF RIGHT & THE WRONGS IN ONES LIFE AND GETTING ON WITH A NEW BETTER DIFFERENT KINNA LIFE FER THE REST OF ONES DAYS!
THE BOOK OF LIFE UR LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT
DEPENDING UPON WHETHER YA HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO THE STEPS NECESSARY TO MAKE IT THAT WAY

AS LUCK AND A LOVE OF MINE ONCE GONE {who needed the 12 steps bad, and would prolly still be here if she had the courage and wisdom to take them}
TO THE GRAVE SHE USED TO SAY

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MAKE IT SO!
~SO~
here below is

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SO IF UR ADDICTED TO ANYTHING AT ALL
I SUGGEST JEST DOING IT!
THE 12 STEPS THAT IS!
 i hope everyone can have a great June coming up and
Since may is gone to May it BE!

JEST MAKE IT SO!

  IT WILL BE WHATEVER IT WILL BE…WHATEVER U MAKE IT! IT STILL IS WHAT IT IS!

AN if ya do the 4th step the best you can and try to make the ammends the best you can afterwards…and the other party is un-receptive well,
Don’t kill Urself over it!     
jest know u did the very best you could and forgive urself if they will not allow you to make ammends or place all the blame continuously on u without accepting thier part in the play!

UR LIFE
PLIGHT OR FIGHT RIGHT OR WRONG BY UR VERY  CHOICE YA SEE IS UR VERY OWN DESTINY…..forgive urself and others

and:)

GET A GRIP….

for today Q is

Chanting Love Livin on the Edge

NAMASTE’

to one and all
frum

Q