Q's werld a werld of introspection retrospectyion complication, yet simplicity overiding all so to see the reality is only but to lewk upon it with a gentle gaze. Unto Infinity and Beyond.
will try to get updated after recovery frum surgery in the next few weeks! an get back on track!…with the current post-its…I’m always layete it seems…well, attempting to try to be on time more often now that others have to depend upon me being there on time ie…like surgery..think ill show early! …so nice also to have a house sitter whilst i be away fer a day er 2 when i yonder about now…lewks like i will get to do a lotta posts etc etc while in hospital 3 times a week 4 4 hours 4 ever jeez… such as life huh!…So relaX an take a chill pill! is what i am told…HA!
What Next!?…..An all of a sudden?..that’s life!.wat a mess
options an no options! ? …& that’s life also!..
Night before last my younger brother past away! his birthday would have been this next week on the 31st 😦
last weekend now since he passed an i wrote this… 😦 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ sad to say..&.changed my mothers life 4 evr in an instant also…i pray for my mom… ❤ the one this has mostly affected. Although yesterday am i woke up @ 9 am an got that all of a sudden feeling going…ya know the one where ya gots the flu an ya are outa control…yep..that one…so went on for bout 2 hours…till i was past the point of no return for driving myself to the hospital!………i was almost on the verge of going unconscious frum dehydration an high B.P. etc etc ..that goes with my illness…so, I called EMS…didn’t have anyone here to drive me to hospital…an i live a long ways out…most secrure measure i could do is call ambulance….cuz i knew i needed fluids in me at any cost…was getting seriously dizzy!… 🙂 😦 Was bout ready to pass out when ems showed up…but the guy that was a medic knew what to do right away! 🙂 ..was amazing….got me into bed in the ambulance in my drive way…i was aching in pain…he immediately started an IV into me for some fluid regeneration…an gave me a shot of pain killer in the iv also….ahhhhhh..within 2 minutes i was feeling better! was amazing….I think i need a nurse at home that could do this for me whenever it happens i need it lol… would save me a lot of trouble an EMS also…So; before i even left the driveway in the ambulance i was feeling better!… So whats it CALLED? REcovery! ? yep… if i only knew what i know now then huh! i find myself saying a lot these days!….but is how one lives an learns i assume…I have been stranded many times in the past …so now this is becoming a norm i do not like…being sick with my pkd….wasn’t such a big deal when it was sumthing i could deal with my self.. but now it has reached far beyond my personal control…kinna like the spiraling out of control economy! haha…funny but so true…. As with my flying; SPIN RECOVERY is very important…..an the only way to get that recovery is by experience an doing what is necessary not to crash! @ whatevr it is ya are doing…me i relate it to my flying…ya really never know when the wind might toss ya over an ya might go into a spin…when that happens ya have to accelerate opposite forces upon it as the direction of the spin..only natural right…well, with a lot of practice is thata way..but for the un-experienced pilot could be deadly…so…i have to revert always to my most assertive of werds ” Crashing is NOt an Option!” an move on frum there….Even if u are “Experienced”….. After beiung released frum the hospital on foot..without a ride home i hitchhiked…that is always a trip round here also …out of towners jest flip ya off an roar on by etc etc for 1/2 an hour …till finally someone i know drives up…gots me to almost home…an them within 1/2 mile of walking i got picked up again by a guy an drivin’ all the way up to my house way out in the middle of sumwheres lol…So had luck an good fortune running with me that day i would say! @ least!…. An also as i have stated in the past it is always a good idea to really have a back up plan Jest in case one might “crash” …accidentally…….if ya find ur self in that predicament remember this….time slows down during the crash! lol… An at that point the best one can do is try to counter it to crash softly!…an remember that the ground is the hardest part of flying….! ha…… So, they say i’ll feel better once i get to be on dialysis….well…? shall see how that goes…I have to be able to guarantee them (the doctors) an me that i can get to dialysis over a mtn pass…3 times a week 60 miles away for 4 hours at a time…so main thing is to attempt to have dependable transportation, an gas money to do it 12 times a month!…The docs say i will prolly be on dialysis for some time till i get my systems stabilized…@ that point he wishes to get a team together to be able to replace my kidney with a live kidney frum a donor..If not i will simply be on dialysis for the rest of my life!….
Not quite so easy as going to the auto parts store an buying a replacement organ!…or well i could have had my brothers kidney…but who’d know huh!..who would know… so point of this post it today is .whatevr ya are doing ..whomever ya are…if ya gots pains an trials an tribulations…well, they too will pass, an the next time similar things happen in ur life ya will be better prepared with how to deal with it an also how to deal with helping others that might be affected by the loss also…..Keep in mind 🙂 ya are alive…. Point is what ya going to do with that alive 🙂 ? enjoy it the best one can is what i have to say to that …Jest make da’ best of it “One Day @ a Time”! 🙂
……..namaste’ frum da’ king of pain lol…….
…Q…
ie remember! A realization a day will help keep da doc away…..jest maybe anyhew!
an when there appears to be no options…
“there are always options“
…as long as one is still alive…. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Today my best friends dog had to be put down…is a very depressing event to have to go thru…she is devastated an ..cuz she is i am also now .i can feelher hurt an her loss……he was the cutest little lovable creature… well, i jest love dogs…especially cute little happy dogs….so sad to see him go ..my heart an soul are with ya lady if an when ya read this…cuz i am not there ..know my tears flow also 4 u cuza u an ur mutt! ….wish i could be there to hug an hold ya…but as ya know in the next couple of days i have to deal with my surgery…ON THE ROAD 2 RECOVERY I SHALL BE round the block an back round to ssee everyone an get it back together once again! till then.HAPPY TRAILS everyone..an keep on keepin on! 🙂
an as 4 me an my agenda in the next 48 hours are most important…i hate going under anastesia!…hope i wake up always…PEACE -OUT to one an all an all of my readers on the w.w.w
…… Q……
an after all that …no fooling round ..i deserve a road trip…john john is back to watch place whilst i run away for a few days...will keep ya posted…
Happy SPRING EVERYONE WHO LIVE WHERE SPRING IS BECOMING!
Yeah well, whatevr happened to “poetry by da’ Q”? well heres a piece i put together at 3 am for my other half in life…one i would consider my “woman 4 Life” ….when reallY it’s all bout {her} an US!….
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❤ HOW I WANT YOU! ❤
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I just want to kiss you like you’ve never been kissed before. The kind of kiss that starts at the lips but quickly spreads to every single extremity you have. The kind of kiss that for a split second makes you forget your own name. ❤ The one that will replay in your head until the next time you get to kiss me again. ❤
I want to be able to be the one to make you forget the pain you’ve felt before. I want your last broken heart to be your last broken heart. I want to be able to heal you and remind you how incredibly lovable you are. I want you to be able to look at me and see nothing but happiness. I want you to know that I’m not going anywhere.
I want us to fight. I want to fight so hard but have no fear that one fight will tank us. We’re going to argue. We’re going to disagree. I just want us to know that we’re going to get through it and be better for it. I am able to admit defeat when i am wrong also. We’re going to be able to express when things don’t work. I want US to know that we’ve got this.
❤ It Being a WE thing – IndeeD! ❤
I want you to be comfortable enough with me to tell me every single scary thing in your past. Sure it’s going to change the way I look at you but it’s not going to change it the way you think it will. It’s going to make me look at you as brave. It’s going to make me look at you with pride. It’s going to make me see you for who you are. And it’s going to make me like you more.
I want to wake up to you next to me every morning instead of waking up alone. I’ve never wanted that before. I’ve never wanted someone to infiltrate my space and be around as much as I want you to be. I want you to be the reason why I don’t sleep diagonally anymore. I want to be da’ reason u smile when u wake up! an vice-a-versa! 🙂
I want a front row seat when you finally see everything that I do. It’s everything I see when you’re opening up and letting me into those corners of your heart that not many others have ventured to before. The rest of the world only gets a glimpse of who you are but I’m the lucky one who gets to see every part. It’s a beauty that can’t be replicated. Truly honored i feel cuza you! 🙂
I want to and must trust you fully. I want to trust you more than anyone I’ve ever trusted before. I’ve believed in a lot of people who have let me down. It’s hard to remember sometimes that you’re your own person and not any of the people before. You are someone who continues to prove every day that you’re trustworthy. You have shown me honesty beyond measure now! in its truest form! ❤ ❤ ❤
I want you to have your own life separate of me. Even though I want to be with you all the time, I want you to also keep your individuality. You deserve to have hobbies that don’t include me. You’re allowed to have time to do the things you love in order to recharge. We all have times that we need to be alone. I don’t want you to think that I’ll be offended if you need that. All I want is for you to do whatever self-care you need. I want you to be happy. That’s it. That’s all it ever comes down to. Wanting YOU 2 be HAPPY! ❤
Whatever happiness looks like for you, I want that. I want that to be the main goal of your life. I want you to look at your life with content and satisfaction. While I can’t immunize you against pain, I want you to have more good days than bad. Play ur music, take ur walks, enjoy ur drives etc etc..
I don’t know what’ll happen with us but I do know is that you’re the best thing I’ve felt in a while. So let’s not focus on the future and live in the present. We don’t have to define anything. We don’t owe any explanation. Let’s just be us. Live in da’ NOW an get over the PAST! 🙂 with LOVE! thats how I WANT YOU! my dearest! yep yep………..oh did i say 4 ever..well 4 ever ..4 this life-this body! anyhow!…………………I jest want you!
an want to be urz alwayz also!
TO 4 EVR BE HAPPY JOYOUS AN FREE WITH ME AN CUZA ME! NO STRINGS ATTACHED! JEST ETERNITY! THATS ALL! HAHA…. 🙂 ……..Jest4ever…. :)……YEP THATS HOW I want you! 🙂
Da’ Search For Happiness And A Beautiful Relationship
Inside us we have a deep subconscious memory of the original, perfect and eternal relationship with our It or Higher power, Friend, Guide and or Parent, the One remembered as God, Allah, Ishwar, etc. whatevr it is ..that voice inside that talks to ya. It is only when we restore our relationship with this Being is that we can experience true happiness or bliss. Bliss is the highest form of spiritual happiness we can experience. It is experienced only when we are free of all attachment, when we no longer identify wrongly with anything physical and when our inner mental state is not dependent on anything or anyone.
At its highest level and in its purest state, our relationship with God is non-dependent and unconditional, and therefore blissful. Deep within the soul, there is a memory of the bliss of this perfect union and it is this memory that inspires us to search for the perfect relationship, for the perfect happiness. However, instead of seeking it at the spiritual level, we seek at the level of personality and body. We search in those around us for the perfect partner – our soul mate. It is not incorrect to have worldly relationships, but there needs to be a deep realization inside each one of us that our true soul mate, is the One with whom we can have an ever-lasting, eternal relationship, the One with whom we have the deepest eternal bond (over a period of many births), the One from whom we will experience everlasting, eternal, unconditional attainments.
~~~~~~and another point er 2 bout “Expression an Experience” frum me to u …..
KEEPIN IT SIMPLE FER DA’ DAY!
***** Relax Take a deep breath – it’s gona be okay! ******
To change means to experience progress.
Expression: Whenever there is a desire to bring about a change, there is also a simultaneous intense feeling to find a change instantly – and fully. Yet this does not always happen. However, true change is that in which there is at least a little change. When there is constant effort put in to be better and to do better, then naturally the best results are visible, even if there is not perfection seen overnight.
Vs.
Experience: When I bring about a change constantly, in whatever little way I can, I am able to experience constant progress. I do not have great expectations, but will be satisfied with the little changes that I make and will have the confidence to go on putting in effort. Even with the little results that I attain I will be able to take encouragement constantly. I am thus able to move on towards perfection.
To accept responsibility is to accept challenge.
In many situations that life brings our way we have two choices – we meet it bravely and take up responsibility for our own lives and the choices we make or we just try to escape. Many times we find ourselves taking the second way, which brings no internal satisfaction. Internal satisfaction lies more in accepting challenges than in trying to escape them. I need to remain on the field in the game of life instead of just being a spectator. The more I play the more expertise I gain. This thought enables me to accept the different challenges that life brings.
~~ so Good Realizations of thought every day! Do keep da’ doctor away! ~~
allz i gots 2 say!
This post-it is a post with {HER] in mind ❤ ….thanks fer being U woman an makin’ my day! week – month an year so much better! You have been the greatest blessing in my life NOW after the many decades…. ❤ Thanks fer lovin’ me lady! 🙂 I do so love u so very much! ❤
Your Divine Friend..Q
PS: it does! create happiness to do soul werk, an house werk in the right frame of mind! if ya got the time for real love in ur life…some people don’t have time or desire for loving people anymore in the life they choose so they loose to the habits they chose over love! I did not really seek but in the last year a flame has lit up my life ❤ an re-introduced me to feelins’ i thought were lost deep inside years ago…An i tell ya what! the feeling of love instead of resentments means all the world to person with a terminal illness of anykind! all i know…frum da wolf’s mouth indeeD!…
over an out frum Q
“Twin flames are our mirrors. They reflect back to us our every strength, insecurity, weakness and shadow element. The purpose of the twin flame relationship is to help us undergo soulwork and become the best version of ourselves possible.”
and ACCEPTANCE i have 2 accept these too curtain facts!
Wherever I am is wherever I am meant to be, whatever I am doing is whatever I am meant to be doing and whatever everyone else is doing is exactly what they are meant to be doing – this is contentment. If you do want to change where you are, or what you are doing, the first thing is to be content with wherever you are and whatever you are doing right now! Paradoxically that’s what attracts opportunities and invitations to be somewhere else! Why? Because you are a living magnet and contentment is one of your most attractive qualities. And the law of attraction says that according to your dominant thoughts so you will attract the people and circumstances into your life. Being content right now attracts the best possible future! *********quark-quark**********(@*@*)************** The one who is the master is the one who creates positive thoughts under all circumstances.
SO EXPRESS AN EXPERIENCE! Says da’ Q
Expression: The one who is the master of himself is always able to create the right kind of thoughts according to the circumstance. Never is there the dependency on situations or people for the right kind of responses. Since there is mastery over thoughts, there is also mastery over all words spoken and everything done.
Experience: When I am able to be a master of myself, I am able to constantly create positive thoughts. I am in touch with the inner resources and I am able to make use of these resources in a timely way. I never get confused or pressurized with outside situations, but am able to be in control in all situations. ~~~~~~~~~~ an also some THOuGHTS 2 PONDER 2 DAY!
All Life experiences will move through a range “full to empty or empty to full” (- It is just a way to describe) which the conditioned mind is not able to grasp. For the conditioned mind, to go from “full to empty,” means to lose, to be worse off, to go down, etc. Likewise when someone is going from “empty to full,” we label that as becoming better, improving, getting to the top, etc. Notice that our labeling will determine how we feel about our experience. Although we are the same human beings, we are different. Every human represents a particular point of an experience on the range of experiences. For instance, a fat man with a high appetite, low sexual libido, a funny personality and a great fear of heights; represents different ranges of different experiences, all in one “package” which we label as “John Doe.” But then, A thin, bulimic woman with a high sexual libido and bipolar personality, represents another range of outstanding! experiences. There is nothing to judge or to label but to observe that there will be people in between those ranges of the fat guy and the beautiful little thin woman. Life will offer us through all living beings different ranges of experiences and possibilities. Those things are never static, change is an absolute guarantee. Humans caged by their mental “static” conditioning, will be in charge of labeling and defining what is “right/wrong, good and bad.” This creates a “traumatic & quote experience. Every experience in Life, is just that… an experience. We may go to sleep and never wake up again. That experience is out of our control. Choosing one experience in duality, will bring unavoidably the rejected one. So why choose? Why attach our consciousness to an ideal which will bring the opposite? Simply go with the flow!
Have NO FEAR and without abandon recognize & Notice that because we are alive, then death is a certainty.
Notice that because we are young, old age is certain. That is the range of experiences. We (some folks) like to compare labels such as “young” is “better than” “old.” However, it is a polarity of the same type of experience: Aging. Every single individual has a perception, a way of looking at things based on their conditioning. We like to label that as “true” or “truth, ” but it is just a perception. Many individuals are caught up in finding the “right” experience in Life, the “true” perception of “reality,” and in that search, they are willing to fake it and will pursue what is not for them to experience. That is how we betray ourselves. If the “majority” ; sees a blue sky and I don’t; I must believe that the sky is blue to fit in. Peer pressure. Majority rules. The power of the masses. What is the bottom line? To enjoy whatever perception we truly experience, for it is only a perception and it is meant to change, to evolve. What do we do instead? We want to hold on to a mental ideal of what “should be.” We strive for that. We hear many times: ” Be yourself.” That is meaningless unless we are willing to de-conditioning by dissolving our beliefs, taboos, hang ups, ideals and values;
That is what Spirituality in ones life is meant to bring. Someone may be experiencing a debilitating disease as an experience. What is there to enjoy? A disease does not come by itself but adds up a circumstance around our lives. There are many other items that come along. For instance, the opportunity to have free time, the opportunity to be in the company of loved ones, the opportunity to enjoy certain items which other “normal” individuals cannot. There are so many other things to enjoy around the circumstance. of having a messed up dis-ease like mine or urs if u have a dis-ease? What do we do instead? well some of us anyhow? We curse our lives, our “luck,” the moment we were born, our parents. That focus in one particular aspect of Life which we reject will poison our being. Because we are so focused on that one thing, we are unable to see the rest, we do not have the capacity to step outside ourselves, out of the pitiful “I” to observe beyond our narrow tunnel of thoughts. Whatever it is, it will change. Enjoyment is around that “I.” Enjoy that moment!
sumtimes its jest fun 2 jest be an do an do an be an let well enuff alone!
ABSOLUTE TRUTH IS Sad as it sounds sumtimes
There is nothing that could last forever. That is a great blessing, indeed! 🙂
~~~~~Quark here goes under anesthesia an the knife soon here….I have to go get a “PLUG IN ” or a “port” so to speak lol…yep …a plug in…so ? well they can Do Hemodialysis …. once it heals (about 6 weeks) i will be driving 60 miles to a center 3 times a week to do dialysis 4 hours each visit…till i can get kidney functions under control…an a kidney that is a match!…so only time will tell as it rolls on here…will keep ya posted…Have friend that lives near hospital picking me up after recovery..cuz they won’t let me drive outa’ there! …got a ❤ friend to stay here an watch my werld while i am gone fer the day!….She can't drive lol….all is well…an well be i guess ..as long as i wake up…I hate going down under with anesthesia…oh well…
Thought this would be a good one to post-it frum my other world 420 greetings…. 🙂
Have a splendid one everyone~~~ frum da' Q aka mike in colorful colorado!
“After nine months of taking two different forms of cannabis oil, one, a cannabis capsule infused with organic coconut oil around 10:30am and high THC oil about an hour before bed, dad was given the life changing report, “No evidence of recurrent disease”.” [2] – Corinne Malanca (Stan and Barb Rutner’s daughter)
Stan Found Cannabis after Chemo and Radiation Almost Killed Him
The trillion dollar burn, cut, poison, Cancer Industrial Complex boldly proclaims that chemotherapy and radiation routinely save lives – that their toxic interventions boost long-term survival rates and the biggest lie of all: chemo and radiation exclusively target cancerous cells and leave healthy cells alone.
All these statements by the cancer industry are patently false. Poison is poison; it kills indiscriminately. Chemo and radiation are poisons posing as medicine. In fact, mainstream cancer “treatment” is the leading cause of secondary cancers.
Dave Mihalovic a Naturopathic Doctor who specializes…
~~~~Hola everyone welcome again to Q’s werld on the net…~~~~
Yeas the eternal quest to survive is what it is …among other kinsa quests indeed…I thought i woud re-blog this cuz of the way my site is set up an the Frequency of posts an how they get hidden in the past lol …Anyhow there is a motive to why i do blog…an if ya browse round the catagories section a bit ya will see what i mean…an where i am headed with lotsa my stuff….
So here it is…If an when ya find a good Love hang on to it an love it with all ur might 🙂 an have a good time with it as best as possible….be at peace with ur self an the world to the best of ones ability an try not to let the greedy bad guys er whatnot get ya down….evr since 2013 moving forward without hesitation has been my main theme an “CRASHING IS NOT AN OPTION”…well untill ya do crash…an i have crashed….maintenance of an in recovery with this one this time round well is going to be a fun one…with the actual dialysis center (if i make it that long, chances are feeling good to me?) is 50 miles away…@ that point in time i will have to drive 50 miles to get dialysis…am thinking i shall set up motorhome somewhere in durango..an have a place to hide out when i do not feel like making the drive…..they say after dialysis…i might not feel like driving 50 miles home 3 times a week….so we shall see what the future beholds..will keep the Q ster fans That are concerned Informed here..Take care an over an out frum da’ Q Mike in colorful southern colorado…
Whats been keepin me alive??? well check out my catagory on a cure for most diseases!….has been a fun journey …an well with all good choices an the higher order of things being on my side i might jest get a new kidney in 2017 ? we shall see…. am hoping for that before x-mas that might be a reality in this guys life….”one day at a time”
So even though Q’s been on eternal quests it appears an seems for a future with some half hazard good health..well….I will Re- inforce what i said in my last post…. LOVE IS THE ANSWER….truly……..the answer to what? well??? Life my friends! no matter what! an how bad ya feel ….It can’t halp but make ya feel better to LOVE! …an when ya do ya will know what mean….@ that point ….no matter how much one might hurt ..well for me anyhow most of the pain goes away when i shift my focus to that which i love…an stay connected to whom i love also…
I donot have a clue how many people are on my mailing list an not jest blog followers but i get looked at a lot on lotsa specific stuff frum round the net….That was the intention here an was not intended to go to mailboxes…but i see its an option on my site an lotsa people follow me thata way…To all of ya that do an read me an my stuff for so long thanks a lot again!…I do see many of u all over my site frum time to time … an then see others come hang out at a specific catagory or whatnot a read all the related posts …thanks to all of u cuz i feel like i am half werth readin sumtimes fer fun..an thats the reason why i started it all in the furst place fun…jest fun fun an more fun is all an share a bit of knowledge along the way!
peace out to oe an all today whm migh venture along to find urself at QThe page of Quarked one in Colorado! ……
Once again .Over an out frum da’ Q …..Keep on Keepin’ on . 🙂
~~~~oh an to my green eyed lady love ❤ this is my publiK display to U that i truly miss ya when u are not on top of me the way u are a lot an need to be…So thank U frum the bottom of my heart for Being My ❤ # 1 support!….So very very happy to have YOU in my life!….The sanDs of time have finally werked in my favor…thata way at least! lol….hopefully we can get another 5-10 er 15 er 20 outa this body with todays new teck an all…..an a matter of staying on the right freQuency!…. What FreQuency is dat one might ask? well the freQuency of love ..thats bout it frum the whacked werld of Q this fine day! over an out!…….
Thinkin More Bout ETERNITY!…an Eternal Quests..well!!!..
xmas 1970 @ Q’s house
A Very Versatile Werd this week: da’ werd of da’ week…it is ” QUEST “….
depending upon what context it is used in an how it can be shown in photos is endless…..What are you in search of? Capture a quest with your camera says Cheri @ da’ daily post this week!….. So, well, ever since furst kiss…many years ago…became a quest of another kind for a lifetime! 🙂 ! as shown in 3 pics here!
furst kiss started da’ Quest!
…THEN YEARS LATERZ…
^^^^^^ came a twist on da’ Quest!
..here kitty kitty!… ❤
so da’ eternal quest continues lewkin’ fer da right Kitty to plug into! an OMG i think i found her! says da’ Q LoL!
Seems that’s what is kewl bout life is watching everyone elses Quests!….will be interesting with what everyone at wordpress across…
more of the same ol in Q’s wunderful werld these days… lets see…plug in errors…java script errors lol…menu errors…shut down errors… but nothing wrong with the computer.yeah right huh!….wordpress editor will not open! stalls at half way point…so therefore cannot do fresh new blog posts…computer it self is running out of memory lol…well…it is quite old by todays standards an is full of music….guess this will become the music server here soon ennuff…this program must end sorry for the inconvenience ..lol yeah guess so….we are using 100% of ur computers ability jest to browse the internet now lol.jeez……virtual memory shot…physical memory still has lots..but time to re format really but can’t find cd now lol ..so is what it is…wont post a phot with this cuz it will get hung up trying to open the photo editor an such…but figured i’d update some of my friends that might be a wundering….WAS UP?…. Like i have old computers out in garage that operate on windows 2000 an such..they still work…an are not for the internet but for music….hundred of hours worth of stuff on the old hard drives out there an they serve the purpose ..even today still..get good use out of my older equipment… Back to the point of planned obsolescence…with stuff…in the new throw away age? kinna disgusting to me really!….piles of unnecessary trash in the world cuz teck can’t be happy with itself enuff to jest stabilize for a few years lol… Put me out of business a few years back teck did…when it took lotsa money to keep up in the TECK industry of computers an such.the industry grew amazingly fast!..I got stuck with an inventory of 5 megapixel cameras an older com[puters etc etc…stuff that was well …one day werth 500 bucks was werth 100..cuz of tech changes …also i bought an sold “high DEF” monitors ” an regular monitors also ..but really expensive 4-500 dollar high def drafting monitors…when teck came out with the new flat screen monitors etc etc..well that was killed….@ same with when i had racks an racks of dial up servers ..lol…an switch boxes..that well today ..are rubbish….Old Teck New tecK…New teck took over on this old guy frum the LAST GENERATION… The last generation that remembers station wagon s full of kids headed off to the beach in sandy eggo with surfboards on top…59 chevy wagon…mom drives to beach every day takes kids lol…so she can bask in the sun…those were the days..an well, no seat belts were even in the darn car..cept for the frt seat lap belts…yep those were the days…when a 9 year old could roam round an have a great old time in publik on his skateboard er whatnot…an not have to woory bout “bad guys” lol..geez…yep those were the days…Now ur a criminal if u leave ur 9 year old unattended Like wtf? …….glad i don’t live where that is …but appears that is appearing to be the way it is all over the country an werld where there are too many people packed into one area…. So those were the days with lotsa things in Q’s werld these days…LOng story bout the hows an whys that i do NOT have a fistula i my arm yet…was supposed to be in there months ago..an last month it did not happen..an this month it is supposed to happen next week providing i have a ride to an frum surgery? that sucks…so werking on that still…my closest is not in town this next week an everyone i know that can is working to support themselves…so i will hit up a couple of retired guys tomorrow an see if they can help mr mikey here..we shall see….they told me they had a cab service that does transport for patients like me an well i called em an since i am medicare an not medicaid they can’t do ..they are a medicaid program lol…so i ask okay how much to take me over there an back..they say well.. oh ..one way $190.00 I am like wtf again ..ya got to be kidding me takes 45 minutes an 12 bucks werth of gas..where do they get off at that kinna price …insane….. So my 2 cents werth for the day ….If i haven’t been round ur sites or the wordpress photo challenges…well…is because of the computer issues…an also life issues i talk bout throughout my blog werld here…Strange how for a month now i have not had a bad bout with my dis-ease! highly unusual as bad as it progressed..an me being at a 8.7 on creatine level I crashed 6 weeks ago…I think LOVE has lots to do with me not being sick @ present! also! another 2 cents werth is well, when one is down an out an attacked or feeling attacked by others or the disease they might have…My suggestion to them is not matter what an no matter how much it might hurt physically also, enduring an getting thru it is might be very hard…but with LOVE ON UR SIDE! well it sure helps….. .Focus on the Love u do Have a see right in front of Ya… I have placed my focus on the things an people i love instead of the things i hate an regret although they are there lol…but focusing on the now an what matters the most is what is important… My deal is truly “ONE DAY AT A TIME’ here…an every day is a as far as i am concerned….is kinna of a strange thing when the love of ur life can’t be by ur side @ present due to different situations…mostly an mainly though because of money now….ah yeas the big money trap…they got me right where they want me…Say retire ol’ man ur too sick to work….so ya retire an they don’t give ya enuff to do anything more than get by with…if barely..in the wintertime one is reaching out when stranded by the snows an broken down vehicles an whatnot..but this last year well..i was on my own….Sure i choose to live way out here which is good in so very very many ways…but if i were to live anywhere else @ present on my “retirement” ssdi income well… i would DIE! came close to that this last winter here anyhew….so, @ least my house is 3/4 paid for lol…thats a blessing….bout a couple a years more if i live that long to see it…am hopin so…. So, til next time round the house of values….
Check out Quarksire’s web world if ya have not ever ….there are lotsa catagories an many blogs to go thru..frum my years upon this wordpress platform…. To all my long term readers that come round ever so often etc etc…..I think the world of ya all….an thank ya for all the suppoort an understanding over the years!……
Q aka mike in the colorful san juan mtns of colorado! 🙂 …
xmas 1970 @ Q’s house
furst kiss started da’ Quest!
^^^^^^ came a twist on da’ Quest!
so da’ eternal quest continues lewkin’ fer da right Kitty to plug into! an OMG i think i found her! says da’ Q LoL!
Quarksire 