Cosmic History Says to me ūüôā

Especially when doing a flip flop on perception ,
flight,¬† love and life…….



CRASHES U…er u break a wing, er snap a spoke and fall….

whatevr the case




Q 300 ft above echo lake

Q 300 ft above echo lake




Here is a link to the video on transcendence i wanted to share yesterday, but the computer was not co-operating. So, Hear:){here it is fer ya today!….jest one of many vids Michelvec <{LINK} has…he is a guy in canada that has transcribed a couple of books to you tube, his voice is pleasant to listen to , and he jest says it how it is without adding his personal opinion, “speaks from the spirit of truth” the way i see it, so anyhow if so inclined, check out his stuff, and check out jose arguelles’s stuff is very kewl…at least i think so. Jest got to read a couple of very kewl blogs or post its also here, way kewl, Thank u for posting, peace to You! 2 also, was nice to be able to see u 2 day! also! So was an is why, is why i popping in to drop this post today and go back out to my day in paradise here, watchin’ da’ mountain clouds grow, a daily thing here, clouds grow , get rain lightning and thunder of course ,,,,then it all clears again, so ya can see the stars at evenings night and smell the fresness of newness in the air, so much better than the fires we had as of late here…

Peace out till later


Touching Infinity Microworlds_Beyond

Down to the Heart…….Beyond the Brain Beyond the Mind……
there was a time when i used to be able to touch infinity 
and taught the following thingz….
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~believe it er not!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
when on reaches a stage where they can feel, sense, and touch infinity , oh what dooes one do! sumtimes i wunder?
Reaching the Stage of Evolution of operation of the AA Midway station!:).
{lol} an {not talking bout Alcoholics Anonymous…}….
Well if you can comprehend this one my hats off to ya please drop me a reply!:)  lol.

 Well we have to first advance into athe condition of
RADIOSONIC SYNESTASIA! { no not by using drugs now, jest naturally!}
it will happen if ur willing:)

anyhow….as was saying this is¬† SYNCRONIC INTEGRATION of our MENTAL FIELD with our NATURAL ORDER &
This is done by the means of really re-organizing{alll thingz begin w/thought} by re-organizing mental systems of COSMIC HISTORY {not physical} that can lead us into THE HYPER-ORGANIC RADIAL PERCEPTIONS OF HIGHER TELEPATHIC NATURE IS INTRINSICALLY COMMUNACATIVE AN FULL OF MATHAMATICAL STRUCTURES{If ya study Calculus} well then ya might really see the greater whole connection …spoken of here!…reason fer all things i must inject here!..and… and can be a most valuable set of circumstances maybe for you also :)….

MY buddy Crow used to call it Da Subspace….where there is a place,

HALFWAY TO THE OTHER SIDE….(the AA MIDWAY STATION}...somecall it…lol…a place of many doors lol…most impenetrable to say the least!…unless ur a master ……like ur jesus or ur budda or other figure u may worship…….there is this place:)…….
Believe it er not!

and also..CROW my past shaman buddie, .would speak of it as a place as da….SUBSPACE ARENA!
Anyhow by activating the force field and de activating others lol there is an underlying structure of 21 GALACTIC ARCHETYPES SET IN HOLOMIND, A PERCEIVER MATRIX WITHIN THE GALACTIC CORE:)

¬†A Microgalactic BRAIN WE ARE:)…so my QUESTION TO MENTAL DOCTORS IS THIS!?:….if by some reason …the connections of many more nuerons were supported through evolution and having more and more healthy babys finally we would get to this point of being able to be connected fully to the BI-POLAR FIELD and to be able to be all perceiving, well another story….but why doctors in this day and age if a patient came to you with this dis-ease < why treat it ab-normal…as if ya arent supposed to be BIO-ORGANIC AND MENTAL FUNCIONABLE PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME? why a disease? being able to see bi-polarlly?{ like robin williams} or urs truly!/

So, Anyhow there is this Vast Microwerld way beyond what we experience and there is also a microwerld way beyond that werld which we even experience at the ATOMIC MOLLECULAR LEVEL———

AS WE EVOLVE HYPER ORGANICALLY {if one chosses to or jest is apt to by nature} either way Wemay discover we have many possibilitys…..for us…USA ALL THE WORLD…AND EVERY ELECTROMAGNETIC GRAVATATIONAL FEILD THAT EXISTS:)?




WELL, 2 Simultaneous waves of different frequencys collided once upon a time:)…..
creating the firstever sound….{RANG} frum there it goes into the myriads…….
Quan rays come from Quarksires Werld¬† and are now created and walla …..ya have it…..
6 types of COSMIC ELECTRICITY………………and then 12 lines of cosmic force generate seven seven radial plasmas………..





SOME NEW SCIENTISTS SAY THE HUMANS ARE LIMITED IN BRAIN FUNCTIONS….AT LEAST IT APPEARS THEY WISH ME TO BELIEVE I AM,¬† But on the other hand i know different jest lewking at all the geniuses that do exist on this planet… very amazing any way ya lewk at it as far as i am concerned:)…….

here below is a piece concerning what i talk bout above!:)…
there are 3 parts……
all bout the primordial house and the Angels….

and adam and abrahams walk in this story!
Thats if ya believe in such things ……
Interstellar Levels etc etc…..

I shut up now…gp tp yu tube type in da watch below and see what i am talking bout:)…..i will post a link later here….
the book of the HIGHER MENTAL NATURE!


Power of creation organizes all ur elements! ….
From :::: Cosmic History Chronicles Vol. 6, Book of the Transcendence by José ArgÃelles and Stephanie South find it on YouTube:)


Chanting Love & Livin on the Edge

A couple a beautiful women with souls that touch my Universe, have made my day.

i will leave them annonymous for the sake of they know who they are, and i thank both of these ladies frum the bottom of my heart! For helping me in my Journey, we call life.


One spirit i know know here at werdpress said : ‚ÄúGod knows though how I‚Äôve tired to break free, break free from the sorrow and pain. I really got a meltdown this winter and found myself in a psychosis‚Ä̂Ķ.

I SAID TO HER Simply seems as though i found myself in this same place because i allowed another to use me like a rug, for their pastime whilst i waited at home alone second winter in a row for someone that will prolly never show‚Ķwill be 3 years december:(. So be it i get the drift here and if i read it all right , we got to rise above it all…

i agreed and it reminds me a blog i did a while back on multiply bout not killing urself over it. So was good for me to have that reminder and time to ponder and respond to that blog today!…was a healthy thing for me to do, is to tell my peace to another honestly also, and jest well, pray i am accepted for being jest me for a change again in life. I am almost well assured the universe don;t want me to spend another winter alone, nor in misery, and if I am alone well, hop ei am assured of well one thing LOVE …in my heart for another! We shall see whats in store i am a believer in miracles “one way or the other”……ussually the other though; i plan the plans and well, don’t always know the outcome.

¬†¬†¬†¬† An well: another lady told me this in her blog werld;¬† love is and we rest in the heart of life‚Äôs loving kindness and loving cruelty everyday. For love uses both to teach. Second we come from within the universe and are made of its very everything. We are the brethren of the stars and suns and galaxies of this great universe we sit in the middle of;And last but not least there is not a word,spoken or thought nor an action taken that is not heard nor seen by those who have always been….

‚ÄúAnd last but not least there is not a word ‚Ķ spoken or thought ‚Ķ nor an action taken that is not heard nor seen by those who have always been‚Ä̂Ķ.

quark sire adds to this> : believe it er not!

can u maybe believe the last sentence er what,well if? i wont tell u what to do only i can only wish if not well is the universes desire for mikey now!

i was going to re-blog it but i figured id keep it to me, and if either of ya ladies wish ya can post a link to ur page in my comments section, i know whom ya are and that is what is important today. i have also no need to stir a pot that don’t want to be stirred by me without the request to do so out of honor and personal integrity….yes long blog to follow!……been werkin’ on this all evenin’. Since i couldn’t sleep and the thoughts of someone seems to be in me head! is kewl though! i do so love the feelings¬† have right now, instead of the ones i had last night of sorrow and simple misunderstandings created out of fear and fear alone. For that i have to offer forgiveness! for today i lived with no fear for a change , an no tears also:) i feel good a jennifer helped me snap out of my craziness:) thanks Jennifer!..and thanks to u to Sher!…..for being u!

a life with no more real strife i do so pray this fine day!WHY I WILL BLOG til the end of the internet!…if there ever is one!….
IT’S ALL BOUT VaRiAbLeS ya see..

…..and things that change!…like sumtimes ones mind.


i sure hope not auctually, i do not receive tv reception in my area and the internet is cheaper than anything for my media and entertainment purposes. And it is geeeeorge Jetson style for me to be able to have a messenger:) very kewl. When i was a child there were no such things in life. Jest black and white TV’s if ya were lucky enuff to own one. The days when it was every American dream to have a ford or chevy parked in the front yard a tv at home a wife that loved ya and kids also, a german shepard or lab, terrier if ya like fiesty animals, a fonzy style motorcycle in the garage, a boat in tha backyard, maybe a swimming pool too!…. lol….stable finances, stable folks to hang out with etc etc.¬† Those were the days, but the days have changed quite a bit.

A MAJORITY: ABOUT MONEY SAD TO SAY MONEY   some moral some immoral!?:()

¬†¬†¬†¬† Things jest aren’t spit out to the majority but¬† few on a silver platter these days, as a result of more people being around there is less of some things, more for others…the gap keeps getting exceedingly wider between all classes in every country. would be nice i think if everyone could only grow to be so big so powerful and so rich and thet was the limit!….ya couldn’t get any richer . and if ya wanted to all the excess capital gained would go to any charity fund u wanted, but you could not own it!cuz one person only needs so much based on the economy to live a life of luxury whence u get to that level of being rich anyhow.


¬†¬†¬†¬† If one can find the time life becomes more than jest some rhyme er fairy tale ya see, I a guarrantee ya ya haven’t see nutin’~~~ yet compared to what has beeen before sometimes and sometimes what will be after…but nevertheless I see a lot of life is bout taking chances, cuz ya might not get another chance er go round with the same offering that you might have been given on a silver platter!
¬†¬†¬† When it is a offering of love i’d say don’t give it up to the powers that wish to take it away too easily, if u are forced to try and to do it very gracefully. Don’t need to make it any harder on the person that is making it hard on u ….cuzz well if ur relationship is a 2 way street Patience will be a great asset here! in these kinna situations also, the kinna situation where you have to choose between right and wrong! …of spirit or not of spirit? which is it i must ask myself before taking every next best move or motion i take in life…I’d rather have the baby so to speak than the abortion, jest is not right, not in my eyes i love kids! is an insane practice and very inhumane , {another blog}..

Then it comes to this for me…THE BRAIN OF A SHAMAN! THE OTHER SIDE OF LIFE –
for most to fathom.
hope this blog won’t bore you because it will be very long i am warning you, so go get a cupa coffe sit down shut up and read, it might be werth ur while if u are a voyager like me.

A LIFE OF A DIFFERENT SORT!frum trancendence to variables in perceptions

¬†FRum urs truly the trancendent Q lol… of several books i plan on offering to a publisher next year er so is my¬† goal…well one of many. Damn so many wishes dreams and goals and only so much time and money to get em all done….i’ll have to leave some certain things for desires i wish to have in my next life also!…That comes to a blog bout finding each other i am werking on on the side…soon to come: When u multi task life like i do ya might find and if ya like to have to not only keep an open mind and be around clearly of ur surroundings cuz u are aware that u live in more than one Werld at once{believe it er not}

¬†¬†¬† sometimes i wunder if i can ever keep up with the mind that thinks up the stuff i write on the net, a lot of my stuff is spontaneously written in the middle of the night in the wee hours cuz i become nocturnal squirrel , grabbin some nuts er sumpin ….woke thinking bout sumpin’ er what not either way or a late night out…i do my best thinking after i have been awake bout 30 hours but i have hard time staying away. Something clicks about then in the brain fer some reason, some levels of something change after being awake 30 hours, not sure what it is but i am addicted to it being an addict sometimes an have been addicted to this trance state of mind for several years because of the valuable benefits it has brought my life and brain!……Besides clicking lol….i of course become very tired……but in that relaxed state of staying awake and alert the consciousness slips into a kind of trance state i would call it ……i have maintained up to 70 hours plus without the help of alcohol or any chemical drugs…….after 3 sun-ups and sunsets of being awake. Dennis weir i believe his name is wrote a bewk i read once about trance tecknology that i really enjoyed. about trancendence through finding the trance state somehow. There are many ways to do it…even wrong ways that could make one violent…like alcoholism, or drugs. But this blog is not bout alcohol or drugs to attain that state….There are some very pleasant ways also if ur in the state of mind to attain the same trance state… the spores one can eat and also have an extended 2 day awake over and over sexual encounter…tantric sex foor 2 days would prolly be harder on a guy like me over 50¬† i’d jest prolly suggest hehe…go at it slowly if ur an ol guy hehe.anyhow rewards might be greater!
¬†¬†¬†¬† Extended periods of continued consciousness without to much negative or positive input for a couple of days is very health and puts you in this very state of mind if ya can allow it to….some can play solitaire over and over fer like an hour er 2 a switch clicks in their brain and they realizing they are playing a game and thinking a string of thoughts all along . Doing 2 separate things at the same time….maybe even eating dinner on the side subconsciously

WATCHING YOUR THOUGHTS!. like i have said in previous blogs:)
¬†¬†¬† I used to achieve this state of repetition like 2 sides of reality a lot i found doing different types of jobs over the years. Sanding Cars for hours and hours upon a time, Monotony i found when in high skewl was great for the mind…over and over and over the same thing over and over would do the trick and put me in that state of mind whatever it was. It would wander i found and think bout other things consciously as if in school…could even have visuals put to it also…all while i was a sanding a car. was a trip. could watch a movie in ur mind and do something else at the same time! Even whikle i was spending an hour spraying a car! sometime when and after achieving that state of mind ya find ya can be there for days. Consciously aware that there is a second consciousness and maybe more werking within ur brain all at¬† the same time playing out this so called movie of life in ur brain, all different for everyone cuz every life story is not the same. And over the years through different forms of repetition we develop and create the life and lifestyle with which we choose to live. Cuz it is all bout choices ya see. Not a random number generator are we. Not so specific, we as humans have variables we can change therefore learning to grow, instead of fail in our life or loves mission! live. Taping up printed circuit board is very monotonous and when ya get good at something that is monotonous and repetitive ..after doing it for extended periods of time if u are AWARE you will see and hear this movie playing 24/7 in ur brain:). IE?:)..a healthy brain is a healthy movie! A simultaneous movie…kinna like being able to write 2 blogs at the same time the same night on 2 different subjekts and kinna make em one…i find myself doing that a lot. cuz one topic leads to another to another. So be it!..Make it so! I SAY! Flip back and forth, pick whichever one ya finish first and park the second fer laters, try to blog and share as much as possible is a s good for the souldier and soul¬† within a lot….to let steam off or light up or darkness out whatever it is jest get rid of it and go on with life. So back to the subjekt flippin back an forth here i am got to stay focused and to the point!…. trancendence through repetition: thats what i was talkin’ bout. An artist that does line drawings like a zillion lines or dots to make one picture they are drawing they will find themselves transcenc=ding and doing this also. I used to get it a lot when having earmuffs on standing on top of a rock crusher for 12 hours a day all through the summer months. I’d be watching a private movie in me brain, a fantasy, or a dream, or thoughts prevelant even thoughts that would arouse or sadden the emotion , thinking of the gurl the night before, er the day before when ya went flying , thoughts keep a whizzin throught the brain, all while crushing rocks all day long. Eat sugar for days too much of it will give ya the same effect very neurotically, is why i believe many sugar addict become addicted they feel it but don’t know what it is …evrey time they do more they get closer but not quite is a very illusive product folks, cuz it won’t GET YA THERE! it will JEST MAKE U FAT AND NEUROTIC! almost as bad as alcohol.
¬†¬†¬†¬† Many books over the years have been written bout this separate reality, one of the first that got me into it when i was a child i read carlos castanadas book ” A SEPARATE REALITY”.

that was back in the days of sanding cars jest learning how to get some wits bout myself and have a life of my own after moving out of my child hood home. Soon after that even without the use of drugs i became exceedingly aware that there was more to life than jest this body. If not well then i was becoming dillusional. But only to come to realize that what was happening on the other side of silence and repetition was this trigger in this thing called the brain, it was a RECEPTOR FOR THIS THING CALLED THE MIND!,,{believe it er not}….We need to do a couple a few things if we need to evolve from this stage of jest mastering seeing ur thoughts or hearing ur own music so to speak! First after sittin down or whatevr ur doing over and over…once ya start seeing ur thought¬† TRY THE EXPERIMENT: see if something u produce in ur mind as a thought first can become a reality for u? then after that question ya might ask yourself:? how do i do that..isn’t that called manifesting? only magicians can manifest things and that aint real anyhow so why should i try one might ask? But what if ya could manifest things in ur mind? what then …how would you lewk at and treat ur life? is a whole another blog, or chapter{mark}….ya ask like turn water into wine? like that…precisely little grasshopper says the master! My point is that when ya think things they can become things in many ways depending upon the power of mind u have been granted or recieved in life naturally. My other point is, that in this we are one theory of life there are tiny fibers that connect you to yur universe.{believe it er not}…..the planet and the whole of cosmos is also connected with the same fibers; I call these the “QUANTUM “fibers of life. Dogs know! Why don’t humans i wunder sumtimes…bout this telepathy…don’t exactly know but i believe they speak their masters language and are as smart as their training. If ur married and at home and have a wife at home try this experiment:) jest a iddy biddy weird one:
¬†¬†¬†¬† When ur ready to leave after doing the last thing in town even if ya live 30 minutes away …..right before u are getting ready to leave…pulll over to the side of the road …VISUALIZE UR DOG…..and say with him clearly in ur mind:) especially if ya know right where he is,,,,zoom in on that setting in ur mind and say! ‘”hay rover buddy i am on my way home bringin ya a treat!” AND always remember to be honest and bring what ya promise home! do this daily on ur way home no matter what time u leave to go back home. don’t let ur wife tip ff the dog either by a phone call! “play fair!”
¬†¬†¬†¬† anyhow every day now at the time u leave do this repetitiously and have ur wife on the other end; have her notice and observe the dogs behavior, notice if there is sumpthing strange bout the dog by herside:) bout the time u make this anouncement! privitely to the dog with visualization and vocally into the thin air of space…anounce a outloud …”OK ROVER HERE I COME home…MAY B Q FEW TIMES TO RIENFORCE IT:) THEN THINK OF UR FER A FEW WHERE HE MIGHT BE ER WHAT AND HOPE HE GETS THE MESSAGE{best onE can do}……….lol… what i’d like to hear from ONE ER MORE OF of ya that try S thiS experiment that it werks:)….you may find if u have a strong connection to ur dog and are in sync, well that jest when u anounce it ur dog will be going to the front door and get all excited till ya do arrive home! Yes folks another{believe it er not} TAKE CLEAR RESPONSIBILITY EVERY NIGHT WITH CLEAR INTENTION – while doing this. Lo k for the truth in what happens after lotsa repetetion!¬† Like repeating a phrase er verse over and over like the chanting shaman! When u arrive home appreciate ur dog for listening and thank him for knowing! ab=nd give him his treat!….Honestly extend compassion to his soul for all u know he does realy know…..and thatis how to communicate telepathically with their werld and environment the best they can receive and resonate 2 factors to blog on also another time:)
^^^ MY dog sash says i’m making her tired lol ^^^

WILL GET YA THERE – NOT UR DREAMING ! or fantasies, or delusional streams of fear thought bout WHAT IF”S?
some get there by jest being who they are…living in between the good the bad and the ugly
taking the best and leaving the rest:)………


note: VOTE yes NO-DUALISM – vote no! on dualistic behavior…puting every thing in one box….is not the way it is or was ever intendd to be.
vote yes on non-dualistic thinking foks, and¬† well what that means to a guy like me is that there are always 2 ways to lewk at things, not absolute is all , not all is absolute, all is what it is,is exact and right ya see. There is good fear bad fear!…there is no set and dry boundries for which side ya live in and for how long…fact remains u have a choice and it is now to choose to make the best next decision ya can bout anything ur gonna do in ur life today or tommorrow. Whomevr u are..ull have a better off chance if ya use ur fear wisely…and live ur love largely for the truth that unfolds in love is sumtimez inexplainable,,,, FOR LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR WHAT IT IS.
I say to myself to try to be the cleanest example of what i know myself to be, all other aspects will show there light when the time is right!

LOOK FOR THIS LIGHT THAT YA FIND WHEN YA CONNECT….THE LIGHT THAT IS NOn-DUALISTIC! – BUT ALTHOUGH THIS LIGHT MIGHT COME AND GO KNOW THE LIGHT IS THERE, NEVER THE LESS , JEST LIKE THE SUN BEHINDS’T THE CLOUDS. cHOOSING THE BEST HING TO DO WEATHER FEAR BASED OR LOVE BASED ALTHOUGH DOES HAVE TO BE BASED ON TRUTH! IF not all things can go outa whack!, can even be truth n the fears,one might be in troublee an have to examine them if so i think ,but what do i know, jest rambling at 1;30 am:) here,,,Still though ya got to be careful bout what ya think ya know , cuz what happens to me then is i’m then shown i don’t know jack – nor chit…oh well…so one has to learn to focus right ….Take the best and leave the rest out of all things that ya come across in life:)

PS: S:

¬†¬†¬†¬† Yes folks, THOUGHTS¬† ARE THINGS…..NOT QUITE LIKE concrete though even though they can go right through concrete{believe it er not}

will pick this up where i left off with a few more chapters…. as to not put to many chapters into one train of thought!

so; Train of thought for the day…..& tomorrow…..LOVE & FORGIVENESS!
& moral support for love!

have a great day everyone ………………………Q

Typical dualistic thinking which will always bring highs and lows and depend on external circumstances…Money will not make you happy for starter will tell ya why in a bit. or someday laterz…a big subjekt it is….Dualistic thinking is based on separation…an no real truth!
To separate and visualise which reality is which goes back to lewking at ur self and ur own mind and watching ur thoughts!. an actions or LACK OF actions as a pure result:)………..keeping these 2 realms separate and not joining them in the ying/yang theory well, then ya have to pick one side or the other,…..
THE MASTER OF HIS OR HER MIND IS ONE WHO CAN SEE BOTH SIDE JEST FINE , Mainly FOCUS ON THE LO v E SIDE…and use fear for what is best self protection an s self preservation…not to be the cause of no action or ignorance in or of life…..
...Be aware see it all…that is okaywerk from the right side though , do what is best out of love, and leave the rest…………more to come!

removin’ the lines of time that are embedded when we remove da mask and see who and what life is… sometime a hard reality, removing that line left on th edge of reality on the edge of the cliff!:)
see when the positive charges hit the negative charges here …..lightning the season of the year here:) see if i can catch some lighjtning this year! on FILM<

to be continued:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

psss: ride-ing the lightning and clouds of fury the furious little  hummers are back all summer here!hummer09



love & light to all!

frum a different perception sorrow an pain can become

light & love ,,if thou so wish ith!

Jest for: today: an as long as i can; let thy keep thy perceptions filled with love and good thoughts for all the ones  wished to be inviolved in ur Movie,,,to help u co direct and direct it and go on with it!

this lovely thing! i percieve it to be. Life!

Peace & Namaste 2 one an all



Thinking What I Think


FEAR can reach out infinitly and destroy ur very life
in every way! shape and form
so can delusional fearbased thoughts within ones own mind:(
believe it er not
read on i do have a point


and screw em all that want to put werds into my mouth and say they know what they think i think lol:( sadly enuff:(

I say listen up for a reason here….really truly listen up folks…..
i have written scores of blogs bout this subject fear verses love….and lies and deciet and telling others things that they never even concieved of thnking….
telling othger that what u think they think is right is a very wrong way to live ones life no matter how ya lewk at it
I personally have honored love to the point of being falsely accused of so many unjustifiable things that i would never even dream of thinking or doing….but that is always i am being attacked by the FEARFUL ones embellished in a hate filled world:(

I have had it taken out on me several times in the last few years and almost turned off my whole internet and killed this blog world as a result of it….SOME JEST CANT DIG PASTFEAR AND SEE THE GOD AND LOVE IF IT WERE STANDING RIGHT BEFORE THEM?:( so very sad!

I have been crushed to the ground beyond belief by letting ones that i love insult me and lie to me bout what they think i think….some people i guess never stop doing it no matter how much love is involved …thier fear based tendencies are much stronger…, when people want to lie to you bout you have them read my last blog or my blogs bout fear verses love or read this post i post here to them….

Remember this that along ur path of life even those u value and love more than living life itself …from the spiritual side well…they can betray u and act this way….thier ignorance is bliss the way i see it…thier attacks are insidious…i need to find the part bout vunerability and attcks in course of miracles and show it to each and every one of my loved ones that cross my path in life….

ACIM SAYS I HAVE A CHOICE AS TO HOW TO PERCIEVE ATTACK on my personal truth nature and character for no reason but lies….am attampting to find that one now i am….

withtthese fear based personalities:( so very sad i have to let it affect my life to the point of me being vomiting ill though so very sad:( that i cannot control the lies or thoughts of others that are dillusional…and fear based on lies made up in thier own mind:(
Many of us today are engaging in a tremendous amount of spiritual work on ourselves. We’re meditating, praying, attending workshops, seminars, and retreats.

And this is good news. Because if the world is going to evolve, it’s going to take a lot of conscious people to lead the way.

Yet the vast majority of us who are engagin in spiritual practice are making the same mistake. We tend to put far too much emphasis on the need to work out our personal psychalogical issues as part of our spiritual path.

The way this plays out practically is as follows: let’s say that you take up a spiritual practice in earnest, and you notice in the course of that practice that you’re deeply defended against life and intimacy. You won’t let other people see you. You always wear a social mask BELIEVE IT ER NOT which hides a deep-rooted insecurity.

Well, upon discovering this, as psychologically informed people, our tendency is going to be to withdraw inward, to go back to our past, to start plumbing the depths of our psyche to try to find and uproot the causes of this fear and insecurity, and this tendency to hide ourselves from life.

The trouble is that although this “archeological dig” into the depths of your psyche might lead to greater self-understanding, it won’t necessarily make it any easier for you to be vulnerable, authentic and present. Indeed, it might even take you further away from intimacy by making you more self-absorbed than before.

It’s important to recognize that this tendency toward self-preoccupation isn’t our fault. This habit grew out of our over-psychologized culture which basically told us that we were all damaged by our childhood and that we have “inner wounds” that need to be healed in order to become happy and fulfilled as adults.

And, as the world’s great wisdom traditions have been imported to the West, this pathology-focused worldview has gradually become superimposed onto the spiritual path.

But when we let go of this compulsion to work out our problems and instead begin to directly engage in a path of authentic evolutionary spiritual transformation, we soon begin to discover that we have access to a part of our self that is already free from our ego’s limitations and issues.

This is what I call “the awakening of the Evolutionary Self.” It’s the discovery of a part of our self that was never wounded or traumatized, and that doesn’t need to be healed, because it is already whole and complete.

This part of the self has access to boundless energy, creativity, and positivity, and is completely ready to participate in life fully, boldly, passionately, holding nothing back.

When we step into this Evolutionary Self, we feel instantly connected to the heart of Life and energized by the impulse of evolution itself.

Miraculously, what we find in doing this work is that when people awaken to and begin to act from this deeper, truer part of the self, then all of the psychological issues, blocks, wounds, complexes, and neuroses that previously seemed so intractable suddenly seem to dissolve.

Now, the truth is that they haven’t dissolved. They can still be reactivated if we step back into the narrow perspective of the ego. But in light of this newfound, higher potential, and the profound sense of purpose and meaning that comes with it, we discover a powerful motivation to no longer fall back into our “issues.”

Indeed, as our awareness of this Evolutionary Self grows, our old habits and issues become less and less interesting to us, and in that, they gradually lose their power over our psyche.

And that makes all the difference in the world. In this alignment with the Evolutionary Self, we begin to discover the real meaning of freedom from the ego. And we learn that this freedom is not something we have to wait for. It can happen now if we’re willing to give our heart and soul to it.

If you want to get a taste of the simplicity I’m describing, try this experiment. For one full day, go on a “fast” from any form of self-concern.
I’ll make a private bet with each and every one of u u wont be able to
unless ur one of those very rare unselfish types

Throughout the day, any time you notice yourself mulling over one of your “issues” or trying to overcome an emotional or psychological difficulty within yourself, simply put it down. Let it go. Turn your attention to something else.

Indeed, if you want to really get a taste of something different, try turning your attention away from your inner turmoil and placing it on the part of you that is already aligned with the big YES at the heart of the cosmos. And notice how your perspective on your problems changes.
I have also written many blogs bout perception and the correct way humans should attempt to lewk at thingz
seek and u shall find!

This may initially seem difficult to do, but with a little practice, you might find that you begin to have acces to a depth of presence and awakened clarity that you never could have imagined. Try it for just one day. You might be surprised at what you discover.       

soplease folks take heed …..this description here is and could be u and u life in an instant one day for no apparent reason ur loving friend or husband or wife or lover might brinbg to u lies u never even thought and realities that are not real to anyone but thier dillusional mind……
don’t let it get to ya i guess or ya could become suicidal….when in ur mind ubelieve and know the truth let the truth be that that save u from ur own self destructing ego here….
if ya don’t get my drift then that also is ur choice….jest remember this next time u feel attacked out of foolish lies derived from a sick mind thatis filled with falsities so deep it crushes you and also every one around them:( they love misery and misery loves company…

The whole healing process of my life is to not be able to accept this kind of extreme lunacy to be an excuse for me to be able to prosper in love and truth….for that which i am
and that also what u are if you so choose it to be

or u can embillish the fer based thoughts let them send u to ruin and or put urself out of the misery another fortells upon u…

We are truth love and a good energy if we choose to be

or we are a decietful…hiding…attack and run kinna person that embellishes fear?

my question to everyone that reads this someday afeter i am dead and gone……what choice are they going to make???????….

will u be powerfull over the fear and lies or will u be wipped by them …welll lotsa times that has to do with the accuser….
if they have enuff honor and love and truth in thier hearts mind and soul maybe they will be overcoming kind and conquer the ego and fear but until then they will live a life of misery…..lies full of dillusions……creating sickness and death to thier relationships as long as they live

these kind of folks tell me they are sorry for what they think i think lol…too bad they don’t really know what i think….i am very sorry for that …they say sorry it had to come to this but based on these bullshit lies i know in my mind that are not true i shall end my love life…wifeness husbandship, friendship or whatever with you!

well if ya really love the person ya will be dead very soon if ya believe it
if ya love urself then ya will save urself from thelies and prophecie the truth….

SAVE URSELF FROM THE LIES OTHERS CREATE ABOUT U and tell you bout who u know u are if u know ur right…the truth will come out in the end always i believe…all ya can do is auctually feel sorry for those who think the unrightious things of u

remember u are holy and love if ya want tobe…
or u are fear and harte and lies if ya choose to be

only choice u have in life when it comes down to it is to finally choose one of the 2 …
hopefully the one that wins over lies of the self crushing designed false ego LIE!:

God beless each and every one of u….god is a matter of perception again…so i jest say it in the form of NAMASTe’….

please i beg of everyone one day to see what i am saying above!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the god i know and the truth i know knows the truth
so do all of the angels i know!!!!!!

even the angels who have decended from heaven to only act like the devil


or it might end up being death doing them is part which should never
really be wooried bout in ur heart….
believe me woory bout what you think othgers do to you
it might kill u

so listen up!!!!!!!!!

don’t let love lies and ur false ego guide ur way in ur every day life

love or fear
ur choice
once again
is what it is
insidiously insanity breeds even upon the ones u love when they havce let fear get a grip on thier ego!
i only know thi and have experienced this so well
some people love it so much they finally become suicidal after years of practice
so sad
i have seen somany go this way

so over and out from a guy who don’t have a clue tomany
and to others who know who i am
glad ya have a clue

auctually i still do not have a clue why fear has to attack me so:(
from so many angles when one is trying to reach a loving goal in their life.
many truth above have made me physically sick jestthinking bout them…

so beware
fearful lies create death!!!!!
all there is to it!


Im Free Bchaz

¬†Breakin’ Da Chains That bind U?

Can be interpreted many ways…

Depending upon ur perception….

Whether Chains of Love


Whether Chains of passion or chains of hate,

or even Chains or resentment that might fill ones heart

Or Chains of Addictions AllSo, Unn-Naturally


Above art Created and Done by Jennifer B. Chaz <{link}whom has allowed me to post her art on this page bout freedom and removing the chains that might bind us to a different fate or destiny that we might wish for, sometime one jest has to like give up ya know and break all the chains so one can have a chance to heal and werk n themselves, break the chains that bind us to addictions and people evrn are very hard thing to do but sometimes for ones very own sanity is is the best move to make at the time,,,,and jest say WOW

so? if ur an avid reader of me ? remember the blog bout Watch It! …well this is a deeper perspective and a long bok link also, to many an answers, a definite book markable blog for future reference i do so believe……

Watch your thoughts – they become your words

Watch your words – they become your actions

Watch your actions – they become your habits

Watch your habits – they become your character

Watch your character – it becomes your destiny


^^^ Pic is a link to Jennifers Blog also!:) ^^^ thanks jenn for da inspiration!

BReak the chains that bind u to a false reality today i say!
We create our spiritual destiny with our repeated thoughts and most of those thoughts are implanted in our minds by others who suffer long-standing mental mis-presumptions which are seldom, if ever, examined. These Lessons are an invitation to indulge in that examination. Rejection of it will only add a level of delay and pain that is clearly not necessary.

Ideas are the food of the soul. The sharing of them is nourishment for the Spirit. Free will must be able to function in an environment in which it is honored. Creativity must be respected as a spiritual quality in which humans are encouraged to indulge. Only then does the advanced technology that makes all this possible tend to be a servant to mankind rather than its master.

As we now know, it is the divine acceptance of as much incoming information as possible which will tip the scale from feelings of corrective pain toward those of purposeful pleasure. Acceptance marks the entry into the ego gate in both individual and cultural minds. Habitual denial ensures ignorance and ongoing corrective pain until there is conscious acceptance of that which has been created. The degree of acceptance corresponds with the level of conscious experience. At present, the species ignorance of the emotional guidance sets the stage for incoming personalities to fall victim to the limiting beliefs offered as institutions, traditions, and truths. The structure which accomplishes the acceptance of emotional guidance will give rise to far more optimal kinds of humane experience. This fully human kind of functioning encourages the expansion of consciousness at a much faster pace than has yet been experienced by most human beings.

Acceptance suggests trust and trust equates with faith.<{link}

But the faith suggested is not a blind faith in that which is being served up by our established institutions, but rather a willingness to trust our inner feelings when inviting higher knowledge to penetrate our consciousness. This material attempts to make the point time and again, that there is already in place a system that can flood us with the knowledge of unlimited potential of spiritual development and we need merely understand and appreciate the universal concept of the All That Is.

There are many who answer the calling spirit and offer spiritual truths through artistic interpretations which resonate with others. Such inner directed and outer expressive individuals are often referred to as light workers. Such individuals have accomplished the spread of spiritual information to the degree that critical mass is closer than ever. It falls to these enlightened ones to carry the torch and to help bring their own higher levels of consciousness to the masses. These people, the compassionately meek yet with courageous integrity, understand and forgive the cost of ignorance for the benefit of free will. They seek to bring forth the Christ consciousness that lies dormant within the human potential—faithful that even when pushed by pain the spirit will lead humanity from the darkness.

And may u beee one who answers this calling is all i can hope for, the one that reads this with all integrity and personal self seeking moral honesty!

again i prefer to be one of These people, the compassionately meek yet with courageous integrity, to gracefully understand and forgive the cost of ignorance for the benefit of free will….so sad to say!:(….
if i was unable to forgive! i would prolly die by the effect caused:(

for some werds can auctually inflict pain, till we realize the bs involved and the truth by readin the chapters above!

there are many paths to take,,,much knowlege to also partake. LOve and light to also forsake or love is our personal choice:(…which path we take!
for we have free will
if we read this book first before one is to come talk to me bout it it would be much prefered
the whole book is right here right now for u to read frum my blog page, if ya want to buy the hard copy or see kinks etc etc…go to the websi=te at the bottom!

The choice of where we wish to place ourselves along this path is ours. The tool to what knowledge we wish to accept or reject is our feelings. In the truest sense, if it feels right we can and truly should do what we imagine we can. 

LOVE ERASING LOVE BY opposing anything in the book above
or below….is jest what it is at that point
some of the greatest minds in the world on poets could not ever practice what they preached or really live what they envisioned for the reasons fore mentioned above
or the whole book below that is posted below have a look
all page links are in blue!:)
the whole book is posted below for the world to see because they need to! by the authors request
but if ya wish to support him in his quest to spread this information you can go to the website and buy the book copy to be sent to ur door!…to read and or maybe hand out to one whom may not have a puter!

NOTE***THIS PAGE UPDATED JULY8 @ 10 PM…blue links i spent so much time on did not werk, so have inserted the PDF to the BOOK HERE! 417 Pages


LINK> A bit of Cosmic Awareness 4 U <LINK
Alpha Section- Human Nature
Lesson One- Overview of The Human Condition

Communication & the Fluid Creative Reality
Disconnection & Rigid Physical Reality
Attempts at Reempowerment
The Feeling System – A Spiritual Safety Net
The Task at Hand

Lesson Two: The Spiritual Nature Of Humankind
Humanity as Spirituality as Divinity
Frustrated Human Purpose & Evil
Natural Morality
The Civilized Planet
Human Spirit: Consciousness & Intention
Altered States of Consciousness
The Illusory Fragmentation of Spirit & Will

Lesson Three: The Mental Nature Of Humankind

Enter: The Realm of Mind
The Goal of Mind
Mental Tools Can Be Double-Edged
The Biblical Fall From Grace
Current Mass Reality: The Mind of Man
The Divine Spiritual Safety Net

Lesson Four: The Physical Nature Of Humankind
Spirit as Self in Physical Form
Human Emotion: An Undiscovered Sixth Sense
Feelings & The Human Immune System
Feelings Communicate Essential Spiritual Needs
The Individual (Power) Needs: (Explore, Create, Meaning, Power, Esteem, Freedom)
The Group (Connection) Needs: (Affiliate, Connection to ATI)
Feelings as Feedback Between Mind & Body
The Hardwired Responses
The Fully Functional Feedback System
The Self, the Mind, the Body

Beta Section -The Feeling System
Lesson One: The Emotional Nature Of Humanity
Reclaiming the Lost Emotional Sense
The Interpretation of Emotional Signals
Validity & Judgment of Knowledge
Beliefs as Gems & Slivers
The Effect of Mind Upon Emotional Signals
Mind & Spirit: The Twin Selves
The Effect of Mind upon Motivational Responses
The Right Response
Emotional Boundaries

Lesson Two: The Emotional Behavior Of Humanity
Emotional Motivation
The Approach Responses – Right & Light
The Light Response
The Avoidant Responses
The Flight Response
The Fight Response
Summary of Behavioral Corrective Responses

Lesson Three: The Six Basic Feelings
Emotions of Spirit
The Emotions of Body
The Emotions of Mind

Lesson Four: Summary: Emotion The Sixth Sense
Heeding the Spiritual Directive
The Spiritual Commitment
Living in the Light
The Daily Meditation
The Meditation of The Clock
The Daily Feedback
Creating Community

Gamma Section -New Beginnings
Lesson One- New Tenets of Human Existence
Existing Directives
Scientific and Religious Directives
Political and Governmental Directives
The Power of The Individual
Restoring the Blank Mental Slate
Tenets of Human Nature
Tenets of Human Existence
Tenets of Creative Reality
Tenets of Social Structure

Lesson Two- The Power Of Habit

A Gift of Mind
Habits of Defense: The Self-Preservationary Impulse
The Eight Deadly Habits
Resistant Escapism
Resistant Defensiveness
Resistant Self Deception
Resentful Blame
Vengeful Gossip
Vengeful Aggression
Vengeful Violence
Cycle of Resistance

Lesson Three The Life-Giving Habits of Self  Expression
The Role of Judgment
Clarity of Purpose
Faith in Spirit
Competition Within Self
Patience & Faith
Self Promotion
Creative Artistic Expression
Expressing Within the Creation

Lesson Four Universal Values & Needs

The Scientific Authority
Spiritual Intention Vs Human Mental Needs
Spiritual Values Embodied in Human Needs
Role of Human Needs
Dynamic Flexibility of Human Needs
The Need for Power
The Need for Freedom
The Need for Creativity
The Need for Connection
The Need to Find Meaning
The Need to Build Self Esteem
Summary of Needs

Delta Section -Implications For Personhood
Lesson One: Implications For Self Concept
Self and Human Purpose
Local Self Distinctions
Interpretation of Feelings and Attribution
Positive Feelings & The Self
Other Self Goals

Lesson Two: Implications for Child Rearing

The Parental Responsibility
The Parental Choice
The Parental Role – Physical Development
The Parental Role – Mental Development
The Parental Role – Emotional Development
Engaging the Emotional System
Attachment, Trust and the Learned Emotions
Cultural Manipulation of the Emotional System
A Word About Guilt

Lesson Three: Implications for Human Development
The Developmental Responsibility
Development & “Karma”
Development & Divine Judgment
It’s Never Too Late
Self-Evaluation – Getting Started
Awareness of Needs
Accessing Core Beliefs
Needs & Life Stages
Earliest Years: Trust & Connection
Ages 1-20: Power & Freedom
Independence, Creativity & Early Adulthood
Mid Life Evaluation: Meaning & Esteem
The Golden Years
Death & Dying

Epsilon Section-Implications For Human Interaction
Lesson One: Implications For Morality
Biological Hedonism
Multiple Meanings of Emotional Signals
The Concept of Evil
Excitement & Morality
Guilt & The Human Conscience
Learning Errors
The Power of Apology & Forgiveness
The Historical Stages of Moral Interaction
Caveman Morality
Cooperative Morality
The Role of Trust
Tit-For-Tat Morality
The Golden Rule

Lesson Two: Implications For Interpersonal Relationships

The Cooperative Level of Existence
Intimacy & Community: The Gift of Sharing
The Energy Dynamics of Intimacy
The Fellowship Relationship
The Professional Relationship
Gender Roles
Intimacy & Sexual Love
Love as Distinct from Need
The Myth of Love as Codependency
Love & Its Pitfalls
Cultural Conditions Placed upon Love

Lesson Three: Implications For Group Relationships
Why Groups?
The Group Organism
The Developmental Cycle of a Group
Power Dynamics
The Group Structure
The Isolated Group
Social Stratification
Enlightened Group Affiliation

Zeta Section – Implications For Social Structures
Lesson One: Implications For Religion
Religious Purpose: Divine Connection
Divine Freedom
Divine Empowerment
Divine Goodness
Divine Desire
The Power of Prayer
The Temple of Light
Meditation for the Temple of Light
Religious Transcendence
Religious Community Service

Lesson Two Implications For Government – Need-Meeting

The Grand Game
Economics of Resource Exchange
Universal Humans Rights – Basic Self-Determinism
The Biological Condition of Justice
Social Justice
The Biological Condition of Civilization
The Role of Government
The Governmental “Body”
Safeguarding – Ensuring Global Justice
Global Cooperation without Violation
Fostering Global Connection
Competitive Versus Cooperative Defense
Sanctioning Violations
Local Government & The Feedback Cycle
Representative Government – The Value of Each Voice
Financing Good Government
Public Infrastructures
Global Government Mission Statement

Lesson Three: Implications For Education

Developing the Public “Mind”
Creative Experiential Learning Versus Receiving Judgments
The Scope of Public Education
The Structure of Public Education
Early & Elementary Education
Intermediate & High School
Continuing Education

Eta Section – Implications For Health
Lesson One: Implications For Mental Health
The Concept of Health
Biological Flexibility & Destiny Challenge
Natural Self-Development
Challenge 1: The Mother Versus The Victim Challenge 2: The Father Versus The Martyr
Challenge 3: The Contributor Versus The Servant
Challenge 4: The Lover Versus The Actor
Challenge 5: The Speaker Versus The Silent Child
Challenge 6: The Seer Versus The Intellectual
Challenge 7: The Transcender
Therapeutic Approaches to Mental Health

Lesson Two: Implications For Physical Health
The Physical Focus
Active Faith in the Body
The Pleasure Principle
The Power of Mind
Managing Emotional Stress

Lesson Three: Implications For Wholistic Health
Health in the New Millennium
Energy Medicine
Disturbances to the Chakras of Mind
The Seven Chakra Centers of Mind
Chakras One & Two – Bodily Grounding
The Root Chakra (Tailbone)
The Second Chakra (Abdomen)
Chakras Three & Four – Mental Grounding
The Third Chakra (Solar Plexus)
The Fourth Chakra (Heart)
The Final Three Chakras – Grounding the Spirit
The Fifth Chakra (Throat)
The Sixth Chakra (Forehead)
The Seventh Chakra (Crown)
Personal Health Care
Chart -The Chakras of Mind

Theta Section – Implications For Evolution
Lesson Theta One: Evolution
The Pursuit of Self-Understanding
Evolution Vs Creation
The Ongoing Evolving Co-Creation
The Power of Free Will
The Evolution of Consciousness & Information Processing
Darwin & Lamarck Revisited

Lesson Theta Two: The Spiritual Compass In Evolving Gestalts of Consciousness
The Quantum Potential & Expansion of All That Is
Receiving the Purposeful Guidance
The Self in Evolutionary Context
Autopilot, Semi-Autopilot & Manual Modes of Guidance
Autopilot Self-Regulation
Semi-Autopilot Self-Regulation
Manual Free Will Self-Regulation
The Emotional Evolutionary Destiny of Humanity
Evolutionary Path Of Evolving Consciousness and Feeling Experience

Lesson Theta Three: Human Evolution
The Journey from Pain to Pleasure
A Brief History of Cultural Evolution
Levels of Human Conscious Experience
Survival Level of Existence
Survival Level of Empowerment & The Chakra System
The Individual Task at Hand
Historical Survival
The Being Level of Human Existence
Three Perspectives of the Being Level Mind
The Transcendent Level of Existence

Omega Section – Conclusion
Lesson Omega: Epilogue
The Mission of Enlightenment
Historical Shifts & Modes of Attunement
Direct Access
Final Words
The Universal Spectrum of Love & Light

all lessons above and book to purchase to own is to be found here

yes a quantum potential u do urself have
believe it er not!

A Warriors Manifesto

When the Things in ur life get tough
the tough gotta get goin’ i suppose

so is to the reason why the blog below.. all bout
takin life as it comes and going forward with it and
rising above
it all like an Eagle
when ya allow thingz to get ya down…..


¬† The Warrior’s Manifesto –
don Juan/Carlos Castenada

I am already given to the power that rules my fate. And I cling to nothing, so I will have
nothing to defend.
I have no thoughts, so I will see.
I fear nothing, so I will remember myself.

Detached and at ease,
I will dart past the Eagle to be free.

Warriors have an ulterior purpose for their acts which has
nothing to do with personal gain. The average man acts only if
there is a chance for profit. Warriors act not for profit, but for
the spirit.

For the average man, the world is weird because if he’s not
bored with it, he’s at odds with it. For a warrior, the world is
weird because it is stupendous, awesome, mysterious, unfathomable.
A warrior must assume responsibility for being here, in this
marvelous world, in this marvelous time.

Impeccability begins with a single act that has to be
deliberate, precise and sustained. If that act is repeated long
enough, one acquires a sense of unbending intent which can be
applied to anything else. If that is accomplished the road is
clear. One thing will lead to another until the warrior realizes
his full potential.

Any movement of the assemblage point means a movement away
from an excessive concern with the individual self. Shamans believe
it is the position of the assemblage point which makes modern man a
homicidal egoist, a being totally involved with his self-image.
Having lost hope of ever returning to the source of everything, the
average man seeks solace in his selfishness.

A warrior must cultivate the feeling that he has everything
needed for the extravagant journey that is his life. What counts
for a warrior is being alive. Life in itself is sufficient,
self-explanatory and complete.
Therefore, one may say without being presumptuous that the
experience of experiences is being alive.

A warrior must focus his attention on the link between
himself and his death. Without remorse or sadness or worrying, he
must focus his attention on the fact that he does not have time and
let his acts flow accordingly. He must let each of his acts be his
last battle on earth. Only under those conditions will his acts
have their rightful power. Otherwise they will be, for as long as
he lives, the acts of a fool.

Warriors compress time; this is the sixth principle of the
art of stalking. Even an instant counts. In a battle for your
life, a second is an eternity, an eternity that may decide the
outcome. Warriors aim at succeeding, therefore they compress time.
Warriors don’t waste an instant.

A warrior acknowledges his pain but he doesn’t indulge in it.
The mood of the warrior who enters into the unknown is not one of
sadness; on the contrary, he’s joyful because he feels humbled by
his great fortune, confident that his spirit is impeccable, and
above all, fully aware of his efficiency. A warrior’s joyfulness
comes from having accepted his fate, and from having truthfully
assessed what lies ahead of him.

The basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is
that a warrior takes everything as a challenge, while an ordinary
man takes everything as a blessing or as a curse.

The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence
of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of
the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks
impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The
average man is hooked to his fellow men, while the warrior is hooked
only to infinity.

It is much easier for warriors to fare well under conditions of
maximum stress than to be impeccable under normal circumstances.

What seems natural is to think that a warrior who can hold his
own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty tyrants with
impunity. But that’s not necessarily so. What destroyed the superb
warriors of ancient times was to rely on that assumption. Nothing
can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of
dealing with impossible people in positions of power. Only under
those conditions can warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to
withstand the pressure of the unknowable.

Knowledge comes to a warrior, floating, like specks of gold
dust, the same dust that covers the wings of moths. So for a
warrior, knowledge is like taking a shower, or being rained on b
specks of dark gold dust.

A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That’s
control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go.
That’s abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind.
No one can push him, no one can make him do things against himself
or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive and
he survives in the best of all possible fashions.

Acts have power. Especially when the warrior acting knows that
those acts are his last battle. There is a strange consuming
happiness in acting with the full knowledge that whatever he is
doing may very well be his last act on earth.

If a warrior is to succeed in anything, the success must come
gently, with a great deal of effort but with no stress or obsession.

Our fellow men are black magicians. And whoever is with them
is a black magician on the spot. Think for a moment, can you
deviate from the path that your fellow men have lined up for you?
And if you remain with them, your thoughts and your actions are
fixed forever in their terms. That is slavery. The warrior, on the
other hand, is free from all that. Freedom is expensive, but the
price is not impossible to pay. So, fear your captors, your
masters. Don’t waste your time and your power fearing freedom.

A warrior is never under siege. To be under siege implies that
one has personal possessions that could be blockaded. A warrior has
nothing in the world except his impeccability, and impeccability
cannot be threatened.

To discard everything that is unnecessary is the second
principle of the art of stalking. A warrior doesn’t complicate
things. He aims at being simple. He applies all the concentration
he has to decide whether or not to enter into battle, for any battle
is a battle for his life. This is the third principle of the art of
stalking. A warrior must be willing and ready to make his last
stand here and now. But not in a helter-skelter way.

The flaw with words is that they always make us feel
enlightened, but when we turn around to face the world they always
fail us and we end up facing the world as we always have, without
enlightenment. For this reason, a warrior seeks to act rather than
to talk, and to this effect, he gets a new description of the
world-a new description where talking is not that important, and
where new acts have new reflections.

Applying these principles brings about three results. The
first is that stalkers learn never to take themselves seriously;
they learn to laugh at themselves. If they are not afraid of being
a fool, they can fool anyone. The second is that stalkers learn to
have endless patience. Stalkers are never in a hurry; they never
fret. And the third is that stalkers learn to have an endless
capacity to improvise.

Only as a warrior can one withstand the path of knowledge. A
warrior cannot complain or regret anything. His life is an endless
challenge, and challenges cannot possibly be good or bad.
Challenges are simple challenges.

The recommendation for warriors is not to have any material
things on which to focus their power, but to focus it on the spirit,
on the true flight into the unknown, not on trivialities.
Everyone who wants to follow the warrior’s path has to rid
himself of the compulsion to possess and hold onto things.

Self-importance is man’s greatest enemy. What weakens him is
feeling offended by the deeds and misdeeds of his fellow men.
Self-importance requires that one spend most of one’s life offended
by something or someone.

The hardest thing in the world is to assume the mood of a
warrior. It is of no use to be sad and complain and feel justified
in doing so, believing that someone is always doing something to us.
Nobody is doing anything to anybody, much less to a warrior.

A warrior takes his lot, whatever it may be, and accepts it in
ultimate humbleness. He accepts in humbleness what he is, not as
grounds for regret but as a living challenge.

In other werdz taki it in stride ,,,,tomorrow will be a better day:)…….if’n ya wish it to be:)

>>Prism gems of carlos’ click here<<
to see more don juan links from da’ vaults of Erowid click >>>>>>>here<<<<<<<

~~~~Quark~i know im no don juan but wat da hay!~~~~~Have a great day~~~Namaste’~~


Another one bout Lewkin UP

Lewkin Up to Brighter Skys 2 day:) To Rise Above it All:)
photo: edge of my helmet and da parawing above:)
blue skys everywhere:)and links Galore on this page here i posting today,,,jest wave ur hand across the texts and photos an take a lewk see:)….
~ SO ~
^^^^^^^TO RISE ABOVE IT ALL^^^^^^^
When some particular difficulty has you feeling like you’re surrounded, which way do you go?
 The best way to go is up.
 A powerful strategy for overcoming the challenges
 is to get yourself on top of them rather than in the midst of them.
You have a powerful tool available to you. It’s something
you use all the time without even realizing it
, something you’ve been using since you are a child.
¬†It’s known as visualization
It can positively and definitively change your mind,
 your attitude, and your energy level.

And by so doing it can change the reality of your life.

When you’re deep within a difficult challenge,

visualize yourself rising above it.
 Close your eyes, and see the challenge surrounding you.
 Imagine that it has color and texture.
In your mind, give it a size and shape.
Then, using the same power of imagination,
see yourself rising above it, like a hot air balloon
or an ultralight, lifting off the ground and into the air.

Jest a Fly by to say HIGH!

Jest a Fly by to say HIGH!

Get high enough above it and you’ll see what’s beyond it.
 Imagine yourself high enough above that challenge
and you’ll know, with absolute certainty, that you have what it takes to emerge victorious.
Whatever challenge confronts you, give yourself some valuable perspective.
 In your mind, rise above it.Jest
Quarks Above it All

Quarks Above it All

¬†And in your actions you’ll find a way to make it through. Watch it though! think safe be safe!
have a splendid one:)
some video LINKS OF THE DAY FROM Q:) 2 U:)here below

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~ be very careful down here ~ er’ up here as it may be ~
~ fer this may be ur one and only chance? ~
u can fly up above ur shadows
can fly above the rainbows
Risin above it all

Risin above it all

u can fly through the arch of a rainbow:)
but it may still may be ur only dance?:(..
so we fly very carefully:)..
know this: “crashing is not an option”, nor getting bucked off the horse anymore! ~
gettin sick of the horse game!~~~~
horses don’t have a throttle, and heck i’m safer flying:)..
no seat bealts or harnesses to keep me on the horse?
Especially if it’s the saddle of ur flying angel!
twisting the throttle or pushing it
sounds much safer to me:) than horses
Famous last werdz huh:)
but now my flying angel…..?????
she is a bucking horse i guess
maybe i should ride a mule lol…
Mikey jest don’t know anymore….Fame er life lol
he be da’ UpsideDownSmartMan lol hebeda jebeda lol
all i can do is keep lewking up and move forward…without hesitation, ride on or fly on into the yonder, and know da’ heart was true blue an one did the best one could…
is the best one can do:)
travel safe, however u travel this fine day!
Means-Moving Forward-Without Hesetation

Means-Moving Forward-Without Hesitation

Namaste’ to one an all that reads stuff here an dere!
Peace out


A thought er 2 fer u from sasha and da’ Q :)Thanks fer dis video also shawn bird ūüôā

Second thought fer da Day



fEWD FER THOUGHT!! a kinna parable an a story frum Q:) 2 U ūüôā


Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny


Watch Ur Lines:) so today they don’t become ur stall; or fall!

Watch ur Gauges; and ur flying friends!

 So there is no need for drastic action;

Feel the air so ya will always know; 

 todays landing spot shall be there;

sumwhere below all da violent cloudz dat surround


Ah, but to float so free; So silently;

I Fly with the character; thats in u and me:)….

Like a God Tis’ of theee,,

for a joy to experience bein’ alive: today:)

knowing  the spirits and winds above, and around me,

will always guide me along the way:)

~ So as to be able to land Safely at the end of the Day:) ~


let me always seek high adventure any way i can:)


¬†Yes ūüôā there are more than 2 ways to fly in q’s werld:)…at the very least:)



^^^ another pic from frt yard ^^^


an another ..a loner bow with da lonely tree in me frt yard

and another after the clouds cleared away:)


and what if colors did have thoughts?

what would happen then? Heres a little story fer U! ūüôā

ūüôā lol???? ūüôā

bout da rainbows argumentative smile of hipocracy an sarcasm…ah but what to do with all dat light anyway huh! lol


Once upon a time the Colors of the world started to quarrel

that they were: all claimed the best,

 the most important, the most useful, the favorite.

GREEN said: “Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees, leaves – without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority.”

BLUE interrupted: “You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing.”

YELLOW chuckled: “You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun.”

ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet: “I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and pawpaws. I don’t hang around all the time, but when I fill sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you.”

RED could stand it no longer. He shouted out: “I am the ruler of all of you- I am blood – life’s blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy.”

PURPLE rose up to his full height. He was very tall and spoke with great pomp: “I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, cheifs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom.

People do not question me – they listen and obey.”


INDIGO spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but with just as much determination: “Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace.”

And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening – thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak: “You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don’t you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me.” Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands. The rain continued: “From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow.”


And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.



so watch-it and appreciate more:)

is the wise werdz fer me 2 day from

me dog 2 me:) & U:)


have a splendid one:)


PSS: a laugh a day might keep da doc away!…..

Go For It

{if} U listen Carefully, you get to hear everything u didn’t want to hear in the first place.¬†¬† a quote by; Shalom Aleichem



Some folks declare that the Universe is fully supportive of what I want , and also i am told it is up to me to Go For it ,,,whatever it is i want or dream of if i want it if i do. or not is my choice….Well i used to live by the “Go For It” attitude a lot when i was younger, cuz i could physically and or mentally{depending upon the challenge}handle the “WHACKS” is i whacked or fell, er whatnot.

Seems as so many folks are Directed by “oneforce” or another…Other Times a life might feel as though it is being pushed or shoved in some particular direction for one purpose or another. Our thoughts, dreams, desires, fears, fates and destiny rides along these lines of thoughts that create who we are then , right!…all the thoughts and fears etc etc, come because they are echoed to u from the media and various sources. So does the message that one gets from the real Werld, embedded with fear and whatnot, does that message on the deepest of deep levels inside of soul feel “right”…does it fee lLOVE” or “FEAR“? what does one choose to hear?…Maybe one is being told by the higher guides to move away release themselves from the bondage, of being an enabler, maybe one is told to go out and pursue a new interest talent or sport one has never tried before, do we act with fear or love, or think first with fear or love?. Maybe one is being told to honor all u ever said because of “love”..
¬†¬†¬† What is it we choose to “GO FOR?”,,,when is it that taking the step and doing something bout it and not procrastinating bout it any more to watch it wither, for the ego to say.“i told u so!”…what a loss.. all because of fear, and false flags and the egos lies?:(…
¬†¬†¬† what is the step we should have or should take in action to go fot it” a they say is to meditate …and meditate more lol… till ur done and u have a conclusive answer, based upon either love or fear,,,If ur open to listening to the higher order of things that set it all up in the first place , well, then u can then take “acton” and go for it or not! based on fear and or love, whichever way u choose to perceive it from?right?…………well……….
¬†¬†¬†¬† Whatever happens as a result of this thinking always happens inevitably er not whether one desires it er not is a fact of mental holographic projection the way i see it. {for Q believes-Yes thoughts are things!} once we make the desired decision to pursue our inner urgings and desires, it appears the universe then sets into motion the ways and means for all sorts of crazy details not even imagined to come into play and help to resolve and werk things, out… i call this devine intervention!…a kinna reverse karmetic strategy an happening!
¬†¬†¬†¬† This is when a sense of peace abounds within ones soul, the “soul that KNows” because we now know that any questions asked will no longer make us wunder if our dreams were ever or at all possible, but rather, how to every day and minute of our lives make them happen. Instead of taking us away any more fro our goal at hand months or years back, these questions now will only clarify our personal focus to then allow us to move forward without hesitation. The new attitus=de and belief that we are also part of all that is will also attract and bring to us the same like minnded people to assist us in our journey through this universal spacialitity of time we travel in, each an every one f us,,,your very own personal spiral so to speak. At times like this we are given the opportunity , to call upon and have the most unlikely and also most likely angels we do and do not know to come and assist us in our journey also. They may transport us the correct information wee needed for our journey to be able to be completed. So we can again find the “WHOLENESS” that was originally desired for you in the master plan…..Believe it er not!” once again in Q’s werld…
¬†¬†¬† Whatevr u planned on doing , jest do it, don’t fear,,,whatever U love,,jest go for it, or it will move on,,,,Today is the first day of the last dance if ya make it so , or ya will have to find a new dance, all baseed on whether one acts based on false fears false flags, fears or love or honor?…is all up to the individual,,,i am jest supplyinng myeself and u with some fewd for thoguht on a alone evening in the rockies here,,,,I know many should grab ahold of and TAKE ACTION! and MANIFEST their inner souls urges that cry out to them,,,,and Souls whisperings,,,but some because of the “fear ” response “fail” and take 2 steps backwards on a day when they should have take 3 forward! an 2 back……..
¬†¬†¬†¬† freedom of choice for the liberated soul sometimes finds fear ruling their choice along with the false ego…so, beware is all i can say watch ur thoughts! manifest ur dreams into reality and have splendid life..Ur choice er not…This Fine Day!……….Quarksire…..7-20-2013 @ 2;30 am rocky mtn std time!

follow ur dreams- follow ur hearts desire-Go For it er not -Ur choice! er Stagnate:(……Colorado Q – Over an Out…Namaste’




“It isn’t that a warrior learns shamanism as time goes by; rather, what he learns as time goes by is to save energy. This energy will enable him to handle the energy fields which are ordinarily inaccessible to him. Shamanism is a state of awareness, the ability to use energy fields that are not employed in perceiving the everyday world that we know.”

The Fire From Within ~ Carlos Castaneda


Eternal Realizations

Time is a Limitation, Eternity is Limitless, eternity has no definition

from one sentence> comes realizations bout realizations….

do they matter?

When it’s time to deal with this reality one might say!


it’s time 2 deal with it!


enuff is enuff!

in one sense this might be nonsense this time lol

and in another it might make some


I used to say the following a lot,

“a realization a day keeps the doctor away”

now I often wonder what the realizations matter…?

once ya have surpassed what ya have to learn bout time?

and matter and analysis, and perception,

and the mind of the god u believe in er not?

so lets go roundy round here with q this time:) if ya got the time?

Time is a Limitation, Eternity is Limitless, eternity has no definition…can only be destorted in thought nt reality..

within disertations of and through this space this time:)…So…..said when done….

Time,,,,is an Eternity, Eternity – Limitless……..dichitomys? noway:)

FACT is: Time is a limitation, eternity is limitless. Time stands within and
functions through its definition,
Eternity adheres to no
definition in its infinity
. All that you experience within this form
has been allowed for your to be able to learn,. It has been placed forth simply so that you can learn
that you are not the self you perceive yourself to be. Therefore its tools, as limited as they are, have been made useful so we can

journey beyond all limitations.and the of words!

is anything absolute and does it really matter? this time?

so what bout the limitations of time this time…and how shall we react to the future or the past or the future past?…i wonder if one concerns themselves with what came first or what came last? Wonder where thier analytical conceptual ideas are now…this time around? those concepts are not a pre requisite for my knowing or not knowing:)…for no matter what happens within one’s life ya cannot learn the concepts or “presence” of peace…in ur life through right understanding alone.¬† Cannot know or learn what true authentic love is either from jest the knowledge without the experience of it:)…Do ya think there will be a test where all of¬†the conceptual one way beliefs will be evaluated for u to judge or to be judged uponst? I think not!

will it matter in a hundred years?   

answer : unknownst to me that one is!

Should¬†I or we concern ourselves with memorizing all the phrases givin to live by?…for these practices mean nothin to me<.or u either in the log run..wondering where the true desire lies? to invest onself deep within words, definitions, and concepts is that of ones own choice and space and place…not my place…I have gone far enough beyond now that I choose to jest “be it” to jest “do it” and enjoy it while i can:) whatever it is…in whatever time and place and space…make the best of this place I can is all i can do…this time around:)…while ya gotz time!

will it really matter in a hundred years er less?

so words rule and words gain,,,and words can cause pain?…but what about time …do the words remain????for beyond all conceptual thinking this time I know that there resides a “peace”..and a place..beyond ideas of definition is this place and this space where there is Peace and Serenity… matter what is happening in ones life i do so believe…ya can see this place and space foretold:)

even if on feels like a pebble on the sea bed of rocks bigger an better than they?!


^^ jest a pic from the frt yard here ^^^

well nonsense …or no sense at all this time…is what it is bout…eternity……and how ya want to feel this time:) this is the moment , year, and day…this is the time to sense who we really are…not to limit oneself by beliefs and other’s directions,,, but to find a road of our own, the road to peace..which is so seldom found by so few in this world today!…..for many have so many obstacles to peace of mind within thier own mind……….the ¬†obstacles to peace there fore is these concepts and values that are clung to so tightly as so to keep from percieving peace but to be always searching for it

OUT THERE? somewhere? ,e jest a pebble in da sea of rocks larger than life.


ERE? somewhere?

when it’s in there!…………..okay I lost it at the rondeveus point ..but i think ya understand this place in ur space where time and eternity become one and concepts and theology and religions are thrown right out the window!:)

~ it’s auctually¬†so very simple ya know ~



Then I said  no way:)

BUT?/AND so! ~ now i know:)

Time is of essence….I was told

…… no way! ~¬†not this time:)…but whats true seems to be true again….

So proudly I wait and stand beside u:) whomever U are:) releasing all the obstacles in the mind this time

I radiate peace and stand beside U…without belief but the knowledge of just “knowing” I AM who and What I AM:)


U are as special as ya are …forever and forever…for an eternity!

Much Love and Peace sent to U this day:)!

for this prolly won’t be the only time either lol:)

sumtimez is jest a repeat of the all….

fer questions and answers to be in the same sentence is a living dichitomy…yeppurs, it sure is!…………

believe it er not!

Jest a little Part of the quazicle werld of Q

Q…aka mike in da rocky mtns. in colorado……