Brass Tacks Chapter 21

My questimation is like it might take ya as long to read this post

¬†as the video I have posted here:)…

b’cuz of a a piano God! ūüôā

and an Angel

and this video is kinda primarily what I talk about in chapter 21:)


~ Brass Tacks – Chapter 21~

There is a term, “when ya get down to the brass tacks of it all!” ….I have heard this one many times oveer the years…in cased in different texts of terminology to mean or describe different aspect of certain thingz…. In the end, at the end ? of a book, well if knowledge is kept then perception call always be seen, even in future events,….that whats been fortold to me anyhew……:)

OKay brass tacks…why they don’t rust and wither away I guess:)….they last a long time, so because it’s baan a long time, it’s taken me lotsa years to figure this one thing out!…… as i wither away on the back side of me eyelids every night, i think to the sand man and hope I ‘ll always be here another day, but I know thats impossible to keep up forever, i gonna try to keep it up for man years ahead, no matta what the pain, I am sure ther will be some kinda gain:)….as long as I wake up tomorrow!:) to BLACK:) b-4 I open me eyelids:)….and remember where I have been:) and re-member where i am going:)…

.hoping the master of puppets will help me along with every day:) …..So, to get to the bottom of the brass tacks and all one has to go through many chapters in ones life:) Seeming like there is a differnet difinition to each chapter that is lived….chapters not neccessarily being a specific set of years days or months.

 Some chapters are months long,,,,some are weeks lol..

…and some are years:)…chapters of ones life..

.{when ya get to be 50+ er so ya will know what I mean……all segmented and broken up to be the miost Important times in ones lives….Sumpin to maybe write about, not jest a vanity bewk but a book of another kind, determined to teach one who wishes to read a few lessons in life. A book bout Smart Decisions and bout bad decisions at the same time:)…some bad decisions that even became the smart decision because of the experience and the lesson learned:) Got to stay on track here fer the 21st time now….cuz 21st century speaking we{ as a race} have learned an enourmous amount of knowledge never expected or realized by many of the scholors of the past:)….

in a way those brilliant philisophers could imagine where we were headed they had no idea how to get there….but then guys like budda and christ and krishna came to show us that the christ is in one and all…right inside,,,,inside you and me:)…all ya got to do is believe!…..if ya don’t that’s ur choice…but I know what I know now and see what I see for being the truth that is hidden inside this daredevil self that I call me:)….

And oh yeah ūüôā ….it’s safe to be a daredevil if ya know tha limits that he puts upon ya ūüôā ….be it forces of spirit, nature, or wind and fire the weather,,,,It’s all the same ūüôā …… believe it not:)…if ya differ with me it’s okay….don’t matter to me anymore:)…I know what I know ūüôā ….but not quite like the master that plays this game ūüôā …the master of puppets ūüôā lol…will blog about that another day ūüôā it’s all a matter of perception – what the specific outcome will be ūüôā ….Kinda like flying and landing safe for me ūüôā … the beginning of the end of another grand day every time i do it:)…

~ SO gettin’ back to brass tacks and the expression I think it is only beffitting to end this part of chapter 21 knowing that the are 2 things:) 2 things & 2 things only that really exist when ya get to the bottom of the brass tacks of it all:) There are also only 2 choice in all of ur domain!!! and yes you and me have the power of choice, and the freedom to choose , because the higher order of creation told us thats what we could do:)…once upon a time when we realized who were it was buried by clouds of dust and and earthshakin’ like never before…making pillars of sand out of most of the world:)…now that some of it is washing away we can see some of the truths of the past coming to light{ another post another day}…but for now we stayin’ with what is :the brass tacks of it all

” back to only 2 things,

 2 things for every thought .

…2 things for every action:)..

…..not really an inbetween cuz it all has to start somewhere:)..

.As i so wholeheartly agree it has to start with thought:)…I believe thoughts are Thingz!!!!!!!!!” and well, it werks for me:)….. Back to 2 things!….. 2 things I have been talking bout since my first out of body experience while in body and conscious of it…believe it er not:)…

since that time in my life I realized many years ago that there was again these 2 things> 2 things separated from the one…the one atomic force that is within us all:) many different ways and descriptions of these 2 things also exist:)…many different interpretations:) determined and based upon perception:) and well even based on that we can’t ever get away from these 2 things for no matter whats sake in life



¬†Is a perplexity that many do not ever overcome….

~~~~~~LOVE OR FEAR~~~~~~

¬†are the 2 things i am talkin bout:) Everything you think and do have to do with one or the other:)…… whats a prob is when people get the 2 mixed up, cuz ya can’t mix em up…it jest don’t jive in every day life ya see…to mix up these realitys:)to try to base one reality on both of these 2 things? positive or negative




¬†If ya do that then ya are perplexing the smooth chaos that exists between these 2 things and mix em all up… In essence ya mix up the energys in ur field by truying to believe it is a love based action or set of werds when it is based upon fear based thoughts all the whil e i s jest ludicrious to me:) lol… but many do it:)….many can’t stay on the side of the fence they wish to they lif=ve on both sdides of reality:) Which is okay if ya can handle it i guess….to percieve it from both sides of the mind….both sides of the “mind of god” God knows all ya remember if ya believe in some sort of god in ur life:) and that all knowing god has a choice….. and shows ya both sides of ur reality simultainusly, and at many times in ur day, that mind inside lets u and u alone to make the choice:) FEAR or LOVE???????? I BELIEVE this is where ya have the choice from one of these 2 things…is what ya are thinkin right now positive or negative?

 is it based on fear or love?

 and which ones would ya like to be a representative of ur self with out going mad or crazy?

¬†For they are both “what they are” and it is what it is again:) love is love and fear is fear + is plus and – is negative:) they don’t like to mix:) but they can both be riding along side by side in symetry:)

¬†It’s ur choice whether or not and which ya chose when ya have thoughts or actions? are they fear based? or love based? all boils down to these 2 realitys:)


the WAY I SEE:)


 comin from this ol PIANO TARIUM:)

Well it is much better than a sanitarioum lol..

.. hope i didnt loose ya at the bakery

Jest Trying to get down to the” BRASS TACKS OF REALITY:)” may ur sandman treat U well this eve:)

 may ur dreams fade to black when ya arise:)

May The Master of Puppets:)

Sow ya the right way:)

 to make the right choice now:)



frum Q

Fear and Luck

~ SO ~Lesson 240 ~

“Fear is not justified in any form.”

Lesson 240 from, acim study¬† work book ūüôā


Fear is not justified in any form.


Fear is deception. It attests that you have seen yourself as you could never be,
and therefore look upon a world which is impossible. Not one thing in this world
is true. It does not matter what the form in which it may appear. It witnesses
but to your own illusions of yourself. Let us not be deceived today. We are the
Sons of God. There is no fear in us, for we are each a part of Love Itself.

<How foolish are our fears! Would You allow Your Son to suffer? Give us faith
today to recognize Your Son, and set him free. Let us forgive him in Your Name,
that we may understand his holiness, and feel the love for him which is Your Own
as well.>

2. What is Salvation?

(1) Salvation is a promise, made by God, that you would find your way to Him
at last. It cannot but be kept. It guarantees that time will have an end, and
all the thoughts that have been born in time will end as well. God’s Word is
given every mind which thinks that it has separate thoughts, and will replace
these thoughts of conflict with the Thought of peace.

(2) The Thought of peace was given to God’s Son the instant that his mind
had thought of war. There was no need for such a Thought before, for peace was
given without opposite, and merely was. But when the mind is split there is a need
of healing. So the Thought that has the power to heal the split became a part
of every fragment of the mind that still was one, but failed to recognize its
oneness. Now it did not know itself, and thought its own Identity was lost.

(3) Salvation is undoing in the sense that it does nothing, failing to
support the world of dreams and malice. Thus it lets illusions go. By not supporting
them, it merely lets them quietly go down to dust. And what they hid is now
revealed; an altar to the holy Name of God whereon His Word is written, with
the gifts of your forgiveness laid before it, and the memory of God not far

(4) Let us come daily to this holy place, and spend a while together. Here
we share our final dream. It is a dream in which there is no sorrow, for it
holds a hint of all the glory given us by God. The grass is pushing through the
soil, the trees are budding now, and birds have come to live within their
branches. Earth is being born again in new perspective. Night has gone, and we have
come together in the light.

(5) From here we give salvation to the world, for it is here salvation was
received. The song of our rejoicing is the call to all the world that
freedom is returned, that time is almost over, and God’s Son has but an instant more to
wait until his Father is remembered, dreams are done, eternity has shined
away the world, and only Heaven now exists at all.


Hope every one has a great holiday weekend up an comin’



I shall fear no more bears see my blog last week:)


I shall not fer that which abuses me or uses me anymore! also! pr that they will continue to make up lies to justify thier own denial and declarations?…peace out!

PS:Courage is not the absence of fear, but being afraid and facing it; for a 55+ year old woman who is referred to as ‚ÄúAK‚ÄĚ for privacy reasons, that is not an option .

This blog was bout opening up to the truth of the Great Mind!




It’s what i had in mind anyhow:)

b 4 she unzipped my brain and soul

for breakfast!:)~:( an put me out to pasture for te day:(

labor day week huh lol

Invisible Guide in my Mind



Let Wisdom:)…Tell Ya the Next Best Thing 2 Do:)


……Maybe it’s Slow Down?


a blog to me bout myself believe it er not….




Let todays wisdom show u the way – as ya choose ur fate:) 2 ur destiny!

Abounding within the mind…U are attached to ….part of …and

Within this mind is found Wisdom….

Somewhere out there not really …

somewhere in there …well not really either ūüėČ

somewhere inbetweens’t yep…

right smack dab in the middle of it all!

Right in the middle of it all is Wisdom:)…..

Let it Know U ~ and vice a Versa!

Millions of bits of Experience always put into jest 1 second:)

 the second of a life u live

when ya take action….

Wisdom lets ya know in a split second how

to determine which road to take

when there are many different paths to go!:)

As with Joy ya don’t have to arrange for wisdom to appear…

Wisdom jest simply is..

IT IS>…..It’s own ellaborate self calculated by the past

condition in the mind it is… is billions of bytes of info hapening all at once:)

Wisdom will jest BE if ya let it….guide ya along da way…w/trust.

Reflecting upon whats the right thing to do …is the wise thingz of the mind werkin’ to make thingz better the next go around……however and whatever that is about…is each and everyones individual chosen path…all slightly different …some dramatically, some not even close to the same….Although any way ya lewk at lifes experiences ya have to allow for Wisdom to show its face through out the day…….

Cuz ya see what would life be without hopefully making a few wise choices?….or experiencing a few stupid ones lol…

Then it seems as though one must allow wisdom to expose our very own weaknesses, and protect us from making a wrong turn when on a precarious road, whatever kinda road it might be:)……

Like hanging out on my wing a lot i have to let pure instinct and seat of the pants sensations tell me the next best right thing to do, in an instant, the next correct action to take,….I used to experience that in most all sports i have done as snow skiing, moto-x,auto racing, paragliding to triking to soaring. Anything that involves velocity, Motion, Speed, I have to allow my own personal self to disconnect to the degree that the devisive action whether flying running down a hillside or whatever, that action is determined by something i rely on a lot, it would be for me, wisdom, and billions of bits of experience that come into play , all within a split second to help ya make the next best wise choice…..instantaniously…!


Let it BeLet¬†the voice inside¬†do 4 Uūüôā

~ trust it ~ from experience ~  belief creates ~




Fake Orgasm Contest

Well, its that time of the year folks, 4 Corners Multiple Motorcycle Rallies, Time to put on the Leather Jacket and fill up the gas tank, an go be a part of the biggest party in the 4 corners yearly.


Now myself i am lewking forward to taking lotsa pics and hanging out with some freinds, and well, jest having a good time as possible, am really lewking forward to the Sunday Poker Run and ride ūüôā >an the possibility of winning the key to the harley of the year, ot the 5 thousand dollar prize for the days ride.. ya never know, if nutin’ i’ll get my T shirt fer the year……..her da shedule below….in case anyone in my arena or area here reads this…..Q




Every Day
Time     Location     Event
All Day     Four Corners Area     Enjoy the Four Corners area as you discover the beautiful scenery with daily rides throughout the week. Of course, you can take in all or any part of the San Juan Skyway.

Noon     Ignacio     Gate opens at Fairgrounds/Rally Central; Beer Tent opens with music for your enjoyment
2:30pm     Ignacio     Guitar Shred Contest win a BC Warlock Guitar. Finals during Metal Night band breaks.
12pm-2pm     Ignacio     Come in before 2pm and show an Ignacio residence ID and get a Free Day Pass
3:10pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: PSYALITY ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
4:30pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: Burn the Gallows ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
5:50pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: Skull Theory ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
7pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Indian Dances ‚Äď Cortez Cultural Center, 25 N. Market St ‚Äď Free
7pm     Ignacio     Under-18 sweep of the at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
7:10pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: A Fall to Break ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
8PM     Ignacio     Pinup Girl Contest Win a $100 Bar Tab
8:30pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: Until Chaos ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
9:30pm     Ignacio     Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
10:50pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: Signal 99 ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
11:45pm     Ignacio     Guitar Shred Contest: BC Warlock Guitar awarded to winner
11:50pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Metal Night: Morbid Justice ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
12:00am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Beer Tent closes; gates secured

Time     Location     Event
9am     Ignacio     Gates Open at Fairgrounds/Rally Central
9am     Ignacio     San Juan Skyway Poker Run. Approx. 250 miles. Register at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Information Booth; depart from the Sky Ute Casino Resort parking lot. From Ignacio, follow the beautiful San Juan Skyway to Telluride, Silverton, Ouray and around. Last bike out at 11a; last bike in the Information Booth at 6:30p. Prizes for best and worst hands.
10am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Beer Tent opens with music for your enjoyment
1pm     Ignacio     Classic Car Show. Come before 1:00pm in a Pre-1969 car and receive one FREE ENTRY to Fairgrounds/Rally Central!
1pm     Ignacio     Zebra’s Field Events Contest Preliminaries. FCMR trophy plaque for preliminary winners.
12pm-1:30pm     Ignacio     Live Music with Wild Country at at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
2pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Horseshoe Tournament at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Events Area. Goes all day‚ÄĒwin prizes & FCMR trophy plaque!
2pm-3:30pm     Ignacio     Live Music with One Eyed Johnson at at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
3:30pm-5pm     Ignacio     Mechanical Bull Riding warm up for Biker Bull Riding Contest  Win a $25 Bar Tab Plus (2) Free Passes for the 2014 Rally, and FCMR trophy plaque. At the Fairgrounds/Rally Central arena.
5pm-10pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Gaming Floor Drawings ‚Äď Hot Seat Drawing at the Sky Ute Casino
5pm-9pm     Durango     El Rancho Street Party (10th St & Main downtown Durango) including Coors Beer Garden, Food and Sponsor Booths, Durango Train & Motorcycle Souvenir Photos and Kirk James Blues Band
6pm     Ignacio     Tattoo Contest Preliminaries  at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
6:30pm-7:45pm     Ignacio     Fridays On The Floor. $15.95 Prime Rib Buffet Dinner at the Sky Ute Casino. Includes live music in the price. See 8:00 pm.
7pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Indian Dances ‚Äď Cortez Cultural Center, 25 N. Market St ‚Äď Free
6:45pm     Ignacio     Under-18 sweep of the at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
7pm     Ignacio     Mens Hot Buns Contest  Win a $25 Bar Tab Plus (2) Free Passes for the 2014 Rally and FCMR trophy plaque.
7:30pm     Ignacio     Lube Wrestling Contest  Win a $50 Bar Tab Plus (2) Free Passes for the 2014 Rally
8pm-11:45pm     Ignacio     Fridays On The Floor. $5.00 Live Music With High Rollers and Diamondback TX at the Sky Ute Casino. Free with dinner buffet at 6:30 pm.
8pm-10pm     Ignacio     Classic Rock/Blues with Psychedelic Mojo Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
9pm-1am     Ignacio     Live Music with Rockslide in the 49 Lounge at the Sky Ute Casino
9:30pm     Ignacio     Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom
10pm     Ignacio     Thong Hulu-Hoop Contest Win a $100 Bar Tab Plus (2) Free Passes for the 2014 Rally
10:45pm-1:45pm     Ignacio     Rock with SHI Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
11pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Gaming Floor Drawings ‚Äď Progressive Drawing at the Sky Ute Casino
2am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Beer Tent closes; gates secured

Time     Location      Event
9am     Ignacio     Gates Open at Fairgrounds/Rally Central
9am-5pm     Durango     Harley-Davidson Demo Fleet 2014 models at Durango Harley-Davidson
10am-6pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Market on Market Street ‚Äď on North Market Street. Artisans with stained glass, jewelry, gourds, paintings, functional art and pottery on display and for sale.
10pm     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Beer Tent opens with music for your enjoyment
10am-12pm     Ignacio     Mike Lorenzini Memorial Bike Show Sign-up. Information booth sign-up. Prize and Trophies awarded at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
11pm-3pm     Cortez     Bike Wash at Blondies Trophy Room
11:45pm-1:15 pm     Ignacio     Rock with One Eyed Johnson Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
12pm     Ignacio     Mike Lorenzini Memorial Bike Show
12pm-6pm     Cortez     Mr. Happy’s Music Fest (corner of Main & Ash St). Everyone’s welcome. Beer and food. Free.
12:30pm     Ignacio     Loudest Pipes Contest in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central. FCMR trophy plaque & $50 to winner.
12:45pm     Ignacio     Burn Out Pit Preliminaries at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
1pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Mike Lorenzini Memorial Bike Show ‚Äď Prize and Trophies awarded at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
1pm     Ignacio     Zebra’s FCMR Field and Bike Games Preliminaries at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central. FCMR trophy plaques to winners.
1:30pm-3pm     Ignacio     Live Music with SHI Рin the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
2pm     Ignacio     Arm Wrestling Contest Preliminaries at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central. How strong are you?
2pm-7:30pm     Ignacio     Live Music with Rockslide,  High Rollers and Diamondback TX outside at The Sky Ute Casino
3pm-5pm     Ignacio     Biker Bull Riding in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central arena. Real bikers, real bulls, real guts! Riders receive free souvenir t-shirt.
4pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Battle of the Beauties ‚Äď Women Roller Derby with 4 Corners Roller Girls ‚Äď Action at 5:00. Cortez Middle School, 450 W 2nd St. $10. Enjoy an evening of Rough and Tough Fun
5pm-9pm     Durango     Elk’s Lodge Party (2nd Ave & 9th St downtown Durango) including Coors Beer Garden, Food and Sponsor Booths, Live Music by The Jelly Belly Boogie Band and The Rally-on-the-Runway Fashion Show by Durango Harley Davidson
5pm-9pm     Ignacio     Gaming Floor Drawings. Cash & Harley Merchandise Drawings. Cash Drawings on the hour with five random winners selected each hour for $200. Harley Merchandise will be on the half hour. The drawings will be random carded slot drawings.t the Sky Ute Casino
5:30-7:30pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Classic Rock/Blues with Psychedelic Mojo ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
6pm     Ignacio     Tattoo Contest preliminaries at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
7pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Indian Dances ‚Äď Cortez Cultural Center, 25 N. Market St ‚Äď Free
6:45pm     Ignacio     Under-18 sweep of the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
7pm     Ignacio     Zebra’s Home-made Bikini Contest. $500.00 First Place  or a Key and a Chance to win a New Harley-Davidson Motorcycle at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
8pm-10pm     Ignacio     Rock with Electric Edric Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
9pm-close ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Beach Party with Bikini & Muscle contests at 10:30pm with cash prizes ‚Äď Blondies Trophy Room
9:30pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central
9:30pm     Ignacio     LED Bike Contest. Prizes and FCMR trophy plaque. Fairgrounds/Rally Central
10:15pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Fake Orgasm Contest. Win $50 Bar Tab and FCMR trophy plaque ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
10:45pm-1:45pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Rock & Roll with Third Time Charmed ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
2am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Beer Tent closes; gates secured

Time     Location     Event
8am-11am     Durango     Veterans Benefit Burrito Breakfast (for Building Homes For Heroes), Transit Center (8th & Camino Del Rio downtown Durango)
8am-11am ¬†¬† ¬†Durango ¬†¬† ¬†Classic Car Show ‚Äď First National Bank Parking Lot downtown Durango
8am ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†CMA Sunday Services ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central
9am     Ignacio     Gates open at Fairgrounds/Rally Central
9am     Ignacio     Beach volleyball in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central. Walk on for 2-on-2, 4-on-4 or whatever you want. Open all day. Prize for best bikini.
9am-5pm     Durango     Harley-Davidson Demo Fleet 2014 at Durango Harley-Davidson
10am-6pm ¬†¬† ¬†Cortez ¬†¬† ¬†Market on Market Street ‚Äď on North Market Street. Artisans with stained glass, jewelry, gourds, paintings, functional art and pottery on display and for sale.
10am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Events Beer Tent opens with your favorite classic tunes
11am     Durango     Hardly Angels Ladies Motorcycle Drill Team downtown Durango
11:15am     Durango     Motorcycle & Classic Car Parade downtown Durango
12pm-9pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Gaming Floor Drawings. Finalist Drawings ‚Äď 2013 Harley-Davidson Electra Glide. One finalist per hour. There will be Harley-Davidson merchandise drawings on the half hour. At The Sky Ute Casino.
12pm     Durango/
Ignacio     Mayor’s Poker Run to benefit Mercy Breast Care Center . Approx. 75 miles. Register at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Information Booth. Depart from Durango Harley-Davidson in  Durango to Vallacito Lake, Bayfield, Ignacio ending back at Rally Central in Ignacio. Last bike out at 1:00pm; last bike in the Information Booth at 5:30pm. Prizes for best and worst hands. Winner receives diamond bracelet appraised at $5,220!
11pm-12:30pm     Ignacio     Live Music with One Eyed Johnson at at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
12:15pm     Ignacio     Zebra’s FCMR Field and Bike Games Winner gets $500 or a Key to Win a New Harley-Davidson Motorcycle (winner’s option). Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion. Also, FCMR trophy plaques.
12:45pm-2:15pm     Ignacio     Live Music with Rockslide Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
2:30pm     Ignacio     MS. Four Corners Motorcycle Rally Contest , Fairgrounds/Rally Central. $500.00 First Prize or a Key and a Chance to win a New Harley-Davidson Motorcycle
2:30-8pm     Ignacio     Live Music with Mean Dean Murphy, Delta Sonics and Kirk James Blues Band. Outside at The Sky Ute Casino
3pm-5pm     Ignacio     Biker Bull Riding in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central arena. Real bikers, real bulls, real guts! Riders receive free souvenir t-shirt.
3pm-5pm     Ignacio     Mutton Busting in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central arena. Real kids, real sheep, real fun!
5pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
5:15pm     Ignacio     Arm Wrestling Contest Finals in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion. Prizes and FCMR trophy plaques.
5:15pm     Ignacio     Tattoo Contest Finals at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion. Prizes and FCMR trophy plaques.
5:30pm     Ignacio     Rock with Electric Edric Рlive in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
6:00pm     Ignacio     Under-18 sweep of the Fairgrounds/Rally Central
7:00pm     Ignacio     Best Chest in The West Wet T-shirt Contest РFairgrounds/Rally Central. $500.00 First Prize or a Key and a Chance to win a New Harley-Davidson Motorcycle
8pm-10pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Rock & Roll with Third Time Charmed opening for Caravanserai ‚Äď live in the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
10pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
10:15pm     Ignacio     Suggestive Hot Dog Eating Contest at the Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion. $50, FCMR trophy plaque & $20 bar tab.
10:45pm-1:45am     Ignacio     Caravanserai, THE Santana Tribute Band live at the Sky Ute Fairgrounds/Rally Central.
11:30pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†Drawing for a key to win a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central Pavilion
11:45pm ¬†¬† ¬†Ignacio ¬†¬† ¬†KEY TRY TO WIN a 2013 Harley-Davidson Super Glide Custom ‚Äď Fairgrounds/Rally Central
2am     Ignacio     Fairgrounds/Rally Central Events Beer Tent closes; gates secured
Time To pack up those awesome memories of another fantastic Four Corners Motorcycle Rally and drag ‚Äėem on home. SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!
9am-10pm     Ignacio     Hourly Cash Drawings. Progressively increasing by $50 from $50-$650. At The Sky Ute Casino.



Me an my bike above^^ the bike named Infinity! My Rhinobike will outlive me!

Well wishes to one and all ,,be safe no matter what ya do this holiday weekend, watch out fer the other guy and the bears lol…..


Katatonia The Great Cold Distance

Because a Kat has her toungue and the cold distance sets her apart from me apparently forever:( not wanting to see me again ūüė¶ is in response to a comment in my messenger yesterday that related the fact that that the right side was trying to balance with an opposing left side…lol …politics in ones own mind, so well….

nuff said……Kat has da toungue
album: “The Great Cold Distance” (2006


Katatonia – The Great Cold Distance (full album)
Katatonia is a Swedish metal band formed in Stockholm in 1991 by Jonas Renkse (formerly known as Lord Seth) and Anders Nyström (formerly known as Blakkheim). The early Katatonia albums, along with albums by bands such as My Dying Bride, Anathema and Paradise Lost, are sometimes considered forerunners of the death/doom genre.

don’t thijnk i’ll evr get this page to center so is what it is…..

0:00 Leaders 4:20 Deliberation 8:20 Soil’s Song 12:32 My Twin 16:13 Consternation 20:04 Follower 24:50 Rusted 29:11 Increase 33:31 July 38:16 In the White 43:11 The Itch 47:31 Journey through Pressure


Leaders come
Stand in line
Reveal your true self & conform
I sold my song
Crossed the borderline
I found something I’d never adjust to

Come here
I’ve Paid up for you
I have sold my weakness too
Come here
I split my heart in two
But you don’t have it in you
Do you

Carbon soul
Transparent & played out
See you soon in non-fiction
I sold my song
My mouth was sewn
but it’s coming undone & that’s why I sold out


Visions come
In a sickroom bed
There’s something left to learn
Pass them on
Let it show
Let the rich meet death
Confront our own concern

See us sleep behind the glass
Unaware of crime
Will you wake us up before it is time

The red circle holds the only light
Break down my perspective
And notify everyone when the time is right
My mouth remains inactive

So when you let me in
You let me justify my own reward
You put your hands on me
And I learn the words I didn’t know before

I am ice
I am clear
Let the world be cold
Our deliberation
Pass them on
Let it show
Let the words come slow
Your constant incantation

Repeating cycle of light/no light
There’s nothing in the airspace
There’s no one in the airspace
Repeating cycle of love/no love

3. Soils Song

The dream is so far
Come and take the consequence
Few things are as certain
Winter state
Oppressive wait

Assemble here
Soil’s song
In your throat
Future death
In your reach
Who’s first

Your face well hidden
Keep your last words in your hand
Fold it and open up
Time to go
Release the glow

4. My Twin

The neck and then the chain
The head is hung in shame
I thought that you had grown
That you would carry on
But now that I have gone
What else has been withdrawn

You used to be like my twin
And all that’s been
Was it all for nothing
Are you strong when you’re with him
The one who’s placed you above us all

I think of love
I let it pass
It feels like fire
But it won’t last

What is it coming to
I’m unwilling to go on
You have lost
No one has won

5. Consternation

Wave back at me
Back is turned
If I fail once
Circuit burn

Saw you in the lampglow
You fade
Nothingness incarnate

Until I get there
I will be

Internal source
Stray from course

6. Follower

Hurts to see
My incapacity
Idle mind
You have changed me

My mouth is shut
Stupidity have shut my mouth

So when you come
I’m too unprepared to come along
I hold your hand so hard my knuckles turn white
When you clear the streets
And kill the lights

See the line
Border to freedom
The words
My name
You have changed it

Your tone change to cool
This is how you tell me once again
How I have nothing on you
How everything is supposed to end

I won’t make it
It’s the journey of a life
Fix my eyes on the sun
What have I done

7. Rusted

A rush through the rusted veins
Illuminate the face of one
So i have a light
So unaware about the consequence

I heard no warning
About the little compromise
The distorted views you had

Cold white spring
A wordless song I sing
White cloud
All my thoughts are in doubt

8. Increase

As thin as it gets
I stare right through
The severe sickness in this room
Not mine
It comes from you

Soul cold
There won’t be a time when I’m at ease
Increase coldness
Increase ignorance

Rewind and look at you
As on film
You will see a mask of shame
I think you will
Your position in life
So unworthy

Find and twist the answer
Save no one from harm
As seen in the vision
Sick sleep sick dead earth

9. July

You come clean
Waves collide now
Defenseless numb arms
And no voice of reason

So how come you invited me too
You knew I wanted you
You glide above
So this night belongs to you
I know this isn’t through
Are you dead to love

I see the bright lights
It’s the month of July
It’s violent here
Why have you left me
If only you could stay
And keep me in
It’s violent here
Why did you run from me

Night devour me

10. In The White

Are you in or are you out
The words are stones in my mouth
Hush little baby don’t you cry
Truth comes down
Strikes me in the eye

Turning season within
Brand new nails across my skin
But who am I to imply
That I was found
That I found you in the white

To overcome this
I become one with
The quiet cold of late November
If you don’t see
I’ll remain unseen
Until there’s time to be remembered

So I had a green light
I was lost in city lights
Not so far from a try
This is not our last goodbye

So I found you
Found a way all through
The quiet cold of inner darkness
And now that you’re here
It becomes so clear
I have waited for you always

11. The Itch

Subdued back then
So quiet now
Systematic violence
The great cold distance

The itch
The urge

Make way
Think of something
Thin out the fear
Past the tracks
Part the Ways
One stand here
Kill the itch
Check the air
And push to get there

Symbol on the surface
Reduced Illumination
Chemical Inheritance

The lies
The Fever

12. Journey Through Pressure

Pushing the will
Being alive
Well I have been
I came far
The process of trying
To act unharmed
It will fade out

Thoughts will unwind
No longer mine
They are for you
When you come
So long
I’m cutting here
And the water’s blood
When you come

The sky moves faster at this time of year


Recorded at Fascination Street studios, near rebro, Sweden.
Mastered at the Cutting Room in Stockholm, Sweden.
Total playing time 51:52

Rally Time

Meeting and transcending the times.Year after year ,

What comes round here is the 4 Corners Motorcycle Rally 

2different rallys auctually come to the 4 corners every year, brings approximately 50,000 Harleys and assorted machines to Rock the Rockies!


is the most fun time of the year for me ever since i arrived in this area 18 years ago, i then took my 3 1/2 year old and bought him his first leather jacket and biker cap wish i had that pic now id post it…..Rally time here brings many different happenings….Calendar of EVENTS HERE!<

.Many things can be found to do on the 3 er 4 days or the week of bikes running round the 4 corners, Starting the 29th when the gates open there is music and a variety of fun things to see and do, music and entertainment of one kind or another till September 2nd…Below i want to show a few pics i got of Ignacio rally and this blog was bout where to go if ya jest want to see some injuns dance, some very kewl people all out to jest have Fun! and well for me is tiimes when i wish i could drink but i know better so i shall keep my senses so i can ride along free and happy a soul survivor


.4 corners 2012.Image

Designated drinking areas  many requiring a designated driver! :):)

Image………Image…whwre kid and adults come to have fun….maybe see the what not…


2012^^^ @ ignacio………Image.

photographic fun festivities galoreImage

an so much more Image

an hell if i am lazy and jest want a few fun shots i can go have my bike washed what the hey huhImage



Q says all in all it should be kinna a photogenic fun week, am broke, but have camera in hand werking bike and Time on myhands to escape reality of No reality offered to me, and jest be me and be accepted and enjoy what i choose to do

this week…


above shot is my little skeleton dude that rides with me……lol…..

in case y never clicked on aboyut Q well here is a pic of my bikes below, gees can’t ride both at the same time so ill have to pick an choose days to go play with what!


Raining outside now here so hope this moonsoon stuff don’t keep up all week,,will have to pick and choose when to go ride with the flocks i guess….okay till next time over and out


Wisdom and Wild Honey

do the dance and make the right move ~ it’s up to whatcha choose!:)

fer what side are you gonna choose rests upon

how much Wisdom, dignity, integrity and honor is in

~~~ one’s¬†mind ~~~


quote’ of the day!:)

Wisdom comes only when you stop looking for it and start living the life the Creator intended for you..

A Hopi Proverb



Stone is Enough to Break a Glass……

One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship.

Friendship is the Rainbow Between 2 Hearts.




a view from the front  yard:)


and possibly a small amout of wisdom for the day:)

Some fewd fer thought:)



Native American Wisdom..

An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, “A fight is going on inside me…It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves.

One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, pride and superiority.

The other wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.

This same fight is going on inside of you and every other person too.”
They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather,


“Which wolf will win?”


The old Cherokee simply replied.


.”The one I feed.”


~ SO ~

as the weather changes I hope every one out there i know has a splendid day or eve, whatever ya are doing….and remember:)

Change is Inevitable:)..

.but you yourself have the choice to make the changes that will make the personal difference in ur own life….so whatever the change…and however it changes…try to enjoy it…even if its just loose change:)….

If ya be bored or lewkin fer sumpin to do fer a few~~~

check out Q-TUBE

HAVE A GREAT DAY! er night whateva it be 4 U !


hey tomorrow when i wake up I shall realize that I have danced with the bear another night an won ūüôā
…and rarin’ fer a few more at least!:)

******EnJOY TIAMAT I have for Years now :)*******


Tiamat – Wildhoney (1994) [Full Album]

1. Wildhoney
2. Whatever That Hurts
3. The Ar
4. 25th Floor
5. Gaia
6. Visionaire
7. Kaleidoscope
8. Do You Dream of Me?
9. Planets
10. A Pocket Size Sun

Genre: Doom/D Metal
Country: Sweden

The Lady Wore Black

On a lonely walk this morning
A light mist in the air
Dark clouds laughing at me in silence
Casting shadows through my hair


In the distance I saw a woman
Dressed in black with eyes of grey
She wore her pain like a shackled spirit
Eternal life was her debt to pay

The lady wore black
Its the sign of the prisoners lives
The lady wore black
See the years through the tears in her eyes
The lady wore black
Her mystic power calls to me
The lady wore black
Her love can set me free

The wind song whispered a warning
Telling me to beware
Of the quiet shadowed woman
And of the sadness I would share

We sat together for sometime together in silence
Never speaking in words
Of all her thoughts she spoke with her eyes
And I listened remembering all I heard

The lady wore black
Its the sign of the prisoners lives
The lady wore black
See the years through the tears in her eyes
The lady wore black
Her mystic power calls to me
The lady wore black
Her love can set me free

The words she spoke were of forgotten lives
And of all knowledge gained
Memries I had and didn’t know why
With a smile she explained
I should have listened to the winds cold warning
And walked the other way
I touched her soul and now I bear her sentence
But for her love I’ll gladly pay

The lady wore black
Its the sign of the prisoners lives
The lady wore black
See the years through the tears in her eyes
The lady wore black
Her mystic power calls to me
The lady wore black
Her love can set me free

Uploaded on Jan 18, 2010

1983 Debut Album – Queensr√Ņche


Wish Only Well
To desire; to long for; to hanker after;  to have a mind or disposition toward.
So and no otherwise; no other than; exclusively; solely; wholly.
In a good or proper manner; justly; rightly;  not ill or wickedly.

believe it er not
so quark says let urself be wowzad:)

Say WOW, smile…and pass it on!

WOW 101


interjection:used to express wonder, amazement, or great pleasure
An outstanding success
to impress greatly



Da Poet an Da Bear

When a little Gurl her life suddenly
changed?? The bear but won?? the poet sent her teddy bear whilst she slept….@ 9:11 imagine dat lol…..


was it and he really all a dream?
~~~ So it seems ūüė¶ ~~~


~~~not so lewking at this ūüė¶ ~~~

Well can ya say the Bear WON?????????
I can ….is all i know today……

the day after………

LoL…not funny
The poet sent the bear,,,, ūüė¶
but truly the bear won,, he walked away…..
wellp, so did I? ūüôā

So goes the story of the sleeping poet and her bears :(all but a deadly suprise to me,,,and the bears said fu

after rolling over hit at 55 mph and walked away LoL as i skidded into oncoming traffic in a full lock sideways slide…, not to woory though, i hope i only nicked the guy, as everyone involved knows the bear won,,,unless he died and the birds ate him who knows huh…ok over an out frum

Love er Fear



Love and fear are the only emotions we as human entities are able to express. All the others are just sub-categorical emotions. For example, on love’s side there is joy, peacefulness, happiness, forgiveness, and a host of others.

On the other hand, fear reflects: hate, depression, guilt, inadequacy, discontentment, prejudice, anger, attack, and so on.

Love and fear can not coexist. Where one is, the other can’t be also. The one will leave immediately, should the other enter its presence. If you find yourself in a situation where you are experiencing great joy, and are suddenly overtaken by fear, the joy is gone! But it works the other way too: If you are terrorized, frightened, or otherwise threatened in any way, all you need to do is turn to the love within, and the fear disappears.

Learning to make the active choice to love and not fear in every situation is the way to find inner peace in this world. Yes, I said choice! We all choose what we wish to see in every situation, at every moment. Most of the time we choose based on what we learned in the past. It is what we were taught by our parents, teachers, peers, doctors, employers, etc. and what we were brought up to believe we should do. We act on laws that we made to control our behavior and that of others so that we may live in an orderly society. When someone gets “out of order” they may be disliked, fined, incarcerated or killed. Sometimes, entire countries get “out of order” and our answer is to declare war on them. These are all things that are done out of FEAR. We fear that, if someone is out of control, that is, not following the rules we set up for them to follow, they are a threat to us, and we fear they will harm us in some way. So we react to our fear by attacking them first. That is the way of this world. The law of the jungle so to speak; eat or be eaten; kill or be killed. That is the way of fear!

The way of LOVE is quite the opposite. It makes no rules, no laws, for they are not needed! If everyone lived God’s law; the law of love, no other laws would be needed. Laws that protect our bodies would not be needed because we would not wish to harm another. Property would not be in jeopardy because we would not wish to deprive another. We would not use drugs because our love for our selves would prevent self-destruction. We would not drive recklessly, or at excessive speeds or under the influence because we might hurt some one or our selves. We would not sue any one, or lie or cheat or deprive or take advantage of them. A world without fear would not need lawyers, courts, police, or jails, because every one would trust and care for one another. Prices would not go up, work would be done right by service oriented businesses, foods would not have harmful ingredients, workers would not be exploited, etc. But that is not the way of a world built on fear! We as individual entities, sharing one God mind can make a world of love. We can do this by keeping connected to our Source, which in fact we are, but need to open our awareness to it.

Love is LIGHT. Fear is DARKNESS. When you turn on a light, darkness is no more. There is not a trace of it left! There is not even a hint of darkness ever having been there! God is LOVE. Love is light. We are all children of God, therefore, in truth, we are only LOVE. When we act out of fear, we are turning out the light, denying our truth, and entering into the darkness. We leave our love behind and attempt to be something we are not. We attempt to be apart from our Source; apart from God.

Let us try again this day. Let us tune in to LOVE; to peace, joy, and happiness.

Dear Higher Order of things!:, help me stay connected to you this day so that I may know the peace that is my inheritance. Lead me through a world where I see only love in every situation. Guide me to make the choice for love and to relinquish fear. When ever I am tempted to listen to fear’s cries, let me listen instead to loves song and know it is my own many links to follow here if u wish to know a little more bout the subjekt

I have attempted to have a subjective analysis of this all…..recently to only find the above facts so true in my life and in the lives of the ones i cherish and love the most!:(

For Q is a broken Hearted soul over the Great Deceivers great power to cover the truth up with lies and make other believe once again that I think things I never have never will and do not:(

i don’t quote the bible much but 1 corinthians 13 has a lot to say bout what love is….and well since i believe in it all all i can be is heartbroken bout the decisions of the people i do so LOVE!

this is a set of links to franks site…I hope u find it as informative as i have over the past couple of years!…not that it has helped a damn bit in my life:(…cuz i can’t seem to get by and over the dark force of the great deceiver – FEAR!-….overwhelmingly painful it is to know that people think i think things i do not!:(

but what can i do nothing:(

forgiveness might be the only

answer and love the only

for fear not the answer….

unconditional love is the only way

forgiveness is the only answer!


“False Evidence Appearing Real!”

belief in that is insane as far as i am concerned

to believe i think things i never thought

to believe i said things i never said

to believe i hid things i never hid

to believe that did things that i never did?:(

sadness exuberates as Many Angels cried today! 

and i jest have to remember this is not really bout me

but about belief in false evidence and making it appear real

for the sake of a certain outcome is what it is all bout

and fears i was going to do something i could

never even dream of?



ūüôā fer now this day I have received this Timeless Miracle an jest have to deal with it one way er another….:)


ur 2 Kewl fer Skewl Ladee….U know who U are!.


QUARK: was a man on a mission ……..

now a man who knows not

bout much at all about anything

but love and forgiveness…..!


peace be to one and all

as i shall try to find some on this day!:(




PS: DOn’t take it too personal…or read to many thoughts into this one, jest some kewl thoughts to ponder:)

it jest is what it is

like my kewlest of newest friendships that have

blessed me this fine year …